I know that you were sad was your previous text. I didn’t think it was completely my fault. I thought i did something wrong that’s why i wanted to know why you were sad. But id still respect your personal space if you were vocal. I know you were tired but i just wished you said no or something. Its not completely your fault. It is mine too. You’re right about assuming stuff. I do that too often and I’m sorry about that. Im also sorry for making you feel like shit. Maybe if i was a little more patient with you in the call you would have spoken up. Instead of being mad, i could have said “its okay, ill be here, let me know if you wanted to talk” but i have to be honest my blood was boiling. Its hard for me to control if someone ignores me on purpose me right in front of me, especially if the person is someone who i greatly care about and cherish. I snapped. I didn’t yell, i guess you could say i held it in but i didn’t yell at you. I just took the easy way out. And it wasn’t me. If i was caring and a bit more patient i would have stayed in call with you to wait, for hours. Also please don’t say you aren’t worth waiting for. I care about you so much and you are my number 1 priority. I wait for you to do your hw, i try my best to keep myself occupied till your back from school and errands. The special tweet that was all a misunderstanding and I’m not sad at all from anything you did. I was just angry that you ignored me thats all. Nothing big. I was just too passive aggressive. All I’m asking for from you is to never ignore me like that ever again. Thats all i want. You’ve already given me everything else, your love, time, effort, and you. I shouldn’t have guilt trip you with those words i said earlier and ill man up to it. That was completely my fault. The ex thing was also a misunderstanding. I just assumed you were thinking about your ex’s because of your dream tweet. Then i thought to myself that i made a big mistake. You can really control your dreams. So i apologize for that. Also don’t say it has nothing to do with me when you’re sad. Idc if its about me or about yourself or about someone else. Im your boyfriend and i care about you so much. I don’t care if you have a lot of problems. As long as you tell me whats up i will always be with you no matter what. Also if you don’t want to talk about it. Thats fine. Just tell me. I guess you could say i just got triggered. I hate saying that word but its true. Being ignored is probably one of my worst/best pet peeves. You don’t have to apologize. Its not even both of our faults. It was just a small argument. That turned into something bad. I know that you’re angry/sad with me because i kept assuming shit and thats my fault because of the way i acted. I cant really hold any promises anymore since the past but just know that i hate hate hate getting ignored and i wont be mad if you gave me “no” as an answer. Heres a little off topic i just wanted to let you know. When i was talking to Makoto, i wanted to because it helped calm down. He was really understanding and he knew how i felt. He really really wants us to work out and he kept saying he wanted to be my brother. That was so cute and i just wanted to let u know. It may not be the right time but ya sorry i had no one to tell it to. Also he says u appreciate me, love me a lot, and talk about me a lot. So ya that pretty much calmed me down a lot. I just wanted to let you know how i feel. Im sorry for messing up your eyes and i hope you have a great day. I still love you. You don’t have to worry about that one.