A,
you were hilarious and kind. the kind of guy you saw in a crowd and knew would be your friend. unintimidating? a kind soul? who knows. its times like this i wish i had a spiritual belief to fall back on because facing a universe where you aren't here and aren't coming back is so painful. i didnt speak to you much this year, why is that? now im kicking myself for any little scrap of conversation we could have had. you weren't a close friend but you were a good one. a friendly classmate, a chill dude. I wonder why you did it but i guess ill never know that now. i hope you at least went happy, whats the point if you dont go happy? so ill pretend that you did.
thanks for the time we had. Godspeed.
J