Nothing

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IbFrjRTO-9Q

Today I accomplished nothing.
I listened to the same song over and over again.
I couldn't stop.
Put it on repeat for the entire day.
I tried to watch anime but I felt too lazy to.
No motivation to play games either.
I have so many unfinished games, some even untouched.
Maybe I should sell them.
I always end up pacing around the room thinking about life and laying on my bed.
Jacking off has become a chore.
I'll never get a girlfriend with my social skills.
I'd like to be with a girl just like me but chances are she doesn't go outside either.
It's a lose lose situation.

I don't want to go outside.
Everytime I go out alone I feel like every single person around me is judging and laughing at me.
I'm a totally different person in public.
I'm soft spoken, very very shy and anxious.
Ironically when I'm alone I enjoy yelling at my computer screen while watching anime or playing games.
Although Skype chats are a no-no.