10:54:22 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Marshmallow: Coco-chan, good evening~! Are you fine for your taxes for next year?
10:54:40 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: Uh-oh, I'm so in trouble. Should I run to the opposite side of the earth?
10:55:01 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Marshmallow: I'm worried if you can manage to pay your bills. Don't catch a cold!
10:55:08 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: Don't worry, I have my papa!
10:55:22 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: But whatever happens to me, I'll still make it entertaining.
10:55:35 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: But honest talk, I'm not really strapped for money.
10:56:11 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: And I'll keep working hard.
10:56:30 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: And I don't go out anyways. I normally only spend about ¥130,000 each month.
10:57:11 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Comment: We're just repaying our debt to you. / Coco: C'mon! I'm your Kaichou! You don't have to pay me anything!
10:57:39 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: Oh, was the marshmallow talking about the prepayment tax? Well, that's what my dad's for. And worst-case, Kanatan's there too.
10:57:52 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: Worst case, I can just mooch off her.
10:58:09 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: A tenshi's best for that kinda stuff. I can go, "I treated you to such expensive food before!"
10:58:15 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: But thanks for the worry.
10:58:21 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: Thank you everyone for all the messages.
10:58:46 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: Here's one from overseas bros. I accept the feelings from the overseas bros too.
Marshmallow on screen: [Kaichou, you're the most independent and strong woman we've ever seen. Even if it means we have to wait another 500 years to see Kaichou again, we will make sure everyone is prepared 100% to welcome our best and only Coco Kaichou! KIRYUKAI FOR NOW AND EVER!]
Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Comment: I'll pay you now before I can't pay anymore! / Coco: Don't worry about me, guys! I've already received more than enough from you!
11:01:27 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Marshmallow: Is your future path tied to your own happiness? I can't help but see this as you offering your own head in exchange for everyone else's happiness.
11:02:14 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Marshmallow: However, even if I know the truth, I know it wouldn't change anything. I simply hope, as a single fan, that you would become happy.
11:02:35 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: I am willing to do anything for you guys, but I'm not big-hearted enough to offer my own head for other people's sake.
11:03:00 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: I'm not sure whether you're referring to the fans or who else with "everyone", but well.....
11:03:28 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: I'm not big enough to do so for the other Holomems. *laughs* Of course, they're important. And so is mgmt. But.....
11:03:38 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: I'm doing this to protect my own smile.
11:03:59 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: And I don't want your smiles to disappear either. And this decision is a result of only that one thing.
11:04:22 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: Everytime I talk with Towa, she cries.
11:04:40 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: All the Holomem thought super hard for me. For a way for me to stay. Especially Choco-sensei.
11:04:55 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: But in the end, I'm still graduating for my own smile. So I guess that's selfish, in a way.
11:05:00 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: But Choco-sensei is really amazing.
11:05:32 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: I guess this marshmallow really helped represent how many of you are feeling.
11:05:50 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: Wait, what's with all the TMT? She's a devil though! Am I harming her reputation here?
11:06:14 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: It's just, no matter what we tried.... As I said before.... It's a difference in creative difference.
11:06:30 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: Hololive is like, "I wanna do rock!" But you tatsunoko want country music.
11:06:47 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: Like, I don't think I can sing rock happily. But they're like, "No, rock all the way!"
11:07:02 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: This is just an analogy, of course.
11:07:24 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: And even if someone suggests, "What if we do hip-hop?" It doesn't really resolve the issue.
11:07:32 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: But we really do think lots about it.
11:07:51 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: Of course, that was an analogy. I personally really love rock. I guess the analogy should've been the other way round.
11:08:00 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: Of course, I can't get into details.
11:08:37 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: When I said I'd do the graduation stream, mgmt asked, "How would you explain the graduation to the fans?" I was like, "Uh, is there actually anything I CAN say?"
11:08:47 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: And they could only go, "Unnn....."
11:08:53 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: But well, it's a corporation.
11:09:01 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: And it wouldn't be for anyone's sake.
11:09:29 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: I'm afraid there's no choice but to just ask you guys to understand.
11:09:52 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: So, all I can say is, "for my smile."
11:10:25 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: It's really a difference in values. No one's in the wrong.
11:10:34 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: I really want you guys to understand that.
11:11:00 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: I made my choice because of my desire to make things fun for you. But in order to do so, things must remain fun for myself.
11:11:11 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: Which I guess does make me put myself first. But......yeah.
11:11:30 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: Really, no one's at fault.
11:11:36 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: It's just how reality works out.
11:12:05 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: I'm not good at bearing things or lying.
11:12:21 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: I can't force myself to smile. I don't want to stream while pretending to smile. It would be a lie.
11:12:42 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: Seriously, I'm really bad at bearing things. It's so bad, right?
11:13:03 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: Please just think of me as the only one who was bad at bearing with things.
11:13:54 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: There ..... might have been some streams where I was forcing myself to smile. Some of you might have noticed...
11:14:11 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: Yeah, I can't bear/hold in my pee either! Been like that since elementary school!
11:14:21 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: That's the kind of woman I am!
11:15:07 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: Reading depressed SNS isn't helpful.
11:15:15 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: I guess, just take it as, I'm ahead of my time!
11:15:26 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: I'm not the kind of woman who can be held down by anyone!
11:15:35 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: Guys, listen to this. It's important.
11:15:46 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: Ah, can I talk about the other Holomem?
11:16:12 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: All the other remaining Holomem aren't bad at bearing with things like I am. They all have things they're struggling with.
11:16:27 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: And they aren't strong enough to throw everything away like me.
11:16:52 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: I guess maybe there isn't much point telling it to you members of Kiryu-kai.... But it's really the fans who can give the support they need.
11:17:34 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: There may be ppl who think, "For the sake of the other Holomem, you should bear with it." But I'm a selfish woman.
11:17:44 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: Right, Kanatan and Suichan are both really strong. They just say whatever they want.
11:17:51 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: There are some of them who are really strong.
11:18:03 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: But it's the fans' support that keeps them going.
11:18:15 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: I'm a "me first" kinda woman.
11:18:30 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: yaman-maman made this super cute body for me.
11:18:35 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: It really pains me.
11:18:45 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: But I weighed things.
11:19:06 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: And for the sake of the smiles of my fans..... Well, the answer was clear.
11:19:18 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: This is something I wanted all of you guys to understand.
11:19:30 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: That's why I took out the time to have this talk today.
11:19:49 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: If this stream helped you get things off your chest, then I'm glad.
11:20:05 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: Well, there are quite a lot of dragons with values like mine.
11:20:18 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: But by NO MEANS is it that I took you guys lightly.
11:20:27 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: Ah, sorry for the mic bump.
11:20:46 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: The feelings of pain won't change, of course.
11:21:04 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: But still, this prevents further pain. This I can say for sure.
11:21:33 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: There's NDA so I can't say whatever I want, but I really went to the very, very limit.
11:21:59 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: I shared as much as I could up to a 0.00000001% of a fraction to the line.
11:22:44 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: So, I didn't say anything at all today, right, guys?
11:22:50 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: It was a completely silent stream today, right?
11:23:02 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: You guys just randomly understood stuff. I have no idea what's with you guys.
11:23:26 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Comment: I understand now, but really don't want to accept it. / Coco: I understand how you feel.
11:24:04 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: Really, it's not that you guys didn't support me enough. You guys even made me World #1! You guys supported me MORE than enough!
11:25:05 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: I understand that this is still hard to accept. But I hope you don't go attack other ppl.
11:25:31 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: Just take the attitude of "Yeah, she's graduated, but she's still #1 in my heart. So what?"
11:25:50 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: That's the most potent attack you can do towards those who hate me.
11:26:05 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: No matter what happens, just cross your arms and so, "Huh? So what?"
11:26:23 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Comment: It's my regret that we didn't make you Universe #1. / Coco: There are still 22 days!
11:26:44 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: It's been a year and seven months where we overcome so much.
11:26:50 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: There was so much up and down, but no regrets!
11:26:58 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: I even exposed me crappy singing voice.
11:27:11 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: I mean, of course everyone has regrets.
11:27:22 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: Thank you so much to everyone SCing for the first time too.
11:27:30 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: Everyone has regrets and want to keep struggling.
11:27:48 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: You might even think, "Then don't graduate!" But I'm a selfish woman.
11:27:52 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: I want myself to keep smiling.
11:28:06 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: I know that the moment I lose my smile, so would you all.
11:28:18 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: So here I am, Hololive's first-ever graduate!
11:28:33 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: Oi, who's the one who said Mickey Mouse singing?! Konoyarou!
11:28:46 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: Thank you for all the comments.
11:29:17 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: There are things I hope I'd done. But it's that regret that will make me become even bigger in my next life.
11:30:08 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: The lyrics in my original song say, "Even this unreasonableness, I'll face it." That's exactly how it is.
11:30:30 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: Those of you who can't accept it, I'll spend the time to help you accept it.
11:30:38 Taishi Ch. 神代大使  [EN] Coco: I'll show it through my actions.