MylaNyxToday at 2:00 AM
can i tell u something
BrokenHaloToday at 2:00 AM
of course
MylaNyxToday at 2:01 AM
i wasnt asking her to spy in the office. i didnt even know yall was in there
i was talkin about the club
BrokenHaloToday at 2:01 AM
she said you asked her to in shop
z
MylaNyxToday at 2:01 AM
bcuz i left
thinking u n addi were coming back
i asked her to tell me if you said anything in the club bcuz id left when u came
BrokenHaloToday at 2:02 AM
oh
MylaNyxToday at 2:02 AM
yeah
BrokenHaloToday at 2:02 AM
she said the office
MylaNyxToday at 2:02 AM
no
i didnt even fucking know yall were in there
BrokenHaloToday at 2:03 AM
may be she midsunderstood.
MylaNyxToday at 2:03 AM
but she said she wasnt like that and that she didnt like i was asking that....
buuut then told you everything i said
kinda a double standard
i just wanted to vent to her
but she went off on me
BrokenHaloToday at 2:04 AM
thats the only thing she said
MylaNyxToday at 2:04 AM
thats when i joined back to the club
thats really the only thing that got said..
ouside of her thinking i was  joking about taking the pills and being a bitch about it
but i wasnt being a bitch
id never joke about that
another thing, i know i havent been on a pole.
you weren't wrong about that
but ,its now an excuse, if i cant have my full attention on the club i shouldn't be on a pole
not*
i have a lot going on
just really needed my girls tonight
im sorry you lost beast
bcuz of me, inevitably
BrokenHaloToday at 2:09 AM
oh well.
this isn't our first rodeo
MylaNyxToday at 2:09 AM
but i never thought tonight would have went the way it did
BrokenHaloToday at 2:09 AM
and it kind of tells me that he wasnt that real of a friend in the first place, if he could leave so easily and quickly
MylaNyxToday at 2:09 AM
i see how you can feel that way, i really do.
but i lost all my friends tonight
and it sucks
BrokenHaloToday at 2:11 AM
you didn't lose us.
we're still going to be here for you.
MylaNyxToday at 2:12 AM
yall were literally all i had, and one  wrong  word fucked me up
its not going to be the same halo
and you know that
BrokenHaloToday at 2:12 AM
I do know that...
but
when you came in and dropped that 4 line entrance into the club...neuter, jewels and I all agreed that that wasn't you.
you've been different for a long time. much different than the myla I met. and it's not always a bad thing. at all.
and it's not a huge change...it's just not the same, and I understand that people need to evolve
MylaNyxToday at 2:13 AM
that was me, the hurt me. the person i have to be when no one has my back and i feel alone.
BrokenHaloToday at 2:14 AM
then who was that when you said you popped pain pills.
MylaNyxToday at 2:14 AM
tylenooolll
BrokenHaloToday at 2:14 AM
Myla..I don't know if you know this...but I died twice when I was 2 from an overdose.
but when you say pain pills...people assume that it's a narcotic.
MylaNyxToday at 2:14 AM
acidomeniphen or however its spelled
BrokenHaloToday at 2:14 AM
acetomenophen.
z
close
whatever
MylaNyxToday at 2:14 AM
yea
BrokenHaloToday at 2:15 AM
has a pharm tech certification and can't spell it
lol
MylaNyxToday at 2:15 AM
like no one asked me what kind
no one said
are u ok
just spazzed on me
BrokenHaloToday at 2:15 AM
a lot of people don't really consider tylenol to be a :pain pill"
MylaNyxToday at 2:16 AM
thats all i know
ive  never had narcotics
BrokenHaloToday at 2:16 AM
like people literally call it tylenol
z
MylaNyxToday at 2:16 AM
outside of my kids being born
but i took all of them as precribed
BrokenHaloToday at 2:16 AM
I used to pop pills...recreationally...
MylaNyxToday at 2:16 AM
ive never been a pill popper
BrokenHaloToday at 2:16 AM
it was a really bad time in my life.
MylaNyxToday at 2:17 AM
iwas a cutter
a silent one
i kept it from my family until i was 21
i dont need fucking false  suicide attention
thats not me
BrokenHaloToday at 2:18 AM
my cousins daughter..she's currently in inpatient rehab...because she's been cutting...she got out for a holiday or something..and my cousin left her in the car for a minute, and while she ran into a gas station, her daughter found pills and took them all.
MylaNyxToday at 2:18 AM
ive never been suicidal until i was with my ex. but thats not the point
BrokenHaloToday at 2:19 AM
point is...tylenol with alcohol...can literally burn holes in your stomach.
MylaNyxToday at 2:19 AM
even if that was what happened tonight you really think someone in that position needs to be demoted?
BrokenHaloToday at 2:19 AM
and we absolutely LOVE the fucking shit out of you myla.
the last thing we want to see, is you hurting yourself, even if it's unintentional.
MylaNyxToday at 2:19 AM
to be ganged up on
i hear yall
but basically kicking me when im down didnt solve shit
made me feel worse halo
i fucking needed yall
BrokenHaloToday at 2:20 AM
no, but with 3 of us having triggers from it, i had every intention of talking to you about it tomorrow, when you sobered up.
i wasn't going to leave you high and dry.
not at all.
MylaNyxToday at 2:20 AM
tomorrow
shits said and done
im demoted... i quit bcuz that shits embarresing as fuck
it was a wrong word or 2... triggers versus caring about me enough to make sure im ok
which outwieghs the other?
BrokenHaloToday at 2:22 AM
myla...saying shit like that in a public place...why didn't you pull me pc?
MylaNyxToday at 2:22 AM
shit like what?
BrokenHaloToday at 2:22 AM
pops pain pills
that.
MylaNyxToday at 2:23 AM
cuz it was innocent
think of it the way i meant it
pops tylenol
''girls you ok?''
yeah got a headache
''no more pills while you drinking''
BrokenHaloToday at 2:24 AM
I saw it as a cry for attention or help...and in that case, instead of in front of everyone, just whisper and be like hey I need to vent.
MylaNyxToday at 2:24 AM
okay
but it wasnt
literally was rping what i was doing
you aren't seeing my point here
it was a huge misunderstanding. and im trying to tell you where if it WAS what u thought, which it wasn't, you handled it the wrong way
BrokenHaloToday at 2:26 AM
I do understand that.
MylaNyxToday at 2:26 AM
it was just me saying damn i cant type but i need to take some medicine cuz  my  head hurting like a mofo
and my shit got jumped
then neutie jumped at me
in shop
BrokenHaloToday at 2:27 AM
okay so look at it from my perspective...being a Pharmacy Technician....
you SAID pain pills...
what's going to automatically pop into my head though?
MylaNyxToday at 2:28 AM
then yall were  all quiet but talking about me in the office apparently
buuut you didnt ask
thats my point
assumptions can fuck any  person up
BrokenHaloToday at 2:28 AM
oh for sure.
MylaNyxToday at 2:29 AM
just like you assumed i was the one who sent the ss to nick bc my name was cut off
remember?
BrokenHaloToday at 2:29 AM
yeah i remember.