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EL: hi bellybutton
Dollia: hi earlobes
EL: hruu
Rop  > Blacker: o dam..
Guest_lXlToObIaSs: hello good room
Dollia: hungry hby
EL: hi
Rop  > Blacker: nd u dnt find it comfortable to tell ppl abt this part of u
Blacker  whispers: not everyday
EL: same me2 im gna make a protein shake in a bit tho
Blacker  whispers: once in a while
Blacker  whispers: no, I don't.
Rop  > Blacker: and u told me, because
Rop  > Blacker: ''bc ur annoyin nosy bitch''
Blacker  whispers: you were curious, I don't mind curiousness, I don't think people usually like hearing about it.
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Guest_lXlToObIaSs: ok tyt
Rop  > Blacker: o i do
Blacker  whispers: either because they can't fathom it, or their ego like I've dealt with when it comes to guys.
Rop  > Blacker: i adore ppl n their stories
Blacker  whispers: ty.
Rop  > Blacker: u name it
Blacker  whispers: most guys*
Rop  > Blacker: i guess..
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Rop  > Blacker: the more u get to know a person they'll end up being confortable enough to respect u and themselves just the way they are
Rop  > Blacker: but that takes time
Blacker  whispers: true, it does, I can't expect it off the bat, good point.
Rop  > Blacker: u dont have to worry about me though and u shouldnt
Blacker  whispers: but its not just a fem side thats dark, a dark side just kinda grew on me.
Blacker  whispers: thats, glad we can be chill Jonna
Rop  > Blacker: yeah we are all different, i just hope u are ok with the way u r
EL: wb angel
EL: hi remy
hurm: TY
hurm: I have snek
Blacker  whispers: yeah, I like to be balanced either way
Blacker  whispers: like having two different colored eyes
Rop  > Blacker: i will never be able to fully relate to you, but i will try to understand
GunViolence: whats good
Rop  > Blacker: id never judge u tho
Blacker  whispers: Its just all a mater of practicing energy, and getting into the paranormal and being taken to other places.
Rop  > Blacker: so could that be one of the reasons why u come off feminine whatsoever
Blacker  whispers: the only difference would be is that you would have a choice
Blacker  whispers: if you got into it
Blacker  whispers: Yeah.
Rop  > Blacker: so ur positive u dont have a choice
Blacker  whispers: her energy stays lurking
Blacker  whispers: I do, I can get rid of it
Blacker  whispers: but the damage is done
Rop  > Blacker: wht do u mean
Blacker  whispers: the damage is done
Blacker  whispers: or her energy?
Blacker: <
Rop  > Blacker: idk generally go into details, if u dont mind
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Blacker: smooth
Dollia: WB ANFIE CUTIE PIE <3333
Blacker  whispers: I do too, no worries.
Rop  > Blacker: aaa hope ur not scared of whatevers a part of u
Blacker  whispers: well as for her energy, like I said, she would fill me with hers when I'm asleep once in a while
Rop  > Blacker: bc thtd b sad
Blacker  whispers: I used to be
Blacker  whispers: kinda am
hurm: Ikr >
hurm: HIII BABYYY TY MY GORG <3333
Rop  > Blacker: thts when u let urself deal w stuff u dnt want to
Rop  > Blacker: dont be scared
Rop  > Blacker: u have the control after all
Rop  > Blacker: thts how ic it
Rop  > Blacker: its hard to talk about something because im not sure are u gonna find stuff offensive
EL: hi anfie
Rop  > Blacker: bc this is kind of new to me (when it comes to u)
Blacker  whispers: I won't find anything offensive, I like honesty.
Blacker  whispers: np.
Rop  > Blacker: im pre sure ill learn more
hurm: Hi Ayex
Rop  > Blacker: or more like getting to know u
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Blacker  whispers: as for the damage being done, I already grew up with her surrounding me with negative forces because of her filling me with her energy.
Blacker  whispers: Yeah, you seem bright.
EL: loooool
Blacker  whispers: Like at 6, I saw a shadow relfection of myself with red eyes
Blacker  whispers: in the dark
Guest_lXlToObIaSs: well I will continue my trip in other places see you
Blacker  whispers: at 5 she entered my dream like she does once in a while, everything was black and white
Rop  > Blacker: so u wouldnt call this bipolarity?
Blacker  whispers: I was in a bathroom, in a line with a bunch of people who may have a darker lifestyle
Guest_lXlToObIaSs: someday I will also be greeter as my friend YAT
Blacker  whispers: Nope.
Rop  > Blacker: its like havin a face
Blacker  whispers: I got control
Blacker  whispers: its all in a matter of my tolerance
Rop  > Blacker: but do u if she could fill u to the point ud do stuff
Blacker  whispers: well, if I go to sleep drunk
Rop  > Blacker: exactly and thats an issue if u have to be scared
Rop  > Blacker: for urself or others
EL: cya lXlToObIaSs
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Blacker  whispers: mhm, but I realized I would have be drunk to not have control
Blacker  whispers: my will is strong because I grew up with these things.
hurm: Hi
Rop  > Blacker: so u dont drink?
Blacker  whispers: and I mean, finishing almost a whole bottle of a big crown royal
Rop  > Blacker: are u told to hurt others or urself
Blacker  whispers: well, she made me drink my piss and scream how I'm satan and made a mess in my house when she was in my body while I thought I went to sleep drunk
EL: IH
Rop  > Blacker: but would u hurt others or urself, have u
Rop  > Blacker: mentally. we all do
Rop  > Blacker: but physically
Blacker  whispers: I got told a few times that I did things I don't recall, but learned it was just a doppleganger
hurm: IH
Blacker  whispers: I would hurt weak people
Blacker  whispers: hoping they can become like me.
Rop  > Blacker: why hurt weak people
Blacker  whispers: so I don't feel alone I guess.
Rop  > Blacker: ur def not alone
Blacker  whispers: but thats all old stuff
Blacker  whispers: since 20
Rop  > Blacker: wait how old r u..
Rop  > Blacker: and whr do u live
Blacker  whispers: and over all, I hate it when people are overly nice and let others walk all over them
Blacker  whispers: 23
Blacker  whispers: chicago
Rop  > Blacker: yeah..
Rop  > Blacker: so u dont like people that dont care for themselves
Blacker  whispers: yeah, those are the ones I hurt hoping they can become more like me.
Rop  > Blacker: thrs a moth
Rop  > Blacker: fkn big ass
Rop  > Blacker: shawdow
Rop  > Blacker: im like tfs tht
Rop  > Blacker: u came to say hi to me
Blacker  whispers: ii.
Blacker  whispers: well, she is from a different dimension
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Blacker  whispers: there is a moth man
Blacker  whispers: and he's from a different dimension
Blacker  whispers: lmfaoo
Blacker  whispers: people say they see him
Blacker  whispers: giant moth figure humanoid with red glowing eyes
Blacker  whispers: even in chicago
Blacker  whispers: I haven't seen him tho
Rop  > Blacker: o
Rop  > Blacker: i rly must go lay
Blacker  whispers: and idk if its believable
Rop  > Blacker: do u hav kik or smthn
Rop  > Blacker: or idk
Blacker  whispers: ok.
Rop  > Blacker: ttyl
Blacker  whispers: ttyl
Blacker  whispers: Placebx