Trevor Cain/Asmo

Ognim has joined the chat
SylviaNightingaleSylviaNightingale : come sit son
Ognim: um ok
SylviaNightingale: do you truly think you were adopted?
Ognim: no I just feel out of placed is all
SylviaNightingale: how so?
SylviaNightingale: you are Trevor Cain Nightingale
SylviaNightingale: I call you Trevor Cain because your dad for a bit rp'd as Trevor
SylviaNightingale: your dad chose your middle name...i chose your first name
SylviaNightingale: you are not out of place
Ognim: i sorry
Ognim: im not as royal as you all tho thats how
SylviaNightingale: how are you not son?
Ognim: dad said u chose middle he chose first
Ognim: look at me momma
SylviaNightingale: Everyone calls you Ogim...you dont correct them in calling you Trevor
Ognim: i dont look like royaltyyy
SylviaNightingale: regardless lol we chose your name together
SylviaNightingale: then its because of your attire not your name son
Ognim: sorry mom just been doubting idk whats going on with me
SylviaNightingale: its ok son and that is what me and your dad are here for...to reassure you when things arent feeling right..we are your support system ok?
Ognim: yes
Ognim: i am not feeling my self mom
SylviaNightingale: whats going on?
Ognim: just you know
Ognim: idk mom help
SylviaNightingale: ill do my best son
Ognim  falls to the ground
SylviaNightingale  she catches him "hey now"
Ognim  holds my ribs
SylviaNightingale  she gently rests her son in her arms "talk to me sweetheart"
Ognim  he tries to speak as he ciughs up blood
SylviaNightingale: Trevor??!!
Ognim  he grasp on to her shirt as he looks up as his skin turns to grey
SylviaNightingale  she rocks her son and slits her wrist, dropping blood into his mouth "come on baby dont die on mommy"
Ognim  he loses grip slowly
SylviaNightingale: Trevor come on son....*tears fall*
Ognim  he drinks some but still coughs up blood
SylviaNightingale  she rips her shirt and starts cleaning the blood
Ognim  he tries to drink but he too weak to swallow
SylviaNightingale  she held her wrist there "you just relax son...let the blood flow into you ok?
Ognim  speaks "I love you mother soo much " Faintly
SylviaNightingale  she tried not to cry "i love you too son...what happened?"
Ognim  coughs "idk mom just started like this "
Ognim  looks " mom hospital "
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SylviaNightingale: not enough time baby
EnvelopedInShadow: omg.. trevor?
EnvelopedInShadow: -runs over-
Ognim  coughs up blood
SylviaNightingale  she keeps her wrist at his lips "please work .....damnit* tears fall
Ognim  tries to suck on her wrist
EnvelopedInShadow: -kneels by them- stay with us bud. places my hand on his chest with tears streming down his face-
SylviaNightingale  she supports his head with a shaking arm "Asmo help me support him...he needs alot of my blood. im not losing our baby"
EnvelopedInShadow: -runs and grabs the pillows from the chairs and comes back to place one beneath his head- here
Ognim  as I lay there the tattoos fade away showing my pale skin and ribs
SylviaNightingale: Trevor Cain....come on baby fight
EnvelopedInShadow: -looks to sylvia- i still have a few
SylviaNightingale: the vials i drank???
EnvelopedInShadow: no. the capsules
SylviaNightingale: where are they???
SylviaNightingale: get them
Ognim  coughs up blood
EnvelopedInShadow: -reaches into the inner pocket of my vest and pulls out a bottle of reaper blood capsules and opens the bottle and takes one out- trev i need you to swallow one of these
Ognim  looks up at him faintly
EnvelopedInShadow: son, i will explain everything later but you gotta take this now -places it over his lips- open up
SylviaNightingale  she lifts her son up and holds him up against her as tears fall so he can swallow the pill
Ognim  looks as he tries to swallow the pill
EnvelopedInShadow: easy now. dont force it
EnvelopedInShadow: syl, he needs your blood now
SylviaNightingale  she presses her wrist to his lips
Ognim  he tries to swallow the pill as the pill gets stuck in tis throat
SylviaNightingale: swallow the blood son it will help the pill go down
EnvelopedInShadow: son, dont force it to go down. it disolves on its own
EnvelopedInShadow: now drink the blood of your mother
Ognim  slowly tries to drink
SylviaNightingale: take your time and slowly drink
Ognim  coughs
EnvelopedInShadow: easy now
SylviaNightingale  she tries to make him comfortable "relax son...its going to be ok"
Ognim  holds her close
SylviaNightingale: mommy's here baby
SylviaNightingale  > EnvelopedInShadow: im bringing kill in
SylviaNightingale  > EnvelopedInShadow: he is worried about trevor
Ognim  gags on pill
EnvelopedInShadow: son, youre gonna be ok
SylviaNightingale: let it dissolve trevor
EnvelopedInShadow  whispers: i... i... fine,,,
Ognim  coguhs " I am tryin "
SylviaNightingale: shhh just relax
EnvelopedInShadow: just relax
EnvelopedInShadow: youre gonna be fine
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SylviaNightingale  > EnvelopedInShadow: he wont intervene....so dont worry
EnvelopedInShadow  whispers: then why does he need to be here?
SylviaNightingale  she looks up at her husband as tears fall
Ognim  gets a lil strength back
EnvelopedInShadow  whispers: panda is worried about him too but im keeping her updated outside of here
SylviaNightingale  > EnvelopedInShadow: he gave me a vial to use if that capsule doesnt...he cares ok
SylviaNightingale  > EnvelopedInShadow: bring her in
KillianNightingale  he hugs his wife and brushes her hair
EnvelopedInShadow: trev, your gonna be okay bud
EnvelopedInShadow: just relax and let the capsule do its job
SylviaNightingale  she makes sure her son is comfy "do you need more blood son?"
Ognim  relaxes his body
Ognim  nods
SylviaNightingale  she holds her wrist to him "you need my blood to heal...you can have other blood once you are stronger"
Ognim  nods as I drink
SylviaNightingale  she brushes his hair as she watches him drink
EnvelopedInShadow: -places my hand in my sons-
SylviaNightingale  > EnvelopedInShadow: i tried to invite her...
Ognim  feels a hand as I grasp
SylviaNightingale  she rested against her throne as she sat near her son while he drank
EnvelopedInShadow  whispers: she knows when not to get involved. i am keeping her updated
SylviaNightingale  > EnvelopedInShadow: if you want killian to leave then politely ask him to
Ognim  he opens his eyes and looks up and sees her
SylviaNightingale  she smiled "hey sweetheart...you feeling better?"
EnvelopedInShadow: -looks at the two-
EnvelopedInShadow  whispers: im more worried about my son then him
SylviaNightingale  > EnvelopedInShadow: our son...
SylviaNightingale  > EnvelopedInShadow: and im worried too or i wouldnt have came to you first bawling
EnvelopedInShadow  whispers: thats why i rushed back home to get here
Ognim  nods
SylviaNightingale  > EnvelopedInShadow: thank you...
EnvelopedInShadow: hey bud
EnvelopedInShadow  whispers: he needs to know what he is syl
SylviaNightingale  she smiles as tears fall down her face "dont you ever scare your momma like that again"
Ognim  waves " hi daddy "
SylviaNightingale  > EnvelopedInShadow: i told him when I told him Syn Banshee was his father....i asked him and he even said he forgot i told him
EnvelopedInShadow: dont scare us like that bud. i did my best to get here before it was too late -looks to syl- i will give you some of the capsules in case it happens when i cant get here
SylviaNightingale  she nods
EnvelopedInShadow  whispers: i understand that but he needs to know what he is
Ognim  nods " I still feel a lil weak "
SylviaNightingale: Trevor...you know you're half vampire right?
SylviaNightingale: your other half as you now know isnt demon..
EnvelopedInShadow: -looks at her-
SylviaNightingale  she looked at asmo then looked back at her son "You're half banshee or reaper..."
EnvelopedInShadow: just reaper. banshee was just a name
SylviaNightingale: i figured you would know more on him then me...
SylviaNightingale: when i carried you...you almost killed me. Those capsules are what saved me and you
SylviaNightingale: but then you were born so so early
Ognim  shakes head "why wasnt I told b4?:
EnvelopedInShadow: -looks to syl-
SylviaNightingale: because i hid it from your dad
Ognim: o.o
SylviaNightingale: i hid that i had had an affair *tears fall*
SylviaNightingale: when it came out that was when i sat you down and told you who your true father was
EnvelopedInShadow: i eventually came to find out
SylviaNightingale  she nods
EnvelopedInShadow: which in turn killed me
EnvelopedInShadow: i mean literally
SylviaNightingale  she closed her eyes
Ognim: soo im not demon ima reaper
SylviaNightingale: part reaper yes
EnvelopedInShadow: you shouldnt look down on your mom for hiding it from you. she only did what she thought was best for you at the time. we all make mistakes and some can be big, but we do our best to learn from em
Ognim: so what all am i mixed with???
SylviaNightingale: vampire and reaper
EnvelopedInShadow: you are half vampire and half reaper
SylviaNightingale: when i carried you i was a pure blooded vampire
SylviaNightingale: Syn is a pure blooded reaper
Ognim: ok
SylviaNightingale: you're the reason i keep souls stocked in the bar...
EnvelopedInShadow: -looks to his son- dont look down on me for keeping it from you this long. i only did what your mom asked of me
Ognim: im not mad just shocked
SylviaNightingale  she whispered "if you hate anyone son.....hate me. If you call anyone dad *she points at asmo* its that man right there"
EnvelopedInShadow: this day was bound to come calling
SylviaNightingale: it was a rocky past son....i made poor decisions, but i just wanted you safe and loved
Ognim: what caused me to lose soo much blood like a half hr ago
SylviaNightingale: that i dont know son
SylviaNightingale: i have never known of a reaper or vampire to experience that
EnvelopedInShadow: it may be a sign that your body is evolving
SylviaNightingale: have you been attacked recently?
Ognim: no i havent
SylviaNightingale  she nods
SylviaNightingale  she takes the vial of capsules and hands it to her son "keep these on you"
SylviaNightingale: you made me reject blood feeding while i carried you
Ognim: okay
Ognim: im gonan try and sleep love you all
Ognim: <3
SylviaNightingale: love you too son
EnvelopedInShadow: -looks to his son- i did my best to raise you as my own.
SylviaNightingale  she hugs her son
Ognim: ik
Ognim: i got a cold too
Ognim: message me on kik
Ognim: love u
EnvelopedInShadow: love you bud
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SylviaNightingale  she looks down and walks to the library as tears fall
EnvelopedInShadow: nice place
SylviaNightingale: thanks...
EnvelopedInShadow: ill leave you two be
SylviaNightingale  she starts grabbing every book she collected on reapers
SylviaNightingale: im sorry asmo...
EnvelopedInShadow: for?
SylviaNightingale: that....Syn...
SylviaNightingale  she grips her books shaking
KillianNightingale  he walks to her and hugs her
EnvelopedInShadow: i forgave you for that a long time ago. back then i wasnt at my best and i was a genuine dick. i dont blame you for what you did. i barely ever touched you and you needed the warmth of a man
SylviaNightingale  she silently listens
EnvelopedInShadow: i did you wrong in many ways back then and im the one at fault. not you. im the reason you did that
SylviaNightingale: we did eachother wrong Asmo....time and again
SylviaNightingale: But Asmo...
SylviaNightingale: this time i did not cheat on you
SylviaNightingale: i know you dont believe it but its true...
EnvelopedInShadow: yes, i said some things as of late, but when you feel broken, beaten and destroyed your mind thinks otherwise. sometimes it leads you to saying things you can never take back and completely hurts the other person to the point where you become the one at fault. nothing was gained from any of this. just loss
SylviaNightingale: very true asmo
EnvelopedInShadow: and for that, im sorry
SylviaNightingale  she nods
EnvelopedInShadow: so, yeah..
SylviaNightingale  she nods
SylviaNightingale: i accept your apology but like you said....the damage is done
SylviaNightingale: im having to repair what has been said not by words but by actions with my kids
SylviaNightingale: and if it hadnt been for Killian....id of been gone
EnvelopedInShadow  he nods
SylviaNightingale: i already know i lost angelo as a son....just make sure he's loved and accepted for who he is
EnvelopedInShadow: of course he is loved. i will always love our kids
SylviaNightingale: make time for his shows...
SylviaNightingale: im not talking you
EnvelopedInShadow: his shows are while im at work and he understands that. he is on vacation right now at a comic con
SylviaNightingale: and let him know i do love him as a son
EnvelopedInShadow: trust me when i say i have
SylviaNightingale: with what you said he washed his hands of me
EnvelopedInShadow: i told him to keep in touch with you always
SylviaNightingale: he doesnt
SylviaNightingale: and i wont force him to
EnvelopedInShadow: neither can i
SylviaNightingale: your words did their damage
SylviaNightingale: i cannot repair if im not given the chance
EnvelopedInShadow: like i said earlier, we cant make choices for our kids. they make them for themselves
SylviaNightingale: your overly high opinion of me....created his opinion
SylviaNightingale: its a ripple effect
SylviaNightingale: you create one ripple.....another will follow
EnvelopedInShadow: i never once said you were a bad mother or anything like that
SylviaNightingale: no...just that im a liar who wont keep her word and had an affair and supposedly didnt tell her son
EnvelopedInShadow: you raised all of our kids when i wasnt around and that says enough
SylviaNightingale  she nods "and i will continue to do so"
SylviaNightingale: maybe marcus one day will talk to you again....i can only do so much, he's listened before idk about this time cause *she shakes her head* he of all of my kids stand for me the most, besides val....he was disgusted by you
EnvelopedInShadow: i did my best for him and he will always choose you. he always has
SylviaNightingale: i never said you didnt
SylviaNightingale: but would you condone him talking about angel the way you spoke of his mother?
SylviaNightingale: i wouldnt
EnvelopedInShadow: well when you push someone to their breaking point, things are said
SylviaNightingale: even through all of this, i was at my breaking point, i didnt bash you
EnvelopedInShadow: well, when i was describing how i felt, you had to make me feel worse and worse. every time i have ever told you how i felt it gets thrown back at me like im tearing you down.
SylviaNightingale: cause you were...
SylviaNightingale: im sorry but you did tear me down
SylviaNightingale: it may have been your feelings but there are better ways to address your feelings
EnvelopedInShadow: and im sorry for feeling
SylviaNightingale: im not going to fight asmo....i want to be civil for the kids
SylviaNightingale: whats done is done
EnvelopedInShadow: yep
SylviaNightingale: thanks for coming when you did
EnvelopedInShadow: its what im supposed to do
EnvelopedInShadow: its what im here for
SylviaNightingale  she nods
EnvelopedInShadow: i will sit and talk with desmond and shay and sort things out
SylviaNightingale: i already have
EnvelopedInShadow: i mean about you doing the room
SylviaNightingale: they seem to want you to and i respect that
SylviaNightingale: His wedding is more important then which one of us hosts it
SylviaNightingale: i just want to be present
EnvelopedInShadow: and you will
SylviaNightingale: damn straight i will be
SylviaNightingale: thats my son
EnvelopedInShadow: why else do you think i have refused to block you
EnvelopedInShadow: not just for that but for moments like this. when our kids need us i always reach out to you
SylviaNightingale  she nods
EnvelopedInShadow: im not a bad person. just misunderstood
SylviaNightingale  she rubbed her face as fatige and bloodlose took its hold on her " Asmo....i will always be around when it pertains to our children but our friendship is...severely damaged. A year's friendship....my best friend...gone. So at this point ill be civil and polite and if im needed for the kids then summon me"
EnvelopedInShadow  nods 'maybe one day ill be able to see the one who was my best friend again
SylviaNightingale  she nods "maybe but highly doubtful"
EnvelopedInShadow: yeah. the damage has been done by the both of us
SylviaNightingale: yes it has
SylviaNightingale: mine because i chose rl happiness * she looks at killian*
SylviaNightingale: that is where it began
EnvelopedInShadow: the most of it on your part is when you couldnt handle how i felt and blocked me
EnvelopedInShadow: i have to go now. got work in the morning
SylviaNightingale: Asmo....if i had came at you and said everything the way you did.....you would of felt the same way
SylviaNightingale: take care
EnvelopedInShadow: no, i would understand
SylviaNightingale: i call bull cause it would be me bringing up your past
SylviaNightingale  she turned and walked to her husband
EnvelopedInShadow: at points like that i do get upset because you compare me to someone im not
SylviaNightingale: not anymore you mean
SylviaNightingale: i knew you changed
SylviaNightingale: for the better
EnvelopedInShadow: you didnt feel that way the other day
SylviaNightingale: til those screenshots were sent to me...your anger tho calmed some...still showed through
EnvelopedInShadow: you may think i changed, but when you said i never did, yeah it makes me think different
KillianNightingale  he covers his eyes and rubs his temples
SylviaNightingale: ok Asmo
SylviaNightingale: im not here to fight....as i said i will be civil
EnvelopedInShadow: im not fighting
SylviaNightingale: the damage is done and right now there is no fixing it
EnvelopedInShadow: ok, then why are we still talking about it?
SylviaNightingale  she lays a hand gently on Killian's shoulder
SylviaNightingale: because i am finally getting to say what i want without us tearing the other apart
SylviaNightingale: and you're actually listening...
SylviaNightingale: because the 10 times i said i never cheated and that the day i came to you about Killian was the day it began
SylviaNightingale: what happened in the past that involved Trevor Cain....didnt need to involve Vlad, Angelo, Koda and everyone else in that chat...
SylviaNightingale: it should of only involved you....me...and Trevor Cain
SylviaNightingale: saying i wont pay you that 15k in credits....you'll still get them dont worry
EnvelopedInShadow  nods
SylviaNightingale: now i have to get my vip but i will be getting you your credits....i got paid less then anticipated
SylviaNightingale: so i am trying to factor in what i owe you
SylviaNightingale: been doing that for a few days trying to figure out how to pay you...actually stressed over it cause it is either vip or gift you
SylviaNightingale: that is why Killian stepped in...
EnvelopedInShadow: and when we talked about that, i told you i didnt need it all at once. you know what happens whenever i get credits
SylviaNightingale: a simple thank you would of sufficed
SylviaNightingale: if killian hadnt of said anything you would of never known
SylviaNightingale: he asked me if he should tell you and i said yes
EnvelopedInShadow: a thank you? you sent me into a panic attack and you want a thank you?
SylviaNightingale: you freaked out when you got the credits i said i would reimburse you cause you complained you wasted them on nothing
SylviaNightingale: i honeslty and truly dont owe you anything....i offered that as a friend cause i felt bad...
EnvelopedInShadow: no, we agreed to something and you couldnt even hold up your end
SylviaNightingale: you made me feel an inch tall when you said you wasted them for nothing...
SylviaNightingale: oh i plan to
SylviaNightingale: i just havent been paid yet
SylviaNightingale: got to have money to pay bills and buy credits
EnvelopedInShadow: and when we talked you told me what was going on and i even told you that you didnt have to give em all back at once so you can pay what you needed to
SylviaNightingale: and i wanted it done and other with Asmo...i was sick of crying and Killian here i know was sick of seeing me cry over you and our friendship
SylviaNightingale: i figured you getting those credits maybe would of salvaged a friendship...
EnvelopedInShadow: its not my fault you couldnt see how i felt
SylviaNightingale: instead you bazerk
EnvelopedInShadow: scratch that, you couldnt understand how i felt
SylviaNightingale  she sits silently
SylviaNightingale: i understood
SylviaNightingale: but as i said...
SylviaNightingale: there are better ways to communicate things
EnvelopedInShadow: if you did, you wouldve heard me instead of acting like i was tearing you down
SylviaNightingale: and with everything you said...i would try to reassure you
SylviaNightingale: you didnt listen either
SylviaNightingale: you wouldnt listen
EnvelopedInShadow: yeah because every time i expressed my feelings, you had to make it about you
SylviaNightingale: saying i lied to you and me repeatedly saying i didnt was made about me?
SylviaNightingale: yes i fucked up in the past but so did you
SylviaNightingale: you didnt want me holding your past against you but you held mine against me
SylviaNightingale: i owned up to mine
EnvelopedInShadow: im always supposed to listen when you talk, but never once did you listen when i spoke
SylviaNightingale: oh but i did
SylviaNightingale: but anyways....whats done is done asmo
SylviaNightingale: we will dance in circles forever because we are both stubborn and wont budge from our standpoints so lets call it a stalemate
SylviaNightingale: you are right and so am i
EnvelopedInShadow: then why could you answer desmon when he asked why you blocked me?
SylviaNightingale: but we are both wrong
EnvelopedInShadow: *desmond
SylviaNightingale: he has yet to ask me that
SylviaNightingale: he just asked me what happened
EnvelopedInShadow: no he did.
SylviaNightingale: well me and him sat down and talked today but that was more so about a mother and son
SylviaNightingale: had nothing to do with you
EnvelopedInShadow: im talking about the meeting that he nd shay had with you two. i know he asked and you kept avoiding the question
SylviaNightingale: he asked what happened
SylviaNightingale: along with a bunch of other bullshit that occurred in that room
EnvelopedInShadow: yet you wouldnt answer
SylviaNightingale: i answered him today
SylviaNightingale: cause i was finally ready to answer
SylviaNightingale: cause i looked at it origionally when asked....it was between me and you
SylviaNightingale: but my son cares and i hope i answered it enough for him....if he has anymore questions and i see him tomorrow ill answer them
EnvelopedInShadow: mmhmm
SylviaNightingale: problem Asmo?
EnvelopedInShadow: oh if there was youwould know
SylviaNightingale: im sure i would
SylviaNightingale: me and you are not ones to be shy about being pissed off
SylviaNightingale: but anyways...on to a lighter note...if anything like this happens again with Trev message me ok?
SylviaNightingale: summon me...kik me...whatever ill be here as soon as i can
SylviaNightingale: or with any of our kids
SylviaNightingale: and ill do the same
EnvelopedInShadow  nods
SylviaNightingale: have a good night Asmo
EnvelopedInShadow: you want me to leave?
SylviaNightingale: thought you were
EnvelopedInShadow: i thought we were finally getting everything out in the open but ok
SylviaNightingale: alright then lets get it all out
EnvelopedInShadow: ok, i have only one thing to say
SylviaNightingale: ok
EnvelopedInShadow: our kids dont have to call anyone sister unless they are comfortable
SylviaNightingale: i already told them that
SylviaNightingale: and killian has contacted her to hold off as well
SylviaNightingale: ive also stated Killian is not here to replace you
SylviaNightingale: you are their dad...he is their step dad
SylviaNightingale: i will NEVER make my kids call anyone something they dont want to
SylviaNightingale: so that statement was not needed as ive already been saying it
EnvelopedInShadow: was just making sure he was aware
SylviaNightingale: who? Killian?
EnvelopedInShadow: mmhmm
KillianNightingale: Dont involve me into this when i never stated that she could say that.
SylviaNightingale: Asmo he is well aware and that is a tad bit insulting to think he would force someone
SylviaNightingale: I..*she taps her chest* i am the one that did the introducing...not Killian
EnvelopedInShadow: never said anyone was forcing
SylviaNightingale: well Killian isnt involved in that situation at all
SylviaNightingale: so leave him out of it
EnvelopedInShadow: -smirks- ill be taking my leave now
SylviaNightingale: take care asmo
EnvelopedInShadow: you too
SylviaNightingale: always do
EnvelopedInShadow has left the chat
SylviaNightingale: he wanted to tempt you