Sayonara but better

Just read the whole thing. I promise, though the beginning may be the same, the rest is changed. Less gross.

I didn't know why I hadn't come here sooner. I felt like a terrible friend. I watched Sayori hang there for like 8 minutes  before I ran over to pull her down.

I looked at Sayori’s pajamas. Her shirt was slightly unbuttoned at the top. I remembered how I had to button her top. Her cute little giggles as I struggled with her top, my fingers pretty much tickling her shirt. Then there was her smile as I adjusted her buttons.

“It means my boobs got bigger again!”

I felt slight throb in my groin. Was I… Was I getting hard? I looked down and noticed my penis beginning to rise. I looked back to Sayori. Her shirt was pulled on the right side, showing me her bare shoulder. As my eyes gazed down, I noticed a slight bump on her chest. Immediately I thought about what she had said when I adjusted her top that day.

While I had some regret in accepting her feelings, there was an even bigger regret of not being able to ask sooner. Not being able to actually fuck her sooner.

Or… Perhaps it isn’t…

No!

What am I thinking?

This is my childhood friend! I shouldn’t have this thought about making love to her unconscious body!

But the more I looked at her, the more that thought grew. I’m not sure what took over, whether it was her sad face, seemingly scolding me for letting her depression get to a point where she attempted to take her life, or whether it was the way her shorts clung onto her waist, outlining what appeared to be her vulva while showing off her long legs.

I decided to toy with the thought. Just enough to button her top. She probably would have liked that.

I got onto her bed to get a boost and put my hands over her shirt. I adjusted the collar and buttoned it. My head bobbed closer to her to get a better look. I ended up staring down her chest where I saw her bare breast. I froze. I just began to stare at it. It was a small bump compared to Yuri or Monika’s breasts, but definitely bigger than Natsuki’s.

I decided to pick her up to move her onto the bed.

CRASH!

I tripped over that stupid cow on the floor and noticed I was on top of Sayori’s body. She still kept that sad look. I imagined what’d happen if I fell on top of Natsuki. She’d call me an idiot and hit me. Sayori might not have been that rude, but I doubt she’d like the whole “falling on top of her” thing, even if she was conscious.

But her? She seemed to have been bruised a little on her leg, but otherwise was still unconscious.

Would she want this?

I saw her mouth. Her jaw slightly ajar, leaving her mouth open just a tad. I saw her soft lips.

We were barely a couple for a day.

I never got the chance to really do it with her.

No!

No. This is my chance to finally make love to her.

I wondered if she often fantasized about her first kiss. God how I wish she was at least conscious to know that I’d fulfill it.

My lips touched hers. As they connected, I felt her skin. Still warm. I hope she wants this when she wakes up. I began to have second thoughts, yet I kept my lips locked on hers. My body relaxed as my hand reached hers. Her fingers felt slightly wet. I looked at them and noticed the blood.

W-where did the blood come from? A quick look, and I saw a possible cause. Around the neck were red marks. They weren’t bruises caused by the rope, rather scratch marks. My body tensed up a bit. She tried to hang herself, but tried to back out after the point of no return. That’s why her shirt was loose. She'd only just managed to survive.

Had I got to her house in the morning like I had thought, then maybe I'd have stopped her sooner before she was unconscious and possibly hurt.

Now…

Now I had to deal with this.

I began to cry, burying my head into her chest. Memories of her and me began to flood back. The day we first met, the day she got me to join the literature club, that moment when she got injured and I tried to help her…

I decided to take this a step further.

Calming down, I began to unbutton her shirt. Once done, I opened it, revealing her bare chest. I took some time to stare at her chest. My hands tremored as I struggled to get at least one of them to grope her. After a moment, my hand pressed against her breast and I began to squeeze. She suddenly started to get up, the colour returning to her face. "M-MC? You... I thought... ow!" She had hit her head on my chin.

I immediately pulled back. Not only was she clearly startled, but she was also staring at me like I was from Mars. However, her big eyes and confused expression were enough to get my penis stiffer than a stick in the mud. I could just jack off on her chest, wipe my cum, dress her up and leave her be…

But then she said, "Y-you really want to... fuck me? P-please do... it would make me so much happier." She was begging for more? Of course I would provide more.

My hands stroked down her chest, glancing over her belly, before going to her shorts. My hand went underneath the waistband as it brushed through, to my surprise, her small set of pubic hair. My fingers stopped once they felt the line that was her vulva. I then began to rub up and down, petting her groin like a cat. Eventually, my middle finger began to slip into her slit and I began to just finger her, using my remaining arm to grab hold of her. She squeaked in surprise, but quickly settled down, moaning and shuddering with pleasure.

Maybe it’d be better if she hadn't almost committed suicide, but she said it would make her happier, so I had to help her.

She looked up at me.. "MC... I-I'm really happy, but I still feel like... I wanted something more than just this... b-but this is..."
“Sssh… It’s okay…” I whispered to her. I heard her cute whimpers as I continued to finger her. I kissed her on the cheek, then again on the mouth. This time, my tongue came out, entering her mouth and licking her tongue. I felt disturbed by what she'd just said, but I continued.

Her mouth was now a little wider, lips parted enough where I could see the top of her front row teeth. My hand pulled out of her crotch. Already wet from her fluids. I looked at her. Surprised she wasn't wetter. Perhaps she didn't want this? No... she'd said she did...

I decided to continue. My hands took each side of her shorts and pulled them down to her feet, revealing her vagina. I began to take off her shirt and shorts. Once I was done stripping her, I laid her on the bed. I took the time to look at her naked body. The only thing she had on her was the cute bow on her head.

The way I posed her, it looked like she was a doll almost, with her stiff pose and cute, wide eyes. I knew this sounds dumb, but I really wanted to tell her that. My hands felt up her thighs as I began to spread her legs. I took a few moments to prepare myself and to prepare her.

I took off my pants, exposing myself to her. My thumbs prodded her vulva for a bit to get them to part and show me her vagina. Once I saw her pink pussy, I spat into it. I lubricated her vagina with my fingers until it was somewhat wet. I then prodded my penis into her, gently guiding it until…

PLOP!

I slipped it in. There was some resistance, but I managed to break it. The rest of my dick slipped in easily and I could notice why.

Her hymen broke, a bit of blood serving as the rest of the lubricant needed.

I froze for a bit.

I’m actually doing it.

I’m having sex with Sayori… Not in the way I wanted, but I’m doing it…

She’s my first time… And I have the distinct honor of being her first too.

My heart pounded. This was too much for me to bear. But I need to do this. I need to share my love…

No. Missionary on her bed isn’t gonna work for this. I pulled out and lifted her nude body off the bed. I then noticed the cow plushie she had lying by the foot of the bed. I laid her down, back propped against the cow as her legs overlapped the cow’s own hind legs. Her bottom portion was jutted out by the udders, enough to show her spread vagina.

There, that made me feel more comfortable. I dove in and began to thrust into her. Gently, I rocked her body back and forth, her arms draped over my back. I went slowly, bumping her a few times into the cow. She moaned. "Harder... please..."

“Sayori… I love you…” I said to her. I remembered her telling me she loved me. I smiled as I kissed her forehead. “I’m sorry for not doing this before… Had I known you liked me…” I shed a tear. I should be enjoying this, not breaking down into tears. I drove myself closer into her, her legs lifting up and rubbing against her hip, feet dangling in the air.

My hand grabbed her foot, my palm touching her soft sole. I moaned softly as my other hand stroked her chest, grabbing her breasts when it closed in on one. My heart raced as my penis began to throb.

“F-fuck! I’m… I’m gonna…” I pulled out and began to jack off. Her legs dropped, landing in a position where it looked as though she was sitting on the cow, her feet pointing inwards. My jizz rocketed out of my dick and sprayed all over her chest. Despite this, my dick felt ready for a second round. But, before I could give in, an idea was born.

I took out my phone and took a picture with her. I then went to get a tissue and wiped the cum of her chest before I turned her onto her belly. The cow fell over, thus her nude body looked like it was mounting the cow. She laughed quietly and readied herself.

"I'm up for round 2, if you're ready!"

I inserted my dick into her vagina again, this time being more vigorous with the pounding, pretty much grinding the front of her body against the cow.

“Y-yeah! One last ride before I go…” I said as I continued to pump her. I reached and hugged the cow, squeezing both the plushie and her close to me. "Faster… Faster! H-harder! Stir me up! Y-yeah!"

No! This… This is her first time. I need to make this memorable. So I went slower.

I licked her ear gently as I moaned. I soon felt her nipples again. While I went slowly, my plunges were going deeper and deeper, to the point where I could feel her womb at one point. I felt somewhat happy she wasn’t unconscious. I’d feel bad if she wasn't fully consenting to this. Her moans turned into screams of pleasure.

I hated myself for feeling happy, though. She’s my best friend… She’s my girlfriend… After today, I’ll be feeling terrible about this.

I realized that she'd be happier if we did this again.

I’m going to be coming back tomorrow.

I started tearing up… That’s when I noticed my penis throbbing… No! Shit!

I pulled out, but it was too late. I saw my cum glob out of her vagina, onto the cow. I immediately ran and got more towels to wipe the cum off the plushie before it stained, then proceeded to clean her vagina until I saw no more cum. Once I knew she was cleaned, I took another picture with her.

I decided to take one more picture, one where she’s on her side in bed, as though I'd just walked in on her. Then I decided to dress her up and leave her to go eat cereal. With one last kiss on her lips, I then ran out of her house.