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11/14/18:

i dont hate women. i love women. it seems i actually get along with them better. that is, when they actually give me a chance. the very few female friends I've had I felt like I could communicate with them a lot closer, and about things that you can't really talk to guys about. The problem is, 95% of females wouldn't give me a second glance because I am physically ugly. So, that's out the window.

i dont have very many friends anyways. there's some shit you can't talk to guys about and vice versa. i dont have that luxury.

this is part of the reason why I think I am different...i'm not like everyone else. am I crazy? Am I the only sane one that sees through all the web of bullshit?

I think I'm crazy.

in this day and age I have to put on a front to even get noticed by females. A fake ass, macho front or sone other niche-cliche that isn't me. because any girl that knew the real me...wouldn't give me a second glance. Getting laid is easy.

A friend, that's a different story.

i just want companionship...too much to ask for.