NueToday at 12:57 AM
can i ask you a question - is Alecai wiping his memory?
GoodsnarlToday at 12:59 AM
temporarily, its a thing alec does sometimes because hes alittle bitch but its not permanent
NueToday at 12:59 AM
was inquiring so i could understandfully what was going on
GoodsnarlToday at 1:00 AM
YA i was gonna make him forget his bar or something. maybe to make the IC move to CC easier/more believable
or i was gonna roll for what he forgets
NueToday at 1:05 AM
maybe roll for it? another reason why i am asking and i am going to be transparent because of our rp and them being sweet on each other. If that was something that was ok with you initially or ? Because as a character Hux is rather important to me and I'd like some feed back/communication if things are not working or what direction you'd like..........
NueToday at 1:13 AM
and i clearly have no idea how to talk to you with out feeling a little intimidated?
GoodsnarlToday at 1:21 AM
i know i can be intimidating sometimes because i dont really talk a lot or state my feelings, but benni is really important to me too. Ive had him since like 2008 and i lov him. i respect it a lot when when people are straight with me, too. im ok with them being sweet on each other ofc, but IC he's just not exactly relationship  or 'boyfriend' material bc he has commitment issues from all his trauma and such.  i reached out to kayla to sort of plot a memory thing so his cc transition could work out since hes a stubborn asshole, but was there a reason you brought up feedback? where you feeling like things weren't working?
NueToday at 1:46 AM
I am really……...i guess pampered by having rp partners that are communicating a lot with me from shooting the shit about characters to plot ideas? So its a new territory for me to be like…….ok how do i talk . So It wasn’t that things aren’t working? Don’t me wrong, maybe I had a different perception of where their relationship was going/how it may occur. Where there would be an attempt on her end to make him consider it seriously enough. But really, I think I just found myself exceptionally bewildered?? and really………..put on the spot/left out and kinda negatively targeted with this open rp the entire time sans your posts on Ben and Mal?

Since not only is it a large plot device that was recently brought up between Hux and Benni in our private rp (the moving aspect and her willing to pretty much wreck herself magically to do it or actually ask one of the twins to help her/or really any one with a familiar character. ) but seems kind of ……..easy? Just to forget rather than a play on Bramford being on the verge of a genocide of supernaturals and people relocating as a relief effort. Or things occurring like in north ireland and the troubles.
GoodsnarlToday at 2:05 AM
oh i thought that interaction with hux with them all was really fun i didnt really take it in that sort of light. and i liked that you came, that was cool.  if you think anyone other than me made you feel like that i would go to them. but dont think that was ever intended since it was in an rp. the portal idea would work and i thought about it but icly in truth, he wasn't planning on moving because he just didn't have a reason to. i tend to like easier, simpler plots and i apologize if i dont communicate a lot but i mean i guess im just not a super talkative person.  sorry if that's what your used to and i understand if you wanted to give hux to someone who fell within those lines. i know shes your main and such.
NueToday at 2:27 AM
(forgive me because i am also drinking or have drank a bit and i am feeling exhausted/face hurts.)

Don’t get me wrong! I liked doing a group rp, and its a good step outside of my own comfort zone but I probably will have a talk with them and kind of clarify with them to see what was going on /intent since its one thing to illicit someone for conflict and another to feel kind of put in a hot seat like……..oh...my ass is on fire………. :^)


But i would like to continue our rps together if that is ok with you or if you're actually interested in it? Because i don’t want be too forceful like HI THIS IS WHAT I WANT -smack with flyswat- and see where it goes. Because i do enjoy their interaction and your rp - tbh i really look forward to getting posts from you. And wanted to extend myself to other people give them opportunity for plots that i usually kind of…….auto hand over to people like Damien.
NueToday at 2:50 AM
but thanks for being levelheaded and listening to me just become a git.