The Souvenir (2019)

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<i>Their industry is in crisis,</i>

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<i>its survival uncertain...</i>

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<i>So, Julie,
welcome to Sunderland.</i>

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<i>It's great that you want
to make a film in the town.</i>

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<i>Um, maybe you could tell us
a little bit about it, please.</i>

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<i>Yes, it's about
a 16-year-old boy called Tony,</i>

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<i>and he's very insecure and he's shy,</i>

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<i>and he's lived in Sunderland
his whole life,</i>

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<i>and he has this overwhelming
affection and love for his mother.</i>

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<i>He absolutely adores her,</i>

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<i>he almost has an obsession with her,</i>

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<i>and has a constant dream of her dying.</i>

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<i>This fear inside him,</i>

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<i>he just can't bear
the idea of losing her,</i>

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<i>and, of course, in the end, she dies.</i>

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Are you?

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Hey, hey, hey, hey, there's
no need for that, Frankie.

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There's no need for that, all right?
I was going, I was...

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- Sorry.
- Hello, sausage.

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- Hi.
- Here she is.

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- Hey.
- Hi.

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Oh, this is Anthony. He's my lodger.

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- Hello.
- Ray.

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Hi.

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Gets up and walks out
the room with another fella,

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in front of all my mates,
everyone sees it.

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What's that about? That's not nice, is it?

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I don't know where
you're getting that from.

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Steady income,
and I've known him for a while. Um...

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He's often away, uh, in the provinces,

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um, so that's why we felt
this would work out,

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because I'm often away,

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- and between us we could...
- Just split it.

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Share that room and split the cost.

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- Okay.
- Yeah.

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Well, as long as he's all right with it.

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He's fine with it,
and he's very keen to meet you.

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- I've told him all about you.
- What have you said?

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- I've said you're a wild...
- Because you can be very cheeky.

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Exotic, social creature.

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He has this fear of losing her.

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- Hmm.
- And this overwhelming...

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he has this overwhelming attachment

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to her always being with him
and always being present,

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and I found that really interesting,

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because I kind of linked that
with his mother city of Sunderland,

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um, being, you know, dying
and decaying and rotting,

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and then at the end of the film,

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there would ultimately be
the death of his mother,

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and I found that really...

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Yeah, really interesting for me,
that metaphor.

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- And you've been up there?
- Yes. Yes, I have.

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I was taking pictures of, um,
some installations by some artists I know,

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um, which I found
really, really interesting.

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- Um, yeah.
- Then you got fascinated in the rot?

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Yes, yes. In the streets.

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- She's got the dosh, so why not?
- Exactly, exactly.

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I think if you can get hold of a camera
like that, fair enough. Do your thing...

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I think you're doing
all right, aren't you?

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Yeah, she's having a go,
ain't she? Just like the rest of us, so...

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Yeah, she's having a go,
but there's other people having a go

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who can't get that camera,
you know what I mean, so...

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Yeah, but, listen, you can't...

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I think you should probably, um...

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You gotta play
to your advantages.

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Yeah, absolutely, fair play.

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Mate, if you was in the same
position, you'd do the same thing.

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Don't get me wrong,
fair play to her,

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but you gotta... when you're in, you know,
a position of privilege, dare I say,

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then you've gotta accept it.

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If you was successful
and you had your kids, yeah, all right,

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you want 'em to make the most
out of every situation.

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Exactly, but I'd want 'em
to be aware of it. Be aware of it.

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Good girl. Come on. Come on.

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Can I take something?

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I'm all right.

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- I'm laden.
- Hello!

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- Oh, my Lord.
- Rosie! Rosie!

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Daddy was going to put this in the hunt
jumble, and I thought, you know,

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you never have enough lights in here,
and I thought this might be quite good.

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What do you think?

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Where do you think this could go?

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- It's a little too tall.
- Could go down...

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Well, I don't... what, there?

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Or what do you think about over here?

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Yeah, it could go on my desk.

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Are you all right?

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- Are you all right?
- Yeah. Shopping headache.

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Don't you think they'd be nice?

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- Yeah.
- You could hang them up and around.

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Hang them on the... hang them on those,
up there. Would look Christmassy.

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What do you think, Dora?

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Just come and... - Stay. - Stay.

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But I'd need to get a real job.

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- Don't want to do that.
- You don't need to.

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- I do. Need to pay rent.
- You kind of do, actually, yeah.

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To you. You'd be a terrible landlord.

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I am a terrible landlord.

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'Cause he's so lovely, Frankie,
but he's... he smokes a lot.

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- Does his girlfriend pay rent?
- No. No.

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She hasn't even, like, suggested it.

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- Doesn't put anything towards it?
- I'm not gonna ask him. No.

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- No, you have to.
- 'Cause it's not like she's here...

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You're too nice. You need
to properly sit them down

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and be, like, "There's three people
living in this flat. Pay me rent."

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Get aggressive, get a baseball bat.

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- Morning.
- Morning, Frank.

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- All right?
- Did you sleep well?

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Yeah, it was all right.

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- Nothing for you, sorry.
- No?

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Are you expecting anything important?

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- No.
- No?

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- D'you want a cup of tea?
- Yeah, please. Thank you.

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- All right.
- No sugar, please.

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All right, mate.

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Can you make me
a cup of tea in a minute?

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So lazy.

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We don't know what the inner
machinations of their mind are,

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or their heart. We don't know.

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But that's what we want to know
when we go and see a film.

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We don't wanna just see
life played out as is.

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We wanna see life as it is experienced,

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within this soft machine, within this...

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But the life of Tony and his mother,
they're the lives of real people.

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I'm not... I'm not making that up.

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- Why are they more real than me?
- They're not more real than you.

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Am I more real than you?

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No.

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I think we're all equal in that.
I think we're all as real as each other.

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There's no competition.

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It doesn't matter that they're
not real people.

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I mean, I'm not trying
to make a documentary.

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- I'm making a feature film.
- Now, are you sure?

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Yes, I am.

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I'm making a feature film.

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You're not trying to document

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some received idea of... life up there,

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on the docks, the daily grind...

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huddled listening to the wireless?

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Well, I am, but I'm creating
something new with it.

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Well, good.

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So the material is real,
those people exist,

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but I am designing new ones...

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to fit what I want to make.

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Well, good. That sounds great.

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- I'm a big fan of Powell and Pressburger.
- Hmm.

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I think they...

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I think they're very truthful

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without necessarily being real.

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So what do you do?

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I work for the Foreign Office.

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- Is it very boring?
- Incredibly.

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The many misadventures.

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- What'll be the name?
- Yeah, the name.

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- The word on the street.
- The word on the street.

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What'll be my name? What'll be my name?
Let me think of something special.

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- Wear one of these.
- Roger.

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- Roger?
- Yeah.

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Roger? No, Roger sounds too rugged.

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- All right, you got it?
- You're not gonna get it.

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- Oh, that was a terrible shot.
- That was always gonna happen.

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Get raided.

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- You sure you want another one?
- Take one of us. Come here.

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Yeah, I can drive.
Haven't got a license, though.

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Stop.

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That ruined it.

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- Would you like another one?
- No.

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- No? You sure?
- Yeah, I'm sure, thank you.

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- Would you like another one?
- I've just had one.

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Bloody hell.

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- Do you like her?
- I love her.

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She's just received
word from her lover,

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and she's carving his initial
into the tree.

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She looks sad.

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I think she looks determined.

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Mm-hmm.

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- And very much in love.
- Very much in love.

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- Do you like horses?
- Yes. But not to ride.

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Ah. Well, Ray's rather fond of them,

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and Janet said we could take her
to my parents for the weekend.

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- Mm-hmm. Yeah, I'd love that.
- Good.

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Made it. Ray.

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- Hi.
- Hi, hello. I'm Barbara.

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- Hello, Barbara. I'm Ray.
- Ray.

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- Hello, Ray. I'm James.
- Hello, James.

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- Hello, darling.
- Hello.

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- Julie.
- Julie.

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- Hello, Julie. I'm Barbara.
- Lovely to meet you.

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- You're welcome. Welcome.
- Hi. I'm Julie.

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Lovely to meet you.
If you'd like to follow me...

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- Come on in.
- Thank you.

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What are you working on
at the moment?

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I, um... uh, my next project
is a feature film,

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uh, set in Sunderland.

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- Oh.
- Great part of the world.

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Mm.

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Um, Barbara comes from Newcastle,
so she's got some family up that way.

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Might be able to put you up,
maybe, if you were up there.

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Mm. Thank you.

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Um... Oh, great subject matter.

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Are you involved... wanting to film
in the shipyards, or...

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- Mm. Yeah.
- Wonderful.

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They really need somebody
to do a documentary on them,

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because they're under threat
at the moment.

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Uh, I worked in a shipyard when I was
a boy, before I went off to art school.

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- Hmm.
- And, uh...

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not in that part of the world,
but, uh... um...

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It's been my subject matter
and inspiration, really,

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you know, the beautiful shapes
of the boats and...

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Did I hear Frankie say something

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about staying with his girlfriend
for a few days?

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Yeah, he's always with her.

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Beginning of next week or...

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Yeah. I'm not sure,
I'd have to check, but...

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I was wondering
if I could stay a few days.

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Why?

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It's to do with my work.
It's rather complicated to explain.

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In fact... I can't really
explain it at all.

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I completely understand
if there's an issue with that.

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- I can always find somewhere else.
- No, it's okay.

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- Are you sure?
- Hmm.

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- That's very kind.
- It's all right.

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You're very special, Julie.

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I don't think I am.

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Oh, no, you don't think you are.

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- Very normal, really.
- Yeah, normal.

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You're not normal at all.
You're a freak.

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Thank you.

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- How am I a freak?
- Your fragility.

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- Is that a good thing?
- I think you know.

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I think I'm quite average.

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You're not average.

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You're lost.

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And you'll always be lost.

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- Are you hungry?
- Famished.

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- How did you get on?
- Really well, thank you.

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- Good old Harrods?
- Yeah.

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00:18:44,333 --> 00:18:46,960
- A nice bit of fillet steak.
- Hmm.

239
00:18:48,754 --> 00:18:51,798
- I've had a very nice time here.
- Good.

240
00:18:52,799 --> 00:18:55,302
- Very relaxing.
- Good.

241
00:18:57,262 --> 00:19:00,933
Checked in on Janet.
Everything's fine there.

242
00:19:01,016 --> 00:19:02,142
Good.

243
00:19:04,561 --> 00:19:09,524
I mean, I dare say they've had
the odd person, uh...

244
00:19:11,401 --> 00:19:15,447
watching over, but I don't think
there's been any disturbance.

245
00:19:15,530 --> 00:19:17,991
Hmm. I'm glad.

246
00:19:18,075 --> 00:19:21,245
That's partly why I wanted to get Ray
out of there for the weekend.

247
00:19:21,328 --> 00:19:23,973
<i>There were fears
that the Russians might try to come in</i>

248
00:19:23,997 --> 00:19:26,416
<i>and slew the submarine off the rocks,</i>

249
00:19:26,500 --> 00:19:27,918
<i>and those fears were reinforced</i>

250
00:19:28,001 --> 00:19:31,838
<i>when a second foreign submarine
was detected earlier this morning.</i>

251
00:19:31,922 --> 00:19:36,218
<i>Today, the government revealed that
they're considering a charge of espionage.</i>

252
00:19:36,301 --> 00:19:39,137
<i>The case is seen as very similar
to that of Gary Powers,</i>

253
00:19:39,221 --> 00:19:44,434
<i>the American pilot of a U-2 spy plane
shot down over Russia in 1960.</i>

254
00:19:44,518 --> 00:19:46,770
<i>The Russians tried him as a spy.</i>

255
00:20:26,560 --> 00:20:29,062
<i>"You've got to see Venice,"
he began.</i>

256
00:20:29,146 --> 00:20:32,816
"You've got to see a city
of slender towers and white domes,

257
00:20:32,899 --> 00:20:37,029
sleeping in the water
like a mass of water lilies.

258
00:20:37,112 --> 00:20:39,072
You've got to see dark waterways,

259
00:20:39,156 --> 00:20:41,199
mysterious threads of shadow,

260
00:20:41,283 --> 00:20:43,785
binding all these flowers
of stone together."

261
00:21:18,987 --> 00:21:21,490
I like this.

262
00:21:28,747 --> 00:21:29,956
And where was this taken?

263
00:21:30,040 --> 00:21:33,251
- Afghanistan. '73.
- Oh.

264
00:21:41,843 --> 00:21:44,346
I'm going to wash the lettuce.

265
00:21:52,729 --> 00:21:56,691
"I don't feel that I fully
understand the qualities of entertainment,

266
00:21:56,775 --> 00:21:59,152
but I realize the importance
of entertaining people

267
00:21:59,236 --> 00:22:01,029
to get a message across.

268
00:22:01,113 --> 00:22:04,241
I hope to learn to entertain
as well as communicate."

269
00:22:04,324 --> 00:22:06,368
- That's good.
- Yeah.

270
00:22:06,451 --> 00:22:10,122
That's the bit I like, at the end.

271
00:22:10,205 --> 00:22:12,833
What's all that about therapy?

272
00:22:12,916 --> 00:22:16,461
Well, it's my version of therapy, really.

273
00:22:16,545 --> 00:22:19,422
- Okay.
- My self-expression.

274
00:22:20,882 --> 00:22:24,261
Through art, through film,
you know, that's my...

275
00:22:24,344 --> 00:22:27,264
Do you think
that makes you special?

276
00:22:27,347 --> 00:22:30,767
Well, it's not, you know,
it's not about me being special.

277
00:22:30,851 --> 00:22:33,353
It's about, you know, them, you know...

278
00:22:38,150 --> 00:22:41,278
it's just, I want them to know that...

279
00:22:41,361 --> 00:22:44,406
I want them to kind of know
that about me, you know?

280
00:22:44,489 --> 00:22:46,032
- Okay. Okay.
- Is that...

281
00:22:46,116 --> 00:22:48,118
- Do you think it's too...
- No.

282
00:22:48,201 --> 00:22:51,496
I'm not sure, uh,
sincerity is always enough.

283
00:22:51,580 --> 00:22:53,707
But go on.
Let's hear the next bit.

284
00:22:53,790 --> 00:22:58,879
Okay. You mean... you mean you don't think
I should be this honest?

285
00:22:58,962 --> 00:23:04,092
Um, well, no, I just think it's,
um, you know...

286
00:23:04,176 --> 00:23:07,846
People use that word
as if it's an end in itself,

287
00:23:07,929 --> 00:23:12,517
and, uh, I mean, you know,
we can all be sincere,

288
00:23:12,601 --> 00:23:16,021
we can all be authentic,

289
00:23:16,104 --> 00:23:18,607
but, um, what's it all for?

290
00:23:23,403 --> 00:23:25,488
I mean, it just slightly reads

291
00:23:25,572 --> 00:23:30,952
like you've been sort of backed
into a corner by life,

292
00:23:31,036 --> 00:23:35,332
and it's like, "Oh, well, I'd better be
a film director."

293
00:23:35,415 --> 00:23:37,417
As opposed to, "I want to be
a film director."

294
00:23:37,500 --> 00:23:39,002
Is that what it sounds like?

295
00:23:39,085 --> 00:23:41,379
What happened last night

296
00:23:41,463 --> 00:23:46,176
is every time you rolled over
and then rolled back again...

297
00:23:47,844 --> 00:23:53,558
you came closer to me
and took up more of the bed.

298
00:23:55,435 --> 00:24:00,065
And you're already, I would say,
further over than I am.

299
00:24:02,484 --> 00:24:03,902
That's not true.

300
00:24:03,985 --> 00:24:05,737
- It is true.
- No, it's not.

301
00:24:05,820 --> 00:24:09,199
- I haven't got that much...
- You have bed dysmorphia.

302
00:24:11,076 --> 00:24:13,245
And you... then you accuse me of...

303
00:24:13,328 --> 00:24:17,249
I wasn't trying to cross
any sort of threshold.

304
00:24:21,670 --> 00:24:23,338
I have not got that much room.

305
00:24:23,421 --> 00:24:27,676
- You've got a foot on that side.
- That's not a foot.

306
00:24:27,759 --> 00:24:30,011
And I literally am on a ledge.

307
00:24:32,264 --> 00:24:34,599
I've got nowhere left to go.

308
00:24:38,812 --> 00:24:41,690
Well, where's the...
Where's the halfway line?

309
00:24:41,773 --> 00:24:44,526
Well, I think it's where your arm is,
but, like, under your arm.

310
00:24:44,609 --> 00:24:46,027
No, I think it's there.

311
00:24:46,111 --> 00:24:49,030
No, I think it's, like, there.

312
00:24:49,114 --> 00:24:51,908
No. That doesn't give me enough room.

313
00:24:51,992 --> 00:24:54,244
- There.
- All right, there.

314
00:24:54,327 --> 00:24:58,081
But I can barely lie flat like that.

315
00:24:58,164 --> 00:24:59,749
We're saying there, okay.

316
00:24:59,833 --> 00:25:05,297
I'm going to do
a Claudette Colbert-Clark Gable

317
00:25:05,380 --> 00:25:10,385
wall of Jericho with your friends here.

318
00:25:12,637 --> 00:25:14,639
I haven't got much room.

319
00:25:14,723 --> 00:25:16,850
You've got a foot!

320
00:25:16,933 --> 00:25:19,311
You've got a foot. I have nothing.

321
00:25:21,271 --> 00:25:23,315
I've nothing. There's nothing here.

322
00:25:49,257 --> 00:25:51,634
I'm going to be in Paris for a while.

323
00:25:54,345 --> 00:25:55,430
Okay.

324
00:25:58,016 --> 00:25:59,601
See you soon.

325
00:26:14,657 --> 00:26:16,659
<i>"My dear Julie.</i>

326
00:26:16,743 --> 00:26:19,329
<i>Just a letter of thanks.</i>

327
00:26:19,412 --> 00:26:22,332
<i>You see, I've almost forgotten
what happened in December.</i>

328
00:26:23,917 --> 00:26:26,586
<i>I may have been born in 1980,</i>

329
00:26:26,669 --> 00:26:28,880
<i>and that was the year
I first fell in love.</i>

330
00:26:30,048 --> 00:26:32,133
<i>And I have wondered
if that were possible.</i>

331
00:26:33,968 --> 00:26:36,679
<i>I have gained so much
to thank you for.</i>

332
00:26:36,763 --> 00:26:40,308
<i>Inexpressible, though,
this thing of delight and trust.</i>

333
00:26:42,018 --> 00:26:44,854
<i>Most importantly and at the center</i>

334
00:26:44,938 --> 00:26:48,942
<i>is that I am mainly thanking you
for my love for you.</i>

335
00:26:50,026 --> 00:26:52,112
Ergo sum.

336
00:26:52,195 --> 00:26:55,448
<i>A grateful and loving Anthony."</i>

337
00:27:27,897 --> 00:27:29,524
Is this my book?

338
00:27:29,607 --> 00:27:32,610
- Oh, yeah. Sorry.
- You... you keep it.

339
00:27:35,989 --> 00:27:38,658
All right. Cheers.

340
00:27:40,201 --> 00:27:42,370
- All right.
- Do you want a hand?

341
00:27:42,453 --> 00:27:44,914
Yeah, I'd better get downstairs.
Jack's got the van, ain't he?

342
00:27:47,208 --> 00:27:49,794
I might torch this.

343
00:27:49,878 --> 00:27:52,380
- You give my love to Tracy.
- Yeah, I will.

344
00:27:52,463 --> 00:27:53,464
Yeah.

345
00:27:54,924 --> 00:27:57,260
- Love you, Frank.
- All right, mate. Love you, too.

346
00:27:57,343 --> 00:28:00,096
- Have fun.
- I will.

347
00:28:00,180 --> 00:28:02,265
See you on the flip side.

348
00:28:06,102 --> 00:28:07,770
- Ta-ta.
- Bye.

349
00:28:11,649 --> 00:28:17,614
The, uh... the thing that struck me about
the main character, Tony, in my story,

350
00:28:17,697 --> 00:28:23,578
is that he is being forced to rate,
to be raised, and to come to terms

351
00:28:23,661 --> 00:28:29,209
with the incredible struggles that
his family is going through at that time,

352
00:28:29,292 --> 00:28:32,837
and all his peers at school as well.

353
00:28:32,921 --> 00:28:37,175
And this very cruel,

354
00:28:37,258 --> 00:28:42,180
very raw, you know... um...

355
00:28:42,263 --> 00:28:45,308
Sorry, I'm not expressing
myself very well. Um...

356
00:28:46,309 --> 00:28:48,311
You know, being forced to come to terms

357
00:28:48,394 --> 00:28:51,564
with something so harsh
for someone that's so young.

358
00:28:52,565 --> 00:28:53,983
- Very vulnerable.
- Right.

359
00:28:54,067 --> 00:28:56,819
And yet, you're wanting to make a film

360
00:28:56,903 --> 00:29:00,782
about an experience
that's very different from yours.

361
00:29:00,865 --> 00:29:04,994
I mean, you could argue that really
it would be much better for you

362
00:29:05,078 --> 00:29:09,165
to work from your own experience,
particularly at an early stage.

363
00:29:09,249 --> 00:29:14,796
I mean, what makes you want to leave
your own experience so radically

364
00:29:14,879 --> 00:29:16,798
and enter into this very different world?

365
00:29:16,881 --> 00:29:18,967
I mean, it's suggested
that you almost have

366
00:29:19,050 --> 00:29:21,928
a kind of moral, sort of political aim?

367
00:29:22,011 --> 00:29:24,222
- I mean, can you just...
- Very moral, to me.

368
00:29:24,305 --> 00:29:25,985
Talk about that, perhaps, for a moment?

369
00:29:26,015 --> 00:29:27,225
Yes, uh...

370
00:29:27,308 --> 00:29:32,230
I feel as though I want
to not live my whole life

371
00:29:32,313 --> 00:29:37,402
in this very privileged part of the world
I come from,

372
00:29:37,485 --> 00:29:39,362
uh, part of the country.

373
00:29:39,445 --> 00:29:45,451
And I want to be really aware
about what's going on around me,

374
00:29:45,535 --> 00:29:51,207
with people, and community,
and politically as well.

375
00:29:51,291 --> 00:29:54,919
Um, I don't want to be
in that bubble my entire life.

376
00:30:03,678 --> 00:30:07,515
- Where's the wall?
- The wall is...

377
00:30:07,598 --> 00:30:10,935
The wall was. It is no more.

378
00:30:11,019 --> 00:30:13,771
- We dismantled it.
- Ah.

379
00:30:13,855 --> 00:30:15,940
There was a whole ceremony.
You missed it.

380
00:30:16,024 --> 00:30:19,944
- I'm sorry I missed that.
- We all felt very snubbed.

381
00:30:20,945 --> 00:30:23,990
- Is this for me?
- Mm-hmm.

382
00:30:24,073 --> 00:30:26,325
- Thank you.
- From Paris.

383
00:30:29,871 --> 00:30:31,205
Put it on.

384
00:31:55,873 --> 00:31:58,334
You're a dark horse, Julie.

385
00:32:05,508 --> 00:32:08,010
I love pale skin.

386
00:32:09,846 --> 00:32:11,931
Why? Why?

387
00:32:12,014 --> 00:32:15,643
'Cause everyone's getting a tan nowadays.

388
00:32:15,726 --> 00:32:18,229
- But I burn.
- Good.

389
00:32:20,690 --> 00:32:22,567
We'll keep you out the sun.

390
00:32:25,444 --> 00:32:27,113
I like freckles.

391
00:32:47,049 --> 00:32:50,970
- Did you hurt yourself?
- No, I don't know what that is.

392
00:32:52,680 --> 00:32:55,766
- It looks really sore.
- It is a bit sore.

393
00:32:57,518 --> 00:32:59,770
- Okay.
- What do you think I should do?

394
00:33:01,480 --> 00:33:02,857
I think you should...

395
00:33:04,942 --> 00:33:10,072
just leave it...
and let it go away.

396
00:34:07,713 --> 00:34:10,758
- I'm going out.
- Okay.

397
00:34:10,841 --> 00:34:12,593
I'll be back later.

398
00:34:12,677 --> 00:34:14,262
- See you later.
- What?

399
00:34:14,345 --> 00:34:15,846
See you later.

400
00:34:24,772 --> 00:34:27,275
Can you lend me a couple of quid?

401
00:34:27,358 --> 00:34:29,944
- Yeah, sure.
- Thank you.

402
00:34:32,571 --> 00:34:34,865
- How much?
- Uh...

403
00:34:36,909 --> 00:34:38,244
Six.

404
00:34:38,327 --> 00:34:40,329
Have you got ten?
Give me ten.

405
00:34:40,413 --> 00:34:44,917
Won't need ten, but, uh, just in case.

406
00:34:53,634 --> 00:34:55,928
- Bye.
- Bye.

407
00:35:21,579 --> 00:35:25,249
I thought we'd put Anthony down the end.
Be more comfortable.

408
00:35:26,250 --> 00:35:28,419
It's not that kind
of relationship anyway, is it?

409
00:35:31,797 --> 00:35:33,841
He's got his own bathroom, and...

410
00:35:36,093 --> 00:35:39,305
he'd be quite comfy there.

411
00:35:41,182 --> 00:35:43,434
Yes. That feels good.

412
00:35:45,728 --> 00:35:48,189
Rosie.

413
00:35:48,272 --> 00:35:52,818
Mummy, can I borrow
some money, please?

414
00:35:52,902 --> 00:35:55,696
- More money? Oh.
- Yes.

415
00:35:55,780 --> 00:35:57,780
It's just...
It's for college, you know.

416
00:35:57,823 --> 00:36:00,493
- It's for cameras and...
- It's not long since the last.

417
00:36:00,576 --> 00:36:02,370
- I know.
- Hmm.

418
00:36:02,453 --> 00:36:04,013
And I know I haven't
paid that back yet.

419
00:36:04,038 --> 00:36:08,209
- How much this time?
- Two hundred pounds.

420
00:36:08,292 --> 00:36:09,919
Oh, another one.

421
00:36:11,796 --> 00:36:14,590
- All right.
- It's just for equipment.

422
00:36:14,673 --> 00:36:17,301
- For film school, you know.
- Ah. Ah.

423
00:36:17,385 --> 00:36:20,179
- Are you keeping a tally?
- Yeah, of course.

424
00:36:20,262 --> 00:36:23,599
All right. All right, well, yeah.

425
00:36:23,682 --> 00:36:26,143
- I will pay you back.
- All right. All right.

426
00:36:32,608 --> 00:36:35,444
Rosie! Rose!

427
00:36:35,528 --> 00:36:38,656
Well, we didn't really mix
with King's much, but...

428
00:36:38,739 --> 00:36:41,659
I think all the colleges
kept themselves to themselves.

429
00:36:41,742 --> 00:36:43,011
In my day. They probably don't...

430
00:36:43,035 --> 00:36:45,475
- Didn't when you were there.
- Yeah, no, no. Absolutely, yes.

431
00:36:46,414 --> 00:36:49,708
I studied history of art
and then continued at the Courtauld.

432
00:36:49,792 --> 00:36:51,353
It was a funny time then,
'cause it was just

433
00:36:51,377 --> 00:36:53,462
- after the war, so...
- Uh-huh.

434
00:36:53,546 --> 00:36:56,382
I suppose it was
rather different in your day.

435
00:36:56,465 --> 00:36:57,633
Hmm... well, I don't know.

436
00:36:57,716 --> 00:36:59,069
I think we're off.
I think we're off.

437
00:36:59,093 --> 00:37:00,570
We're ready for lunch.
Come on through.

438
00:37:00,594 --> 00:37:02,847
- Hmm. Jolly good.
- Do come through.

439
00:37:02,930 --> 00:37:04,098
Julie, darling, can you just

440
00:37:04,181 --> 00:37:05,808
- come and help me?
- Yes.

441
00:37:07,268 --> 00:37:09,728
Starting on the wine, I suppose.

442
00:37:09,812 --> 00:37:13,524
Hopefully. Yep, I think we've
got a nice bottle of something there.

443
00:37:15,109 --> 00:37:17,319
- Through here?
- No, straight on. Straight ahead.

444
00:37:17,403 --> 00:37:19,196
Got to get over the barrier, though.

445
00:37:19,280 --> 00:37:21,907
It's a rather curious tradition
we have in this house.

446
00:37:21,991 --> 00:37:24,952
It's meant to keep the dogs out,
but actually it keeps people out.

447
00:37:32,334 --> 00:37:34,879
I think a lot of them are young men

448
00:37:34,962 --> 00:37:38,674
who were dragged from their beds
at the crack of dawn,

449
00:37:38,757 --> 00:37:43,554
with little or no hard evidence
to say that they were...

450
00:37:45,181 --> 00:37:50,144
what we would consider criminals.

451
00:37:51,854 --> 00:37:58,277
I don't think granting these men
political status is such a big deal.

452
00:37:58,360 --> 00:38:03,824
We don't know that
they're necessarily affiliated

453
00:38:03,908 --> 00:38:08,621
with the exact same organization
who put bombs under cars

454
00:38:08,704 --> 00:38:14,460
and shoot prison wardens while they're
going about their everyday lives.

455
00:38:14,543 --> 00:38:17,254
It's terribly complicated.

456
00:38:17,338 --> 00:38:21,091
Complicated? But we've got
to protect society, haven't we?

457
00:38:21,175 --> 00:38:24,595
But they're just as much part
of society as anybody else,

458
00:38:24,678 --> 00:38:26,263
that's what they would say.

459
00:38:26,347 --> 00:38:27,848
And, uh, do you...

460
00:38:27,932 --> 00:38:30,476
Well, I haven't set
any bombs recently. Have you?

461
00:38:30,559 --> 00:38:32,853
No, but you haven't
necessarily felt the need to,

462
00:38:32,937 --> 00:38:36,148
'cause you've felt that
you have a political voice.

463
00:38:36,232 --> 00:38:38,692
Mm-hmm.

464
00:38:38,776 --> 00:38:41,320
Or-or am I wrong about that?

465
00:38:42,905 --> 00:38:45,741
I think you're wrong, really,
if you don't mind my saying so.

466
00:38:45,824 --> 00:38:49,912
I think... I'm amazed to hear
you say this, but, um...

467
00:38:49,995 --> 00:38:52,248
- It's refreshing to hear this.
- I'm quite sure

468
00:38:52,331 --> 00:38:55,459
they're not all guilty as charged.

469
00:38:55,543 --> 00:38:59,088
But I'm sure the majority of them are.

470
00:38:59,171 --> 00:39:02,758
Some of them are proven guilty,
some are not. Um...

471
00:39:04,760 --> 00:39:08,097
But can we risk having bombs,
pipe bombs,

472
00:39:08,180 --> 00:39:12,351
all sorts of foul things that are going on
all over Northern Ireland?

473
00:39:12,434 --> 00:39:13,602
Can we allow that?

474
00:39:13,686 --> 00:39:15,563
- I'm not an apologist.
- Darling.

475
00:39:15,646 --> 00:39:17,457
And if we lock up a few
innocents in the process,

476
00:39:17,481 --> 00:39:19,942
well, that's part of it.

477
00:39:20,025 --> 00:39:22,236
- I'm not an apologist...
- No, thank you, darling.

478
00:39:23,612 --> 00:39:26,532
For violence on either side.

479
00:39:29,410 --> 00:39:30,911
And it is on both.

480
00:39:32,371 --> 00:39:36,125
And what, is that a foreign
office view, or is that your view?

481
00:39:36,208 --> 00:39:38,335
Probably not, no.
That's my view.

482
00:39:38,419 --> 00:39:40,522
That looks rather
like my cap you're wearing.

483
00:39:40,546 --> 00:39:42,673
- It is your cap.
- I thought it was.

484
00:39:42,756 --> 00:39:44,466
It looks better on me, I think.

485
00:39:44,550 --> 00:39:46,870
- Yeah. I want that back.
- You might lose that.

486
00:39:52,266 --> 00:39:53,601
Dogs all right.

487
00:40:30,179 --> 00:40:32,431
Rosie! Come!

488
00:40:33,682 --> 00:40:36,310
- Dora!
- Dora!

489
00:40:36,393 --> 00:40:38,395
Rosie! Come on!

490
00:40:44,902 --> 00:40:47,462
- My godfather gave it to me.
- Little swallow.

491
00:40:47,529 --> 00:40:49,031
- Yeah.
- It's charming.

492
00:40:49,114 --> 00:40:51,659
Thank you. I never... I never wear it.

493
00:40:52,785 --> 00:40:58,332
But it's time for it to...
Its first flight.

494
00:41:05,422 --> 00:41:08,842
- Yeah, it looks good there.
- Hmm? Okay.

495
00:41:15,933 --> 00:41:19,937
It's the ultimate form,
because it's maximum cinema.

496
00:41:20,020 --> 00:41:23,982
It's movement, music, energy, color.

497
00:41:25,150 --> 00:41:27,945
Everything that film should be.

498
00:41:28,028 --> 00:41:32,241
And there's never been a good
musical made in Britain, I don't think.

499
00:41:32,324 --> 00:41:34,952
I mean, there's been some Cliff Richard.

500
00:41:35,035 --> 00:41:36,245
- Mm-hmm.
- You know,

501
00:41:36,328 --> 00:41:39,081
"Knees Up Mother Brown,"
whatever, but, you know,

502
00:41:39,164 --> 00:41:43,001
for a country that has The Stones,
The Kinks, Small Faces,

503
00:41:43,085 --> 00:41:47,548
for there not to be
a good musical here is just...

504
00:41:47,631 --> 00:41:49,216
- It's almost impressive.
- Mm. I'd say.

505
00:41:50,217 --> 00:41:53,721
Julie met a load of
your old Raynham lot the other day.

506
00:41:53,804 --> 00:41:55,389
- Mm?
- Mm.

507
00:41:55,472 --> 00:41:58,308
Sounded rather
a humorless bunch.

508
00:41:58,392 --> 00:42:00,894
I don't know if you'd have
known any of them.

509
00:42:00,978 --> 00:42:04,022
Do you remember their names?

510
00:42:04,106 --> 00:42:06,150
No, I can't, I'm afraid.
I was so nervous.

511
00:42:06,233 --> 00:42:12,239
Well, it's only confidence
because the whole thing is a con.

512
00:42:12,322 --> 00:42:13,824
Hmm.

513
00:42:13,907 --> 00:42:17,161
And they're the biggest con artists
out there who are in film school.

514
00:42:17,244 --> 00:42:22,207
I just used it as a kind
of supply center, really.

515
00:42:22,291 --> 00:42:24,126
Are you glad you went at all?

516
00:42:24,209 --> 00:42:28,714
It's the cheapest
camera-hire place in the world.

517
00:42:28,797 --> 00:42:30,549
I mean, they don't lock
the store cupboard.

518
00:42:30,632 --> 00:42:34,470
You go in there, get the camera,

519
00:42:34,553 --> 00:42:37,723
and, you know, I made two features

520
00:42:37,806 --> 00:42:42,227
while I was there for, I mean, no money.

521
00:42:42,311 --> 00:42:43,979
They don't check the stock, really.

522
00:42:45,564 --> 00:42:47,691
Couple of trims. I mean, it's great.

523
00:42:47,775 --> 00:42:52,362
You have to listen to a lot of people
who think they know about film

524
00:42:52,446 --> 00:42:53,739
telling you how to make a film.

525
00:42:53,822 --> 00:42:58,076
It's like telling someone
how to breathe or how to think or...

526
00:42:59,077 --> 00:43:00,829
- Yeah.
- It's ridiculous.

527
00:43:00,913 --> 00:43:02,998
And there are no rules.

528
00:43:03,081 --> 00:43:05,167
I mean, you know
the Tolstoy definition of art?

529
00:43:05,250 --> 00:43:06,293
Mm.

530
00:43:08,879 --> 00:43:11,131
Well, you just have a feeling,

531
00:43:11,215 --> 00:43:13,926
and by means of external signs
you communicate it to someone else.

532
00:43:16,136 --> 00:43:18,013
That's it.

533
00:43:18,096 --> 00:43:20,891
So, no reason
to feel intimidated.

534
00:43:20,974 --> 00:43:24,770
I mean, unless you don't have feelings,
which doesn't seem to be the case.

535
00:43:24,853 --> 00:43:28,941
I don't see why
you would be intimidated.

536
00:43:29,024 --> 00:43:32,361
Well, people can feel intimidated.
I don't think that's...

537
00:43:32,444 --> 00:43:33,737
Yeah, I mean, they can, but...

538
00:43:33,821 --> 00:43:37,199
- Perfectly normal.
- Not of people who teach.

539
00:43:37,282 --> 00:43:39,722
This has got rather warm.
I'm gonna switch it round.

540
00:43:39,785 --> 00:43:41,328
"Those who can't."

541
00:43:41,411 --> 00:43:44,331
Can you swap the warm wine's
heat into this?

542
00:43:44,414 --> 00:43:47,209
- Shush.
- Thank you.

543
00:43:47,292 --> 00:43:49,753
Thank you for your advice.
It's really...

544
00:43:49,837 --> 00:43:51,713
- it's really helpful.
- Mm.

545
00:43:51,797 --> 00:43:54,967
- You don't seem druggie to me.
- No, I'm not. No, I'm not.

546
00:43:55,050 --> 00:43:56,468
- Interesting.
- Mm.

547
00:43:56,552 --> 00:44:00,055
So, I'm trying to work out...

548
00:44:01,890 --> 00:44:05,435
where you two tessellate here.

549
00:44:09,857 --> 00:44:14,486
- I'm not good with euphemism, so...
- Sorry, I don't understand.

550
00:44:15,696 --> 00:44:19,867
Okay, so habitual heroin user,

551
00:44:19,950 --> 00:44:22,286
trainee Rotarian...

552
00:44:23,662 --> 00:44:26,790
Which is a good look.
I mean it nicely.

553
00:44:28,542 --> 00:44:31,920
How? What? Why? When?

554
00:44:38,886 --> 00:44:40,429
Sorry, I don't...

555
00:44:42,389 --> 00:44:44,474
- You don't even dabble?
- No.

556
00:44:44,558 --> 00:44:47,477
Okay. I mean, I don't.

557
00:44:47,561 --> 00:44:50,522
I feel it's very mainstream behavior.
I've said to him...

558
00:44:53,358 --> 00:44:55,068
It's mainstream.

559
00:44:56,737 --> 00:44:58,280
I actually think, you know...

560
00:44:59,448 --> 00:45:01,700
I mean, it was fine in the '40s, but...

561
00:45:02,701 --> 00:45:05,162
- All okay?
- Great.

562
00:45:05,245 --> 00:45:08,373
We are having a charming time.

563
00:45:08,457 --> 00:45:11,126
- Good.
- I say.

564
00:45:12,461 --> 00:45:14,004
If only you could top up these olives,

565
00:45:14,087 --> 00:45:17,591
I think we might be able to
get through the rest of the meal.

566
00:45:51,541 --> 00:45:55,545
This is a scene... a rehearsal scene.

567
00:45:55,629 --> 00:46:00,092
This is the first rehearsal he had
with this bunch of young musicians

568
00:46:00,175 --> 00:46:04,846
that he was going to create
a new band with.

569
00:46:07,057 --> 00:46:10,852
And there he is. He's quite old.

570
00:46:10,936 --> 00:46:13,814
You can see that they look a bit nervous,
a bit like you, I think.

571
00:46:16,525 --> 00:46:21,238
Listening to the master
tell them the facts of life.

572
00:46:21,321 --> 00:46:24,157
And also saying...

573
00:46:25,617 --> 00:46:29,287
how much it mattered to him,
playing this music.

574
00:46:30,288 --> 00:46:36,878
So it's very parallel, in my mind, to what
you are beginning to go through now.

575
00:47:05,323 --> 00:47:07,576
Their son's getting married,

576
00:47:08,702 --> 00:47:12,664
and they can't decide whether
they like the girl or not.

577
00:47:13,665 --> 00:47:15,167
Mm.

578
00:47:15,250 --> 00:47:19,004
- And he's a doctor.
- Mm-hmm.

579
00:47:19,087 --> 00:47:20,547
'Cause he's got good hands.

580
00:47:26,887 --> 00:47:29,347
And she's a schoolteacher.

581
00:47:32,976 --> 00:47:35,270
Does she have secrets?

582
00:47:35,353 --> 00:47:38,023
- Of course she does.
- Of course.

583
00:47:39,483 --> 00:47:40,484
Does he?

584
00:47:42,194 --> 00:47:43,195
No.

585
00:47:44,488 --> 00:47:45,655
Oh.

586
00:47:54,915 --> 00:47:56,708
How would you feel
about going to Venice?

587
00:47:57,709 --> 00:48:00,378
- Venice?
- Mm-hmm.

588
00:48:00,462 --> 00:48:01,922
I'd love to go.

589
00:48:02,005 --> 00:48:04,007
- I would love that.
- Good.

590
00:48:04,091 --> 00:48:06,301
- Thank you.
- Thank you.

591
00:48:09,679 --> 00:48:11,389
Have you been before?

592
00:48:11,473 --> 00:48:13,433
Yes. Three times.

593
00:48:13,517 --> 00:48:15,435
- Three times?
- Once in summer.

594
00:48:15,519 --> 00:48:18,563
- Twice in winter.
- Mm-hmm.

595
00:48:18,647 --> 00:48:21,650
Why did you go?
Did you go by yourself?

596
00:48:21,733 --> 00:48:25,737
Uh, no, I went with, uh, Desiree.

597
00:48:28,240 --> 00:48:30,992
She went mad with jealousy
and jumped in a canal.

598
00:48:33,870 --> 00:48:35,080
Never saw her again.

599
00:48:36,081 --> 00:48:39,793
At least, that was
what her suicide note implied.

600
00:48:39,876 --> 00:48:42,045
I think she ran off with a gondolier.

601
00:48:43,130 --> 00:48:44,923
No wonder.

602
00:48:49,928 --> 00:48:51,721
So, three girlfriends.

603
00:48:52,806 --> 00:48:55,559
- Yes, all called Desiree.
- Mm-hmm.

604
00:48:55,642 --> 00:48:57,018
Strange, that.

605
00:48:59,938 --> 00:49:01,982
What were their names?

606
00:49:02,065 --> 00:49:03,233
Miriam.

607
00:49:05,318 --> 00:49:06,444
Caroline.

608
00:49:07,779 --> 00:49:09,156
And Angela.

609
00:49:09,239 --> 00:49:11,366
- Angela.
- Mm.

610
00:49:12,534 --> 00:49:15,996
- Angela sang jazz.
- They sound unbearable.

611
00:49:20,333 --> 00:49:26,089
I suppose they were frightfully beautiful,
and lots of fun and rode horses.

612
00:49:26,173 --> 00:49:28,550
If you don't want to know...

613
00:49:28,633 --> 00:49:32,304
- I do want to know. I do want to know.
- Then don't ask.

614
00:49:32,387 --> 00:49:34,055
Did Miriam play the cello?

615
00:49:35,557 --> 00:49:36,766
No.

616
00:49:37,767 --> 00:49:41,438
- The violin.
- No, she wasn't at all musical.

617
00:49:44,274 --> 00:49:46,651
She wasn't even pretty, actually.

618
00:49:46,735 --> 00:49:48,612
That's not true.

619
00:49:48,695 --> 00:49:50,280
Well, she had other qualities.

620
00:49:53,575 --> 00:49:54,910
Like what?

621
00:49:56,161 --> 00:49:57,746
Darling, I can't tell you in here.

622
00:49:57,829 --> 00:50:01,499
Thank you. Excuse me?

623
00:50:03,001 --> 00:50:05,128
I'm just playing, Julie.

624
00:50:06,713 --> 00:50:08,340
Stop torturing yourself.

625
00:50:08,423 --> 00:50:11,092
- I'm not tort...
- Stop inviting me to torture you.

626
00:50:13,595 --> 00:50:14,596
Ugh!

627
00:50:15,597 --> 00:50:17,098
- Ugh!
- Ugh!

628
00:50:17,182 --> 00:50:20,227
That's exactly how you make me feel
when you're being like this.

629
00:50:22,312 --> 00:50:24,564
Thank you.

630
00:51:05,188 --> 00:51:07,774
That is so beautiful.

631
00:51:37,220 --> 00:51:38,555
I'm not trying that.

632
00:51:38,638 --> 00:51:41,850
No, it's way too... it's too adventurous.

633
00:51:49,691 --> 00:51:50,942
Are you packed?

634
00:51:52,694 --> 00:51:54,112
'Course.

635
00:51:58,825 --> 00:52:01,995
Liver? I'm not eating... I'm not...

636
00:52:03,371 --> 00:52:05,457
No, I'm not interested.

637
00:52:09,127 --> 00:52:12,839
No. No, no.
I'm gonna stick with pasta.

638
00:52:12,922 --> 00:52:15,300
Nice, normal pasta.

639
00:52:16,384 --> 00:52:17,719
Mm, 'course.

640
00:52:18,720 --> 00:52:22,640
Okay, well, um...
Yeah, I'll see you later.

641
00:52:23,767 --> 00:52:25,560
I... yeah, I can't wait.

642
00:52:25,727 --> 00:52:28,480
Hitchcock knew this.
I mean, he would change tack.

643
00:52:28,563 --> 00:52:32,817
I mean, if <i>Psycho,</i> you know,
the scene in-in <i>Psycho,</i> the shower scene,

644
00:52:32,901 --> 00:52:34,128
- is very much fragments...
- Yeah.

645
00:52:34,152 --> 00:52:38,239
Very much withholding. But then
elsewhere, he's quite conventional.

646
00:52:38,323 --> 00:52:41,242
So he knows when
to make those adjustments.

647
00:52:41,326 --> 00:52:43,745
Uh, because it is
a process, a growth,

648
00:52:43,828 --> 00:52:48,291
a building of our sensibilities
and our perceptions,

649
00:52:48,375 --> 00:52:50,210
and we've got to realize
that sometimes

650
00:52:50,293 --> 00:52:54,255
we have to change our approach
as the journey unfolds.

651
00:52:54,339 --> 00:52:57,926
This scene could be related
to that scene in-in <i>Psycho.</i>

652
00:52:58,009 --> 00:53:00,845
So you don't see the stab wounds.
So you don't see the pain.

653
00:53:00,929 --> 00:53:03,098
- Mm.
- You just hear it.

654
00:53:03,181 --> 00:53:04,742
You know, you hear
the scream of the woman.

655
00:53:04,766 --> 00:53:05,951
- Yeah.
- You hear the conflict.

656
00:53:05,975 --> 00:53:08,144
- Yeah.
- So it's... could be quite like that.

657
00:53:08,228 --> 00:53:10,915
Yes, of course. And, of course,
as, I think, you know, the books tell us,

658
00:53:10,939 --> 00:53:12,208
- we never do see anything...
- Mm.

659
00:53:12,232 --> 00:53:13,876
- In that shower scene.
- No, you don't see.

660
00:53:13,900 --> 00:53:15,610
Although we have all the...

661
00:53:15,693 --> 00:53:18,655
What appear to be all the bits and pieces
that we need for the murder,

662
00:53:18,738 --> 00:53:20,990
but then nothing ever happens,
all we see is the knife.

663
00:53:21,074 --> 00:53:24,452
- You just see the knife.
- The knife and the showerhead.

664
00:53:24,536 --> 00:53:29,082
And in this case, possibly, the conflict,
the noise of the argument, is the weapon.

665
00:53:29,165 --> 00:53:31,501
- Yes.
- You see the end result,

666
00:53:31,584 --> 00:53:34,963
which could be, in <i>Psycho,</i>
her dead body,

667
00:53:35,046 --> 00:53:39,717
and then, in this case,
the two broken siblings at the end.

668
00:54:00,822 --> 00:54:02,490
They've taken everything.

669
00:54:53,291 --> 00:54:55,835
I'm gonna call the police.

670
00:55:16,397 --> 00:55:19,275
Argh! God.

671
00:55:21,402 --> 00:55:22,403
Fuck!

672
00:55:28,952 --> 00:55:31,454
I shouldn't have fucking done that.

673
00:56:58,916 --> 00:57:01,419
- Thank you.
- You're welcome.

674
00:57:19,979 --> 00:57:22,440
Thank you.

675
00:58:26,421 --> 00:58:28,923
Please tell me what I've done.

676
00:58:32,552 --> 00:58:34,137
Please, because...

677
00:58:37,473 --> 00:58:39,976
This is punishing...

678
00:58:41,561 --> 00:58:44,439
seeing you like this
and then not knowing why.

679
01:00:26,833 --> 01:00:30,294
I can't go into all this.
It was an emergency.

680
01:00:35,007 --> 01:00:37,927
- What fucking emergency?
- If I hadn't done that on that day,

681
01:00:38,010 --> 01:00:39,971
I wouldn't be here now. I...

682
01:00:40,054 --> 01:00:44,141
- That's all I can tell you.
- What's that supposed to mean?

683
01:00:44,225 --> 01:00:46,394
You can't say stuff like that
and then not...

684
01:00:46,477 --> 01:00:49,272
I appreciate that there are
some things you can't tell me.

685
01:00:49,355 --> 01:00:51,941
Well, you know, I appreciate
there's things about me

686
01:00:52,024 --> 01:00:53,442
that you find unacceptable.

687
01:00:53,526 --> 01:00:55,570
There's things about you
I find unacceptable.

688
01:00:55,653 --> 01:00:58,573
There's things about this conversation
I find unacceptable.

689
01:00:58,656 --> 01:01:00,801
- The fact that you're a thief.
- We're gonna have to meet somewhere.

690
01:01:00,825 --> 01:01:05,121
Anthony, you stole my stuff.
You stole my things.

691
01:01:05,204 --> 01:01:07,498
Do you understand?
Do you understand that?

692
01:01:08,499 --> 01:01:10,185
Do you understand
how that would make me feel?

693
01:01:10,209 --> 01:01:11,961
I didn't think you'd...

694
01:01:12,044 --> 01:01:15,423
You wouldn't think I...
You didn't think I would mind?

695
01:01:15,506 --> 01:01:17,925
- Is that what you're saying?
- No. No.

696
01:01:20,636 --> 01:01:23,472
I knew you'd mind.
That's why I didn't tell you.

697
01:01:25,057 --> 01:01:29,353
I do what I do so that you can have
the life you're having

698
01:01:29,437 --> 01:01:31,147
and sleep safe at night,

699
01:01:31,230 --> 01:01:36,068
and there's not a fucking
car bomb on King's Road.

700
01:01:38,279 --> 01:01:40,281
Let's laugh about it. Why not?

701
01:01:42,033 --> 01:01:45,328
I can't... I can't believe you.

702
01:01:47,663 --> 01:01:49,874
Well, if you can't believe me,

703
01:01:49,957 --> 01:01:53,753
why don't you take some time
to get your head around it?

704
01:01:53,836 --> 01:01:57,965
Because I've got nothing more to tell you,
I've got nothing more to explain,

705
01:01:58,049 --> 01:02:00,551
and I've got nothing more
to offer to this.

706
01:02:14,190 --> 01:02:15,483
I'm sorry. I...

707
01:02:17,735 --> 01:02:20,404
I understand. I get why you didn't...

708
01:02:21,489 --> 01:02:24,659
There are some things

709
01:02:24,742 --> 01:02:29,580
you need to... you need to not tell me,
and I understand that.

710
01:02:30,665 --> 01:02:32,792
- Thank you.
- So I'm sorry.

711
01:02:32,875 --> 01:02:36,170
I don't wanna give you a hard time.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

712
01:02:41,759 --> 01:02:44,029
<i>At the siege
of the Libyan People's Bureau</i>

713
01:02:44,053 --> 01:02:45,596
<i>in the West End of London,</i>

714
01:02:45,680 --> 01:02:48,140
<i>hundreds of armed police have
been on the alert all night,</i>

715
01:02:48,224 --> 01:02:51,310
<i>with marksmen surrounding the building
in St James's Square.</i>

716
01:02:51,394 --> 01:02:53,646
<i>Other police officers
have installed equipment</i>

717
01:02:53,729 --> 01:02:55,815
<i>to monitor movements inside the bureau</i>

718
01:02:55,898 --> 01:02:58,859
<i>and contact has been
established with those inside.</i>

719
01:02:58,943 --> 01:03:02,446
<i>The whole area around the square
has been sealed off.</i>

720
01:03:02,530 --> 01:03:04,758
<i>From here they looked
like plans of the layout</i>

721
01:03:04,782 --> 01:03:06,492
<i>of the embassy building.</i>

722
01:03:06,575 --> 01:03:08,619
<i>In this, the dreaded
first hour of the siege,</i>

723
01:03:08,703 --> 01:03:10,871
<i>the talks are going on to try to end it.</i>

724
01:03:10,955 --> 01:03:13,457
<i>And on the rooftops
of the buildings above me,</i>

725
01:03:13,541 --> 01:03:15,793
<i>police marksmen are trained
on the embassy.</i>

726
01:03:19,130 --> 01:03:21,465
<i>I understand one option
open to them though</i>

727
01:03:21,549 --> 01:03:24,051
<i>is to offer the Libyans
safe passage to Heathrow...</i>

728
01:03:35,146 --> 01:03:38,774
- This is for work?
- This is for the work, yes.

729
01:03:45,823 --> 01:03:50,411
Have you read the notice that I put up
yesterday about the musicians' union,

730
01:03:50,494 --> 01:03:51,722
the agreement we've just reached?

731
01:03:51,746 --> 01:03:53,789
- No, no, I haven't.
- No. You should read it.

732
01:03:53,873 --> 01:03:55,791
- Mm-hmm.
- It's important.

733
01:03:55,875 --> 01:03:57,877
I mean, it's good for us
to reach an agreement.

734
01:03:57,960 --> 01:04:00,838
They're a tricky bunch.
But, you know, here we are,

735
01:04:00,921 --> 01:04:04,050
- twenty-five pounds per musician...
- Mm-hmm.

736
01:04:04,133 --> 01:04:06,594
For a three-hour session.

737
01:04:06,677 --> 01:04:07,928
If you're using an orchestra,

738
01:04:08,012 --> 01:04:10,639
you're gonna run through your budget
very quickly indeed.

739
01:04:10,723 --> 01:04:12,224
We'll need to talk about the budget.

740
01:04:12,308 --> 01:04:15,186
We need to think about budgets
at this school.

741
01:04:15,269 --> 01:04:18,272
We're not just loaning equipment out

742
01:04:18,355 --> 01:04:20,858
- on the willy-nilly. Um...
- Mm-hmm.

743
01:04:23,778 --> 01:04:27,007
It's quite irregular, really, to be coming
and talking about a project and equipment

744
01:04:27,031 --> 01:04:28,592
when you haven't even
thought about the budget,

745
01:04:28,616 --> 01:04:30,701
but then I don't suppose
you really have to think

746
01:04:30,785 --> 01:04:32,703
about budget
in Knightsbridge, do you?

747
01:04:34,038 --> 01:04:35,748
How are you getting on?

748
01:04:38,125 --> 01:04:39,561
I'm going out
for an hour or two.

749
01:04:39,585 --> 01:04:42,129
- Can you lend me a tenner?
- Yeah.

750
01:04:49,178 --> 01:04:51,055
- You staying here?
- Mm-hmm.

751
01:04:51,138 --> 01:04:52,306
See you later.

752
01:05:21,585 --> 01:05:23,587
Does all this make sense?

753
01:05:23,671 --> 01:05:26,549
Mm-hmm. Yeah.

754
01:05:27,550 --> 01:05:31,137
- Nothing looks unclear?
- Don't think so.

755
01:05:41,063 --> 01:05:43,232
I think get her to do that for real.

756
01:05:43,315 --> 01:05:45,943
I mean, tangle her up if necessary.

757
01:05:46,944 --> 01:05:48,487
Okay.

758
01:05:48,571 --> 01:05:51,115
- You don't want it to look stagey...
- Mm-hmm.

759
01:05:51,198 --> 01:05:54,285
Because the whole thing is,

760
01:05:54,368 --> 01:05:57,955
you know, stagey in intention.

761
01:06:02,918 --> 01:06:07,339
- Did you score today?
- No. Don't ask me that.

762
01:06:09,133 --> 01:06:10,301
No.

763
01:06:12,052 --> 01:06:14,805
'Cause I feel like
you're on something right now.

764
01:06:14,889 --> 01:06:15,931
Well...

765
01:06:18,475 --> 01:06:20,311
I'm not.

766
01:06:20,394 --> 01:06:22,229
- Well, I think you are.
- Well, I'm not.

767
01:06:22,313 --> 01:06:23,689
Because you're not yourself.

768
01:06:31,030 --> 01:06:33,199
What?

769
01:06:33,282 --> 01:06:35,868
- Well, I mean...
- Don't...

770
01:06:35,951 --> 01:06:38,412
Don't lie, Anthony.
I know that you're...

771
01:06:38,495 --> 01:06:44,793
I know you have a received version of who
I am supposed to be at any one time.

772
01:06:44,877 --> 01:06:47,671
- I don't... that's not...
- But nobody has...

773
01:06:47,755 --> 01:06:49,882
You know? I have...

774
01:06:50,883 --> 01:06:52,468
You more than anyone should understand

775
01:06:52,551 --> 01:06:56,931
that people go through different emotions
at different times of the day,

776
01:06:57,014 --> 01:07:00,059
and feel different things
and behave in different ways.

777
01:07:00,142 --> 01:07:01,769
I know that, but I know you,

778
01:07:01,852 --> 01:07:06,065
and I know this is not
what you're like sometimes.

779
01:07:06,148 --> 01:07:08,909
I think you're nervous, and I think you're
trying to distract yourself

780
01:07:08,943 --> 01:07:13,447
from your fear of the task ahead,

781
01:07:13,530 --> 01:07:18,369
and I think you just need to relax
and make sure you're prepared...

782
01:07:18,452 --> 01:07:22,539
I am prepared. I am.
This is... this is preparing.

783
01:07:22,873 --> 01:07:24,291
Julie, what am I doing with this?

784
01:07:24,375 --> 01:07:29,588
Um, just kind of...
do a little, um...

785
01:07:29,672 --> 01:07:31,924
- You okay?
- Yep, yep. Um...

786
01:07:33,092 --> 01:07:34,736
Well, I mean, it's not in shot.

787
01:07:34,760 --> 01:07:36,512
Why's she doing anything with it?

788
01:07:36,595 --> 01:07:39,890
- We're filming the hair.
- Oh, yeah, okay. Um...

789
01:07:39,974 --> 01:07:43,227
Yeah, let's just put it on the table
so you don't have to hold it.

790
01:07:43,310 --> 01:07:44,311
True.

791
01:07:46,772 --> 01:07:49,191
Okay, let's bring
this round a bit

792
01:07:49,275 --> 01:07:51,068
so it's a bit more profile-y. Sorry?

793
01:07:51,151 --> 01:07:53,338
- Can't pull it any further round.
- No, no, the other way.

794
01:07:53,362 --> 01:07:54,697
To the left. Lamp left.

795
01:07:57,199 --> 01:07:59,219
I've just put
these clips in, just to hold.

796
01:07:59,243 --> 01:08:00,828
Perfect. Perfect, yep, yep.

797
01:08:00,911 --> 01:08:03,998
Hopefully when we're ready to go here,
I can hopefully...

798
01:08:04,081 --> 01:08:07,501
- Mm-hmm. Yeah.
- And have a tighter curl.

799
01:08:07,584 --> 01:08:10,087
- Okay.
- Hold on.

800
01:08:14,633 --> 01:08:17,845
This is sort of all right.

801
01:08:17,928 --> 01:08:19,221
No, it's great.

802
01:08:21,432 --> 01:08:22,850
- Ooh, sorry.
- For fuck's sake.

803
01:08:22,933 --> 01:08:24,226
Sorry, sorry.

804
01:08:26,228 --> 01:08:28,105
Just be careful.

805
01:08:28,188 --> 01:08:31,025
It's okay for a few more takes.

806
01:08:31,108 --> 01:08:35,321
Yeah, yeah, we only need another,
I mean, another one or two takes.

807
01:08:35,404 --> 01:08:39,742
Do you think? How many takes
do you think we'll do?

808
01:08:39,825 --> 01:08:41,386
Well,
how long is a piece of string?

809
01:08:41,410 --> 01:08:43,996
- We shoot till we've got it, right?
- Okay, yeah.

810
01:08:44,079 --> 01:08:46,123
But we will need to reset
if that's the case.

811
01:08:46,206 --> 01:08:49,126
Yeah, okay, we'll make sure
that it's... it will stay.

812
01:08:49,209 --> 01:08:50,544
- Yeah.
- You know.

813
01:08:52,254 --> 01:08:53,672
Are you all right?

814
01:08:56,091 --> 01:08:58,844
No, I just, I just, um...

815
01:08:58,927 --> 01:09:00,679
I'm just longing to be home.

816
01:09:02,139 --> 01:09:03,515
Mm.

817
01:09:12,149 --> 01:09:14,651
Do you want me to come back?

818
01:09:22,701 --> 01:09:25,329
Okay. Well, I'll see you later.

819
01:09:26,997 --> 01:09:28,499
Okay, bye-bye.

820
01:10:38,485 --> 01:10:39,486
<i>My dear Julie.</i>

821
01:10:39,570 --> 01:10:42,698
<i>The vile beast knows itself,
and miserable he is with it.</i>

822
01:10:43,949 --> 01:10:46,743
<i>It is you who has power over the beast.</i>

823
01:10:46,827 --> 01:10:51,999
<i>To cheer, to encourage,
to reprimand, to forgive.</i>

824
01:10:53,500 --> 01:10:57,171
<i>He loves you so, and you are
invested with great power.</i>

825
01:10:57,254 --> 01:10:59,798
<i>Use it wisely, and with mercy.</i>

826
01:11:01,216 --> 01:11:05,762
<i>Your words means much to him, and that
shall gradually become clear to you.</i>

827
01:11:07,389 --> 01:11:12,102
<i>He has never laid open himself before,
and he could love you for that alone.</i>

828
01:11:14,146 --> 01:11:18,775
<i>Trust in yourself
and try and see clearly,</i>

829
01:11:18,859 --> 01:11:21,987
<i>and a small passing cloud
will not appear to another's lie.</i>

830
01:11:23,280 --> 01:11:26,408
There wasn't really anything
that I didn't do.

831
01:11:26,492 --> 01:11:28,368
Um, I ended up in a coma,

832
01:11:28,452 --> 01:11:31,205
I had seizures, I had overdoses.

833
01:11:32,414 --> 01:11:34,458
I'm an only child, and my parents,

834
01:11:34,541 --> 01:11:36,084
what that was like for them...

835
01:11:37,252 --> 01:11:40,797
and yet they never
gave up on me, you know.

836
01:11:40,881 --> 01:11:45,427
Um, in fact,
my father blackmailed me.

837
01:11:45,511 --> 01:11:48,764
He said to me one time, he said,

838
01:11:48,847 --> 01:11:52,351
"I'll give you this Physeptone
if you just call this number."

839
01:11:52,434 --> 01:11:54,770
And that was the helpline.

840
01:11:54,853 --> 01:11:58,398
And, of course, I made the call.

841
01:11:58,482 --> 01:12:01,652
And I came to meetings,
went out again, as I said...

842
01:12:04,613 --> 01:12:07,366
Until finally, I'd just had it,

843
01:12:07,449 --> 01:12:09,326
I'd just absolutely had it.

844
01:12:09,409 --> 01:12:11,245
My body wouldn't take it anymore.

845
01:12:12,246 --> 01:12:15,749
And I've ended up in police stations,

846
01:12:15,832 --> 01:12:19,628
in cells, in mental hospitals,

847
01:12:19,711 --> 01:12:23,549
straitjacketed,
screaming, psychosis.

848
01:12:25,092 --> 01:12:29,680
None of it good, you know,
all for that feeling of the drug,

849
01:12:29,763 --> 01:12:32,891
which sometimes, even in recovery,
you know, I get feelings and things,

850
01:12:32,975 --> 01:12:35,227
and I think, "Oh, Jesus,
I just need a hit."

851
01:12:36,687 --> 01:12:40,357
Uh... but not today. Just for today.

852
01:15:02,624 --> 01:15:03,935
<i>Police spent the night</i>

853
01:15:03,959 --> 01:15:07,087
<i>carrying out a painstaking search
of the scene of the explosion,</i>

854
01:15:07,170 --> 01:15:09,381
<i>fearing there could be other devices.</i>

855
01:15:09,464 --> 01:15:12,092
<i>This morning,
the area is still sealed off.</i>

856
01:15:12,175 --> 01:15:17,139
<i>Ten to 15 pounds of explosives had been
planted in a car outside the store.</i>

857
01:16:04,436 --> 01:16:06,316
Okay,
I'm just gonna check the frame.

858
01:16:06,396 --> 01:16:07,439
Yeah, of course.

859
01:16:09,900 --> 01:16:10,901
Mate.

860
01:16:12,486 --> 01:16:15,781
Are you all right? Do you want a...
Do you want a jacket?

861
01:16:15,864 --> 01:16:17,365
I'm okay. Thank you.

862
01:16:17,449 --> 01:16:22,287
- What's going on?
- I don't know. I think I've got flu.

863
01:16:22,370 --> 01:16:24,122
- Are you hungover?
- Oh.

864
01:16:24,206 --> 01:16:25,665
- No.
- You look it.

865
01:16:25,749 --> 01:16:29,377
You look like you've been,
like, out smashing it.

866
01:16:29,461 --> 01:16:31,880
I don't know what... what's going on.

867
01:16:31,963 --> 01:16:33,924
- But I'm fine. I'm okay.
- No, you're not.

868
01:16:34,007 --> 01:16:35,651
I was literally watching you
through that whole take.

869
01:16:35,675 --> 01:16:36,819
You looked like
you were about to pass out.

870
01:16:36,843 --> 01:16:39,971
No, I'm okay. I'm fine. I'm just...
I'm just doing that.

871
01:16:40,055 --> 01:16:43,600
Don't be polite about it. If you're
unwell, just go home.

872
01:16:43,683 --> 01:16:46,478
- D'you know what I mean?
- I'm... I'm fine. I'm okay.

873
01:16:48,688 --> 01:16:49,689
Anthony?

874
01:16:50,899 --> 01:16:52,609
- Hello?
- Hello?

875
01:16:52,692 --> 01:16:54,694
- I'm sorry, love.
- Who are you?

876
01:16:54,778 --> 01:16:57,364
- You must be Anthony's...
- Sorry, you need to leave.

877
01:16:57,447 --> 01:16:59,324
Sorry, you need to leave. Please go.

878
01:16:59,407 --> 01:17:00,718
No, please...

879
01:17:00,742 --> 01:17:02,502
No, I'm not gonna hurt you.
Just Anthony's...

880
01:17:02,577 --> 01:17:04,830
Please, please leave.
No, no, you need to go.

881
01:17:04,913 --> 01:17:06,182
- You need to leave right now.
- I'm sorry, yeah?

882
01:17:06,206 --> 01:17:08,959
No. You need to leave.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

883
01:17:09,042 --> 01:17:10,877
- Okay.
- It's okay. I'm sorry.

884
01:17:17,467 --> 01:17:19,052
Forgot my coat.

885
01:17:22,097 --> 01:17:23,390
Hello?

886
01:17:27,018 --> 01:17:28,436
Sorry.

887
01:17:32,691 --> 01:17:34,317
How do I know when I...

888
01:17:34,401 --> 01:17:36,736
When I get the money,
I'll pay you back.

889
01:17:36,820 --> 01:17:39,155
But I...

890
01:17:39,239 --> 01:17:43,577
Well, you know, I wouldn't ask
unless I really needed it, you know.

891
01:17:50,166 --> 01:17:52,794
No, I'm not being extravagant.
I'm using...

892
01:17:52,878 --> 01:17:54,963
you know, I need
this equipment for school.

893
01:17:57,257 --> 01:18:00,844
It's cameras and film and...
Hmm.

894
01:18:04,973 --> 01:18:06,892
I will pay you back.

895
01:18:14,816 --> 01:18:17,903
I mean, definitely you can catch
infections from other people.

896
01:18:17,986 --> 01:18:22,282
Um, when people breathe, they can transmit
particles of an infection,

897
01:18:22,365 --> 01:18:25,076
uh, but sometimes, you can also get
infections from other means,

898
01:18:25,160 --> 01:18:29,497
by, for example,
um, personal contacts.

899
01:18:30,916 --> 01:18:32,685
Anything you wanna tell me
that you haven't told me

900
01:18:32,709 --> 01:18:34,502
about what's happening so far?

901
01:18:37,881 --> 01:18:41,259
Um...
No, I think... I think I'm...

902
01:18:41,343 --> 01:18:44,262
I think I feel
better now I've seen you.

903
01:18:45,472 --> 01:18:48,558
- Okay, nice to see you again.
- Thank you. Nice to see you.

904
01:18:48,642 --> 01:18:52,646
Okay, I'd better run. And, um, I hope
you get better soon.

905
01:18:52,729 --> 01:18:54,230
- Okay. Bye-bye.
- Thank you.

906
01:20:02,048 --> 01:20:04,884
Hello?

907
01:20:04,968 --> 01:20:06,803
Hi, Barbara. How are you?

908
01:20:10,140 --> 01:20:13,601
I'm fine, thank you.
Are you all right?

909
01:20:27,741 --> 01:20:31,036
No, no, it's fine. Thank you
for phoning. I, um...

910
01:20:32,037 --> 01:20:34,539
Why-why was he arrested?

911
01:21:29,594 --> 01:21:31,679
Please go away.

912
01:21:57,122 --> 01:22:00,750
I guess I just haven't found,
like, a specific voice.

913
01:22:00,834 --> 01:22:02,836
D'you know what I mean?
I don't know how to...

914
01:22:02,919 --> 01:22:04,838
- Hmm.
- I don't know how to articulate

915
01:22:04,921 --> 01:22:08,049
what I'm... what I want
to create yet, I think.

916
01:22:09,425 --> 01:22:11,511
- Can I ask you a question?
- Mm-hmm.

917
01:22:13,388 --> 01:22:15,849
Okay, it's a bit of a weird one.

918
01:22:15,932 --> 01:22:20,186
But this past six months and a bit,

919
01:22:20,270 --> 01:22:24,399
like, I haven't seen you
around in school very much.

920
01:22:26,317 --> 01:22:29,779
Um... can I ask why?

921
01:22:33,908 --> 01:22:35,034
I...

922
01:22:38,746 --> 01:22:43,668
I was in a really difficult
relationship with somebody...

923
01:22:43,751 --> 01:22:46,588
- Mm-hmm.
- And I found it difficult

924
01:22:46,671 --> 01:22:50,049
to juggle that and film school.

925
01:22:51,050 --> 01:22:53,636
And it just didn't...

926
01:22:53,720 --> 01:22:56,848
it didn't leave me much time
for myself and my interests,

927
01:22:56,931 --> 01:23:00,393
so I just didn't really...

928
01:23:00,476 --> 01:23:03,062
- Okay.
- Have time. But...

929
01:23:03,146 --> 01:23:05,190
I'm-I'm... I'm better now, so...

930
01:23:05,273 --> 01:23:06,733
- Yeah?
- A big yeah.

931
01:23:06,900 --> 01:23:08,919
I mean,
you've changed quite a lot

932
01:23:08,943 --> 01:23:11,905
since you came, haven't you,
in your intentions?

933
01:23:11,988 --> 01:23:14,240
- Mm. Mm.
- And, uh, that's okay.

934
01:23:14,324 --> 01:23:18,912
I mean, people are supposed
to grow in this process.

935
01:23:18,995 --> 01:23:21,080
But how is that working out for you?

936
01:23:23,625 --> 01:23:27,337
It's very, very...

937
01:23:28,880 --> 01:23:31,132
complicated and, um,

938
01:23:31,216 --> 01:23:33,718
difficult sometimes, but it's...

939
01:23:35,011 --> 01:23:37,847
you know, it has its ups and downs.

940
01:23:38,932 --> 01:23:40,808
- But it's working?
- Mm, yeah.

941
01:23:40,892 --> 01:23:42,810
- It is?
- Mm-hmm. Mm.

942
01:23:42,894 --> 01:23:44,562
Good, because, I mean, the big...

943
01:23:45,813 --> 01:23:50,109
I think I said this when
you arrived at some point,

944
01:23:50,193 --> 01:23:53,404
and I'm sure other people have said
the same kind of thing,

945
01:23:53,488 --> 01:23:57,784
that, uh, the most important thing,

946
01:23:57,867 --> 01:24:01,579
uh, about learning in this situation

947
01:24:02,789 --> 01:24:07,502
is that you somehow make a connection
between your experience

948
01:24:07,585 --> 01:24:10,004
and the experience you're trying to film.

949
01:25:20,950 --> 01:25:22,720
This is not real cashmere.

950
01:25:22,744 --> 01:25:24,638
Come on, Jules. I got it from Harrods.
What are you talking about?

951
01:25:24,662 --> 01:25:26,932
- It's nice, but it's not cashmere.
- He got it from Harold.

952
01:25:26,956 --> 01:25:27,999
Harrods.

953
01:25:28,082 --> 01:25:29,162
Sells them down the market.

954
01:25:29,208 --> 01:25:30,960
- The green shop, yeah?
- Yeah.

955
01:25:31,044 --> 01:25:32,187
Where the classy

956
01:25:32,211 --> 01:25:33,439
and people
with decorum and class go.

957
01:25:33,463 --> 01:25:35,816
Looks good on you, lad,
but you need to shut up about it.

958
01:25:35,840 --> 01:25:37,480
Listen, bro, listen.

959
01:25:37,550 --> 01:25:38,944
Haters are gonna hate.
D'you know what I mean?

960
01:25:38,968 --> 01:25:40,529
People don't wanna see me win.
It's all right.

961
01:25:40,553 --> 01:25:43,097
- This is nice.
- It's fine, it's fine, you know.

962
01:25:43,181 --> 01:25:45,099
I get a bit of dough,
move up in the world

963
01:25:45,183 --> 01:25:47,103
and everyone's dissing
my clothes and my clobber.

964
01:25:47,185 --> 01:25:48,662
You know, that's all right.

965
01:25:48,686 --> 01:25:49,687
That's all right.

966
01:25:51,314 --> 01:25:54,275
<i>And I wondered
if you've seen Anthony at all?</i>

967
01:25:54,359 --> 01:25:56,194
No, I haven't seen him for a while.

968
01:25:56,277 --> 01:25:59,405
<i>We've been so worried about him.</i>

969
01:25:59,489 --> 01:26:02,992
- Well, I'm so sorry.
<i>- Oh, I'm sorry to disturb you...</i>

970
01:26:05,161 --> 01:26:09,540
No, no, it's fine.
You have to call... you call me any time.

971
01:26:09,624 --> 01:26:13,544
<i>But we have no other way
of knowing where he is.</i>

972
01:26:13,628 --> 01:26:16,130
<i>You're the only person we can call.</i>

973
01:26:16,214 --> 01:26:18,049
<i>If you see him,
would you let us know?</i>

974
01:26:18,132 --> 01:26:19,425
Yeah, of course.

975
01:26:19,509 --> 01:26:22,345
And you have to call me if...
When you see him, okay?

976
01:26:22,428 --> 01:26:24,847
<i>Of course. Thanks...</i>

977
01:26:24,931 --> 01:26:27,975
Thank you for... thank you
for calling, Barbara.

978
01:26:28,059 --> 01:26:29,894
I'm so sorry I can't help.

979
01:26:29,977 --> 01:26:31,938
<i>Lots of love...</i>

980
01:26:32,939 --> 01:26:35,108
- Night, night.
<i>- Night, night.</i>

981
01:27:10,476 --> 01:27:11,978
Does he like the groom?

982
01:27:14,564 --> 01:27:15,731
Yes.

983
01:27:18,901 --> 01:27:21,946
- Maybe he introduced them.
- Hmm.

984
01:27:29,829 --> 01:27:31,831
Talking to them about money.

985
01:27:34,292 --> 01:27:36,169
About planning ahead.

986
01:27:36,252 --> 01:27:40,006
- Mm. Investments.
- Yes.

987
01:27:41,340 --> 01:27:42,925
And frugality.

988
01:28:02,570 --> 01:28:07,617
I always use the wrong fork
on purpose... for salad.

989
01:28:07,700 --> 01:28:09,702
Both of mine are the same size.

990
01:28:10,703 --> 01:28:11,829
Mm.

991
01:29:24,443 --> 01:29:25,945
Do you still love me?

992
01:29:29,407 --> 01:29:30,491
Yes.

993
01:29:32,577 --> 01:29:35,079
- Yes?
- Yes.

994
01:29:42,336 --> 01:29:44,380
What makes you think I don't?

995
01:29:45,715 --> 01:29:48,467
I'm not very nice to you sometimes.

996
01:29:52,305 --> 01:29:55,099
- I'm a beast to you.
- You're not a beast. I'm the beast.

997
01:29:55,182 --> 01:29:58,227
- No, I'm the beast.
- I'm the beast.

998
01:29:58,311 --> 01:30:02,231
- We'll share the beast.
- That would be nice, actually.

999
01:30:05,943 --> 01:30:08,988
There was a lot going on before this.

1000
01:30:11,490 --> 01:30:13,409
The Libyan hostages.

1001
01:30:15,870 --> 01:30:17,121
Still going on now.

1002
01:30:18,122 --> 01:30:21,459
Did you have to deal
with that at work?

1003
01:30:21,542 --> 01:30:24,503
- Yeah.
- I didn't realize.

1004
01:32:12,820 --> 01:32:15,823
<i>Days fading into nights,
fading into day.</i>

1005
01:32:17,533 --> 01:32:22,371
<i>Day and night creeping together
to a gray nothingness, and no thought.</i>

1006
01:32:23,581 --> 01:32:25,833
<i>Only each minute's fear of the next.</i>

1007
01:32:27,585 --> 01:32:31,338
<i>So tired after six days
without a moment's rest.</i>

1008
01:32:31,422 --> 01:32:34,383
<i>And so restless,
through the slow hours of night.</i>

1009
01:32:36,135 --> 01:32:39,597
<i>I lost any consciousness of will,
and then nothing at all.</i>

1010
01:32:40,598 --> 01:32:42,349
<i>A gray nothingness.</i>

1011
01:32:43,559 --> 01:32:46,896
<i>I didn't even have a second
to measure pain by,</i>

1012
01:32:46,979 --> 01:32:51,525
<i>there being now no time without pain,
thus pain ceased to exist.</i>

1013
01:32:53,402 --> 01:32:57,031
<i>There was nothing at all, and I was
walking in the ways of the dead.</i>

1014
01:32:59,116 --> 01:33:02,745
<i>But then the autumn bled,
like my cufflinks,</i>

1015
01:33:02,828 --> 01:33:04,663
<i>a searing pain,</i>

1016
01:33:04,747 --> 01:33:06,457
<i>and I could see like second sight,</i>

1017
01:33:08,209 --> 01:33:09,877
<i>and I am born again.</i>

1018
01:33:12,004 --> 01:33:14,215
<i>Janet's to die in the next 12 hours.</i>

1019
01:33:15,216 --> 01:33:17,718
<i>Both of us couldn't
keep going, I suppose.</i>

1020
01:33:28,354 --> 01:33:30,022
One of them's got out.

1021
01:33:31,315 --> 01:33:33,818
Probably Mr. Staffasack.

1022
01:33:33,901 --> 01:33:36,487
- Mister who?
- Staffasack.

1023
01:33:36,570 --> 01:33:39,198
Keeps escaping from the Brendan ward.

1024
01:33:39,281 --> 01:33:41,534
It's highly patrolled.

1025
01:33:41,617 --> 01:33:44,203
Dangerous to themselves
and other people.

1026
01:33:45,204 --> 01:33:46,844
They found him the other day with an axe.

1027
01:33:49,917 --> 01:33:51,168
I'm joking.

1028
01:33:56,924 --> 01:34:01,136
But then, some people started to get
very competitive about it.

1029
01:34:03,347 --> 01:34:06,308
A couple of stair races
ended quite badly,

1030
01:34:06,392 --> 01:34:09,019
so they had to level it off.

1031
01:34:10,354 --> 01:34:12,231
She said she had three images.

1032
01:34:14,650 --> 01:34:17,695
A large empty pair of big boots,

1033
01:34:18,988 --> 01:34:23,951
a hummingbird and storm clouds
over a seascape.

1034
01:34:24,034 --> 01:34:26,537
You can listen to it all if you want.

1035
01:34:44,263 --> 01:34:45,723
I'm fine.

1036
01:34:48,601 --> 01:34:51,896
Good. I am as well.

1037
01:34:53,105 --> 01:34:55,566
I don't want to keep feeling
I need to, um...

1038
01:34:58,736 --> 01:35:01,280
illustrate that I'm fine.

1039
01:35:05,159 --> 01:35:06,744
You don't have to.

1040
01:35:08,996 --> 01:35:14,710
You don't have to put up
a front or anything, ever, with me.

1041
01:35:16,128 --> 01:35:19,131
Good, 'cause I am fine.

1042
01:35:19,214 --> 01:35:21,508
I might not look fine, but I am fine.

1043
01:35:24,386 --> 01:35:27,556
- Are you worried about me now?
- No.

1044
01:35:29,892 --> 01:35:32,144
No, I'm not, for once.

1045
01:36:03,467 --> 01:36:05,135
Thank you very much.

1046
01:36:05,219 --> 01:36:07,238
Sounded rather
as though someone had died.

1047
01:36:08,472 --> 01:36:11,058
- Go on, go on, go on.
- Go on, keep going.

1048
01:36:11,141 --> 01:36:14,520
- Hooray!
- Hooray. Well done. Happy birthday.

1049
01:36:14,603 --> 01:36:16,289
I think we're allowed to clink
glasses on your birthday.

1050
01:36:16,313 --> 01:36:17,856
- Twenty-five.
- Mm.

1051
01:36:19,274 --> 01:36:21,443
- Amazing.
- Twenty-five.

1052
01:36:24,279 --> 01:36:26,365
- Halfway to 50.
- Am I allowed a fork?

1053
01:36:26,448 --> 01:36:28,701
Halfway to 50. What a thought.
I'm so sorry.

1054
01:36:28,784 --> 01:36:30,202
That's so enormous.

1055
01:36:30,285 --> 01:36:32,514
- No, you keep that for you.
- That's like half the cake.

1056
01:36:32,538 --> 01:36:34,015
- Keep that for you.
- That'll be your bit.

1057
01:36:34,039 --> 01:36:36,375
It's ridiculous.
That'll be mine.

1058
01:36:36,458 --> 01:36:39,878
I want to ask
your advice about something.

1059
01:36:39,962 --> 01:36:43,173
Um, and you're not to tease me about this.

1060
01:36:43,257 --> 01:36:44,985
You're going to pretend you
don't know anything about it.

1061
01:36:45,009 --> 01:36:47,511
- I never tease you.
- Um...

1062
01:36:47,594 --> 01:36:52,057
Anyway, I'm thinking of doing
some sort of practical degree course

1063
01:36:52,141 --> 01:36:55,644
in some fine art, maybe ceramics,

1064
01:36:55,728 --> 01:36:58,981
and I wondered if, uh,
with your Courtauld connections,

1065
01:36:59,064 --> 01:37:02,693
you might either know a course
that would be an interesting thing

1066
01:37:02,776 --> 01:37:05,779
or somebody who might be able
to put me in the right direction.

1067
01:37:05,863 --> 01:37:08,323
I don't, but I know
people you could talk to.

1068
01:37:08,407 --> 01:37:10,051
- Well, that's wonderful...
- There's a chap called Bruce

1069
01:37:10,075 --> 01:37:11,785
who's practically made out of clay.

1070
01:37:11,869 --> 01:37:13,662
That's exactly
what I'd hoped you'd say.

1071
01:37:13,746 --> 01:37:15,330
I'll connect you two up and, um...

1072
01:37:15,414 --> 01:37:17,600
- Would you?
- Back to my eggs, then.

1073
01:37:17,624 --> 01:37:21,003
Well, you're gonna have to do
a catering course, clearly.

1074
01:37:21,086 --> 01:37:24,506
I know. We'll have
two members of the family

1075
01:37:24,590 --> 01:37:27,760
both at college at the same time.

1076
01:37:27,843 --> 01:37:31,263
- What are you going to do?
- I may as well go back to university.

1077
01:37:31,346 --> 01:37:32,473
Maybe.

1078
01:37:32,556 --> 01:37:33,992
What, and just give up farming altogether?

1079
01:37:34,016 --> 01:37:35,893
Get an education.

1080
01:37:35,976 --> 01:37:38,455
- What would you study?
- Well, how long... what would I study?

1081
01:37:38,479 --> 01:37:40,199
- Mm.
- Yes, what would you study?

1082
01:37:41,648 --> 01:37:43,368
- Very good question.
- What, now?

1083
01:37:46,445 --> 01:37:47,738
Well, I did land management,

1084
01:37:47,821 --> 01:37:51,075
so I suppose now I would do
something rather more interesting.

1085
01:37:51,158 --> 01:37:55,662
- I think I would do, uh...
- I'd read history.

1086
01:37:55,746 --> 01:37:57,664
- Mm.
- Yeah.

1087
01:37:57,748 --> 01:38:00,709
But, um, anyhow, it isn't about me.

1088
01:38:00,793 --> 01:38:03,796
It's about these budding
students that we've got.

1089
01:38:03,879 --> 01:38:06,423
Well, we're talking, as you say,
about pipe dreams and...

1090
01:38:06,507 --> 01:38:08,801
I think that's very exciting.

1091
01:38:08,884 --> 01:38:13,430
Please, please, please,
darling, let the poor man go to sleep.

1092
01:38:13,514 --> 01:38:16,975
And go to sleep yourself. Mm?

1093
01:38:17,059 --> 01:38:19,853
These dull wits, they need
a little bit of shut-eye.

1094
01:38:19,937 --> 01:38:22,064
These dull wits?

1095
01:38:22,147 --> 01:38:24,566
- How dare you?
- Dull wits.

1096
01:38:24,650 --> 01:38:26,026
- Go on.
- No.

1097
01:38:26,110 --> 01:38:28,529
- Go on.
- No. I need to...

1098
01:38:28,612 --> 01:38:30,447
- Listen to Anthony.
- Finish this.

1099
01:38:30,531 --> 01:38:32,908
Thank you very much
for that lovely dinner.

1100
01:38:32,991 --> 01:38:35,285
- Good night.
- Sleep tight.

1101
01:38:36,703 --> 01:38:40,999
Don't be worthy. Be arrogant.
It's much more sexy.

1102
01:38:42,376 --> 01:38:45,212
- Do you like arrogance?
- I think it'll get you further.

1103
01:38:45,295 --> 01:38:48,006
- Because you are arrogant.
- I know I'm arrogant.

1104
01:38:48,090 --> 01:38:52,010
- Do you find yourself sexy?
- Yes, all the time.

1105
01:38:52,094 --> 01:38:53,655
It's hard for me to get
through the day without...

1106
01:38:53,679 --> 01:38:57,141
- I bet.
- Taking a couple of moments out and...

1107
01:38:59,393 --> 01:39:02,354
I'm trying
to concentrate on this.

1108
01:39:02,437 --> 01:39:05,482
Don't distract me with your arrogance

1109
01:39:05,566 --> 01:39:06,900
and sexiness and...

1110
01:39:06,984 --> 01:39:08,110
I'll give it three minutes.

1111
01:39:08,193 --> 01:39:11,196
Talking about your... God knows what.

1112
01:39:11,280 --> 01:39:12,882
- You know what I'm saying.
- I totally...

1113
01:39:12,906 --> 01:39:14,908
You've got some preconceived idea

1114
01:39:14,992 --> 01:39:18,704
about some Oxbridge version
of a film director

1115
01:39:18,787 --> 01:39:19,997
and it's all bollocks.

1116
01:39:20,080 --> 01:39:23,208
You just need to get out there
and start filming. It's like Patrick said.

1117
01:39:25,502 --> 01:39:27,004
Well...

1118
01:39:27,087 --> 01:39:29,673
I know he's a cunt,
but he's got a point.

1119
01:39:31,341 --> 01:39:33,677
- I liked him.
- No, you didn't.

1120
01:39:33,760 --> 01:39:36,889
I didn't, actually. No, I didn't.

1121
01:39:36,972 --> 01:39:39,600
- Um, I liked his wife.
- Did you?

1122
01:39:39,683 --> 01:39:42,102
- Mm. Very much.
- Mm.

1123
01:39:42,186 --> 01:39:43,770
Um...

1124
01:39:43,854 --> 01:39:48,901
I feel like I haven't got
this enough, so I need to...

1125
01:39:48,984 --> 01:39:51,304
I need to stay up and do this,
but you need to go to sleep.

1126
01:39:51,361 --> 01:39:53,631
I'm waiting for two minutes
for your mother to go to sleep

1127
01:39:53,655 --> 01:39:54,948
and then I'm going to go down.

1128
01:39:58,243 --> 01:40:02,039
Do you think she suspects
that you creep down to my bed?

1129
01:40:02,122 --> 01:40:03,123
No.

1130
01:40:04,541 --> 01:40:07,669
- Do you think she does?
- I don't know.

1131
01:40:07,753 --> 01:40:10,255
If she does, that was
an amazing performance.

1132
01:40:12,382 --> 01:40:14,218
I don't think she has any idea.

1133
01:40:15,886 --> 01:40:16,970
I don't know.

1134
01:40:17,971 --> 01:40:19,681
I think she's asleep.

1135
01:40:20,682 --> 01:40:23,185
I'm gonna take my shoes off,
so I don't wake her.

1136
01:40:30,525 --> 01:40:32,277
Here.

1137
01:40:36,698 --> 01:40:38,283
- Please come to bed.
- Go to bed.

1138
01:40:38,367 --> 01:40:41,370
- Please come to bed.
- No. No, I need to do this.

1139
01:40:45,582 --> 01:40:47,459
Are you gonna drink all that brandy?

1140
01:40:47,542 --> 01:40:50,254
Well, I'm not gonna
just leave it there. Probably.

1141
01:40:51,838 --> 01:40:53,215
Come to bed.

1142
01:41:31,795 --> 01:41:35,966
Then, Isabel, live chaste,

1143
01:41:38,093 --> 01:41:39,386
and, brother, die.

1144
01:41:42,973 --> 01:41:45,100
More than our brother
is our chastity.

1145
01:41:49,229 --> 01:41:51,189
I'll tell him yet
of Angelo's request,

1146
01:41:53,358 --> 01:41:57,404
and fit his mind to death,
for his soul's rest.

1147
01:42:01,783 --> 01:42:03,368
Wonderful.

1148
01:42:03,452 --> 01:42:05,346
- No, I totally fucked that up.
- No, you... no, you didn't.

1149
01:42:05,370 --> 01:42:06,723
- No, I did.
- No, you really didn't.

1150
01:42:06,747 --> 01:42:07,914
You really didn't.

1151
01:42:07,998 --> 01:42:10,042
Do you wanna go from...

1152
01:42:12,502 --> 01:42:13,712
Where's easiest?

1153
01:42:13,795 --> 01:42:15,756
"That he had 20 heads
to tender down..."

1154
01:42:15,839 --> 01:42:16,983
- No, wait.
- Mm-hmm.

1155
01:42:17,007 --> 01:42:18,592
From there, 'cause it's a full stop.

1156
01:42:18,675 --> 01:42:21,970
"Though he hath fallen
by prompture..."

1157
01:42:22,054 --> 01:42:23,805
I'm gonna go from...

1158
01:42:23,889 --> 01:42:26,433
And you were completely right.

1159
01:42:28,226 --> 01:42:29,770
Of course you were.

1160
01:42:29,853 --> 01:42:32,647
Uh, we're having a break,
but I should get back.

1161
01:42:32,731 --> 01:42:37,611
But I just wanted to call to just say
that I shouldn't have worried so much.

1162
01:42:38,945 --> 01:42:40,405
Okay.

1163
01:42:40,489 --> 01:42:42,908
Okay, I'll see you later.

1164
01:42:42,991 --> 01:42:44,201
Bye-bye.

1165
01:43:03,011 --> 01:43:04,489
It does stink.

1166
01:43:04,513 --> 01:43:06,640
Yeah. It does, though, it does.

1167
01:43:06,723 --> 01:43:08,242
It's gonna stink even more soon.

1168
01:43:08,266 --> 01:43:09,786
- Mm. Yeah.
- Yeah.

1169
01:43:09,851 --> 01:43:11,061
- He's here.
- Yay!

1170
01:43:11,144 --> 01:43:12,687
Hey, Pedro.

1171
01:43:12,771 --> 01:43:14,207
- Come on.
- Take your time.

1172
01:43:14,231 --> 01:43:16,501
- Yeah, just take your time.
- There's no rush.

1173
01:43:16,525 --> 01:43:17,925
No rush at all.

1174
01:43:20,946 --> 01:43:22,697
Right<i>. Merci.</i>

1175
01:43:32,916 --> 01:43:34,977
After the fucking
<i>Nouvelle Vague</i> and everything,

1176
01:43:35,001 --> 01:43:39,047
we kind of actually now realize
that we can use all the techniques

1177
01:43:39,131 --> 01:43:42,426
and the new look of, you know,
pure contemporary type of image.

1178
01:43:42,509 --> 01:43:44,946
That's the thing. It's just
look. It's a style over substance.

1179
01:43:44,970 --> 01:43:46,513
No, no, I disagree totally with that,

1180
01:43:46,596 --> 01:43:49,224
because it has this very
formal kind of structure

1181
01:43:49,307 --> 01:43:51,643
and it's very, very, contemporary,

1182
01:43:51,726 --> 01:43:53,937
and it opens... I think it opens doors

1183
01:43:54,020 --> 01:43:56,606
and it touches people
in a much more deep way

1184
01:43:56,690 --> 01:43:59,651
than just choosing like, you know,
chitchat in a cafe,

1185
01:43:59,734 --> 01:44:01,153
like in Godard's film or something.

1186
01:44:01,236 --> 01:44:05,157
It's much more...
Somehow it's more sensual.

1187
01:44:05,240 --> 01:44:07,051
I don't know,
but it feels like they just transposed

1188
01:44:07,075 --> 01:44:09,619
the commercial aesthetic over to cinema,
and that's not cinema.

1189
01:44:09,703 --> 01:44:11,556
That's, that's, so...
like a critic is saying that.

1190
01:44:11,580 --> 01:44:15,000
It's so stupid because it's
all about using these tools

1191
01:44:15,083 --> 01:44:18,003
and what the people
in commercial actually created

1192
01:44:18,086 --> 01:44:20,881
and use it
in a very powerful art form.

1193
01:44:20,964 --> 01:44:23,341
Think about
what Rivette did in '74, '75,

1194
01:44:23,425 --> 01:44:26,261
compared to what Besson's doing now.
That says it all.

1195
01:44:29,181 --> 01:44:32,934
There is some meaning
to be gathered.

1196
01:44:33,018 --> 01:44:34,978
I want it to become, like, beautiful,

1197
01:44:35,061 --> 01:44:37,081
all this blood and all this dirt
and all this shit...

1198
01:44:37,105 --> 01:44:40,108
Mate, it's gonna be beautiful
if you let me shoot it, like,

1199
01:44:40,192 --> 01:44:41,294
that way, I'm telling you.

1200
01:44:41,318 --> 01:44:44,863
- It's gonna look amazing.
- Yeah, if you think about this,

1201
01:44:44,946 --> 01:44:48,033
I got black and white, that's <i>Diva.</i>

1202
01:44:48,116 --> 01:44:49,552
- You haven't seen that?
- Who's it by?

1203
01:44:49,576 --> 01:44:52,037
It's a great film.
It's Jean-Jacques Beineix.

1204
01:44:52,120 --> 01:44:53,973
- I don't know him.
- He's an amazing director.

1205
01:44:53,997 --> 01:44:56,875
- One of my favorites, I think.
- Is it his new one?

1206
01:44:56,958 --> 01:44:59,145
No, it was, like,
four years ago or something.

1207
01:44:59,169 --> 01:45:00,855
I thought
you loved French films.

1208
01:45:00,879 --> 01:45:03,006
Yeah, but not this new stuff.

1209
01:45:03,089 --> 01:45:06,009
Like, I saw that one,
uh, <i>Subway, by Besson.</i>

1210
01:45:11,806 --> 01:45:14,309
I love that bit.

1211
01:46:07,696 --> 01:46:09,364
I think we should go to bed.

1212
01:46:11,491 --> 01:46:12,659
Don't you?

1213
01:46:20,000 --> 01:46:21,459
I think so.

1214
01:46:25,130 --> 01:46:26,131
Come on.

1215
01:46:28,675 --> 01:46:29,759
Come on.

1216
01:46:33,096 --> 01:46:36,349
Come on.
Put your pajamas on at least.

1217
01:46:38,602 --> 01:46:39,811
Where are you off to?

1218
01:46:39,894 --> 01:46:41,896
I'm putting a note downstairs for Anthony.

1219
01:46:41,980 --> 01:46:44,441
- What, in the street?
- No, just on the front door.

1220
01:46:44,524 --> 01:46:46,043
Oh, well, darling,
I'll come with you, then.

1221
01:46:46,067 --> 01:46:48,236
No. I'll be one minute.
I'll be one minute.

1222
01:46:48,320 --> 01:46:51,781
- Well, down and straight up.
- I will.

1223
01:46:51,865 --> 01:46:53,575
Leave the door.

1224
01:47:38,036 --> 01:47:40,538
Right, now, bedtime.

1225
01:47:47,921 --> 01:47:49,381
Snuggle in.

1226
01:47:52,258 --> 01:47:54,219
There we go.

1227
01:47:54,302 --> 01:47:57,972
Sausage and Croc and Piggy.

1228
01:48:00,642 --> 01:48:02,686
- Shall I close your blinds?
- No, I like them open.

1229
01:48:02,769 --> 01:48:04,354
- Really?
- Yeah.

1230
01:48:12,195 --> 01:48:13,196
Now, then.

1231
01:48:14,239 --> 01:48:17,450
Mm, very sleepy.

1232
01:48:17,534 --> 01:48:18,868
Good night, my darling.

1233
01:48:20,495 --> 01:48:24,457
- I'm really happy you're here.
- Mm, I'm very happy I'm here, too.

1234
01:48:24,541 --> 01:48:27,043
- Thank you.
- Well done for today.

1235
01:48:28,420 --> 01:48:30,714
So proud of you.

1236
01:48:30,797 --> 01:48:32,966
See you in the morning.
Sleep well. Sleep tight.

1237
01:49:23,558 --> 01:49:25,143
She's here.

1238
01:49:28,772 --> 01:49:30,315
Are you all right?

1239
01:49:39,699 --> 01:49:43,912
Barbara, don't think about it.
Don't think about it.

1240
01:49:43,995 --> 01:49:47,707
We'll talk soon.
Thank you so much for ringing.

1241
01:49:47,791 --> 01:49:49,000
Bye-bye.

1242
01:50:17,320 --> 01:50:19,823
The worst.

1243
01:51:27,974 --> 01:51:33,563
Anthony had been found in the lavatories
of the Wallace Collection

1244
01:51:33,646 --> 01:51:36,649
where he had, uh, taken an overdose.

1245
01:51:38,776 --> 01:51:42,030
And, uh, an ambulance was called,

1246
01:51:42,113 --> 01:51:45,700
um, and there was an attempt
to resuscitate him there.

1247
01:51:46,743 --> 01:51:51,247
And he was then taken to the Middlesex
Hospital in Mortimer Street...

1248
01:51:52,665 --> 01:51:54,167
where he died.

1249
01:52:00,590 --> 01:52:01,716
And, um...

1250
01:52:05,970 --> 01:52:07,305
Yeah.

1251
01:53:02,360 --> 01:53:04,862
When I am dead, my darling,

1252
01:53:08,574 --> 01:53:11,077
sing no sad songs for me.

1253
01:53:13,705 --> 01:53:17,333
Plant thou no roses at my head,

1254
01:53:17,417 --> 01:53:19,919
nor shady cypress tree.

1255
01:53:24,757 --> 01:53:27,260
Be the grass green above me

1256
01:53:29,387 --> 01:53:32,682
with showers and dewdrops wet.

1257
01:53:36,519 --> 01:53:39,814
And if thou wilt, remember,

1258
01:53:44,902 --> 01:53:46,821
and if thou wilt, forget.

1259
01:59:36,128 --> 01:59:37,296
<i>Action!</i>