To her...

https://youtu.be/yij50_qihRk
Look, If I could tell you in words then I would
But I can’t so I’m rapping in my shell of a hood
Im sat and I’m delaying so now that I’m decaying inside my mind and these thoughts are ah laying
Fucked up and they still ain’t arrying or arranging my ideals in line with my mind
Rollin around I’m spellbound or  I’m just blind
Can’t be found I’m stuck fuckin pounding the ground
the world keeps putting me down
 and I accept it like a clown
I wanna scream but don’t make a sound
Pennywise likes my demise guard when I’m looking in your eyes unless you talkin bout other guys man fuck that I wanna fly in the skies
And go high But I can’t cause I’ve been downed
Just wanna give you this crown
and if I take In account
The guys you stay talkin bout
in proportion to me...
 I was never good in math but man I can see
They at the top of the scale and I’m scaling the sea
Maybe I’m climbing to the top tower
Sometimes I just wanna feel the power
I’m screaming inside and it’s getting louder
My personality soft but my dough is sour
Thinkin if you in the darkest hour
Wanna give a bunch of flowers
When I’m with you I feel empowered
But when I am not I’m still a coward
damnit
taking the heat
 been in the game so long so I’m scared to get beat
I wanna just feel mighty
but then the wind bites me
Struck like lightning
like crabs in a barrel
everybody hates harrold
vision getting narrow
lookin at the mirror look back at the scarecrow that cant
I don’t mean to rant
Or go off on a phant
But my slope turns slant and my bars turn bent
I reminisce on the memories it gets me sore
Dejauvu where have I seen this before
Yeah In every other sap song that I’ve heard
In every other human being that’s been hurt but...
Don’t get the wrong idea
And that’s all I have right now