I lost my tears to this deal
There nothing i dont wanna heal
My heart my brain my skin im insane
I no longer feel the pain
Of what I became!
(pause)
This song isnt a joke
Im losing my hope
All high in the dope
It has created a very big slope
I just wanna die on the rope
I wish there was hope
All my dreams are dead
I wish i got shot in the head
I wanna get poisoned with lead
Before i kill myself in my bed
After tgis nothing more will be said
Im dying slowly but surely
I am getting tortured purely
I am about to lose my life
I am about to lose ny wife
Im about to get stabbed with a knife
This world is life or death
I am getting high from the meth
For me there is nothing left
I wanna go to sleep forever
I am nothing but a feather
For you there is still hope left
So dont interfere with my plans
Unless you wanna end up like me my mans
All i gotta say is farewell
Because i am ending this hell.....
My life is what i wanna sell
Theres nobody i am gonna tell
8I wish i got locked up in a cell
This is the end
Dont know where my sanity went
I could spend all night and day
Whining and complaining to find a way
All i have left to say
I cant control this hate
I wanna pick up the gun i cannot wait
I wish i had a better fate
Now satan is gonna open the gate
The sound of screams is terrifying
And there are no sounds to hide behind
I got sucked up by the ocean tide
I am losing all my pride
I have cried over a million times
I have done over a milllion crimes
I have said over a million lies
Now it would be nice to wait
For all the people to come here and hate
But my time is now
I will die right now i vow?