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told ya this disc was a 24/7 roast, but jake is the king of the roasted
XD

LavicaToday at 4:22 PM
What would I have done with all of you anyways?
None of you play decent games.
Jake doesn't deserve what he gets, especially from Shammi, who he felt was his friend.
He's way too kind of a person.

FeoroToday at 4:25 PM
XD  nah jakes as much of a roaster as the rest of us in here, and everyone has different personalities on the internet. none of us besides maybe panax act this way in the real world  =P.  also "decent games" league of legends" "world of warcraft" XD  oof  it was a meme though, i didnt think yall would stay in the disc, jake told me a few days ago he was thinking of leaving again. i usually sweet talk him back though cause hes my booboo

LavicaToday at 4:25 PM
He will not be coming back.
I don't think any amount of persuasion could fix how he feels about you guys.

FeoroToday at 4:27 PM
XD  eh, he has left about 7 times so far. i would be surprised if i didnt get him back in in time. but who knows. i think the longest he has been away was like maybe a month or two. taking breaks from this discord is a natural thing though. cause its literally a toxic enviorment in general.

LavicaToday at 4:28 PM
He doesn't deserve anything bad. He really is such a good boy.

FeoroToday at 4:33 PM
oof, also im not up to date on todays shenaniggins so im catching up real quick XD

LavicaToday at 4:33 PM
Uh...hmm.
Jake saved my life, you know?
I was with a man named Ricky not too long ago. We broke up about three weeks ago. It was a three month long relationship and things were getting pretty serious. I was gonna drop everything and move out of my state for him. I'm Christian, so I wanted to wait until engagement to even think about sex or anything like that, but I guess I felt pressured to just do it because Ricky meant a lot to me, and I wanted to make him happy. I was really stupid, because he left two months after that out of the blue after taking my virginity from me. I uh, felt like shit about myself. I felt like I was some... useless whore, or whatever. And two days after Ricky left me, I plummeted into a severe depression. My sadness got worse, I was lonely. It got so bad I almost bought razors at a convenient store to just end the pain. But for some reason I couldn't buy them, and the night I wanted to give up, I joined a random server and met him (Jake) there. And we talked, and I felt better. All of a sudden, it wasn't about Ricky anymore. Just Jake.(edited)
There were so many red flags I had just ignored that indicated Ricky and I wouldn't ever work out. And they popped up really quickly. But with Jake, I don't see any red flags. Not one. Probably never will.

FeoroToday at 4:45 PM
 i mean, i know yall are young and obviously people are different in relationships based on age, im almost 30 and just got out of a 8 year marriage, with 2 kids and shit xD and thats cool that jakes is good to you. theres nothing wrong with that.  only thing im trying to get at is .  everything in this discord, cant and should never be taken srsly or personally,  i have been friends with all of these people for about 7 years now. The personalities that we show  here or online in general  doesnt define a persons real personality.  also the reason i think people pick on jake so much more then anyone else is because he does take it personally. i think i have known jake for about 3 or 4  years now.  but obv none of us know his real personality. but the same goes for him towards most of us . he might be the sweetest thing to you and thats awesome. but he is  just as bad as most of us when it comes to that  channels vibe.  also "Told  yall this was a bad idea" XD
way to think about it is like this the jake you know is not the jake we know and the jake we know is not the jake you know
so obv no one is going to agree with your statements or you with ours for that simple fact

LavicaToday at 4:48 PM
He is exactly how he is in real life with me..
But people should've put up this facade online. I sure don't. I am how I am in real life as I am online. Maybe in real life, I'm more shy and reserved and don't speak up much, but... I'm basically the same.

FeoroToday at 4:49 PM
i know, but thats not the personality he shows in this discord
is what im getting at XD

LavicaToday at 4:49 PM
Because you guys attack him.
He has to act like you guys do in order to get by. He puts up a facade.

[10:50 PM] Feoro: girls are different most if the time online . they dont act much differently. but guys do  when chilling with other dudes

LavicaToday at 4:49 PM
I'm sorry to hear about your marriage. I come from a divorced family. I'm very aware.

FeoroToday at 4:50 PM
all of us are putting up facade though that the  vibe of this discord XD

LavicaToday at 4:50 PM
And that's not okay.
Because you guys are really hurting Jake.
I would be devastated if something would happen to him.

FeoroToday at 4:51 PM
i do aswell my parents split when i was like 6 xD.  thats what i mean though. he came into this situation. but takes everything as literal and personally, no one else in this disc does XD
like im sure jake is a good dude IRL and i know for a fact grish and shammi are very mature people in the real world

LavicaToday at 4:52 PM
They're not mature if they can't act mature enough to treat their friend with respect.
Obviously Jake is amazing. Because he feels things.

FeoroToday at 4:55 PM
eh. i have to disagree though. like i respect jake i know shammi does aswell. everything said in this discord is like league banter. its just trash talk on a super saiyan level xD but none of its meant personally. thats the point  being missed. i understand if jake cant help but take it personally cause alot of it can feel personal.  like for isntance and you can ask jake. i literal made him a butt plug at work. like a legit one. i craft  metal., and i have his home address. if i wanted to be a real nigga i could mail it to him, call pizza to his house on the daily and harrass him irl XD but i dont.

LavicaToday at 4:56 PM
It doesn't matter.
If he's hurt, if you actually really hurt his feelings, the mature and kind thing to do would be to APOLOGIZE.
He will take that butt plug though. He can use it on me.
:')

FeoroToday at 4:57 PM
no one in this discord apologizes. but this is not a mature discord xD also i made my ex wife 4 aluminum dildoes, one as a replica of my own dick l. it was a good meme

LavicaToday at 4:58 PM
Eh...
If anybody did anything wrong to me, I'd expect an apology.
He was right to leave, I suppose. I'm sorry you've lost your friend.

FeoroToday at 4:59 PM
like yall are still young, not much younger than me. but still young.  as yall get older maybe jake will be able to not take online things personally. but IMO he has to be truly happy in the real world before thats possible. like after i broke it off with my ex of 8 years i didnt come in this discord for about a month. for the simple fact that i was depressed and didnt force myself around the enviorment.
eh i didnt lose him. he will still chill with me im sure :stuck_out_tongue:

[10:50 PM] Feoro: LavicaToday at 5:00 PM
He's happy.
I make him happy.
He's getting out of his house soon. He's moving.

FeoroToday at 5:00 PM
maybe now. but before you he wasnt . right? so he was forcing himself  into a bad situation while upset or troubled in real life.

LavicaToday at 5:01 PM
You guys were all he had.
He has me and all my friends now.
He doesn't need to stay around people who treat him like he's nothing.

FeoroToday at 5:14 PM
think about it this way , in the past we would use Vent, then we used teamspeak and now discord. its been a long road but back in Vent something that was said  explains our discord  perfectly. this discords purpose or at the time we used vent when this was said "this vent is used to vent"  yeah some people will treat you like nothing but he would also treat us and others like nothing.  because that the purpose of this discord. its not a friendly enviorment.  it was never meant to be a friendly enviorment.  and it will never be a friendly enviorment.  the perfect way to see it for instance is we use to have 2 discords. a good friend of mine  and myself created a top tier raiding guild in world of warcraft and it consisted of about 80% of this discords people and  about 50 others that we recruited . in that discord, everyone was different.  the enviorment was different. it was very proffesional and mature. but that was the nature of that discord and that community. . no one is going to say sorry to jake not even myself. cause there is no real reason to.everything said and done within that discord should be taken with a grain of salt. walking into the situation KNOWING its enviorment and purpose and being around these friends for 4-7 years and then complaining about it and acting like everyone hates his guts is immature. jakes situation is being able to throw the heat  but not being able to take it as a joke.

LavicaToday at 5:16 PM
Everyone does hate him.

[10:50 PM] Feoro: FeoroToday at 5:16 PM
not really XD

LavicaToday at 5:16 PM
It's not immature to think that way at all as long as it's how he actually feels. And he does.

FeoroToday at 5:16 PM
thats yall taking whats said personally and literal

LavicaToday at 5:16 PM
The blame isn't all on him.
You guys are just awful friends.

FeoroToday at 5:16 PM
forcing yourself into that situation and not leaving is immature XD

LavicaToday at 5:17 PM
I left.
He left.

FeoroToday at 5:17 PM
yeah and he has been here for 8 years
err 4

LavicaToday at 5:17 PM
Well, he's never coming back.

FeoroToday at 5:17 PM
eh i dont believe it yet XD

LavicaToday at 5:18 PM
He's already removed both of you from my server.
He won't come back.

FeoroToday at 5:18 PM
also not true, i was just in your discord like 3  seconds before you posted that  and im talking to him right now REEEEEEEEEEEEE

LavicaToday at 5:18 PM
You're not in my server anymore.
He kicked you out.
Why would I lie?

[10:50 PM] Feoro: FeoroToday at 5:19 PM
i think you kicked us
:smile:

LavicaToday at 5:19 PM
I didn't kick you.
I don't care about either of you enough to kick you. You guys didn't offend me, or hurt me, or anger me. Why would I kick you?

FeoroToday at 5:20 PM
because you feel we were personallly trying to hurt him  :smile:

LavicaToday at 5:20 PM
Oh no.
HE feels that way.

FeoroToday at 5:20 PM
you do aswell no?

LavicaToday at 5:21 PM
This is all up to him, sweetheart.
I have no part in him removing you guys from his life.
He's done with all of you. I had nothing to do with that.

FeoroToday at 5:21 PM
ok but awsner my question you did aswell no?
you feel we were hurting him?

LavicaToday at 5:21 PM
I feel like you guys are mean, yes.
I didn't bring it up to him. I brought it up to you.

FeoroToday at 5:21 PM
you feel we were personally trying to hurt him?

LavicaToday at 5:21 PM
I feel like all of you are idiots.
Including Jake, for putting himself in a situation like this.

FeoroToday at 5:22 PM
xD dodging the question, sick :sodaKEK:

LavicaToday at 5:22 PM
I feel like sometimes you guys personally attack him, yes.
But I had not kicked you from my server.

[10:51 PM] Feoro: FeoroToday at 5:23 PM
ok then you did have a reason to kick us. even if you didnt. :stuck_out_tongue: you said oh no he feels that way  when i asked the question
originally(edited)

LavicaToday at 5:23 PM
He had a reason to kick you guys.
I don't care enough about you two.
His quarrel is with you.

FeoroToday at 5:24 PM
nah jake loves me , always will :sodaKEK: :heart:

LavicaToday at 5:24 PM
He does not love you.

FeoroToday at 5:25 PM
he might say that, and you might believe that. but i disagree :smile:

LavicaToday at 5:26 PM
He doesn't like any of you anymore, I'm afraid...
Yikes.

FeoroToday at 5:26 PM
#Doubt
LavicaToday at 5:27 PM
Hm.
He'll tell you himself when he gets home I'd imagine.

FeoroToday at 5:27 PM
XD but i wont believe him
jake has said things and then reconned them himself later

LavicaToday at 5:27 PM
Then you're stupid.

FeoroToday at 5:27 PM
its in his nature

LavicaToday at 5:28 PM
He'll never apologize to you.

FeoroToday at 5:28 PM
im not asking for an apology XD he hasnt hurt me
i would never ask or expect one either

[10:51 PM] Feoro: LavicaToday at 5:28 PM
He won't be coming back.

FeoroToday at 5:32 PM
i dont expect him to come back to discord for a while. but i also dont expect him to ditch me. i can see him 100000% ditching 80% of the people in their but not me .
:smile:
like he will tell you he has no issue never talking to scume or grish or panax or cyan or fyre ANY DAY  but jakes hasnt had relations with them outside of the discord that was pleasent, he has had pleasent interactions with shammi and myself.
hundreds of times

LavicaToday at 5:35 PM
He'll ditch you.(edited)
He's already said he'll block you on everything.
He's really upset with all of you.

FeoroToday at 5:36 PM
XD  he wont do it on his own. only with your convincing. he has no reason to block myself or shammi. and even when he/if he does block me. ill be sure to DM you once he unblocks me unless you block me and i cant tell ya

LavicaToday at 5:39 PM
He's mad at Shammi, bro.
o-o
That's why he's left.

FeoroToday at 5:41 PM
i can see him being upset. but not enough to hold a perm grudge . \

LavicaToday at 5:41 PM
I feel like he's done with you for a long time.

FeoroToday at 5:43 PM
eh under current circumstances he has no reason to, unless you pursway him :joy:
love can make men do stupid things. i know from personal experience. but logically he has no reason to perma me  :smile:

LavicaToday at 5:45 PM
Lol.
I have no idea what he wants to do.

FeoroToday at 5:54 PM
then why try to slap me with the hes going to ditch me XD

LavicaToday at 5:57 PM
It’s what he told me.

FeoroToday at 5:57 PM
eh out of anger in the moment i can see him saying that

LavicaToday at 5:58 PM
I’m just sad right now, pal.

FeoroToday at 6:00 PM
but why :4HEad:

LavicaToday at 6:02 PM
Do you even care?

FeoroToday at 6:05 PM
honestly on a personal level not really xD but still curious . im not trying to upset anyone personally XD.
Yeah. . . .

FeoroToday at 6:07 PM
i mean i dont mean to be rude, i dont know you enough to PERSONALLY care  but im still curious xD
Right.

LavicaToday at 7:41 PM
You're just lucky to have had him for so long.

FeoroToday at 9:09 PM
:oof:
[10:51 PM] Feoro: enjoy the bible M8
September 7, 2018