A promise to keep his little light in check

[22:54] Sugarboy would stop pacing the small cell, his face lighting up as soon as he'd see the drakanite. His hands would immediately reach out for hers through the bars. The cell was cloudy of smoke, and smelled of soothe root. His eyes bloodshot and wet with tears. "Euyitl I'm so sorry! I-I I don't know what happened- I, I'm afraid I snapped, and I don't know what happened afterwords." He'd say, the tears starting up again. "I'm so happy I could see you.. atleast one more time"
(Sugarboy)

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[23:00] Upon entering and seeing the current state of Sugarboy, she had to take a moment and a breath. Clearing her throat after he was done speaking.

"Euyitl saw a real side in Sugarboy that Euyitl didn't know Sugarboy had. But, it did confirm some doubts." Her clawed and feathered hand reached out, claws retracting into her fingernails, feathers slowly sinking back into her skin. Exposing a delicate yet dirtied hand as it'd take Sugarboy's own into hers, it was only mildly reassuring.

"Sugarboy will be fine if comply willingly, worse thing that can happen is feasted by other vampires." She'd say, leaving a bit to silence before she'd continue to speak. "Sugarboy had a chance to leave... Why did sugarboy not listen?" She'd ask, looking elsewhere for a few seconds, a light irritated expression before she'd look to Sugarboy once again.
(Euyitl)
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[23:11] Sugarboy would grip her hand tightly, she had confirmed what he had feared happened. He'd cast a look down. "I was just asking myself the same thing." He'd try to force a chuckle, but it would just come out as a huff.

"I tried retracing my steps from what I remembered... It took a bit... But it was when he said I'd have to come to Baukdengrad if I wanted to see you.. I can't quite understand it.. but I got really really angry... I should've known I could just sneak out with you like we did before.. But it was the limitation... I don't know, that someone had put a restriction on.. us.. It didn't sit well with me... The only thing that raced through my head that I wouldn't be able to take you home, that we wouldn't be able to have fun and be ourselves in the safe space I worked so hard to build.. for /us/..." his bottom lip would quiver, he'd take a deep breath and try to regain his composure, "I was afraid that I was losing you.. And it was selfish of me, acting how I did... And that's why I'm so so sorry, Euyitl." He'd say, looking up to her with the ocean blue eyes she recognized, the flame not present.
(Sugarboy)
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[23:21] She was calm, perhaps a bit disappointed in Sugarboy for acting out like that before thinking. "Now Sugarboy has put a even more strict limitation to it. Acting before thinking." A mental shake of her head.

"It will take longer to see the home now. Euyitl knew Sugarboy was not ready for this place, it does a lot to someone as nice as Sugarboy." A bit left to silence again as she'd process this moment, how to go about it before she'd speak. "Sugarboy didn't lose, never was going to lose Euyitl."

Tempted to slip her hand away, to break things off. But then that'd leave Sugarboy truly left without hope in a cold and damp cell. For how could she depend on someone she wanted to be her other half, if they can't keep control of themselves in serious situations like that?

Half-opened violet hues that gazed to their hand could show a bit of what she was thinking. Usually she was difficult to read, always cheerful, but with something that affected her so much, on a personal level, she was seriously thinking about this, cause he meant that much to her. His safety. She only wished to keep him away from this, so he can be as cheerful as he was before meeting Ceridor…

He doubted her was what hurt the most... Seemed like a lot of people had trust issues when it came her...
(Euyitl)
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[23:36] He could see the hurt in her eyes, and it only broke his heart further knowing he had caused all of this. His impatience, his anger, even the potential that he would go against the current like he did, it scared him knowing that it lingered in the depths of his soul.

However, hearing from her that he was never going to lose her gave him strength. It made him want to face the demons he wasn't aware he had, to do whatever it took to get out of this cell so they could be together again.

He'd pull her closer to the bars, wrapping around her in a tight hug. "I'm going to do whatever it takes to get out of here, and if that's being compliant with whatever Ceridor wants, then I'll do it. I will be the best prisoner you've ever seen, and I'll do everything in my power to keep my temper down. I want to do anything and everything I can to be the person you need."

His hand would reach up and caress her cheek, locking his crystal blues with her violet hues, "Because there is no one more precious to me in this world than you, and as long as you never give up on me, I'll never give up on you, and that's a sugarboy swear."

(Sugarboy)

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[23:46] She'd let him pull her closer, the hug and promises...

They could only do so much when words are said. "Don't promise. Show me." For once, she wouldn't speak in third person, her violet hues looking into Sugarboy, tainted with the doubt he instilled within her. Only sucking up the words she felt that were needed said, taking a chance on him.

Easing herself out from the hug, smiling softly, hindered by slight sadness. She just hoped he wouldn't be in here for a long time... "Euyitl will try to persuade Ceridor, no promises that Sugarboy will get out soon." Nodding her head.
(Euyitl)
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[23:57] The tables had turned, and now it was Euyitl that didn't trust Sugarboy, and it hurt him. He understood, he let her down during a pivotal moment. He'd suppress the self loathing that was brewing inside of him, and he'd give her a determined nod. He planned on doing nothing but keeping his word to her. He knew they had a lot of ground to recover after this, but that didn't worry him so long as she still believed in them. "I will show you, and I won't let this place change who I am- who I really am, the me you met on that bench." His eyes would dry, his strength renewed after seeing Euyitl again. It still wasn't on the best terms, but he was hopeful they would come back stronger than ever. He would beam the same smile he normally had at the drakanite. "So I guess this is goodnight?"
(Sugarboy)