last pastebin

I found some really old pastebins I wrote like 1-2 years ago. It's incredible how most of the stuff I was saying then didn't change.

Let's face it: NOTHING has changed. My problems with the speedrunning community never resolved or got better. Fake people just telling me "it's all in your head" or the classic "why do you care so much?" and that shit still happens. That's why I'm getting rid of Twitter. I've tried finding a place in the speedrunning community, however I've never been accepted. By individuals? Yes. By the community? LOL nope. I try to be a welcoming and humble streamer, but instead people idolize those that are being assholes like Supreme and Claude. The worst part is that they're more successful than I'll ever be. How can this be?

I no longer consider myself a part of the speedrunning community. Too many hypocrites I've had to deal with. Remember when I was pissed about people wanting me to join the DKC2 tourney? It's because they told me "All skill levels welcome!" and "When's 41?" AT THE SAME TIME. I'm the only one who ever saw this. I've tried getting involved with the speedrunning community but I've never been accepted. People don't view me the way I want people to view me.

As far as my stream goes, nothing will change. I still enjoy speedruns so I'll continue to do them. However, I'm done trying to squeeze myself into a community that rejects people like me and idolizes jerks/hypocrites.

This account will be gone tomorrow. I'll still use Discord/Twitch/Youtube so you can still contact me there.