3am hauntings

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JIC9NDIWSbw

memory haunted painful souls painful kin of past sin past as in
well i dont know what in
what language am i even speaking in
its all in your mind in my head in our souls in our hearts as if thats a thing
well fucking
musics pumping and my hands keep shaking
as im lying in bed just staring at a ceiling
its not a flat one, did you know that?
ive got a triangular room aint that mad
strongest structural shape vertically
housing the weakest soul intrinsically
passivity and negativity dont mix well with a sarcastically
charged speaker

now where the fuck are my earbuds
oh i forgot them again like a dud
shit how am i gonna zone out
gonna phone out, to a friend
shes got vodka and i hit send
we meeting up soon, i guess
shit man aint this a mess

see im just rambling talking and struggling to understand why not everyone
can just think fast and dig deep into their own soul
cus it always does really feel like im the only one
but then i know better and i see the hole

see it used to be a white rabbit but these days its got pink hair, a cute dress and a twitch channel