̶I̶ ̶p̶r̶o̶p̶o̶s̶e̶ ̶a̶ ̶d̶e̶a̶l̶.̶ ̶I̶n̶ ̶e̶x̶c̶h̶a̶n̶g̶e̶ ̶f̶o̶r̶ ̶l̶e̶t̶t̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶g̶o̶,̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶m̶u̶s̶t̶ ̶m̶a̶k̶e̶ ̶m̶y̶ ̶o̶n̶e̶ ̶w̶i̶s̶h̶ ̶c̶o̶m̶e̶ ̶t̶r̶u̶e̶.̶ ̶
Y̶o̶u̶ ̶a̶c̶c̶e̶p̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶c̶o̶n̶t̶r̶a̶c̶t̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶a̶c̶c̶e̶p̶t̶ ̶i̶t̶'̶s̶ ̶c̶o̶n̶d̶i̶t̶i̶o̶n̶s̶.̶ ̶
I̶n̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶w̶o̶r̶l̶d̶,̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶w̶i̶l̶l̶ ̶a̶l̶l̶o̶w̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶n̶g̶s̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶b̶e̶ ̶r̶e̶v̶e̶a̶l̶e̶d̶.̶ ̶
̶I̶t̶ ̶w̶i̶l̶l̶ ̶c̶o̶d̶e̶m̶n̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶a̶n̶n̶o̶y̶m̶e̶n̶t̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶a̶n̶g̶e̶r̶,̶ ̶
b̶u̶t̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶e̶n̶d̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶s̶h̶a̶l̶l̶ ̶g̶e̶t̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶o̶n̶e̶ ̶w̶i̶s̶h̶,̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶I̶ ̶s̶h̶a̶l̶l̶ ̶g̶e̶t̶ ̶m̶i̶n̶e̶.̶
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̶t̶r̶o̶l̶l̶a̶l̶o̶l̶o̶l̶

I'm aware that we both want the same thing - for things to be let go of. But in order to that, I need your help. If I can't let her go, I can't let you go. It's either both or none. You can choose to help me with my goal, or you can choose furthered anger and incidents, as well as my continued depression.

Regardless, I'm turning off my PM again now, so if you're interested in the slightest, I'd like a skype add. (Since it'd be much more private than a visitor message, and MSN as well.)

But in the end, I'm not asking for you to be real with me, or be back permanently. I don't want you back, so much as I'd just like to let go of everything that hurts. But as much as I want it, I can't do it alone. You can pretend to listen and be alright with me, if that's what floats your boat, as long as you do. Hate me on the inside, all that matter is the outwards behavior. The psychological push I need.

Help, and then everything will be as it should. We'll both be better off in the end. You just have to help me for a little while, and then...

You'll be free. I'll be free. It's what we both want.

Please. Can you just pretend? For a little while?