Kirigiri

Guys, I really can't stop thinking about Kirigiri

I want to touch Kirigiri, I want to smell her scent, take care of her, marry her and have children with her

I broke up with my girlfriend last week because I was no longer attracted to her, only Kirigiri, I can't sleep because I'm thinking about Kirigiri, it's driving me crazy, she's my only and true love, my soulmate, I'd do anything to be with her, unfortunately we're separated by an entire dimension, so it's an impossible love

I don't know what to do anymore, /drg/, maybe if I commit suicide, will I meet Kirigiri in the afterlive...?