A Love Letter

dear gwaine (there is a little drawing of a heart here)♥ ,

i love you !

i just wanted to tell you that . you make me happier than anyone else in the entire universe ever could ! when im with you even if were not doing anything i just feel really good like everything is right and perfect and im so content . just being around you makes me feel amazing . i love seeing your face and your eyes and your smile and everything about you and its not just because youre handsome its because i feel happy just to look at you ! and then to talk to you and hear your voice and all the things you have to say and most of the time i cant help but smile . i love you ! ♥

i feel so safe with you . you treat me so well that sometimes i want to cry from how happy it makes me . and thats a good thing ! you make me feel like im perfect and like im the most beautiful person in the universe and that im perfectly kind and you praise me so much one might think im a deity or an angel . but to me youre the angel ! i know you dont believe me when i tell you but i honestly think youre perfect . anyone that can make me feel this happy and beautiful and safe has to be the perfect person ! and that person is you gwaine ! i love you ! ♥

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if i couldnt be with you anymore i think id rather die . i hope this doesnt kill the mood but before you asked me to be with you romantically i was heavily considering finding a way to be a full trickster again and abandon my humanity . but you were so sweet and nice and sentimental and honest that you changed my mind . as long as i have you i dont ever want to leave or forget myself . artie is a really good friend and i love my big bro but if i had them and not you i would give it all up because i need you ! if you were gone thered be nothing that could make me happy enough to override how sad i would be without you . and life just wouldnt be worth living at that point ! at least not as a human . i need you so much ! i love you ! ♥

im really sorry if youve been feeling ignored or under appreciated lately . i spend a lot of time with artie because he really needs my help and i care about him a lot ! and also because sometimes you wander off and i cant find you so i have to wait until you wander back and i can spend time with you again . but thats why i baked you a cake ! i wanted you to know how much i appreciate you and love you and i know how much you like my baking . artie told me you liked it so much you wouldnt even eat it ! youre so cute and sentimental and thats another reason why i love you ! but the cake wasnt enough so im writing you this letter too so you really really really know exactly how i feel . i love you ! ♥

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im really bad with words . i have a hard time explaining myself properly especially when it comes to my feelings . but with this letter i can take my time and pick out every word and make sure that every single one is absolutely honest and true and exactly what i mean and feel for you ! i just want you to know how much i love you . you make me happy and you make me feel safe and i trust you and youre perfect and youre pretty much my angel . even though im the one with the white wings ! even if you dont believe me i honestly believe youre every one of those things and thats all on top of you being incredibly charming and handsome and very good in bed ! absolutely everything about you is perfect to me and i want to spend my entire life with you ! theres nothing else in the universe that can make life worth living to me as much as you simply being by my side . i love you ! ♥

i hope it doesnt seem like im overusing this word ! but i love you so very very very very much !
please be with me always !

i love you gwaine ,

fae ♥