[15:18:31] <ah2190> psy... why did you have to do that?
[15:19:29] <psy> because you were irritating the hell out of everyone, threatening them and implying that there would be consequences if i banned you
[15:19:44] <psy> so i did so
[15:19:54] <psy> 1. to let you know that behaviour of the sort isn't tolerated
[15:20:02] <psy> 2. to see what you'd actually do
[15:21:15] <ah2190> The problem is that I have a short fuse, and get easily mad. It's hard to tell what would cause me to flip.
[15:22:11] <ah2190> But the thing is, when I flip, I flip real bad.
[15:22:41] <ah2190> I try not to let it happen, but there are times when I can't do enough.
[15:22:43] <psy> i don't see why your short temper makes you believe that you can go on an IRC server and attempt to scare and threaten people there that have more power than you and know that you can't do shit
[15:23:09] <ah2190> I don't try and scare/threaten people with more power than me.
[15:23:31] <ah2190> Besides, I didn't INTEND for it to be taken that way.
[15:23:35] <psy> regardless of how things work in the real world, this is the internet, flipping out at people doesn't intimidate them, it just makes them ridicule and dislike you
[15:24:13] * ah2190 starts to get tears in his eyes
[15:24:26] <psy> and i can't see what you could possibly be trying to achieve from your behaviour other than intimidation
[15:25:14] <ah2190> I'm telling you... I didn't mean to intemtate - it was supposed to be a joke, but it went south quickly.
[15:25:42] <ah2190> intimidate*
[15:25:54] <psy> i didn't see the full thing, all i saw was you having a bitchfit and implying that there would be consequences if you 'flipped'
[15:27:27] <ah2190> Well, the thing is that Dark Adam, (Otherwise known as DA) who is the darker side of me, cares for no-one. And people who are friends with me may be seen as foes or "distractions" by DA.
[15:27:41] <ah2190> That was what I was warning you about.
[15:28:00] <ah2190> I just didn't want HIM to get unleashed.
[15:29:06] <psy> so what, you're suffering from multiple personality disorder?
[15:29:15] <psy> you're a kid with an overactive imagination?
[15:29:18] <psy> what?
[15:29:24] <ah2190> I believe so.
[15:29:45] <psy> you believe what?
[15:29:49] <ah2190> It could be a combination of the two.
[15:30:03] <psy> go see a psychologist then
[15:30:07] <ah2190> Because I don't fully understand DA myself.
[15:30:41] <ah2190> But then again, nearly all the times he shows himself is when I'm online.
[15:30:42] <psy> if you honestly believe what you said about this 'dark side', trust me, the only thing you will find on the internet regarding it is ridicule
[15:30:47] <psy> and that will just make things worse
[15:31:02] <ah2190> But that would be fuel for his fire.
[15:31:09] <ah2190> Exactly
[15:31:24] <psy> so stop going on the internet and go see a doctor
[15:31:33] <psy> or learn to control yourself a bit more
[15:32:09] <ah2190> I'm trying to learn all the time - it's just that sometimes I need someone to help guide me back to the beaten track.
[15:32:50] <ah2190> I hope that now he won't be coming back for quite some time.
[15:33:34] <ah2190> But if you see the signs, let me know ASAP, so that I have a better chance of stopping it.
[15:33:53] <psy> you're not going to find help on the internet unless you go visit a forum dedicated to dealing with shizophrenia and MPD
[15:34:09] <psy> if you hang around at places like this you're going to have your condition worsened
[15:34:13] <ah2190> But are we cool now?
[15:34:22] <psy> i don't bear grudges
[15:34:33] <ah2190> Neither do I.
[15:35:07] <psy> i'll unban you for now, let's just see how things go