mirror of self loathing

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UVRTt6CGlDc&list=FLvPCoXV9q1wpFqQorC-9-pQ&index=6&t=0s

Run

fucking run towards me

god i fucking miss you

fucking mirror image that i hate soo much

missing that soft cold touch

why did you leave it

why did you run off so far

i know i told you beat it

but you were my guiding star

god i fucking miss you

as much as i hate your life

god i wanna kill you

remove the memory of all the strife

god i fucking miss you

even tho i want you gone

god i wanna kill you

feeling like the devils spawn

im as broken as you are
even if i hide it well
please play your guitar
as we will sing the spell
texting me at night
sending me in fear of self
but baby youre my light
without you i had only darkness left
im slowly losing my mind
as youre feeling all your pain
you think im so kind
but im just as insane
as much as i want to ignore your reply
i fucking crumble completely when you cry

and i cant help but swing back like a pendulum

i cant help but run only towards not from

youre mine youre mine my thoughts race past my own soul's speed

and those thoughts are those that lead


god i fucking miss you

god i want to kill you

god i fucking miss you

god i want to kill you