Starseeker

"Starseeker"

With eyes open, I see a light.
It shines in the distance, far from me.
My hand rises slightly.
It's as if I'm trying to reach that light.

The hand drops.
Memories flood my vision.
Times spent flickering, a broken reel.
Eventually the tape runs out.

I want to see it again.
I want to feel its warmth more closely.
There was a time I felt as if it shone for me.
Just like it shines for so many others.

However, it's not so simple.
Time and time again I tried to reach it.
Despite my efforts, it still feels far off.
Its light shimmering where I can't reach.

I see traces of it throughout the world.
I'm inspired at least a little when I do so.
However, this same light also takes hold of me.
I'm rooted to the spot or even repelled.

Perhaps someday I'll be able to try once more to grasp it.
Maybe eventually I'll be able to shine with you.

Even just a little will do.  Someday.