moving forward

I'm trans

No just kidding. But for reals, I am hitting a new chapter in my life, and with less and less time to do some of my favorite activities, I'm slowly learning a valuable life lesson, enjoy what you have and make it last. Something that I haven't been really doing a lot lately is speedrunning. For many reasons I detest it. Repetitive, some people are incredibly stupid to the point I feel like it's a waste of time even talking to them, and too many people are too sensitive. However I won't tunnel vision into these flaws of the community since there are so many good things about it that make it worth putting up with.

I am working full time still and with summer school and the new semester around the corner, I won't have a lot of free time, but I'm deciding to invest all my free time into speedrunning. I want to be passionate about something, albw is near the end for me but I feel like even if I reach my goal just playing it is pretty fun as long as I don't get burnt out. League has been the same, I've played it for like 5 years now and I'm still not bored of it yet for whatever reason. I enjoy things that have replayability. I still wanna do stuff with albw, and more in the future more 3ds games. I also have some pokemon and monster hunter games that I can do when I don't have a lot of time to do runs just for fun short streams.

I know not many people care nor really see the value in reading any of this, but I know to some that it's nice to know I suppose. I mean when Floyd Maywheater gets a couple more million dollars I see on the news everyday I'm just like cool dawg. I have also changed my name to move forward. I loved my old name but I don't really want to associate myself with it anymore. It reminds me of way too many bad things that have happened over the course of that name history, and my new name is pretty bad but it't cool I suppose, but feel free to call mme ham, or whatever you want I don't care lol.

I wanted to quit speedrunning, but I do like the community a lot and want to be a part of it even more so. I have been neglecting it for some time and I guess I have had a change of heart so to speak. Also I can't find my mic anymore, I do have one from my headphones but those are really bad, I may use them for like my casual streams, but its really cumbersome to use and wear, so I guess I'll save up for another.

Thank to my friends for making me see the light, and making me join back to the dark side, with some time management and focus, I can make my schedule work hopefully, but don't expect 24 hour streams and shit , maybe like 2 or 3 hour streams or something.