Kodachrome (2017)

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(audience cheering)

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(drum kit thumping)

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(electric guitar)

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(man) All right.

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- Are you ready for one more?
- (crowd screaming)

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(drumsticks clacking)

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(guitar starts)

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(man vocalizing)

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♪ I had a girlfriend ♪

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♪ She said she loves me ♪

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♪ She likes to hold me ♪

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♪ She once told me ♪

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♪ 'Cause she don't mind ♪

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♪ Nothin', nothin' ♪

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♪ She don't mind
Nothin', nothin' ♪

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(women laughing)

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You with the band?

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Yeah. Record label.

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- You better put that on.
- Yes, sir.

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(band continues, muffled)

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(girls chattering)

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(coughing, vomiting)

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Whoa.

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♪ Nothin', nothin' ♪

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Guys, cleanup on aisle seven.
What's up, man?

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- (music gets louder)
- (women cheering)

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Hi, Leo. Keep playing that thing,
you're gonna go blind.

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Matt, where are we on that sit-down
with Elijah?

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- I told you, talk to Zeke.
- Zeke said talk to you.

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They want the cover.

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Jeff won't commit
until he sees the article.

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But it's a definite possibility.

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Gotta go, Leo.

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Come on, Matt.
Is he gonna do it or not?

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It's a "definite possibility."

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(crowd screaming, cheering)

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We love you, New York!

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- What's up, man?
- Good to see you too!

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What's up?

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What's up, man?

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(cheering continues)

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(slow rhythm)

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(people chattering)

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(man) Elijah. Got a visitor.

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- Hey.
- Hey.

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- Great set, man.
- Thank you.

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Yeah.

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- Did you talk to him?
- Not yet.

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- Would you talk to him?
- Talk to me about what?

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Talk to me about what?

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Elijah just signed with Interscope.

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What?

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Are you fucking joking? What's going on?

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You're just slow, man.

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"I'm slow"? What do you mean, "I'm slow"?

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- He doesn't mean "slow."
- He said, "slow." Shut up, okay?

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- What do you mean?
- I haven't had a record out in a year.

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So? You're gettin' ready to cut an album.
We just booked a studio.

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Look, Interscope's got two songs
ready to go.

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And they're fuckin' good.

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But they're not yours.
I thought you want to do your own stuff.

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We've been telling you for a while now
that we need a new single, okay?

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Jesus. Elijah, come on, man.

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I got nothing but love for you, man.
Really.

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It's not personal.

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Yeah.

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- (grunt)
- (tag rattles)

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(siren wails)

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Good morning, Eve.

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- (woman) Morning, Matt.
- Hi.

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- Does she know about...
- Everyone knows.

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Can you pull Elijah's sheet
when you get a chance?

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- Thanks.
- Matt Ryder's office. This is Kim.

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I'm sorry. Mr. Ryder is in a meeting.
Can you return?

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- Thank you.
- Shit. His numbers were holding.

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- Rob Marker's office. This is Kim.
- Rob Marker's office?

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I'm sorry. I don't have him right now.
Can you return? Great.

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- What the hell was that?
- Marker's been promoted.

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Really?

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And Mr. Lepselter
actually wants to see you right now.

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Sit down.

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Am I about to get fired?

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Sit down.

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I've been working for you since
before you could make payroll. Ten years.

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I've kept you on at a loss
for the last few.

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A loss? Really? Okay.

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I brought you a Coldplay demo in '99.
You didn't even listen to it.

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Arcade Fire in 2003.
A bootleg and you were like,

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"Great in concert.
Won't translate to the airwaves."

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Three years ago, I had the Spare Sevens
in the room. In the fucking room.

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I blew a few good calls for you. So?
You been cashin' that chit in for years.

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I know music better than anybody
in this fuckin' office.

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Yeah. You've got a great ear.
That made you irreplaceable in 1998.

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- Bullshit. It still matters.
- Music is a commodity.

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And it's airborne. You can't protect it.
You can't sell what you can't protect.

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You only sell the artist.
You haven't been signing any.

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Last night, you let your meal ticket
walk out that door.

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Yeah.

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Yeah, well...

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I'm still working 'em.

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- Working who?
- Spare Sevens.

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- Spare Sevens?
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.

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Right.

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Hey, I'm not jokin'. No, no, no.
They're not happy at Sony.

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The label rushed the last album.
They're pissed.

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The Spare Sevens
are about to pop globally.

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Sony will make them happy.

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No. These guys aren't like Elijah.

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They actually take the time to make music
the way real bands used to make it.

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I talked to their manager, Dan, at PMO.

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- You have a sit-down?
- I will.

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(clicks tongue)

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I'll give you two weeks.

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Not because I owe it to you,
but because I want the Spare Sevens.

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Hello.

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You have no pictures.

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Like, on your walls and your desk.
You don't have any photos.

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Who doesn't hang up a picture?

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Good question.
Here's another:Â Who are you?

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Most people in the office have photos of
their wife, girlfriend, dog. Something.

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Well, my wife left me, don't have
a girlfriend, and I'm afraid of dogs.

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I'm sorry to disappoint. Excuse me.

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- (dial tone)
- (Kim) Yes?

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Hi. There is a strange woman
standing in my office.

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- On my way.
- I am not strange.

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- You're a little strange.
- I work for Ben.

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Oh, oh, you work for Ben.
Okay, that's great.

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- I don't know who that is.
- Benjamin Asher Ryder.

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Your father.

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Sorry, I'm Zooey Kern.

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I'm Ben's nurse/personal assistant.

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Listen, Miss Kern. This has already been
a monumentally shitty day,

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and I haven't started dealing
with the West Coast.

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Hey, Kim!

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Not sure what you're doing here.
Honestly, I don't care.

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Ben's dying.

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Right. See, I thought I covered that
with "I don't care."

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- He has liver cancer.
- Uh-huh.

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And he's got three months left,
maybe four.

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Sorry, Matt. I was in with Marker.
Miss, do you have an appointment?

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- Wouldn't you know if she did?
- It was rhetorical.

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I need you to show this woman out. Okay?

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Then get ahold of Dan Summers
at PMO Talent.

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I want to talk to him
about the Spare Sevens.

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Actually, just say that it's urgent.

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- Rob Marker's office.
- Are you kidding me?

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I'll just call security myself.

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I don't think you actually have security.

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No. No, we don't.

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Are you familiar with Kodachrome?

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Yes. Paul Simon, 1973.
What do you want to know?

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Not that. Kodachrome film.

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Your father shoots on Kodachrome. He
prefers his pictures to be projected...

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...with light rather than printed.
I know his spiel.

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There's only one place left in the world
that processes Kodachrome,

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and that's Dwayne's Photo
in Parsons, Kansas.

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But Kodak decided to
stop manufacturing the dyes,

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so after next week, it'll be impossible
to develop Kodachrome film.

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- Amazing.
- Your father found four rolls

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he shot a long time ago,

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and he never got them developed,
and it woke something up in him.

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He's decided he's going to have
one last show.

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How about that? Good for him, okay?

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This has been very, very... annoying.

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- Let me show you out.
- Can I just...

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Ben needs to get these rolls to Kansas,
and he can't fly in his condition.

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If only there was a service
that delivered overnight.

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- Yeah, well, he doesn't trust FedEx.
- Of course not.

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You're his nurse/assistant/whatever.
Don't you have a driver's license?

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- Yeah, I do.
- There you go.

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But Ben wants you to drive him.

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Hmm.

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I'm gonna try to explain this
as clearly as possible for you.

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I've not spoken to the man
in over a decade.

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There's no way in hell I'm going
to Kansas with him. Or anywhere.

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Come to dinner tonight.

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I know I'm talking. I can hear my voice.

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Matt!

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He's dying.

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You should go see him one last time.

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(elevator dings, door opens)

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There'll be a car waiting for you
downstairs.

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Hey, Matt. Larry Holdt, Ben's manager.

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Yeah, I remember you.

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The last time I saw you,
you were still a teenager.

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That's great.

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Well, maybe we should get inside.

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(faint rumbling)

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(rapid drumming, cymbals crashing)

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He's in there.

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♪ You're so good ♪

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♪ You get me high ♪

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- Hey!
- ♪ You're so good for me ♪

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♪ You're so good for me ♪

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(music stops)

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I didn't think you'd come.

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Those look familiar.

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Well, they should. They're yours.

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You wanna bang it around a little?

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- No, I don't play anymore.
- That's too bad.

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'Cause you used to be pretty good.

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(exhales)

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Oh, sorry for the smell.

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You know, the meds they give me
give me gas.

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(coughing)

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(door opens, closes)

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So, Matt...

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Larry tells me things haven't been going
so well for you at the record label.

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I was telling Ben that record labels can't
find a sustainable business model.

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You told me that he was gonna be
out on his ass any day now.

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Jesus, Ben.

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- Where'd you hear that?
- Larry knows everything.

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- Behave.
- I'm dyin'. I don't have time to behave.

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Come on. That's bullshit.
You were a prick long before cancer.

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That's true enough.

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- At least you two are talking.
- (scoffs)

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This is good.

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So how much time you got left?

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Depends on which doctor you talk to.

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I'm betting tits up by New Year's.

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Why did you get divorced? She catch you
in flagrante with some other babe?

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(chuckles)

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- You'd like that, wouldn't you?
- You catch her?

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Because you fucked around on Mom
doesn't mean everyone does.

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Pace yourselves.

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Your mother and I had
a complicated relationship.

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Complicated by you putting your dick
in every woman you met.

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Your mother forgave me.

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- Yeah. Well, she died alone, Ben.
- So will I.

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- Yeah, but you deserve to.
- Hey.

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It's okay.
We're just... just catching up here.

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- People change.
- (Matt and Ben) No, they don't.

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(Larry)
Why don't we talk about the trip?

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I can save us all a lot of trouble here.
I'm not going on any trip.

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You are a desperate old man.

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Tryin' to what?
Manufacture some bullshit redemption?

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Why?

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So you can pretend your empty, selfish
life was anything but meaningless?

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(slides chair)

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Thanks, but no thanks.

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Just so you know, when you are dead,
no one's gonna care that you're gone.

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I mean, maybe these two,
but you pay for them.

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(exhales)

244
00:16:36,370 --> 00:16:42,001
(phone vibrates)

245
00:16:48,216 --> 00:16:50,676
- Hello?
- Matt, Larry Holdt.

246
00:16:50,760 --> 00:16:52,220
- Hey, Larry.
- I want to discuss...

247
00:16:52,303 --> 00:16:53,387
(phone beeps)

248
00:17:00,186 --> 00:17:02,313
(vibrating)

249
00:17:03,022 --> 00:17:04,440
Come on, man.

250
00:17:06,526 --> 00:17:07,735
(Larry) Matt, don't hang up.

251
00:17:07,818 --> 00:17:09,779
- Not gonna change my mind, Larry.
- I know.

252
00:17:09,862 --> 00:17:12,949
- I'm gonna change it for you.
- Oh, you are? Really? How?

253
00:17:13,032 --> 00:17:15,701
Spare Sevens. I can get you a sit-down.

254
00:17:18,454 --> 00:17:20,998
- Go on.
- Their manager used to work for me.

255
00:17:21,916 --> 00:17:24,377
He says you've been calling all day.

256
00:17:24,460 --> 00:17:28,548
They're going to be playing in Chicago
in a few days. Some radio station thing.

257
00:17:28,631 --> 00:17:30,550
You can swing by on your way.

258
00:17:30,675 --> 00:17:33,177
Wait. Hold on.
What do you mean on my way?

259
00:17:33,553 --> 00:17:35,555
You're talking about Kansas, yeah?
(scoffs)

260
00:17:35,930 --> 00:17:38,307
Look. I don't know
how to make this any more clear.

261
00:17:38,391 --> 00:17:40,309
That's just not going to happen.

262
00:17:40,393 --> 00:17:43,479
Look. Ben needs the show,
and you need that meeting

263
00:17:44,063 --> 00:17:47,275
And trust me.
This is the only way you'll get it.

264
00:17:50,111 --> 00:17:52,363
I'm not going to go with him, Larry.

265
00:17:53,739 --> 00:17:55,241
It's not happening.

266
00:17:55,741 --> 00:17:57,493
Please, don't call back.

267
00:17:58,035 --> 00:17:59,579
(phone beeps)

268
00:18:04,292 --> 00:18:06,294
(sighs)

269
00:18:18,180 --> 00:18:19,682
Fuck.

270
00:18:21,183 --> 00:18:22,310
(sighs)

271
00:18:38,409 --> 00:18:40,953
Good morning, Matthew.
Glad you reconsidered.

272
00:18:42,330 --> 00:18:44,040
So what's up with the Sevens?

273
00:18:44,123 --> 00:18:45,416
Show's Saturday.

274
00:18:46,542 --> 00:18:48,794
I'll make arrangements
for a meeting afterwards.

275
00:18:49,378 --> 00:18:50,796
Mm-hmm.

276
00:18:52,632 --> 00:18:55,384
Still drive that, huh?
You fix the roof yet?

277
00:18:55,468 --> 00:18:57,720
I'm sorry.
Would you like to take your car?

278
00:18:58,346 --> 00:19:01,015
- I don't have a car.
- Then that settles that.

279
00:19:01,098 --> 00:19:03,017
The car runs fine, Matt.

280
00:19:03,851 --> 00:19:07,563
- You're going too, huh?
- Unless you want to give me my shots.

281
00:19:07,647 --> 00:19:10,566
- Is that okay with you?
- Fine with me.

282
00:19:12,401 --> 00:19:15,780
- All right.
- Let's go! We're burning daylight.

283
00:19:17,531 --> 00:19:20,993
(female voice)
In two miles, merge onto I-80 West.

284
00:19:21,077 --> 00:19:22,787
Do not text and drive, please.

285
00:19:22,870 --> 00:19:26,707
I'm not texting. I'm looking at texts.
There's a difference.

286
00:19:26,832 --> 00:19:30,211
Hey, this car doesn't have an iPhone jack
or anything like that, does it?

287
00:19:30,336 --> 00:19:34,423
We're strictly analog here.
Some cassettes in the glove compartment.

288
00:19:35,132 --> 00:19:39,804
(voice continues)Â In 1.5 miles, stay
to the right to merge onto I-80 West.

289
00:19:39,887 --> 00:19:42,348
Zooey, hand me that thing for a second,
will you?

290
00:19:42,431 --> 00:19:44,225
Yeah.

291
00:19:46,894 --> 00:19:48,104
(rattles)

292
00:19:48,187 --> 00:19:52,066
- What the hell are you doing?
- Like I said, strictly analog.

293
00:19:52,191 --> 00:19:54,443
We gotta drive halfway
across the country.

294
00:19:54,527 --> 00:19:57,863
That's right. I'm not gonna have
some robot bitch whinin' in my ear,

295
00:19:57,947 --> 00:20:00,533
sending me on some sterile interstate.

296
00:20:00,616 --> 00:20:04,578
We have a week to get to Kansas.
We're taking the scenic route.

297
00:20:05,246 --> 00:20:07,206
We're going to use this map here.

298
00:20:07,707 --> 00:20:10,835
- Remember what a map is?
- Yeah. I know what a map is.

299
00:20:10,960 --> 00:20:14,004
(classic rock)

300
00:20:14,088 --> 00:20:15,798
- Turn that up, will you, Zo?
- Yeah.

301
00:20:15,881 --> 00:20:17,383
Love this song.

302
00:20:17,466 --> 00:20:23,472
♪ You've already burned it down ♪

303
00:20:23,597 --> 00:20:25,057
(ejects tape)

304
00:20:25,141 --> 00:20:27,393
- What are you doing?
- Nothing.

305
00:20:30,062 --> 00:20:31,605
(chuckles)

306
00:20:34,316 --> 00:20:35,317
(chuckles)

307
00:20:54,211 --> 00:20:55,337
Ben, you're here.

308
00:21:04,555 --> 00:21:08,309
There's a diner across the street.
We should meet up later and grab dinner.

309
00:21:08,476 --> 00:21:10,436
That sounds like a plan.

310
00:21:11,228 --> 00:21:12,646
Yeah, you guys go ahead.

311
00:21:13,063 --> 00:21:16,776
I'm just gonna get in a quick workout,
make it an early night.

312
00:21:27,119 --> 00:21:28,370
Hey.

313
00:21:29,997 --> 00:21:31,791
Don't give me that look.

314
00:21:31,874 --> 00:21:35,669
Okay. You know what?
You need to let your guard down.

315
00:21:37,171 --> 00:21:40,174
- Excuse me?
- Yeah. I know you're scared.

316
00:21:40,257 --> 00:21:42,134
Scared? What am I scared of exactly?

317
00:21:42,218 --> 00:21:44,220
You're scared to open yourself up to him.

318
00:21:44,303 --> 00:21:46,806
You're scared to let yourself
love him again.

319
00:21:48,265 --> 00:21:49,683
- Wow.
- Don't.

320
00:21:49,767 --> 00:21:52,228
- Wow, that's amazing.
- Yeah. Mm-hmm.

321
00:21:52,353 --> 00:21:55,898
Yeah, I mean forget therapy
or the facts of my relationship with him,

322
00:21:55,981 --> 00:21:59,276
you spend six hours in a car with me,
and you've cracked the code.

323
00:21:59,360 --> 00:22:02,154
- You don't have to be a dick.
- No, I don't need to be a dick.

324
00:22:02,238 --> 00:22:05,074
I need to be...
less scared to let him in.

325
00:22:05,699 --> 00:22:06,992
Or let him into...

326
00:22:07,409 --> 00:22:09,870
- I'm just saying...
- I'll mull it over.

327
00:22:09,954 --> 00:22:11,622
You made the effort to come.

328
00:22:11,705 --> 00:22:14,959
You may as well
try and get to know him a little bit.

329
00:22:15,042 --> 00:22:16,335
Watch your fingers.

330
00:22:44,321 --> 00:22:46,323
(muffled laughter)

331
00:22:55,666 --> 00:22:59,378
♪ I'd like to hold your hand ♪

332
00:23:00,963 --> 00:23:02,381
(Zooey) Ahh!

333
00:23:02,464 --> 00:23:06,886
♪ But your hand isn't here anymore ♪

334
00:23:11,223 --> 00:23:14,643
♪ I'd like to see your eyes ♪

335
00:23:18,147 --> 00:23:23,777
♪ But your eyes do not see any longer ♪

336
00:23:26,864 --> 00:23:30,784
♪ I want to walk with you ♪

337
00:23:33,579 --> 00:23:38,500
♪ But our walks do not exist any longer ♪

338
00:23:42,171 --> 00:23:46,133
♪ No, your eyes do not see anymore ♪

339
00:23:47,217 --> 00:23:49,053
(Ben) It was 1998 or so,

340
00:23:49,136 --> 00:23:53,515
and I was in the White House doing
a spread on Clinton at Bill's request.

341
00:23:53,891 --> 00:23:57,519
It was right after the whole, you know,
bullshit impeachment circus.

342
00:23:57,603 --> 00:23:58,896
Bill was trying to prove...

343
00:23:58,979 --> 00:24:01,065
You're calling
the Lewinsky scandal bullshit?

344
00:24:01,148 --> 00:24:04,193
He cheated on his wife
and lied to the entire country about it.

345
00:24:04,276 --> 00:24:07,404
They all cheat. They all fuck around.
You should know that.

346
00:24:07,529 --> 00:24:10,157
- Ben.
- What? After the way your marriage ended?

347
00:24:10,240 --> 00:24:12,326
- You're seriously gonna sit here and...
- Stop.

348
00:24:12,409 --> 00:24:16,163
What? Just because Matt's here.
Don't be an idiot.

349
00:24:16,246 --> 00:24:20,501
- If anybody knows about fuckin' around...
- Hey, you need to stop talking now.

350
00:24:21,335 --> 00:24:23,671
- Leave her alone, okay?
- It's fine.

351
00:24:25,047 --> 00:24:27,091
I do believe Matt here's defending you.

352
00:24:27,633 --> 00:24:31,303
Just go back to your bullshit stories
about you and your fancy friends.

353
00:24:31,387 --> 00:24:33,806
What we're seeing now is jealousy.

354
00:24:34,431 --> 00:24:39,728
Envy and resentment of a man living in the
shadow of his father's accomplishments.

355
00:24:40,479 --> 00:24:42,815
Yeah, you've had a great big life.

356
00:24:43,357 --> 00:24:45,484
- Yeah. You're damn straight I did.
- Mm-hmm.

357
00:24:47,111 --> 00:24:49,238
Where are all those friends
while you're dying?

358
00:24:49,321 --> 00:24:50,197
- Matt.
- Alone?

359
00:24:50,280 --> 00:24:51,323
Stop.

360
00:24:51,407 --> 00:24:56,161
My work will live on long after I'm gone.
What have you done?

361
00:25:02,668 --> 00:25:06,880
Holy shit. Look at that, man.
She's gotta be 250 pounds or something.

362
00:25:07,172 --> 00:25:08,799
That outfit's beautiful.

363
00:25:12,261 --> 00:25:14,388
Can you just try and take it easy on him?

364
00:25:14,471 --> 00:25:17,057
Me? Are you kidding me?
I was defending you.

365
00:25:17,141 --> 00:25:23,814
You know, a month from now, two months,
he's going to be gone forever.

366
00:25:23,897 --> 00:25:26,567
No, I get it, okay?
I understand the concept.

367
00:25:26,650 --> 00:25:29,862
It doesn't give him a free pass
to be an asshole to people.

368
00:25:32,156 --> 00:25:34,575
(chuckles) 'Kay.

369
00:25:35,034 --> 00:25:37,077
I'm going to go back to the motel.

370
00:25:41,957 --> 00:25:43,542
Boy.

371
00:25:44,084 --> 00:25:46,462
- Fucking...
- (waitress) Here's your check, hon.

372
00:25:47,296 --> 00:25:48,714
Yeah. Thanks.

373
00:25:58,474 --> 00:26:02,728
♪ Yes, I understand
That every life must end ♪

374
00:26:02,811 --> 00:26:04,813
♪ Uh-huh ♪

375
00:26:07,483 --> 00:26:13,072
♪ As we sit alone
I know someday we must go, oh ♪

376
00:26:14,156 --> 00:26:16,158
(thunder rumbles)

377
00:26:16,241 --> 00:26:22,081
♪ Oh, I'm a lucky man
To count on both hands the ones I love ♪

378
00:26:25,167 --> 00:26:31,173
♪ Some folks just have one
Yeah, others they got none, uh-huh ♪

379
00:26:34,343 --> 00:26:37,638
♪ Stay with me ♪

380
00:26:37,721 --> 00:26:42,309
♪ Oh, let's just breathe ♪

381
00:26:43,977 --> 00:26:47,231
(guitar strumming)

382
00:26:47,314 --> 00:26:50,776
♪ Ooh ♪

383
00:26:52,903 --> 00:26:57,908
♪ Practiced on our sins
Never gonna let me win, oh ♪

384
00:27:01,620 --> 00:27:05,332
(song continues on radio)

385
00:27:05,457 --> 00:27:07,292
What? What's funny?

386
00:27:09,545 --> 00:27:11,004
Uh...

387
00:27:12,297 --> 00:27:16,176
When I was a kid,
my mom used to take me up to the Poconos

388
00:27:16,260 --> 00:27:18,137
for a few weeks every summer.

389
00:27:18,220 --> 00:27:22,391
After we'd pass a few of those
deer crossing signs that just went by,

390
00:27:23,642 --> 00:27:25,102
I remember I asked her,

391
00:27:26,186 --> 00:27:30,983
"Mom, how do the deers know
that's where they're supposed to cross?"

392
00:27:31,066 --> 00:27:32,359
(chuckles)

393
00:27:32,442 --> 00:27:34,403
I was being serious. I was a kid.

394
00:27:34,820 --> 00:27:39,950
But she just laughed her ass off like
it was the funniest thing she ever heard.

395
00:27:40,742 --> 00:27:42,286
That felt great, 'cause...

396
00:27:43,954 --> 00:27:46,248
I don't remember her laughing much.

397
00:27:50,085 --> 00:27:51,336
When did she die?

398
00:27:54,381 --> 00:27:55,674
I...

399
00:27:57,759 --> 00:27:59,511
When I was 13.

400
00:28:02,639 --> 00:28:04,725
I'm so sorry.

401
00:28:08,520 --> 00:28:13,692
After that I moved out of New York to
live with my aunt and uncle in Cleveland.

402
00:28:15,152 --> 00:28:18,530
Ben was...
He was working in Africa at the time.

403
00:28:20,532 --> 00:28:23,202
He didn't even make it back
for the funeral.

404
00:28:23,327 --> 00:28:25,579
(Ben) There was a civil war going on.

405
00:28:25,662 --> 00:28:26,914
Mm-hmm.

406
00:28:26,997 --> 00:28:29,499
I'm not making excuses. I'm just...

407
00:28:30,584 --> 00:28:34,796
saying if you think you had it rough,
just spend some time and effort.

408
00:28:34,922 --> 00:28:36,757
I'll remember that.

409
00:28:40,594 --> 00:28:42,221
We should go see him.

410
00:28:43,055 --> 00:28:43,889
Go see who?

411
00:28:44,556 --> 00:28:47,768
Your Uncle Dean.
Cleveland's only an hour away,

412
00:28:47,851 --> 00:28:51,355
and your "Spare Sister's" thing
isn't until tomorrow night.

413
00:28:52,231 --> 00:28:54,358
- (shutter clicks)
- I wouldn't mind seeing my brother...

414
00:28:55,234 --> 00:28:58,070
one more time before I leave this planet.

415
00:28:59,154 --> 00:29:00,447
Yeah, but...

416
00:29:01,031 --> 00:29:02,741
Dean hates you.

417
00:29:03,951 --> 00:29:06,787
He doesn't hate me.
He's just pissed off at me.

418
00:29:10,499 --> 00:29:14,419
♪ Nothing you would take ♪

419
00:29:14,503 --> 00:29:18,507
♪ Everything you gave ♪

420
00:29:19,007 --> 00:29:22,177
♪ Oh, hold me 'till I die ♪

421
00:29:22,928 --> 00:29:27,933
♪ Meet you on the other side ♪

422
00:29:28,100 --> 00:29:30,310
(music ends)

423
00:29:30,394 --> 00:29:32,062
(grunts)

424
00:29:39,820 --> 00:29:41,280
I'll be damned.

425
00:29:41,947 --> 00:29:42,948
Hi, Dean.

426
00:29:45,325 --> 00:29:46,535
You dyin'?

427
00:29:46,618 --> 00:29:49,413
- What? Is it that obvious?
- Well, you're here.

428
00:29:50,831 --> 00:29:51,999
Yes, I am

429
00:29:53,667 --> 00:29:55,168
It's good to see you

430
00:29:57,129 --> 00:30:00,882
- Matt, what are you doin' here?
- Hi. That is a long story.

431
00:30:00,966 --> 00:30:02,092
Yeah, I bet.

432
00:30:02,759 --> 00:30:05,053
- And who's this?
- This is Zooey.

433
00:30:05,137 --> 00:30:06,930
- Yep, Zooey.
- Is that Matty?

434
00:30:07,014 --> 00:30:08,140
Nice to meet you.

435
00:30:08,223 --> 00:30:09,641
- Hi!
- Hey.

436
00:30:11,560 --> 00:30:12,728
Ben.

437
00:30:13,228 --> 00:30:15,856
- Hi, Sarah.
- He's dying.

438
00:30:16,106 --> 00:30:19,026
Well, not in our driveway, he isn't.
Bring him on in.

439
00:30:19,109 --> 00:30:22,154
And you!
Why didn't you tell me you were coming?

440
00:30:22,237 --> 00:30:24,031
Sorry. It was a last-minute thing.

441
00:30:24,114 --> 00:30:26,700
- Hey! Hi!
- This is Zooey.

442
00:30:26,783 --> 00:30:29,828
Oh, Matty. Well, now she's more like it.

443
00:30:29,911 --> 00:30:32,414
I mean,
I told him not to marry the other one.

444
00:30:32,497 --> 00:30:36,084
- No, I, um...
- Zooey is Ben's nurse.

445
00:30:37,336 --> 00:30:40,255
Oh, because your auras are conjoined.

446
00:30:40,339 --> 00:30:43,175
- I could see that immediately
- Yeah. Yeah.

447
00:30:43,425 --> 00:30:46,511
Aunt Sarah here can see auras.

448
00:30:46,595 --> 00:30:49,014
- And she can hear sarcasm.
- Of course she can.

449
00:30:49,097 --> 00:30:51,600
- You guys are gonna spend the night?
- If that's okay.

450
00:30:51,683 --> 00:30:53,894
Great.
Matty, you and Zooey take your old room.

451
00:30:53,977 --> 00:30:56,063
- But we are... not together.
- Nope.

452
00:31:08,450 --> 00:31:09,451
Hi.

453
00:31:10,577 --> 00:31:12,371
- Hey.
- This was your room.

454
00:31:12,454 --> 00:31:16,750
Yeah. Basically, seventh, eighth grade
through high school.

455
00:31:17,000 --> 00:31:19,211
God, you were really into music.

456
00:31:19,711 --> 00:31:24,466
Yep. They say it's the one thing
I inherited from Ben.

457
00:31:26,927 --> 00:31:31,640
Actually, I would say that
the only memories, or good ones,

458
00:31:31,723 --> 00:31:35,185
at least, that I have of him
were listening to music.

459
00:31:35,268 --> 00:31:39,189
We had this little den
and this old Fisher stereo.

460
00:31:39,314 --> 00:31:41,358
I mean, new at the time, but...

461
00:31:41,441 --> 00:31:44,528
He'd let me play records
when he was goin' through the slides.

462
00:31:44,611 --> 00:31:45,612
Mm-hmm.

463
00:31:45,695 --> 00:31:49,074
So, while most kids had people
singin' 'em lullabies to sleep,

464
00:31:49,157 --> 00:31:52,494
- I had Graham Nash singing "Wounded Bird."
- (chuckles)

465
00:31:53,453 --> 00:31:55,330
Let's see what we have here.

466
00:31:55,622 --> 00:31:59,459
Ooh! Pearl Jam. Radiohead.

467
00:31:59,543 --> 00:32:02,629
- Nirvana.
- What can I say? I was a moody kid.

468
00:32:02,712 --> 00:32:06,466
Yeah, you can tell a lot about someone's
past from the music they listened to.

469
00:32:07,384 --> 00:32:09,928
Then I guess you know a lot about
my past now.

470
00:32:10,846 --> 00:32:12,931
What do you think I listened to?

471
00:32:15,851 --> 00:32:19,938
Very interesting question.
Okay, I'll bite.

472
00:32:20,814 --> 00:32:23,358
But in order to do this
to the best of my ability,

473
00:32:23,442 --> 00:32:26,570
I have to actually figure out
your exact age, so... excuse this.

474
00:32:26,653 --> 00:32:30,073
This might be a little rude.
What are you? Twenty-eight?

475
00:32:30,699 --> 00:32:31,867
- I'm 30.
- You are?

476
00:32:31,950 --> 00:32:32,826
- Yeah.
- Hey.

477
00:32:32,909 --> 00:32:34,786
- Thank you.
- Dodged a bullet there.

478
00:32:34,870 --> 00:32:35,912
(laughs)

479
00:32:35,996 --> 00:32:39,916
So that means you were
a freshman in college, like, in 2000.

480
00:32:40,625 --> 00:32:43,503
So then you were into...

481
00:32:44,171 --> 00:32:47,048
Sorry to say, but you're a product
of your environment. Top 40.

482
00:32:47,132 --> 00:32:50,510
I'm talking Britney, Christina,
boy bands, N'SYNC, Backstreet Boys,

483
00:32:50,594 --> 00:32:52,345
maybe Alanis when you're feeling dark.

484
00:32:52,429 --> 00:32:54,473
- Please give me some credit.
- But then...

485
00:32:54,556 --> 00:32:57,893
But then you started to rebel against
your middle-class suburban values.

486
00:32:57,976 --> 00:33:00,145
- Is that what I was doing?
- Mm-hmm.

487
00:33:00,228 --> 00:33:03,190
Or possibly
you met a guy into alternative music.

488
00:33:03,273 --> 00:33:07,569
Why do you assume that I changed
for a guy? Maybe he changed for me.

489
00:33:07,652 --> 00:33:11,364
No, no. Guys don't change for girls.
Not in college at least.

490
00:33:11,615 --> 00:33:13,950
- When do they change then?
- Much later.

491
00:33:15,494 --> 00:33:17,120
Usually when it's too late.

492
00:33:18,538 --> 00:33:21,666
You started to listen to bands
you thought would make you edgier,

493
00:33:21,750 --> 00:33:24,419
but you're still hopelessly mainstream.

494
00:33:24,503 --> 00:33:27,881
You're sittin' there in your dorm room,
and you're listening to...

495
00:33:29,216 --> 00:33:30,175
Live.

496
00:33:32,219 --> 00:33:34,137
Like who live? What live?

497
00:33:34,221 --> 00:33:37,557
- No, the band, "Live."
- I don't know of a band called Live.

498
00:33:37,641 --> 00:33:39,059
Live. You know. Like...

499
00:33:39,142 --> 00:33:40,519
♪ I alone want you ♪

500
00:33:40,602 --> 00:33:44,064
I actually could not name a single song
that the band Live had.

501
00:33:44,147 --> 00:33:46,733
What about "Lightning Crashes"?
Everyone knows that.

502
00:33:46,858 --> 00:33:48,610
♪ Her placenta falls to the floor ♪

503
00:33:48,735 --> 00:33:50,403
- Oh, my God!
- What?

504
00:33:50,487 --> 00:33:53,990
People know it because it's the only
pop song with the word "placenta" in it.

505
00:33:54,074 --> 00:33:57,869
You're really bad at this.
I was a weird, sad punk.

506
00:33:57,953 --> 00:34:00,413
- It was the Smiths, Pixies.
- But you loved Live.

507
00:34:00,497 --> 00:34:03,583
- Yeah, I loved Live.
- Biggest fan. Live's biggest fan.

508
00:34:03,667 --> 00:34:04,876
No, I'm not wrong.

509
00:34:05,794 --> 00:34:07,671
- This isn't bad.
- What?

510
00:34:07,754 --> 00:34:09,756
- Galaxie 500.
- Oh, yeah.

511
00:34:09,839 --> 00:34:11,424
- Obscure.
- Indeed.

512
00:34:11,508 --> 00:34:14,469
- Does your record player still work?
- Fucking better.

513
00:34:14,886 --> 00:34:17,013
Let's take it for a spin.

514
00:34:23,019 --> 00:34:24,521
(music starts)

515
00:34:24,646 --> 00:34:28,984
♪ My head will turn to yellow ♪

516
00:34:29,401 --> 00:34:34,698
♪ My eyes will turn to green ♪

517
00:34:35,907 --> 00:34:40,245
♪ My voice will turn to mellow ♪

518
00:34:40,328 --> 00:34:46,334
♪ But still I can't be seen ♪

519
00:34:47,877 --> 00:34:52,382
♪ Melt away ♪

520
00:34:52,465 --> 00:34:57,596
♪ I want to melt away ♪

521
00:34:59,222 --> 00:35:03,685
♪ Melt away ♪

522
00:35:03,768 --> 00:35:09,149
♪ I want to melt away ♪

523
00:35:10,358 --> 00:35:13,653
(Matt, Zooey chattering, laughing)

524
00:35:13,778 --> 00:35:17,032
How is Hank? Is he married?
Is Hank married yet?

525
00:35:17,115 --> 00:35:19,159
- Yeah.
- Yeah. Couple of years now.

526
00:35:19,242 --> 00:35:21,703
- Have any kids?
- Not yet, but...

527
00:35:21,786 --> 00:35:24,706
You know, they're so young.
There's no rush.

528
00:35:26,124 --> 00:35:28,710
So what's so special about
these photographs

529
00:35:28,793 --> 00:35:32,130
you need to drive halfway
across the country to get them developed?

530
00:35:32,213 --> 00:35:34,382
It's some of my early work.

531
00:35:34,466 --> 00:35:35,842
Stuff I shot years ago.

532
00:35:36,593 --> 00:35:39,054
What happens if you get 'em back,
and they're garbage?

533
00:35:39,137 --> 00:35:40,805
How do you even know what's on them?

534
00:35:40,889 --> 00:35:43,266
I remember every shot I've ever taken.

535
00:35:44,184 --> 00:35:47,020
That's, like,
hundreds of thousands of photos.

536
00:35:47,145 --> 00:35:49,773
- You remember all of them?
- Yep.

537
00:35:50,315 --> 00:35:51,983
That's impressive.

538
00:35:53,818 --> 00:35:55,320
When's my birthday?

539
00:36:03,828 --> 00:36:06,539
- (Dean) February 19.
- (Ben) February 19.

540
00:36:07,165 --> 00:36:09,626
You got it. Yeah.

541
00:36:16,091 --> 00:36:18,093
(Zooey chuckles)

542
00:36:20,095 --> 00:36:21,054
(Sarah chuckles)

543
00:36:21,137 --> 00:36:23,056
- Last one.
- Thanks.

544
00:36:23,139 --> 00:36:25,684
It's good to see them together again.

545
00:36:27,352 --> 00:36:29,354
It's good to see you with him.

546
00:36:31,815 --> 00:36:34,484
I don't know. He left us.

547
00:36:35,568 --> 00:36:37,445
Hell, he left you guys too.

548
00:36:38,530 --> 00:36:42,617
Now he's dying, so he comes back,
and we're just lettin' him back in.

549
00:36:44,035 --> 00:36:46,287
It's like he's getting away with it.

550
00:36:46,413 --> 00:36:47,872
Matty, look at him.

551
00:36:49,082 --> 00:36:52,627
I mean, does that look like a man
who's gotten away with anything?

552
00:36:57,340 --> 00:36:58,842
Mmm.

553
00:36:58,967 --> 00:37:00,218
Okay, I'm gonna...

554
00:37:01,553 --> 00:37:02,887
I'm gonna go upstairs.

555
00:37:03,263 --> 00:37:05,724
Try and get a little work done
before I pass out.

556
00:37:08,226 --> 00:37:11,479
Can I take this, put wine it,
and drink it in my room?

557
00:37:11,563 --> 00:37:13,273
- Help yourself.
- All right.

558
00:37:13,690 --> 00:37:15,567
- 'Night, sweetheart.
- 'Night.

559
00:37:15,859 --> 00:37:17,444
- I'm so glad you're here.
- Me too.

560
00:37:17,527 --> 00:37:19,404
- I love you.
- Love you too.

561
00:37:23,616 --> 00:37:26,369
Hey, guys. I'm going to bed.
I'll see you in the morning.

562
00:37:26,453 --> 00:37:28,163
- Okay.
- All right.

563
00:37:35,128 --> 00:37:37,338
- You good?
- Yeah.

564
00:37:37,422 --> 00:37:40,759
Yeah, no, I'm just a little tired.
Gonna get some work done.

565
00:37:41,718 --> 00:37:43,720
I'm glad you're making this trip.

566
00:37:44,721 --> 00:37:48,224
A man should know his father,
no matter what kind of bastard he is.

567
00:37:52,812 --> 00:37:54,814
You should come back here more often.

568
00:37:54,898 --> 00:37:58,693
- I know. I'm sorry.
- That's okay. End of the lecture.

569
00:37:58,777 --> 00:38:00,487
- It's good to see you.
- Thanks.

570
00:38:00,570 --> 00:38:01,905
(kisses)

571
00:38:12,165 --> 00:38:13,082
(knocking)

572
00:38:13,166 --> 00:38:14,292
Yep.

573
00:38:14,959 --> 00:38:16,878
- Hey, I saw...
- Hey.

574
00:38:17,128 --> 00:38:20,507
that your light was still on.
I got you a glass of water.

575
00:38:20,590 --> 00:38:21,591
- Thanks.
- Yeah.

576
00:38:21,674 --> 00:38:23,676
I know those guys can drink, so...

577
00:38:23,760 --> 00:38:26,054
Thought that might help
the cause in the morning.

578
00:38:26,137 --> 00:38:27,931
- How are you?
- Good.

579
00:38:28,223 --> 00:38:29,891
Is it hard being here?

580
00:38:31,893 --> 00:38:32,852
Um...

581
00:38:33,186 --> 00:38:35,772
- Sorry. Do you want to come in?
- Yeah.

582
00:38:37,315 --> 00:38:40,485
No. I mean, me, no.

583
00:38:41,319 --> 00:38:43,488
- Um, can I sit down?
- Yeah.

584
00:38:45,031 --> 00:38:48,243
Not weird for me. I guess
the weird thing would be...

585
00:38:50,203 --> 00:38:52,580
you know, seein' Ben here.

586
00:38:52,664 --> 00:38:55,041
Is a little, you know, odd.

587
00:39:02,090 --> 00:39:03,007
Oh, um...

588
00:39:03,883 --> 00:39:06,511
Sarah... thinks you're beautiful.

589
00:39:09,013 --> 00:39:11,474
Okay. Cool.
(chuckling)

590
00:39:12,141 --> 00:39:13,768
(giggles)

591
00:39:15,436 --> 00:39:16,771
You are though.

592
00:39:18,940 --> 00:39:21,734
- I think you're drunk.
- No.

593
00:39:23,611 --> 00:39:26,656
- Maybe. I might be, actually.
- (Zooey cackles)

594
00:39:26,739 --> 00:39:29,284
But I'm not saying this 'cause I'm drunk.

595
00:39:29,367 --> 00:39:30,952
And I'm not gonna not say it

596
00:39:31,035 --> 00:39:33,997
'cause I think you'll think
I'm only saying it because I'm drunk.

597
00:39:34,497 --> 00:39:36,291
I don't know what we're talking about.

598
00:39:36,374 --> 00:39:38,376
- Oh, you didn't follow that?
- No.

599
00:39:38,543 --> 00:39:41,754
Then maybe I am drunk.
'Cause I followed it perfectly.

600
00:39:44,215 --> 00:39:46,759
Oh, this is a bad idea.

601
00:39:47,552 --> 00:39:49,721
- What? We're just talking.
- Yeah, well.

602
00:39:49,804 --> 00:39:55,310
Then you have to talk about the fact that
you're just talking and not just talking.

603
00:39:56,102 --> 00:39:57,061
Right.

604
00:40:02,609 --> 00:40:05,445
- Wait, I'm sorry. I mean...
- Oh! Whoa.

605
00:40:05,570 --> 00:40:08,448
Oh, my God. I'm so sorry.
(laughing)

606
00:40:09,032 --> 00:40:10,700
Holy shit.

607
00:40:10,783 --> 00:40:12,869
- Are you okay?
- Yeah, I'm okay.

608
00:40:12,952 --> 00:40:14,203
I guess I deserved that.

609
00:40:16,623 --> 00:40:19,792
- Thanks.
- (Zooey laughs, sighs)

610
00:40:22,003 --> 00:40:25,632
- Oh, hey, close your eyes.
- Are you gonna get weird?

611
00:40:26,507 --> 00:40:29,135
No. No. Just close 'em.

612
00:40:29,802 --> 00:40:31,554
Okay. They're closed.

613
00:40:31,638 --> 00:40:33,348
Hold on a sec.

614
00:40:37,101 --> 00:40:38,770
Okay, you can open 'em now.

615
00:40:40,521 --> 00:40:42,982
Wow. That's really cool.

616
00:40:44,692 --> 00:40:47,654
Yeah, my cousin Hank
was really into astronomy.

617
00:40:47,904 --> 00:40:49,989
(chuckles) Yeah, I can tell.

618
00:40:57,121 --> 00:40:59,958
- What, um, Ben was saying...
- Mm-hmm.

619
00:41:00,625 --> 00:41:04,170
...last night at the diner
about your... ex-husband?

620
00:41:07,131 --> 00:41:09,884
Is that what happened? He cheated?

621
00:41:13,346 --> 00:41:17,225
Nothing good comes from reliving the past.
You know?

622
00:41:19,268 --> 00:41:21,646
You just sound like my ex-wife now.

623
00:41:24,315 --> 00:41:26,234
She used to say that I'd...

624
00:41:27,735 --> 00:41:32,490
I had a tendency to live in the past
rather than... embracing the present.

625
00:41:34,826 --> 00:41:36,411
Is that why she left you?

626
00:41:40,248 --> 00:41:42,917
It's never... one thing, now, is it?

627
00:41:44,585 --> 00:41:46,045
What about you?

628
00:41:46,421 --> 00:41:49,424
I don't know.
It all just happened so fucking fast.

629
00:41:49,507 --> 00:41:53,636
One moment we're just...
we're cruising and then...

630
00:41:55,847 --> 00:41:58,141
the next we're driving off a cliff.

631
00:42:00,143 --> 00:42:02,270
The funny thing is, I actually...

632
00:42:03,438 --> 00:42:07,233
For a moment there,
I thought I had it together, you know?

633
00:42:09,318 --> 00:42:11,988
I thought
I was someone to be reckoned with.

634
00:42:28,129 --> 00:42:30,715
- (object slips, clatters)
- (man groans)

635
00:42:31,632 --> 00:42:34,343
Oh, my God, Ben. Jesus.

636
00:42:35,720 --> 00:42:40,058
- Help. Oh, God.
- Ben, what did you do? Are you okay?

637
00:42:40,141 --> 00:42:45,730
Yeah, yeah. I just...
I just got dizzy, and I tripped over...

638
00:42:46,355 --> 00:42:48,858
the corner over here.
I was gonna take a shower.

639
00:42:48,941 --> 00:42:52,820
Wait for me before you do that.
Can you move your fingers? Toes?

640
00:42:53,154 --> 00:42:54,781
- Yeah.
- Any dizziness or nausea?

641
00:42:54,864 --> 00:42:56,491
(groans)

642
00:42:56,574 --> 00:42:58,743
- Do you have any pain?
- No.

643
00:42:59,118 --> 00:43:00,578
Bend your leg for me.

644
00:43:00,661 --> 00:43:06,375
Wait. Stop gropin' me. Jesus Christ.
What are you doin'?

645
00:43:06,459 --> 00:43:08,669
I need to make sure
you don't have broken bones.

646
00:43:08,753 --> 00:43:10,671
- Help me up.
- I got you.

647
00:43:11,422 --> 00:43:14,717
- Here you go.
- Oh, God. Jesus Christ.

648
00:43:14,801 --> 00:43:17,011
- You don't feel pain anywhere?
- No.

649
00:43:17,095 --> 00:43:18,763
- Are you sure?
- Yeah.

650
00:43:18,846 --> 00:43:20,848
- Oh, my God.
- I'm all right.

651
00:43:20,932 --> 00:43:22,934
- (Zooey sighs)
- (Ben exhales)

652
00:43:23,101 --> 00:43:27,271
I'm fine. I just need to sit here
for a couple minutes.

653
00:43:27,355 --> 00:43:28,898
- Okay.
- Yeah.

654
00:43:29,524 --> 00:43:32,902
- Thanks, baby.
- Oh, my God. Gave me a heart attack.

655
00:43:41,786 --> 00:43:43,788
- (thuds)
- (door slams)

656
00:43:45,248 --> 00:43:47,458
- Hot coffee?
- (Zooey) Yes, please. Thank you.

657
00:43:47,542 --> 00:43:51,921
We should be able to get to Chicago
by late afternoon at the latest, yeah?

658
00:43:52,004 --> 00:43:56,134
That'll give us five days to get to Kansas
before the lab closes.

659
00:43:56,217 --> 00:43:57,426
(Zooey) Mm-hmm.

660
00:43:57,969 --> 00:44:00,304
- So you two are screwing now.
- (forks clatter)

661
00:44:02,849 --> 00:44:06,811
I mean, it makes sense.
He's low-hanging fruit sexually speaking.

662
00:44:07,520 --> 00:44:10,356
You haven't been laid in what?
Three years?

663
00:44:10,439 --> 00:44:13,776
- How about we shut up now, okay?
- You like your women damaged.

664
00:44:13,860 --> 00:44:17,738
- You like to damage yours.
- Okay, that's enough. Both of you.

665
00:44:22,952 --> 00:44:25,454
I didn't damage you. Did I, Sarah?

666
00:44:30,084 --> 00:44:32,795
- What's he talkin' about?
- Ben.

667
00:44:35,214 --> 00:44:38,134
- Sarah, what's he talking about?
- Nothing.

668
00:44:39,135 --> 00:44:43,014
A million years ago before
we went on our first date. Nothing.

669
00:44:43,097 --> 00:44:45,474
What? Did Sarah never mention that?

670
00:44:46,184 --> 00:44:50,354
I can understand why.
It wasn't really very memorable.

671
00:44:51,063 --> 00:44:55,693
Mostly just a lot of dry humping. Had
a couple drinks and couldn't quite get...

672
00:44:55,776 --> 00:44:56,819
Shut your mouth, Ben.

673
00:44:56,903 --> 00:45:00,740
Though God knows
she tried every trick in the book.

674
00:45:00,823 --> 00:45:02,200
- Shut up.
- Dean!

675
00:45:02,283 --> 00:45:07,330
What are you gonna do, Dean?
You gonna come over here and hit me?

676
00:45:11,250 --> 00:45:13,044
There's nothin' left to hit.

677
00:45:20,676 --> 00:45:23,346
- (chuckles)
- (mutters) Christ.

678
00:45:23,429 --> 00:45:26,515
- (footsteps depart)
- (door opens)

679
00:45:26,599 --> 00:45:28,184
(knife scrapes plate)

680
00:45:29,518 --> 00:45:32,188
- What is your fucking problem?
- Can we just calm down?

681
00:45:32,271 --> 00:45:35,650
I'm not gonna calm down.
Can't watch him shit all over my family.

682
00:45:35,733 --> 00:45:38,945
I'm just bustin' his balls
for Christ' sake. He's my kid brother.

683
00:45:40,238 --> 00:45:43,157
He was more of a father to me
than you ever were.

684
00:45:52,541 --> 00:45:54,835
I was just busting his balls.

685
00:45:57,255 --> 00:45:58,756
Drama.

686
00:46:43,551 --> 00:46:46,220
Doesn't anyone else
see how ridiculous it is?

687
00:46:47,722 --> 00:46:51,851
I mean, don't get me wrong.
You're a really good looking girl, Zooey.

688
00:46:51,934 --> 00:46:57,189
You're even sexy in a sloppy kind of way.
You got full lips, nice skin, great legs.

689
00:46:58,149 --> 00:47:01,277
And I guess, you know,
Matt's in decent enough shape.

690
00:47:01,736 --> 00:47:04,196
He's got no glaringly bad features.

691
00:47:04,280 --> 00:47:08,409
Judging by my own modest dimensions, I
doubt he's packing a python in his pants,

692
00:47:08,492 --> 00:47:11,370
but I'm sure it's
a perfectly adequate cock in a pinch.

693
00:47:11,454 --> 00:47:13,539
You're thrown together by circumstance.

694
00:47:13,622 --> 00:47:15,875
Neither one of you has demonstrated
any ability

695
00:47:15,958 --> 00:47:18,252
to sustain any kind of
meaningful relationship.

696
00:47:18,336 --> 00:47:23,632
To the contrary, you're both
especially dysfunctional in that regard.

697
00:47:23,716 --> 00:47:28,554
It's going to become very awkward
when this situation... goes south,

698
00:47:29,180 --> 00:47:30,514
and it will.

699
00:47:30,931 --> 00:47:32,975
- I mean, look at you.
- Shut up.

700
00:47:34,101 --> 00:47:36,020
Okay? Just shut up.

701
00:47:36,354 --> 00:47:37,897
Nothing happened.

702
00:47:39,857 --> 00:47:41,692
- Nothing happened?
- Nothing!

703
00:47:42,276 --> 00:47:43,861
You were alone in a room.

704
00:47:43,944 --> 00:47:45,321
- She's drunk.
- I wasn't drunk.

705
00:47:45,404 --> 00:47:47,073
- She's coming on to you.
- No.

706
00:47:47,156 --> 00:47:51,494
Every star in the sexual galaxy
is lined up. You couldn't seal the deal?

707
00:47:51,744 --> 00:47:54,372
What do you need?
Landing lights between her legs?

708
00:47:54,455 --> 00:47:55,915
- Thanks for that.
- Huh?

709
00:47:55,998 --> 00:47:59,085
- Thanks for that!
- Well, no offense. It's just...

710
00:47:59,877 --> 00:48:02,171
It's just disappointing. That's all.

711
00:48:02,963 --> 00:48:05,341
Well, really sorry to disappoint you.

712
00:48:05,925 --> 00:48:07,802
Are you ever happy, Ben?

713
00:48:07,885 --> 00:48:11,263
Let me tell you something.
Happiness is bullshit.

714
00:48:11,347 --> 00:48:13,432
It's the great myth
of the late 20th century.

715
00:48:13,516 --> 00:48:15,643
You think Picasso was happy?

716
00:48:15,726 --> 00:48:17,728
You think Hemingway was?

717
00:48:18,104 --> 00:48:20,398
Hendrix? They were miserable shits.

718
00:48:20,481 --> 00:48:24,944
No art worth a damn was ever created
out of happiness. I can tell you that.

719
00:48:25,528 --> 00:48:30,074
Ambition, narcissism, sex, rage.

720
00:48:30,157 --> 00:48:34,245
Those are the engines that drive
every great artist, every great man.

721
00:48:36,330 --> 00:48:38,374
A hole that can't be filled.

722
00:48:41,502 --> 00:48:43,963
That's why
we're all such miserable assholes.

723
00:48:44,672 --> 00:48:47,091
So you know you're a miserable asshole.

724
00:48:47,550 --> 00:48:50,678
What? Do you think I'm an idiot?
Of course I know.

725
00:48:53,931 --> 00:48:55,182
'Course I know.

726
00:48:55,391 --> 00:48:59,728
(guitar starts)

727
00:49:06,068 --> 00:49:07,403
♪ Come ♪

728
00:49:08,154 --> 00:49:12,908
♪ Husk your limbs to my floor ♪

729
00:49:17,413 --> 00:49:21,542
♪ Bones sucking stones ♪

730
00:49:22,460 --> 00:49:24,920
♪ Her coming storm ♪

731
00:49:27,965 --> 00:49:34,555
♪ Under the lights you went
Chemical ashes head down ♪

732
00:49:39,351 --> 00:49:46,275
♪ Heart on a diamond thread
Fennel and lashes wet down ♪

733
00:49:51,197 --> 00:49:58,162
♪ Ooh, ooh, mmm ♪

734
00:50:02,625 --> 00:50:09,507
♪ Ooh, ooh, mmm ♪

735
00:50:12,718 --> 00:50:14,720
(music ends)

736
00:50:17,223 --> 00:50:19,225
(film roll clatters)

737
00:50:20,893 --> 00:50:22,895
(plastic clatters)

738
00:50:49,547 --> 00:50:53,425
You would have saved us all
a lot of trouble if you shot digital.

739
00:50:54,218 --> 00:50:55,553
(sighs)

740
00:50:55,636 --> 00:50:58,347
You ever hold a pair of fake tits
in your hands?

741
00:50:58,430 --> 00:51:02,268
- (scoffs) What?
- No matter how good something looks,

742
00:51:03,769 --> 00:51:06,272
- you can't beat the real thing.
- Mm-hmm.

743
00:51:06,355 --> 00:51:10,192
People are taking more pictures now
than ever before.

744
00:51:10,776 --> 00:51:14,613
Billions of 'em.
But there's no slides, no prints.

745
00:51:15,155 --> 00:51:16,490
They're just data,

746
00:51:16,991 --> 00:51:18,826
electronic dust.

747
00:51:19,326 --> 00:51:23,622
Years from now, when they dig us up,
there won't be any pictures to find.

748
00:51:24,915 --> 00:51:29,086
No record of who we were, how we lived.

749
00:51:29,962 --> 00:51:33,924
What's the point of having an artifact
if you never see it with your own eyes?

750
00:51:36,427 --> 00:51:38,387
You still talking about film?

751
00:51:41,682 --> 00:51:43,559
Never mind.

752
00:51:43,642 --> 00:51:45,519
Hey, Matt, Matt.

753
00:51:48,439 --> 00:51:52,943
I don't kid myself that I was
any kind of husband or father.

754
00:51:54,320 --> 00:51:55,571
It's not about that.

755
00:51:59,408 --> 00:52:01,452
You just never saw me.

756
00:52:04,288 --> 00:52:05,581
Not once, Ben.

757
00:52:07,625 --> 00:52:11,337
I see for a living, Matt. It's what I do.

758
00:52:18,927 --> 00:52:20,846
We better get going.

759
00:52:51,251 --> 00:52:55,464
Hey, we just got to the hotel in Chicago.
Thanks for the passes for tonight.

760
00:52:55,547 --> 00:52:59,259
(Larry) I have you booked in St. Louis
tomorrow night, then Kansas City,

761
00:52:59,343 --> 00:53:01,637
- then Parsons for Tuesday.
- Okay.

762
00:53:02,221 --> 00:53:05,140
That gives you two extra days
before the lab closes.

763
00:53:06,225 --> 00:53:09,728
Hey, look, Larry, I'd rather just go
straight from St. Louis to Parsons.

764
00:53:09,812 --> 00:53:12,439
I just want to drop off this film
and get back to my life.

765
00:53:12,523 --> 00:53:14,525
- If that's all right.
- Suit yourself.

766
00:53:14,608 --> 00:53:16,819
- You ready for tonight?
- Yeah, I'm ready.

767
00:53:16,902 --> 00:53:19,905
- Don't worry about me, Larry.
- Good luck anyway.

768
00:53:20,572 --> 00:53:21,990
Thanks, I guess.

769
00:53:30,916 --> 00:53:33,252
(inhales, exhales)

770
00:53:34,294 --> 00:53:36,296
(samba music)

771
00:53:45,806 --> 00:53:47,558
Uh-oh. Oh.
(chuckles)

772
00:53:47,975 --> 00:53:50,936
- Okay.
- Go, Zooey.

773
00:53:56,400 --> 00:53:58,235
Oh, hey.

774
00:53:58,944 --> 00:54:02,656
Before I forget.
This is your pass for tonight.

775
00:54:03,157 --> 00:54:06,744
- This is the band you're pitchin'?
- Yeah. Yeah, that's them.

776
00:54:08,245 --> 00:54:11,081
Why don't you try
running your spiel by me?

777
00:54:11,832 --> 00:54:13,876
You know, kick the tires a little bit.

778
00:54:14,793 --> 00:54:16,754
No. No, I'm okay. Thanks though.

779
00:54:16,837 --> 00:54:21,133
Come on. I mean, you're asking
a successful band to leave a major label

780
00:54:21,216 --> 00:54:23,218
and trust you at a boutique.

781
00:54:23,719 --> 00:54:24,845
Let's hear it.

782
00:54:26,847 --> 00:54:30,100
Come on. Just give me your pitch.
It's good practice.

783
00:54:30,184 --> 00:54:32,853
I mean, your career depends on it, right?

784
00:54:35,647 --> 00:54:36,815
Okay.

785
00:54:38,317 --> 00:54:39,985
We're not corporate.

786
00:54:40,068 --> 00:54:43,572
We're not part of a conglomerate
that only worries about the bottom line.

787
00:54:43,655 --> 00:54:47,242
We actually are a company that still
believes the artist is visionary,

788
00:54:47,326 --> 00:54:48,994
not just a product.

789
00:54:50,245 --> 00:54:52,956
Yeah, don't say any of that.
You sound like a pussy.

790
00:54:53,040 --> 00:54:54,458
Never mind. Bad idea.

791
00:54:54,541 --> 00:54:56,960
You were always a little timid,
even as a little kid.

792
00:54:57,044 --> 00:54:59,838
You have any idea how condescending
and insulting you can be?

793
00:54:59,922 --> 00:55:02,049
Just listen to me?
These guys are surrounded

794
00:55:02,132 --> 00:55:05,093
by people tellin' 'em
how great they are all the time.

795
00:55:05,177 --> 00:55:07,513
They need that because they're artists.

796
00:55:07,596 --> 00:55:10,224
We're all just
a bunch of insecure bastards.

797
00:55:10,307 --> 00:55:12,476
So you don't tell them how great they are,

798
00:55:12,559 --> 00:55:15,020
you tell 'em
what you don't like about 'em.

799
00:55:15,103 --> 00:55:18,607
Speak with authority.
Not only will they respect you,

800
00:55:18,690 --> 00:55:21,985
but they'll believe
you're the only guy who can fix it.

801
00:55:27,741 --> 00:55:30,661
- Why'd you come on this trip?
- What?

802
00:55:30,744 --> 00:55:33,831
Don't tell me it's about
this "Seven Sisters" or whoever.

803
00:55:33,914 --> 00:55:36,708
Spare Sevens. Yeah, no. That's why.

804
00:55:42,256 --> 00:55:44,967
And I guess there's part of me

805
00:55:45,050 --> 00:55:48,178
that figured this was the last chance
I'd have to see you

806
00:55:48,262 --> 00:55:52,349
and how you measure up against
the bastard I've hated all these years.

807
00:55:53,725 --> 00:55:55,227
How am I doing?

808
00:55:56,812 --> 00:55:58,146
You're holding your own.

809
00:56:00,941 --> 00:56:02,860
You wanna know the sad part?

810
00:56:04,820 --> 00:56:06,697
I've actually been trying.

811
00:56:07,948 --> 00:56:10,909
(scoffs)

812
00:56:10,993 --> 00:56:12,995
(hard rock)

813
00:56:13,078 --> 00:56:18,750
♪ Say your last hallelujah ♪

814
00:56:18,917 --> 00:56:25,132
♪ Fight with the great illusion ♪

815
00:56:25,257 --> 00:56:28,510
♪ Wake up ♪

816
00:56:28,594 --> 00:56:33,223
♪ Come on, take me home ♪

817
00:56:34,182 --> 00:56:37,269
- What do you think?
- I think they're good.

818
00:56:37,352 --> 00:56:38,854
- What?
- I think they're good.

819
00:56:38,937 --> 00:56:41,940
I think
they could use a new record label though.

820
00:56:42,316 --> 00:56:43,525
I agree.

821
00:56:43,609 --> 00:56:47,321
(loud music continues)

822
00:56:47,404 --> 00:56:50,407
♪ Wake up ♪

823
00:56:50,490 --> 00:56:54,870
♪ Come on, take me home ♪

824
00:56:54,995 --> 00:57:00,751
(cheering)

825
00:57:02,586 --> 00:57:05,047
(Matt)
So... what I was talkin' about earlier...

826
00:57:05,130 --> 00:57:07,758
(man laughing) Thanks.

827
00:57:07,883 --> 00:57:12,304
- Sorry. Matt, Matt. What were you saying?
- We're talking about creative control

828
00:57:12,387 --> 00:57:15,057
and support
you're not going to find anywhere else.

829
00:57:15,140 --> 00:57:17,768
I just don't think you should be singin'
for your supper.

830
00:57:18,518 --> 00:57:21,480
We want to give you the space
to record the album

831
00:57:21,563 --> 00:57:23,774
that the whole world is waiting for.

832
00:57:24,983 --> 00:57:26,818
- Yeah.
- Yeah.

833
00:57:26,902 --> 00:57:28,862
- But, um...
- (people chattering)

834
00:57:29,696 --> 00:57:33,617
I'm going to do that no matter where I am,
aren't I?

835
00:57:36,244 --> 00:57:40,207
Yes, no, of course,
but what we're offering is...

836
00:57:40,290 --> 00:57:44,002
Matt,
you've worked with some serious bands.

837
00:57:44,836 --> 00:57:47,422
And some shit bands if I'm being honest.

838
00:57:47,631 --> 00:57:50,092
A bit of this, a bit of that.

839
00:57:50,717 --> 00:57:52,803
We're on a streak now.

840
00:57:53,595 --> 00:57:56,473
Selling out shows, heavy rotation.

841
00:57:58,725 --> 00:58:00,769
If it ain't broke, and all that.

842
00:58:01,645 --> 00:58:03,438
- Right?
- Yeah. No. I, um...

843
00:58:04,606 --> 00:58:06,525
I hear what you're saying.

844
00:58:10,320 --> 00:58:11,571
Matt.

845
00:58:16,034 --> 00:58:17,744
But it is broke, Jasper.

846
00:58:19,246 --> 00:58:20,998
You just don't know it yet.

847
00:58:21,832 --> 00:58:24,626
Or my hunch is... that maybe you do.

848
00:58:25,293 --> 00:58:27,671
You did agree to meet with me
tonight, right?

849
00:58:28,547 --> 00:58:29,798
- Yes or no?
- Yes.

850
00:58:29,881 --> 00:58:32,384
Yeah, that's right. Yeah. Well done.

851
00:58:32,467 --> 00:58:35,345
So you were honest with me.
I'm gonna be honest with you.

852
00:58:36,013 --> 00:58:37,889
I loved your guys' first record.

853
00:58:38,890 --> 00:58:39,850
It was amazing.

854
00:58:40,434 --> 00:58:43,020
Deserves every bit of recognition
that it got.

855
00:58:43,103 --> 00:58:45,313
I worked out to it. I fucked to it.

856
00:58:45,397 --> 00:58:47,733
It helped me get through my divorce.

857
00:58:48,442 --> 00:58:50,360
Seriously. It's one of those.

858
00:58:50,652 --> 00:58:52,612
It was incredible. Because it had balls.

859
00:58:52,696 --> 00:58:55,449
It was unique. It was original.
It was yours.

860
00:58:56,825 --> 00:58:59,244
Your second album, however, Alibi.

861
00:59:00,454 --> 00:59:03,832
Ironically named, if you ask me,
'cause that thing is anything...

862
00:59:05,250 --> 00:59:06,293
but your first album.

863
00:59:06,376 --> 00:59:08,086
It is at best forgettable.

864
00:59:09,254 --> 00:59:12,299
Teenagers make that music
with a fucking laptop.

865
00:59:13,759 --> 00:59:15,177
They do.

866
00:59:15,635 --> 00:59:18,680
I don't know whose idea it was
to put that dance track on there,

867
00:59:18,764 --> 00:59:21,850
but I bet it wasn't any of you guys,
am I wrong?

868
00:59:22,100 --> 00:59:24,686
You don't look at each other
when you play the new songs.

869
00:59:24,770 --> 00:59:28,065
You just look out straight forward,
scanning the crowd for girls.

870
00:59:29,816 --> 00:59:32,861
- You're embarrassed. I don't blame you.
- What's your point?

871
00:59:32,944 --> 00:59:35,489
I think you're better than that.
That's all I'm saying.

872
00:59:35,572 --> 00:59:37,491
'Cause you're an actual
fucking rock band.

873
00:59:38,116 --> 00:59:40,702
Drums, guitar, bass, vocals.

874
00:59:41,369 --> 00:59:43,789
Then you add all this other shit
you don't need.

875
00:59:44,331 --> 00:59:46,416
You're selling albums, but to who?

876
00:59:46,500 --> 00:59:48,960
People that pay attention
to fuckin' commercials.

877
00:59:50,545 --> 00:59:53,799
I want you guys
to get back to what you do.

878
00:59:53,882 --> 00:59:57,052
To reclaim what made
the Spare Sevens the Spare Sevens.

879
00:59:57,135 --> 01:00:00,430
If you don't, you're just going to
be another casualty of the machine.

880
01:00:01,348 --> 01:00:04,768
If I didn't believe this, if I didn't
believe in you, I wouldn't be here.

881
01:00:06,144 --> 01:00:09,439
You have no fucking idea
what it took me to get here.

882
01:00:10,982 --> 01:00:14,027
(sniffs, sighs)

883
01:00:19,616 --> 01:00:21,785
Fuck. (chuckles)

884
01:00:21,910 --> 01:00:23,245
Fuck, man.

885
01:00:28,667 --> 01:00:32,003
You've got a massive pair of balls on you,
don't you?

886
01:00:32,504 --> 01:00:33,421
Yeah.

887
01:00:33,839 --> 01:00:37,551
- They make my dick look really small.
- (men laugh)

888
01:00:43,265 --> 01:00:46,017
Okay, man.
(clears throat)

889
01:00:48,186 --> 01:00:49,312
Okay.

890
01:00:50,522 --> 01:00:52,315
How do you see this working?

891
01:00:52,941 --> 01:00:55,026
Glad you asked.(chuckles)

892
01:00:55,152 --> 01:00:58,280
- I have to take a look at your contract.
- This geezer pissed himself.

893
01:00:59,114 --> 01:01:01,074
This geezer pissed his pants!

894
01:01:01,199 --> 01:01:03,827
(laughing)

895
01:01:04,953 --> 01:01:09,249
Get the old codger a nappy.
Get him a diaper!

896
01:01:09,332 --> 01:01:10,542
(laughing continues)

897
01:01:10,625 --> 01:01:11,751
Shit!

898
01:01:11,835 --> 01:01:13,837
Fucking hope not.

899
01:01:13,962 --> 01:01:15,338
(laughter continues)

900
01:01:15,463 --> 01:01:17,048
Get him out.

901
01:01:18,216 --> 01:01:20,385
(Ben) I don't even know what happened.

902
01:01:20,719 --> 01:01:23,346
(Jasper) Sorry. Sorry, Matt.

903
01:01:24,014 --> 01:01:25,557
What were you sayin'?

904
01:01:27,350 --> 01:01:28,602
Matt?

905
01:01:29,644 --> 01:01:31,021
Um...

906
01:01:32,397 --> 01:01:33,648
(scoffs)

907
01:01:33,732 --> 01:01:38,278
You guys are newly famous, so by default
you're going to be assholes.

908
01:01:38,695 --> 01:01:39,613
What?

909
01:01:39,696 --> 01:01:43,909
The sad thing is there's a big part of me
that would still love to sign you.

910
01:01:46,536 --> 01:01:50,540
But I can't even pretend
to have anywhere...

911
01:01:52,417 --> 01:01:55,128
close to some type of respect
for any of you.

912
01:01:56,046 --> 01:01:57,380
Um...

913
01:01:59,424 --> 01:02:03,261
You know what? Thank you for the beer.

914
01:02:03,845 --> 01:02:05,263
And good luck.

915
01:02:06,056 --> 01:02:07,140
Matt.

916
01:02:46,221 --> 01:02:47,097
I got it.

917
01:02:49,140 --> 01:02:51,142
Here. Keep the change.

918
01:02:53,019 --> 01:02:54,479
You're welcome.

919
01:02:57,023 --> 01:02:59,150
I'll see you guys in a little bit,
all right?

920
01:02:59,234 --> 01:03:02,696
- Where are you goin'?
- Just gonna take a few moments

921
01:03:02,779 --> 01:03:04,281
to collect my thoughts.

922
01:03:04,656 --> 01:03:07,701
By that, I mean I'm gonna
get fucked up across the street.

923
01:03:10,620 --> 01:03:14,082
- Well, that was something, huh?
- That was stupid.

924
01:03:15,917 --> 01:03:18,420
What? He should have closed the deal.

925
01:03:18,753 --> 01:03:20,755
He was defending you.

926
01:03:20,839 --> 01:03:22,966
Don't put this on me. It wasn't my fault.

927
01:03:23,049 --> 01:03:25,677
- That's not the point.
- I'm standing here in my own piss.

928
01:03:25,760 --> 01:03:28,013
Maybe you could
try to get to the goddamn point.

929
01:03:28,096 --> 01:03:31,349
The point is, you're gonna thank him
tonight, and you're gonna mean it.

930
01:03:31,433 --> 01:03:32,517
Uh-huh.

931
01:03:32,600 --> 01:03:34,477
Ben. Ben!

932
01:03:38,148 --> 01:03:41,151
I... I can't do this anymore.

933
01:03:44,029 --> 01:03:46,239
I love you, and you know that but...

934
01:03:47,157 --> 01:03:50,035
you don't make it easy.
You make it virtually impossible.

935
01:03:50,118 --> 01:03:53,204
But Matt, he's here for you.
It doesn't matter what he says.

936
01:03:53,288 --> 01:03:57,042
He... He came on this trip for you.

937
01:03:57,834 --> 01:04:02,422
You have done nothing to earn his love,
but tonight he gave it to you anyway.

938
01:04:02,505 --> 01:04:07,469
And he did that for you,
and if you can't find it in yourself

939
01:04:07,552 --> 01:04:11,014
to show your son.
Just, like, an ounce of kindness,

940
01:04:11,097 --> 01:04:15,060
then I... I can't...
I'm done defending you.

941
01:04:15,143 --> 01:04:16,478
I can't be your nurse.

942
01:04:18,146 --> 01:04:20,065
I don't know how to help you.

943
01:04:23,735 --> 01:04:25,070
Are you done?

944
01:04:26,946 --> 01:04:27,947
Yeah.

945
01:04:30,408 --> 01:04:31,409
Okay.

946
01:04:34,829 --> 01:04:38,249
- What does that mean? "Okay."
- You're fired.

947
01:04:59,854 --> 01:05:01,272
Is someone sitting here?

948
01:05:05,527 --> 01:05:06,528
No.

949
01:05:11,616 --> 01:05:12,617
How's he doing?

950
01:05:13,201 --> 01:05:16,413
He's overcome with gratitude.

951
01:05:18,498 --> 01:05:21,334
- Really?
- No. Mm-mmm.

952
01:05:21,501 --> 01:05:23,169
Nope. I need a drink.

953
01:05:24,045 --> 01:05:24,879
Hey,

954
01:05:24,963 --> 01:05:31,094
can I please get, like,
any semi-decent reposado on ice, please?

955
01:05:31,928 --> 01:05:35,056
- Let me ask you something. You were there.
- Mm-hmm.

956
01:05:35,640 --> 01:05:38,726
It was happening, right?
Like before I had my little freak out?

957
01:05:38,810 --> 01:05:41,980
- I had 'em, yeah?
- Yeah. You did.

958
01:05:44,023 --> 01:05:47,569
- So I really screwed myself. Okay.
- That's not how I see it.

959
01:05:49,821 --> 01:05:51,698
I appreciate that, but...

960
01:05:52,490 --> 01:05:55,702
I don't know if you realize
what kind of opportunities are out there

961
01:05:55,785 --> 01:05:57,328
for a guy like me at this point.

962
01:05:57,412 --> 01:05:59,038
Like, a handful?

963
01:05:59,539 --> 01:06:02,459
Mmm. Zero... is the right answer.

964
01:06:03,543 --> 01:06:07,046
Then, once word of this gets out,
it's gonna be even less.

965
01:06:07,839 --> 01:06:09,841
(phone dings, vibrates)

966
01:06:11,342 --> 01:06:14,053
- The word is officially out.
- And are you fired?

967
01:06:14,262 --> 01:06:16,097
Uh, no. Not quite.

968
01:06:16,181 --> 01:06:18,516
- Apparently I'm "fried."
- (Zooey chuckles)

969
01:06:19,058 --> 01:06:21,895
- Now I'm fired. There we go.
- Good. (laughs)

970
01:06:21,978 --> 01:06:26,483
- Don't laugh. At least you got a job.
- Oh, no. I was actually just fired too.

971
01:06:27,901 --> 01:06:29,777
- You're joking.
- No. I'm not.

972
01:06:29,861 --> 01:06:34,115
- What? Why?
- It's fine. He does it a lot actually.

973
01:06:34,824 --> 01:06:36,409
- (chuckles)
- (snorts)

974
01:06:36,493 --> 01:06:38,828
- So, cheers to that.
- Cheers.

975
01:06:38,912 --> 01:06:40,538
- Cheers.
- Cheers. Here we go.

976
01:06:43,708 --> 01:06:44,542
(exhales)

977
01:06:44,626 --> 01:06:46,085
- Want another one?
- No! God!

978
01:06:46,169 --> 01:06:48,254
- If I had any more, I'd get surly.
- Oh, yeah?

979
01:06:48,338 --> 01:06:50,423
- Yeah.
- I'd pay to see that. Are you sure?

980
01:06:50,507 --> 01:06:52,884
Okay, well, that would be your funeral,
buddy.

981
01:06:52,967 --> 01:06:54,886
- (phone dings)
- (groans)

982
01:06:55,720 --> 01:06:57,180
What's this?

983
01:06:59,057 --> 01:07:02,268
♪ The angel opens her eyes ♪

984
01:07:04,812 --> 01:07:06,814
♪ Pale blue-colored eyes ♪

985
01:07:06,898 --> 01:07:08,650
- This is Live.
- What?

986
01:07:08,733 --> 01:07:12,070
You're singing Live right now.
You said you didn't know the band Live.

987
01:07:12,153 --> 01:07:14,280
- This is Live. You're singing it.
- No.

988
01:07:14,364 --> 01:07:16,407
I think you're drunk.
You're hallucinating.

989
01:07:16,491 --> 01:07:17,700
No, I heard you.

990
01:07:17,784 --> 01:07:22,956
- ♪ Oh, now feel it, comin' back again ♪
- Uh-huh.

991
01:07:23,039 --> 01:07:26,376
- ♪ Like a rollin' thunder ♪
- You lied to me.

992
01:07:26,459 --> 01:07:28,461
♪ Chasing the wind ♪

993
01:07:28,545 --> 01:07:33,174
♪ Forces pullin' from
The center of the earth again ♪

994
01:07:33,258 --> 01:07:37,804
♪ I can feel it ♪

995
01:07:38,429 --> 01:07:44,102
♪ I can feel it, ow ♪

996
01:07:44,269 --> 01:07:46,271
(music continues)

997
01:07:51,234 --> 01:07:55,029
♪ Oh, I ♪

998
01:07:55,113 --> 01:07:58,825
♪ Oh, I ♪

999
01:08:00,034 --> 01:08:04,330
♪ Oh, I ♪

1000
01:08:07,667 --> 01:08:12,630
♪ I can feel it coming back again ♪

1001
01:08:13,214 --> 01:08:18,052
♪ Like a rollin' thunder
Chasing the wind ♪

1002
01:08:18,136 --> 01:08:22,807
♪ Forces pullin' from
The center of the earth again ♪

1003
01:08:23,308 --> 01:08:26,227
- ♪ I can feel it ♪
- Well, I should probably...

1004
01:08:28,021 --> 01:08:32,734
♪ I can feel it coming back again ♪

1005
01:08:33,109 --> 01:08:37,780
♪ Like a rollin' thunder
Chasing the wind ♪

1006
01:08:37,864 --> 01:08:42,785
♪ Forces pullin' from
The center of the earth again ♪

1007
01:08:42,869 --> 01:08:46,122
♪ I can feel it ♪

1008
01:08:47,832 --> 01:08:52,629
♪ I can feel it coming back again ♪

1009
01:08:52,712 --> 01:08:57,759
♪ Like a rolllin' thunder
Chasing the wind ♪

1010
01:08:57,842 --> 01:09:02,555
♪ Forces pulling
From the center of the earth again ♪

1011
01:09:02,639 --> 01:09:07,644
♪ I can feel it ♪

1012
01:09:08,269 --> 01:09:12,065
(music fades)

1013
01:09:13,775 --> 01:09:19,697
- (light footsteps)
- (objects rustling)

1014
01:09:19,822 --> 01:09:20,698
Hey.

1015
01:09:21,032 --> 01:09:24,827
- What are you doing?
- I'm going to the airport.

1016
01:09:25,953 --> 01:09:30,291
- What are you talkin' about?
- Yeah. This was a mistake.

1017
01:09:31,751 --> 01:09:33,252
No, it wasn't.

1018
01:09:33,336 --> 01:09:34,837
Hey, slow down.

1019
01:09:34,921 --> 01:09:39,217
I've already called a nurse
to replace me and...

1020
01:09:40,426 --> 01:09:42,887
she should probably be here by breakfast.

1021
01:09:43,012 --> 01:09:46,265
Hey, Zooey. Come on. What is this?
What's goin' on here?

1022
01:09:48,101 --> 01:09:50,561
Hey, come on. You can't just leave.

1023
01:09:50,853 --> 01:09:53,147
- What about Ben?
- He fired me last night.

1024
01:09:53,272 --> 01:09:54,649
He fires you all the time.

1025
01:09:54,732 --> 01:09:57,527
- Yeah. Now I'm takin' him up on it.
- Okay, but why now?

1026
01:09:57,610 --> 01:10:00,113
- Why? What is going on?
- I can't do this, okay?

1027
01:10:00,196 --> 01:10:02,156
Do what? What are you talking about?

1028
01:10:02,240 --> 01:10:05,368
- I'm not going to hurt you.
- You don't know that.

1029
01:10:05,952 --> 01:10:08,871
Look. I get it, okay?
Your husband cheated on you.

1030
01:10:08,955 --> 01:10:10,248
I'm not him.

1031
01:10:10,331 --> 01:10:14,001
Okay, well, he didn't cheat on me.
I cheated on him.

1032
01:10:14,127 --> 01:10:18,506
And I couldn't even tell you why.
I went and fucked someone.

1033
01:10:20,758 --> 01:10:24,011
So what? So what? You made a mistake.

1034
01:10:24,095 --> 01:10:26,222
It was three years ago.
He was the wrong guy.

1035
01:10:26,305 --> 01:10:28,683
No. I am the wrong girl.

1036
01:10:29,892 --> 01:10:33,354
Zooey, what about, "Nothing good
comes from living in the past."

1037
01:10:33,438 --> 01:10:36,399
Yeah, and then you told me
I sounded like your ex-wife.

1038
01:10:45,992 --> 01:10:47,994
(sighs)

1039
01:11:11,809 --> 01:11:13,895
(knocking)

1040
01:11:16,105 --> 01:11:17,106
Ben.

1041
01:11:20,777 --> 01:11:21,778
Hey.

1042
01:11:27,450 --> 01:11:28,618
Hello?

1043
01:11:29,827 --> 01:11:33,039
Thanks, man. I appreciate it.
It will just take a second.

1044
01:11:33,122 --> 01:11:35,500
He's probably just in here. Hey, Ben?

1045
01:11:37,919 --> 01:11:40,630
Oh, shit! Hey! Ben!

1046
01:11:41,088 --> 01:11:42,715
Ben! Are you okay?

1047
01:11:42,799 --> 01:11:45,510
Sir! Sir! Go get help! Please!

1048
01:11:46,260 --> 01:11:48,429
- It's okay. You all right?
- (groan)

1049
01:11:48,513 --> 01:11:50,306
- This is Beta One, come in.
- (woman) Go ahead.

1050
01:11:50,389 --> 01:11:53,684
- Will you get help?
- We have a possible Code Blue in 428.

1051
01:11:53,768 --> 01:11:54,894
It's okay.

1052
01:12:05,071 --> 01:12:09,075
(talking on PA, indistinct)

1053
01:12:14,163 --> 01:12:15,748
(light knocking)

1054
01:12:20,002 --> 01:12:24,674
So I checked in with Ben's oncologist
in New York and shared some blood work.

1055
01:12:25,758 --> 01:12:30,721
We can keep him comfortable, but at this
stage of cancer, that's all we can do.

1056
01:12:31,305 --> 01:12:33,766
Now we can arrange
for his transfer to hospice,

1057
01:12:33,850 --> 01:12:37,687
but I am afraid he will not be
able to travel back to New York.

1058
01:12:39,605 --> 01:12:42,733
We're actually on our way to... Kansas.

1059
01:12:43,693 --> 01:12:45,236
Oh, that's off the table.

1060
01:12:46,237 --> 01:12:47,947
Matt, your father is very weak,

1061
01:12:48,030 --> 01:12:52,910
and while we can keep him comfortable
here, he really doesn't have much longer.

1062
01:12:53,828 --> 01:12:54,954
I'm sorry.

1063
01:12:56,247 --> 01:12:58,374
I'll check back in in a little bit.

1064
01:13:00,209 --> 01:13:02,169
- Yeah. Thank you.
- You're welcome.

1065
01:13:08,259 --> 01:13:12,513
(talking on PA, indistinct)

1066
01:13:31,073 --> 01:13:32,825
Coffee smells good.

1067
01:13:35,119 --> 01:13:36,245
Hey.

1068
01:13:37,246 --> 01:13:38,623
You want some?

1069
01:13:40,833 --> 01:13:42,835
(Ben grunts)

1070
01:13:55,473 --> 01:13:56,766
(sighs)

1071
01:13:58,601 --> 01:14:00,061
(groans)

1072
01:14:01,270 --> 01:14:02,730
(exhales)

1073
01:14:04,440 --> 01:14:05,691
How are you feeling?

1074
01:14:07,735 --> 01:14:10,696
I'm dying. That's how I'm feeling.

1075
01:14:12,406 --> 01:14:13,741
(sighs)

1076
01:14:13,824 --> 01:14:15,409
How long have I been here?

1077
01:14:17,244 --> 01:14:19,497
Like a day and a half... about.

1078
01:14:22,833 --> 01:14:24,126
Where's Zooey?

1079
01:14:26,545 --> 01:14:29,215
- She left.
- Is she gone?

1080
01:14:30,216 --> 01:14:35,429
I fired her before. It's the first time
she ever actually left.

1081
01:14:37,848 --> 01:14:40,685
Do me a favor. Don't tell her I'm here

1082
01:14:40,768 --> 01:14:42,895
She might blame herself.

1083
01:14:43,479 --> 01:14:44,855
Of course.

1084
01:15:32,737 --> 01:15:36,615
(film canister, camera door rattling)

1085
01:15:55,718 --> 01:15:56,719
Need help?

1086
01:16:04,143 --> 01:16:07,646
- Goes in that little slot there.
- Yeah, I know. I remember.

1087
01:16:08,439 --> 01:16:10,983
Stretch it out. Nice and tight.

1088
01:16:12,068 --> 01:16:14,570
Line it up so the teeth will bite.

1089
01:16:15,362 --> 01:16:17,448
- Click it twice.
- That's right. Yeah.

1090
01:16:18,741 --> 01:16:20,034
Yep.

1091
01:16:21,368 --> 01:16:22,536
Good job.

1092
01:16:30,127 --> 01:16:31,712
I used to feed you.

1093
01:16:32,421 --> 01:16:34,507
(chuckles) What?

1094
01:16:35,216 --> 01:16:37,593
At night while your mother slept.

1095
01:16:39,345 --> 01:16:40,763
Give you the bottle.

1096
01:16:44,517 --> 01:16:50,731
We were staying in this crappy
little apartment, Lower East Side.

1097
01:16:53,317 --> 01:16:57,530
Then afterwards you'd lie...
you'd just lie there...

1098
01:16:58,447 --> 01:17:00,908
with your head on my chest.

1099
01:17:02,576 --> 01:17:04,578
You had this...

1100
01:17:05,830 --> 01:17:08,666
smell, you know,
the way babies smell.

1101
01:17:10,292 --> 01:17:11,627
And I would just...

1102
01:17:12,336 --> 01:17:14,213
I'd just hold you.

1103
01:17:16,757 --> 01:17:18,384
Feeling you breathe.

1104
01:17:24,140 --> 01:17:26,767
I'd make all these promises to you.

1105
01:17:30,771 --> 01:17:33,649
Tell you that I'd love you forever,

1106
01:17:35,067 --> 01:17:37,069
always keep you safe,

1107
01:17:42,032 --> 01:17:44,160
never let you feel alone.

1108
01:17:49,123 --> 01:17:51,709
(sniffs) I was just filled with this...

1109
01:17:54,378 --> 01:17:56,672
infinite love for you.

1110
01:17:58,549 --> 01:17:59,842
(chuckles)

1111
01:18:08,934 --> 01:18:14,106
I don't know what happened to me,
what broke inside of me.

1112
01:18:16,942 --> 01:18:19,612
Maybe I was always broken. I don't know.

1113
01:18:21,405 --> 01:18:23,866
But those nights with you, if I could...

1114
01:18:25,117 --> 01:18:29,413
get to choose what time of my life
to live in forever, that would be it.

1115
01:18:32,333 --> 01:18:37,630
That would be it. And I'm not asking
you to forgive me. I don't deserve....

1116
01:18:44,136 --> 01:18:45,638
I just...

1117
01:18:46,347 --> 01:18:47,556
(laughs)

1118
01:18:52,144 --> 01:18:53,604
I love you.

1119
01:18:54,855 --> 01:18:56,440
I do. I really do.

1120
01:18:59,818 --> 01:19:01,070
And I'm sorry.

1121
01:19:05,324 --> 01:19:06,617
(sniffles)

1122
01:19:25,719 --> 01:19:27,680
It's okay.

1123
01:19:27,763 --> 01:19:30,307
Go to sleep. Okay? You're tired.

1124
01:20:32,536 --> 01:20:33,954
Knock, knock.

1125
01:20:34,830 --> 01:20:36,498
What do you got there?

1126
01:20:37,124 --> 01:20:38,292
Your getaway vehicle.

1127
01:20:39,168 --> 01:20:43,047
If we're gonna get that film to Dwayne's,
we gotta drive through the night.

1128
01:20:43,130 --> 01:20:45,674
Tomorrow is the last day
they're developing Kodachrome.

1129
01:20:46,133 --> 01:20:48,302
Never gonna let you take me out of here.

1130
01:20:48,385 --> 01:20:50,304
That's why I'm not gonna ask.

1131
01:20:56,727 --> 01:20:59,855
It appears I got this tube in my dick.

1132
01:21:00,606 --> 01:21:04,193
- Shit.
- It's all right. I can get it. I got it.

1133
01:21:04,276 --> 01:21:07,154
What do you mean you can get it? No.
No, no, no, no. Hey!

1134
01:21:07,654 --> 01:21:11,533
You can't pull out your own catheter!
Stop it! Stop it! That's crazy!

1135
01:21:11,617 --> 01:21:13,077
Oh, God.

1136
01:21:13,160 --> 01:21:15,871
- Dad! Don't!
- (groans)

1137
01:21:15,954 --> 01:21:17,122
(laughs quietly)

1138
01:21:18,415 --> 01:21:21,919
(chortles) Fuck you. Get dressed.

1139
01:21:22,002 --> 01:21:24,963
- I got you.
- You did get me. Here.

1140
01:21:28,550 --> 01:21:35,224
♪ Caught in a minute
In a dream that I had ♪

1141
01:21:35,766 --> 01:21:42,314
♪ Everything is perfect
They're letting go of the past ♪

1142
01:21:43,190 --> 01:21:49,947
♪ Stop in the middle
with a dream in my head ♪

1143
01:21:50,656 --> 01:21:57,579
♪ Living the moment up on the edge ♪

1144
01:21:57,704 --> 01:22:04,044
♪ Somewhere else
But you are somewhere else ♪

1145
01:22:05,462 --> 01:22:11,760
♪ Somewhere else
But you are somewhere else ♪

1146
01:22:12,803 --> 01:22:19,393
♪ Rocks form the house
It is falling apart ♪

1147
01:22:20,269 --> 01:22:26,650
♪ Everything feels right right here
Right from the start ♪

1148
01:22:27,484 --> 01:22:32,281
♪ Floating in the river
Uh-oh, holding your hand ♪

1149
01:22:32,406 --> 01:22:34,741
Parsons?

1150
01:22:36,785 --> 01:22:38,162
Parsons.

1151
01:22:38,704 --> 01:22:41,498
♪ I am your man ♪

1152
01:22:42,249 --> 01:22:48,088
♪ Somewhere else
But you are somewhere else ♪

1153
01:22:49,756 --> 01:22:55,846
♪ Somewhere else
But you are somewhere else ♪

1154
01:22:57,097 --> 01:23:03,604
♪ Somewhere else
But you are somewhere else ♪

1155
01:23:04,354 --> 01:23:06,648
♪ Somewhere else ♪

1156
01:23:06,732 --> 01:23:10,194
(man) It has been this way
for the last few months or so.

1157
01:23:10,694 --> 01:23:15,574
People coming in from all over the world,
all just to develop some film.

1158
01:23:16,742 --> 01:23:20,579
If you ask me,
they should stop making film every year.

1159
01:23:22,956 --> 01:23:26,001
All right, I've got you in a single, king.

1160
01:23:26,084 --> 01:23:30,631
No. No, we had... two rooms.
Separate rooms reserved.

1161
01:23:30,756 --> 01:23:34,968
- Actually, three, but we only need two.
- I'm sorry. It's been insane.

1162
01:23:35,052 --> 01:23:37,763
Just... we don't know
who's coming and who's going.

1163
01:23:37,846 --> 01:23:40,057
Right now
all I've got is the one room.

1164
01:23:41,975 --> 01:23:43,519
One sec.

1165
01:23:49,525 --> 01:23:51,902
- We'll take it.
- Super.

1166
01:23:52,819 --> 01:23:56,240
I should have it ready for you
in three or four hours.

1167
01:23:57,324 --> 01:23:59,576
- Super...
- Fuck you. That's fucking cra... Okay.

1168
01:23:59,743 --> 01:24:01,537
That's great. That's great.

1169
01:24:02,871 --> 01:24:05,832
Sorry. Long drive. That's great.

1170
01:24:08,126 --> 01:24:09,378
Watch your step.

1171
01:24:15,759 --> 01:24:17,386
- Hi.
- Hey.

1172
01:24:17,678 --> 01:24:19,471
- Um...
- (Ben stammers)

1173
01:24:19,555 --> 01:24:24,685
Excuse me. I wanted to give these rolls
to Dwayne personally.

1174
01:24:26,186 --> 01:24:28,897
I'm sorry.
We stopped taking Kodachrome yesterday.

1175
01:24:30,148 --> 01:24:33,318
You what? No. I called to confirm.
We were told Thursday.

1176
01:24:33,777 --> 01:24:36,863
I know. I'm sorry. We ran out of dye
sooner than expected.

1177
01:24:37,864 --> 01:24:42,035
Come on. Look, we just drove
2,000 miles to get here. I just...

1178
01:24:42,119 --> 01:24:44,329
- Where's Dwayne?
- Ben Ryder.

1179
01:24:44,413 --> 01:24:46,290
- There he is.
- You made it.

1180
01:24:46,415 --> 01:24:48,333
- How you doin'?
- Good to see you.

1181
01:24:48,417 --> 01:24:51,962
Your assistant here just told me you're
not processing any more Kodachrome.

1182
01:24:52,045 --> 01:24:54,840
- She's fired. You're fired.
- Okay, Dad.

1183
01:24:55,257 --> 01:24:58,760
Honey, this is Benjamin Asher Ryder,

1184
01:24:58,885 --> 01:25:01,221
one of the world's greatest
living photographers.

1185
01:25:01,305 --> 01:25:03,390
How do you do? This is my son, Matt.

1186
01:25:03,473 --> 01:25:05,392
- Matt, nice to meet you.
- You too.

1187
01:25:06,101 --> 01:25:09,563
Well, Ben, I will process these myself.

1188
01:25:09,646 --> 01:25:13,025
I left a little room in the line
on the off chance you made it.

1189
01:25:13,108 --> 01:25:15,777
Yeah, I was countin' on it.
I appreciate it.

1190
01:25:16,486 --> 01:25:19,031
Can you believe it? The end of an era.

1191
01:25:20,449 --> 01:25:23,910
I will have these ready
for you to pick up tomorrow.

1192
01:25:24,286 --> 01:25:26,830
- Okay. Thank you.
- You're welcome.

1193
01:25:31,793 --> 01:25:33,253
We could get food. You hungry?

1194
01:25:33,337 --> 01:25:35,505
Yeah, I should put something
in my stomach.

1195
01:25:35,589 --> 01:25:36,590
Yeah, same.

1196
01:25:37,716 --> 01:25:40,594
I'm sorry. Aren't you Benjamin Ryder?

1197
01:25:41,178 --> 01:25:43,388
- That's right.
- I don't believe it.

1198
01:25:43,555 --> 01:25:47,184
I should have known you'd be here. I was
talking about you to Steve McCurry.

1199
01:25:47,267 --> 01:25:48,935
I figured Steve would be here.

1200
01:25:49,561 --> 01:25:52,230
- Ernie Coates from National Geographic.
- Ernie.

1201
01:25:52,314 --> 01:25:55,400
You did that piece in Afghanistan,
didn't you? Yeah, that was great.

1202
01:25:55,484 --> 01:25:56,401
Wow, you know...

1203
01:25:56,485 --> 01:26:01,239
At the risk of embarrassing you, you're
the reason I became a photographer.

1204
01:26:02,449 --> 01:26:04,618
Why would that embarrass me?

1205
01:26:05,118 --> 01:26:06,703
Marie, come here.

1206
01:26:09,956 --> 01:26:13,043
- This is Benjamin Ryder.
- No way.

1207
01:26:13,126 --> 01:26:14,378
Yeah, I'm afraid so.

1208
01:26:14,461 --> 01:26:16,838
A bunch of us were talking
about your Afghan series.

1209
01:26:16,922 --> 01:26:20,467
Can you believe they're stopping it?
You must've been pretty pissed.

1210
01:26:20,592 --> 01:26:23,720
No, not really.
A little sentimental, I guess, but...

1211
01:26:24,554 --> 01:26:26,890
just a matter of time, you know.

1212
01:26:26,973 --> 01:26:29,267
You know. Oh, geez.

1213
01:26:29,351 --> 01:26:32,979
We're all so... so frightened by time,

1214
01:26:33,063 --> 01:26:35,482
and the way it moves on,
the way things disappear.

1215
01:26:35,607 --> 01:26:37,192
That's why we're photographers.

1216
01:26:38,360 --> 01:26:40,821
We're preservationists by nature.

1217
01:26:41,488 --> 01:26:43,699
We take pictures to stop time,

1218
01:26:45,117 --> 01:26:47,411
to commit moments to eternity.

1219
01:26:49,913 --> 01:26:52,541
Human nature made tangible.

1220
01:26:54,918 --> 01:26:58,046
About as good a definition of art as any,
I guess.

1221
01:26:58,130 --> 01:27:01,758
Ben.
Rick Ross. We were in Grenada together.

1222
01:27:01,967 --> 01:27:04,553
- We were shooting for Reuters.
- Oh, my God.

1223
01:27:06,096 --> 01:27:08,974
- Good to see you.
- Good to see you too.

1224
01:27:09,057 --> 01:27:11,518
Ben,
do you mind if I get a picture with you?

1225
01:27:11,643 --> 01:27:14,271
Would it matter if I did? I don't know.

1226
01:27:14,396 --> 01:27:16,398
Sure. That's okay.

1227
01:27:20,026 --> 01:27:21,653
- Aw, that's great.
- There you go.

1228
01:27:21,737 --> 01:27:24,239
- Thank you.
- You all be well now.

1229
01:27:24,322 --> 01:27:26,283
- You too, Ben.
- Good to see you.

1230
01:27:28,744 --> 01:27:32,038
(water running in distance)

1231
01:27:42,966 --> 01:27:44,968
(water stops)

1232
01:28:00,567 --> 01:28:02,194
Do you hear that?

1233
01:28:07,199 --> 01:28:09,159
(Matt) Hmm. All right.

1234
01:28:10,786 --> 01:28:13,371
What should we do this evening? Huh?

1235
01:28:14,664 --> 01:28:18,627
We could go see what Parsons, Kansas
has in the way of nightlife.

1236
01:28:20,128 --> 01:28:21,755
I could actually eat again.

1237
01:28:23,256 --> 01:28:26,843
Don't know if they have room service here.
Should we get a pizza?

1238
01:28:27,552 --> 01:28:29,679
Go to a restaurant? Order in?

1239
01:28:30,347 --> 01:28:32,641
Hello? Any thoughts on the matter?

1240
01:28:55,622 --> 01:28:56,915
(whispers) Okay, Dad.

1241
01:28:58,708 --> 01:28:59,751
Okay.

1242
01:29:08,802 --> 01:29:13,807
(guitar starts)

1243
01:29:18,895 --> 01:29:24,776
♪ I've watched you go through changes
That no man should face alone ♪

1244
01:29:25,861 --> 01:29:30,866
♪ Take to heel or tame the horse
The choice is still your own ♪

1245
01:29:32,200 --> 01:29:37,914
♪ But arm yourself against the pain
A wounded bird can give ♪

1246
01:29:38,957 --> 01:29:44,796
♪ And in the end remember
It's with you you have to live ♪

1247
01:29:45,380 --> 01:29:51,052
♪ And in the end remember
It's with you you have to live ♪

1248
01:29:51,428 --> 01:29:54,389
(shutters clicking)

1249
01:29:56,558 --> 01:30:02,522
♪ Stand your ground I think you've got
The guts it takes to win ♪

1250
01:30:03,148 --> 01:30:08,904
♪ But you must learn to turn the key
Before she'll let you in ♪

1251
01:30:10,071 --> 01:30:15,744
♪ And understand the problems
Of the girl you want so near ♪

1252
01:30:15,994 --> 01:30:22,542
♪ Or you'll wear the coat of questions
`Til the answer hat is here ♪

1253
01:30:22,959 --> 01:30:28,882
♪ You'll wear the coat of questions
`Til the answer hat is here ♪

1254
01:30:43,271 --> 01:30:44,814
- Hey.
- (Larry) Hey.

1255
01:30:48,735 --> 01:30:50,612
I'm sorry about Ben, Matt.

1256
01:30:54,616 --> 01:30:57,535
I've been on the phone
with the medical examiner's office,

1257
01:30:57,619 --> 01:30:59,621
tryin' to get the body released.

1258
01:31:00,538 --> 01:31:02,832
Should be good to go shortly.

1259
01:31:04,334 --> 01:31:06,169
- Thanks, Larry.
- Mr. Ryder.

1260
01:31:07,337 --> 01:31:09,214
Dwayne from Dwayne's Photo.

1261
01:31:09,297 --> 01:31:11,633
Yes. Hi. I remember you.

1262
01:31:12,092 --> 01:31:14,761
Uh, this is Larry Holdt.

1263
01:31:15,845 --> 01:31:17,222
- Sure.
- Ben's manager.

1264
01:31:17,514 --> 01:31:21,726
I was...
very saddened to hear about your father.

1265
01:31:22,811 --> 01:31:25,271
I wanted to deliver these personally.

1266
01:31:25,939 --> 01:31:28,817
I know he was very protective of his work.

1267
01:31:30,485 --> 01:31:33,905
Thank you. Yeah.
My dad would have appreciated it.

1268
01:31:34,614 --> 01:31:37,117
Outside a roll I shot myself,

1269
01:31:37,200 --> 01:31:41,454
these are the last rolls
of Kodachrome film ever to be developed.

1270
01:31:41,955 --> 01:31:45,500
I think he would have liked the symmetry.

1271
01:31:47,752 --> 01:31:48,837
Yeah.

1272
01:31:49,546 --> 01:31:51,131
Take care.

1273
01:31:51,631 --> 01:31:52,924
You too, Dwayne.

1274
01:31:59,931 --> 01:32:01,516
- Here you go.
- (Larry) Oh, no.

1275
01:32:02,642 --> 01:32:04,561
Ben was very direct about it.

1276
01:32:05,520 --> 01:32:07,814
He said you'd curate the show.

1277
01:32:10,608 --> 01:32:13,445
I don't know anything about photography.
Why would he do that?

1278
01:32:13,570 --> 01:32:17,657
I learned a long time ago
never to ask why where Ben was concerned.

1279
01:32:19,868 --> 01:32:21,995
(phone vibrating)

1280
01:32:23,371 --> 01:32:24,664
Hold on.

1281
01:32:27,125 --> 01:32:28,251
Larry Holdt.

1282
01:32:32,672 --> 01:32:38,511
(woman on PA) Now boarding zone three
for Flight 164 to LaGuardia Airport.

1283
01:32:39,054 --> 01:32:41,431
(phone ringing)

1284
01:32:41,723 --> 01:32:45,310
Hi. It's Zooey. I'm not here.
Please leave me a message.

1285
01:32:45,810 --> 01:32:48,354
(Matt) Hi. It's me again.

1286
01:32:50,440 --> 01:32:52,192
It's hard just talking.

1287
01:32:54,235 --> 01:32:56,780
I've been thinking about you a lot. Um...

1288
01:33:00,325 --> 01:33:03,119
I don't know. I've just been realizing

1289
01:33:03,203 --> 01:33:06,498
I've given up on so much stuff in my life.

1290
01:33:08,416 --> 01:33:09,918
Playin' music and...

1291
01:33:11,002 --> 01:33:12,337
my marriage.

1292
01:33:14,047 --> 01:33:15,131
Ben.

1293
01:33:17,050 --> 01:33:21,262
I'm tired of doing it. I don't want to
do it anymore, and I'm not gonna. And...

1294
01:33:22,222 --> 01:33:24,140
Well, I want you to be...

1295
01:33:26,309 --> 01:33:29,187
I'd love for you to be
one of the things I don't give up on.

1296
01:33:33,441 --> 01:33:35,151
All right, I'll hang up now.

1297
01:33:38,738 --> 01:33:40,949
Okay. Bye.

1298
01:33:58,800 --> 01:34:01,177
(taps bass pedal, cymbal pedal)

1299
01:34:18,486 --> 01:34:23,616
(rock music starts)

1300
01:34:53,855 --> 01:34:55,857
(music fades)

1301
01:35:25,720 --> 01:35:28,598
Let's see what all the buzz is about, Ben.

1302
01:36:03,132 --> 01:36:04,842
(slide projector clicks)

1303
01:36:12,767 --> 01:36:14,644
(slide projector clicks)

1304
01:37:35,266 --> 01:37:37,977
Hey. Hey.

1305
01:37:41,356 --> 01:37:42,732
Hey.

1306
01:37:46,152 --> 01:37:48,446
How'd you know I'd be here?

1307
01:37:50,239 --> 01:37:51,324
Larry.

1308
01:37:52,742 --> 01:37:54,452
- Oh.
- Yeah.

1309
01:37:54,535 --> 01:37:56,996
I guess the guy really does
know everything, huh?

1310
01:37:57,080 --> 01:37:58,581
Yeah.

1311
01:38:00,416 --> 01:38:02,418
(slide projector clicks)

1312
01:38:04,837 --> 01:38:06,506
Are they all like that?

1313
01:38:11,594 --> 01:38:14,222
Yeah. (soft chuckle)

1314
01:38:19,227 --> 01:38:20,978
Do you want company?

1315
01:38:23,314 --> 01:38:24,440
Yeah.

1316
01:38:33,866 --> 01:38:36,035
(soft chuckle)

1317
01:38:36,202 --> 01:38:37,995
(slide projector clicks)

1318
01:38:41,541 --> 01:38:43,459
(clicking continues)

1319
01:38:46,295 --> 01:38:48,297
(music starts)

1320
01:41:32,628 --> 01:41:35,423
(music fades)

1321
01:41:38,676 --> 01:41:40,678
(light rock starts)

1322
01:41:44,890 --> 01:41:50,479
(vocalizing)

1323
01:42:06,829 --> 01:42:12,209
♪ I had an idea ♪

1324
01:42:12,293 --> 01:42:19,216
♪ I kept my mouth shut
I didn't like it at all ♪

1325
01:42:20,885 --> 01:42:25,931
♪ When I called you sweetheart ♪

1326
01:42:26,015 --> 01:42:31,812
♪ I said your name first
Over your shoulder ♪

1327
01:42:31,896 --> 01:42:36,317
(vocalizing)

1328
01:42:36,400 --> 01:42:42,365
♪ Say your last hallelujah ♪

1329
01:42:42,740 --> 01:42:48,954
♪ Fight with the great illusion ♪

1330
01:42:49,121 --> 01:42:51,874
♪ Wake up ♪

1331
01:42:51,957 --> 01:42:57,171
♪ Come on, take me home ♪

1332
01:42:59,131 --> 01:43:04,470
♪ I don't wanna wait anymore ♪

1333
01:43:04,762 --> 01:43:09,350
♪ For you ♪

1334
01:43:11,852 --> 01:43:16,941
♪ I don't want to fight anymore ♪

1335
01:43:17,274 --> 01:43:21,195
♪ Come on, come on and take me home ♪

1336
01:43:23,698 --> 01:43:28,828
♪ I heard time had left you ♪

1337
01:43:28,911 --> 01:43:31,455
♪ I was in shadows ♪

1338
01:43:32,081 --> 01:43:36,419
♪ I didn't know it at all ♪

1339
01:43:37,753 --> 01:43:42,800
♪ Pay your horse and rider ♪

1340
01:43:42,967 --> 01:43:45,428
♪ In the white city ♪

1341
01:43:46,011 --> 01:43:49,724
♪ Saw it in pictures of you ♪

1342
01:43:50,141 --> 01:43:53,310
(vocalizing)

1343
01:43:53,436 --> 01:43:59,400
♪ Say your last hallelujah ♪

1344
01:43:59,483 --> 01:44:05,740
♪ Fight with the great illusion ♪

1345
01:44:05,823 --> 01:44:08,701
♪ Wake up ♪

1346
01:44:08,784 --> 01:44:13,622
♪ Come on, take me home ♪

1347
01:44:15,040 --> 01:44:21,130
♪ Say your last hallelujah ♪

1348
01:44:21,213 --> 01:44:27,678
♪ Fight with the great illusion ♪

1349
01:44:27,762 --> 01:44:30,723
♪ Wake up ♪

1350
01:44:30,806 --> 01:44:36,187
♪ Come on, take me home ♪