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Jas ♥
Today at 2:42 AM
Fuck imvu

Aerach
Today at 2:42 AM
?

Jas ♥
Today at 2:43 AM
Anytime I tried to: Click an item, Go to the next page, open my own items, take off an item, etc.
It would go unresponsive for a good 30 seconds

Aerach
Today at 2:43 AM
Have you cleared your cache recently?

Jas ♥
Today at 2:43 AM
Literally yesterday.
I just wanted to cry
and shop.
THATS ALL I FUCKING WANTED
Also
I need advice

Aerach
Today at 2:46 AM
Alright hun

Jas ♥
Today at 2:48 AM
I don't.. want to be submissive anymore.

Aerach
Today at 2:49 AM
Understandable.

Jas ♥
Today at 2:49 AM
How do I even tell him that
I want to be with him.
But I don't want him to be my submissive
and I know he's going to probably suggest that.

Aerach
Today at 2:50 AM
He doesn't deserve to be your submissive

Jas ♥
Today at 2:50 AM
It's not like he'd ever listen to me anyways.
I just have a feeling this is my end of the road in the lifestyle.

Aerach
Today at 2:51 AM
It doesn't have to be if you don't let it.

Jas ♥
Today at 2:51 AM
:l
Who wants someone who's married?

Aerach
Today at 2:54 AM
Another poly person. Someone who isn't a piece of shit.

Jas ♥
Today at 2:54 AM
snorts.
I've not met anyone in a very very long time
That would want someone who is married.
The only ones I have met were desperate pieces of shit that don't care because they'll take whatever they can get.
All I ever hear is
"Why do you need someone online if you're married"

Aerach
Today at 2:58 AM
That's ignorant people. You need to find someone who understands. Polyamory still has this stigma attached to it and that fucking sucks, but there are people who will understand. You just have to keep your standards high and your eyes peeled.

Jas ♥
Today at 2:58 AM
Shakes his head. "I appreciate the hope, but unfortunately it's not rubbing off."

Aerach
Today at 3:08 AM
I figured not. I can't help more than I already have. All I can say is that either you decide to give up or you don't. You decide if you want to keep looking or if you want to stop. The decision is yours. I just want you to be happy. If Alec doesn't make you happy then look for it elsewhere. If you think you would rather be Dominant and have a submissive but not have it be Alec, then that is something you have to figure out. I'll stick by you because I love you and I want you to do what you need to do.

Jas ♥
Today at 3:09 AM
Yeah. Thanks for the ear, hon.

Aerach
Today at 3:10 AM
I love you.

Jas ♥
Today at 3:10 AM
Love you too.