10:20 AM kikyoshibaya: Okay I can understand why you might think that, but it just doesn't work that way for me. Most of the time that I'm pulled away it's because my boss barged into my office, or I was getting a glass of water and he pulled me aside for a meeting, or to help him do something.
10:22 AM Carlee: okay sounds good enough
10:26 AM kikyoshibaya: and yet here comes the problem with getting emotional first... you're already upset, and it's going to take you time to calm down, which is only reasonable, I'm not saying it's not, but I'm still having to sit here and be okay with you being upset at me regardless.
10:28 AM Carlee: i can be what ever i wan to be first or last. while your explanation is valid it still doesn’t make me feel good. i can be upset and you don’t have to be okay with it or sit with it. you get to do what you want to do. and i get to do what i want to do.
10:31 AM kikyoshibaya: You know what? I never said you didn't get to be or do whatever you wanted to be or do, in fact I said it was understandable, but if you want to be upset and snappy with me you can get right the fuck out of my day because I'm BEYOND done with this shit. I'm not going to deal with you being fucking moody because I have a god damn job which you were warned about before I even met you, and which I have been completely upfront about since day one, I get that it's frustrating it's no less so for me, and I'm not ABOUT to be punished for it just because you want to throw a fucking fit every time you want to play hard to get for four hours and my last hour gets busy -like it always does-
10:34 AM Carlee: i’m sorry you feel you that way and i’ll be more than willing to get out of your day. i was actually speaking extremely calm and stating i get to feel what i feel even if it is irrational you explained that me once. doesn’t mean with an hour or so of space i wouldn’t be able to communicate but you’ve made your point and hopefully i’ve made mine. have a great rest of your day aya.