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[SEAGULLS SQUAWKING]

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[DOG BARKING]

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[CRICKETS CHIRPING]

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[LOUD CLANKING]

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[RUMBLING]

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[HORSE SNORTS]

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[METAL CLINKS]

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[DOG BARKING]

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[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]

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[SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING]

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[CAR DOOR OPENS]

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[CAR DOOR CLOSES]

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[DOOR BELL DINGS]

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[DOOR CLOSES]

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WOMAN: Wait here.

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Lily!

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MAN: I'll be right there.

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[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]

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WOMAN: Lily!

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[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]

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WOMAN: Lily!

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[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]

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WOMAN: Lily!

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[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]

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Hi, Lily.

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Hi. Uh,

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I'm sorry, you just...

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Is this your sword?

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Uh, no.

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It's, uh,

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it's my stepdad's.

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You look different.

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Yeah?

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You look good.

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Thanks.

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So do you...

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Well, okay, should we, uh,
get started?

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[PENDULUM CLOCK TICKING]

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AMANDA: "Despite his lack
of experience in the field,

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Jared's contributions
to the project

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were spectral."

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LILY: And does that make sense?

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Is Jared a ghost?

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- LILY: No.
- How do you know?

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It doesn't say
he's not a ghost.

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Um...

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so the answer is B,

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"significant".

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- This test is intolerable.
- You're doing great.

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I'm better at applied skills.

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- I have business savvy.
- Totally.

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AMANDA: I think my best option
at this point

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would be to skip college
and just to sort of

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- Steve Jobs my way through life.
- That's an idea.

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AMANDA:
You're good at this, though.

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Better than my actual tutor.
How much are you charging?

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What are you talking about?

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I'm not charging you.

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We're hanging out.

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Okay. So, uh,

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moving on
to passage comprehension.

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Do you wanna read, or should I?

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You start.

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Okay.

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"From Paul Revere
to the Marlboro Man,

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one image has maintained
a firm hold

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on the American imagination.

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As closely tied to notions of
liberty as any flag or eagle,

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the horse..."

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You know what, actually
this is longer than we need.

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Let's do a short one.

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Do you have any food here?

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[UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING]

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LILY: So, yeah,

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I'm lucky to be at a school
that values

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learning outside
of the classroom.

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And you just finished
all your classwork early?

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- LILY: Yup.
- Was it hard?

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No.

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Trying to wrap my head
around mutual funds

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and credit swaps
was the hard part.

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Anyway...

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Shall we?

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Leave it.

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I'm sorry

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if I acted funny

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about that passage.

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AMANDA: It's only weird
if you make it weird.

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Well, I just figured

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you might not wanna
talk about it.

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- Why?
- LILY: Well,

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I guess you're...

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feeling a lot of...

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feelings, uh, right now.

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It's fresh.

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Well, that's the funny thing,
actually.

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- I really don't.
- Don't what?

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Feel anything.

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Like, you're numb?

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Like you don't have
any negative feelings...

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Like I don't have
any feelings, ever.

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[SCOFFS]

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- Sure, you do.
- I mean...

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sometimes I feel hungry
or tired.

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But, like, joy, guilt?

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I really don't have
any of those.

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I don't understand.

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Yeah, it's hard to explain.
It's really only recently

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that I've been able
to admit it to myself.

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Because I've gotten so good
at watching

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and imitating
other people's emotions

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that I sort of tricked myself

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into believing I have them,

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but I don't.

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So that's a, um...

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AMANDA: A what?

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A disorder or something?

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Oh. Well,

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the shrink would sure
like it to be.

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First it was borderline
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then severe depression,

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yesterday, she said
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with schizoid tendency.

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She's basically just flipping
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and throwing medications at me.

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But I have a perfectly
healthy brain.

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It just doesn't
contain feelings.

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And that doesn't necessarily
make me a bad person.

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It just means I have to work
a little harder

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than everyone else to be good.

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[PHONE ALARM RINGING]

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Oh, uh...

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[RINGING CONTINUES]

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- Two hours?
- Yeah.

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Glad you set an alarm
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we didn't hang out
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Oh, no... I mean, it...

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I have this thing with my mom...

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You know, I have my mom's
email password.

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- Sorry?
- AMANDA: It means I read

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her inbox daily.

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I saw your thread with her.

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How she had to bump up
from a hundred

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to two hundred an hour
to get you to do this.

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Just next time,
don't say you're not charging.

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She was desperate to set up
a playdate, by the way.

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She's been trying for two weeks.

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You could have gotten
five hundred out of her

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if you'd stood pat.

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[SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING]

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[MOUSE CLICKS]

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[COMPUTER CHIMES]

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LILY: "...but the America
I found when I got off the plane

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was nothing like
Mother's stories.

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Cars stood in lines
along ill-maintained highways

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and gangs
of slump-shouldered men

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tossed dice in alleyways.

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I didn't know whether to feel
betrayed by my mother,

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or to feel grief that,

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even as imperfect
as this new land might be,

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she wasn't here to see it."

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Okay. So, how would you
summarize that passage?

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- Bad.
- No.

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Uh, not evaluate,

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just summarize.

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You make the arrangement
by phone this time?

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- What are you talking about?
- AMANDA: No email

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with my mom about payment.

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I'm not getting paid this time.

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I don't want payment.

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What do you want?

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Nothing. I just
wanted to see you.

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[DOOR CLOSES]

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MARK: Lily.

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I'm gonna go ride.
You mind telling your mom...

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LILY: Um, Amanda, this is Mark.

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Mark, this is Amanda.

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Nice to meet you.

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Yeah.

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Did you need something?

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No.

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LILY: Okay.

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Okay.

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[DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES]

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Okay, so question nine,

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"The author's attitude
towards her mother's jade box

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can be primarily described as..."

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Wow.

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Wow, what?

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You hate him.

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[SCOFFS] Um...

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So it's "A, solemn.

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B, contemptuous..."

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You despise him.

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No, we...

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have our differences,

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but I'm trying very hard

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to have a pleasant

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and mature relationship
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Hmm.

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LILY: So, "C, sardonic.

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D, ambivalent..."

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Because he's rich?

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- Excuse me?
- Because he leaves you

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envelopes of money?

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Okay, that was for
my broken laptop.

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He doesn't just leave me
envelopes of money...

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Okay, but you and your mom
must still know

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that it's in your best interest
to keep him happy.

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Okay, I... actually,
I think we're done here.

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AMANDA: What's wrong?

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I don't know.

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AMANDA: I just think you should
be honest about your feelings.

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Otherwise it starts coming out
in passive-aggressive ways.

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Like, for instance,
you start inviting

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your creepy friend over
to make him mad.

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- That's not why you're here.
- Of course it is.

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Look, if that's how you feel,
then why don't you go

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ask your mom to buy you
another friend?

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I'm sure you're just rolling
in options.

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AMANDA: The answer is "D,

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ambivalent."

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That's right.

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You know, my friend
taught me this trick,

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where whenever it says
"ambivalent" on the SAT,

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that's the answer.

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You're not hurt?

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It's the first honest thing
you've said to me

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since sixth grade.

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[SIGHS]

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You're incredibly off-putting
and you freak me out.

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There you go.

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In kind of
a fascinating way,

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like a YouTube video
of a giant zit being popped

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or a baby born without a face.

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Love those videos.

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You actually smell
kind of weird.

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- Really?
- Yeah.

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- Have you showered?
- Only every couple of days,

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lately.
But no one said anything

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so I thought
I was getting away with it.

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You're not.

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Not sorry I tried.

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How's that feel?

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Really good.

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Seems like it.

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Well, we should actually

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probably get back to work.

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- Sorry.
- No...

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Sorry. That was just sudden.

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It looked like an attack.

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- No, I was trying...
- Right...

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[INHALES]

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[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]

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[WATER RUNNING]

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[WATER TURNS OFF]

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[WATER DRIPPING]

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[DRAMATIC MUSIC OVER TV]

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Come here.

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Why do you do this to me,
Frank?

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- AMANDA: Yikes.
- LILY: What?

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AMANDA: That's the worst
fake crying I've ever seen.

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Do you have to go?

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I have to go, Paula. I know...

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- LILY: She's...
- All right, go...

267
00:17:11,172 --> 00:17:12,571
- AMANDA: Trying.
- Go anywhere you like.

268
00:17:12,573 --> 00:17:14,206
You can go to blazes
for all I care.

269
00:17:14,208 --> 00:17:15,574
Paula.

270
00:17:15,576 --> 00:17:18,209
Paula.

271
00:17:18,211 --> 00:17:21,212
- AMANDA: Look, that's better.
- Yes, I know I'm...

272
00:17:21,214 --> 00:17:22,648
- I'm being foolish.
- LILY: Actually,

273
00:17:22,650 --> 00:17:24,516
that might not even be fake.

274
00:17:24,518 --> 00:17:26,517
AMANDA: It is.

275
00:17:26,519 --> 00:17:29,220
LILY: No, look,
those are real tears.

276
00:17:29,222 --> 00:17:30,521
She's just using The Technique.

277
00:17:30,523 --> 00:17:32,059
The what?

278
00:17:33,728 --> 00:17:35,494
FRANK [OVER TV]:
Come on, fix your face.

279
00:17:35,496 --> 00:17:37,363
We'll go down to Eddie's
and have a drink.

280
00:17:37,365 --> 00:17:40,164
I mean, maybe she actually
fell in love with the actor.

281
00:17:40,166 --> 00:17:42,433
And they're fucking
between takes, and...

282
00:17:42,435 --> 00:17:43,602
it's the last week of shooting,

283
00:17:43,604 --> 00:17:45,636
so she knows
she has to return home

284
00:17:45,638 --> 00:17:48,373
to her loveless
1940s marriage, and...

285
00:17:48,375 --> 00:17:51,479
[CRYING]

286
00:17:55,415 --> 00:17:57,482
The Technique.

287
00:17:57,484 --> 00:17:58,750
Holy shit.

288
00:17:58,752 --> 00:18:00,318
AMANDA: Yeah.

289
00:18:00,320 --> 00:18:01,487
You can just...

290
00:18:01,489 --> 00:18:03,188
do that on cue?

291
00:18:03,190 --> 00:18:04,491
Years of practice.

292
00:18:06,727 --> 00:18:08,530
Can you teach me?

293
00:18:15,135 --> 00:18:16,367
So you basically
have to learn

294
00:18:16,369 --> 00:18:18,670
all the automatic,
like, processes

295
00:18:18,672 --> 00:18:20,271
that get triggered when you cry,

296
00:18:20,273 --> 00:18:23,508
and then sort of manually
generate each one.

297
00:18:23,510 --> 00:18:25,411
It feeds back to the brain,
and then the tears

298
00:18:25,413 --> 00:18:26,714
just come naturally.

299
00:18:28,682 --> 00:18:30,415
You finished boarding school
by March.

300
00:18:30,417 --> 00:18:32,217
Don't act like
this is confusing.

301
00:18:32,219 --> 00:18:33,352
Okay.

302
00:18:33,354 --> 00:18:34,585
Where does it start?

303
00:18:34,587 --> 00:18:36,290
AMANDA: Right here.

304
00:18:39,359 --> 00:18:41,259
Tiny gulps of air.

305
00:18:41,261 --> 00:18:44,398
[HEAVY BREATHING]

306
00:18:48,701 --> 00:18:51,769
It's like
you're choking yourself...

307
00:18:51,771 --> 00:18:53,271
from the inside.

308
00:18:53,273 --> 00:18:56,410
[HEAVY BREATHING]

309
00:19:00,314 --> 00:19:02,450
- LILY: Is it working?
- AMANDA: No.

310
00:19:03,616 --> 00:19:05,220
MARK: [CLEARS THROAT]

311
00:19:11,325 --> 00:19:13,327
- LILY: Hi, Mark.
- AMANDA: Hi, Mark.

312
00:19:14,494 --> 00:19:15,727
Where's your mother?

313
00:19:15,729 --> 00:19:16,795
Some work-party thing.

314
00:19:16,797 --> 00:19:18,363
What work-party thing?

315
00:19:18,365 --> 00:19:20,532
I don't know.
Some work-party thing.

316
00:19:20,534 --> 00:19:21,632
I didn't know your mom worked.

317
00:19:21,634 --> 00:19:23,201
Come talk to me upstairs,
please.

318
00:19:23,203 --> 00:19:24,402
Okay.

319
00:19:24,404 --> 00:19:26,537
After the next commercial break.

320
00:19:26,539 --> 00:19:28,207
- Now.
- I don't wanna leave

321
00:19:28,209 --> 00:19:30,575
- Amanda alone.
- Amanda will be fine here alone.

322
00:19:30,577 --> 00:19:32,379
I'm quite afraid of the dark.

323
00:19:35,615 --> 00:19:37,282
How long are you here, Amanda?

324
00:19:37,284 --> 00:19:38,784
My mom's gonna pick me up
around midnight.

325
00:19:38,786 --> 00:19:40,686
Hmm.

326
00:19:40,688 --> 00:19:42,557
Midnight's late for us.

327
00:19:43,691 --> 00:19:45,524
Lily can give you
a ride home now.

328
00:19:45,526 --> 00:19:47,325
Two teens in one car,
at night?

329
00:19:47,327 --> 00:19:48,693
That's an accident
waiting to happen.

330
00:19:48,695 --> 00:19:50,696
Yeah. I mean, we're always
turning up the radio

331
00:19:50,698 --> 00:19:52,764
- super loud...
- Texting while driving.

332
00:19:52,766 --> 00:19:54,766
I'll call your mom.

333
00:19:54,768 --> 00:19:56,267
She can come pick you up now.

334
00:19:56,269 --> 00:19:57,469
- She's busy.
- Doing what?

335
00:19:57,471 --> 00:19:59,240
Chemotherapy.

336
00:20:02,742 --> 00:20:04,244
[SWALLOWS]

337
00:20:08,516 --> 00:20:09,750
'Night.

338
00:20:15,623 --> 00:20:17,225
LILY: [SCOFFS]

339
00:20:19,326 --> 00:20:20,728
[SIGHS]

340
00:20:24,365 --> 00:20:25,764
You ever talk to your mom?

341
00:20:25,766 --> 00:20:28,566
- About what?
- Him.

342
00:20:28,568 --> 00:20:30,302
What would I even say?

343
00:20:30,304 --> 00:20:31,769
The way he makes you feel.

344
00:20:31,771 --> 00:20:34,273
You'd think that
would matter to her?

345
00:20:34,275 --> 00:20:36,311
- You'd think...
- [DOOR CLOSES]

346
00:20:39,779 --> 00:20:41,615
Just grabbin' my juice.

347
00:20:46,319 --> 00:20:47,521
His juice?

348
00:20:48,622 --> 00:20:50,725
It's a cleanse.

349
00:20:52,593 --> 00:20:54,559
Three weeks out of the month
he pounds steak,

350
00:20:54,561 --> 00:20:56,795
and the last week
he juices exclusively.

351
00:20:56,797 --> 00:20:58,663
- Is that healthy?
- I think

352
00:20:58,665 --> 00:21:02,601
you're only supposed to do it
once a year.

353
00:21:02,603 --> 00:21:04,803
Hopefully, one of these days
he'll just...

354
00:21:04,805 --> 00:21:06,604
juice himself to death.

355
00:21:06,606 --> 00:21:09,711
[ERGOMETER STARTING]

356
00:21:11,478 --> 00:21:12,811
What's that?

357
00:21:12,813 --> 00:21:13,946
The ergometer.

358
00:21:13,948 --> 00:21:15,846
The what?

359
00:21:15,848 --> 00:21:17,682
The ergometer.

360
00:21:17,684 --> 00:21:19,684
It's like a rowing machine.

361
00:21:19,686 --> 00:21:20,952
[SIGHS]

362
00:21:20,954 --> 00:21:23,588
He's on that thing at all hours.

363
00:21:23,590 --> 00:21:24,823
I think
it's a deliberate effort

364
00:21:24,825 --> 00:21:27,426
to make me lose my fucking mind.

365
00:21:27,428 --> 00:21:28,893
PAULA [OVER TV]:
Tell me, Frank, what is it?

366
00:21:28,895 --> 00:21:30,661
Give me a chance to fight back.
Just give me a chance.

367
00:21:30,663 --> 00:21:32,430
LILY: [SIGHS]

368
00:21:32,432 --> 00:21:33,899
Come on.

369
00:21:33,901 --> 00:21:35,803
Let's go steal
some of his wine.

370
00:21:42,442 --> 00:21:44,511
You ever think about
just killing him?

371
00:21:53,686 --> 00:21:56,555
I mean, no.

372
00:21:56,557 --> 00:21:59,458
You could at least
consider it.

373
00:21:59,460 --> 00:22:01,759
- No.
- Just weigh the pros and cons.

374
00:22:01,761 --> 00:22:03,394
- LILY: No.
- Why don't you consider

375
00:22:03,396 --> 00:22:04,796
all options?

376
00:22:04,798 --> 00:22:06,797
LILY: Yeah. Not,
like, murder.

377
00:22:06,799 --> 00:22:07,966
Yeah, sure it's outside the box,

378
00:22:07,968 --> 00:22:10,736
but you can only get so far

379
00:22:10,738 --> 00:22:12,907
thinking how
everyone else thinks.

380
00:22:14,474 --> 00:22:16,007
Look at Steve Jobs.

381
00:22:16,009 --> 00:22:17,776
- LILY: What?
- I'm just going off

382
00:22:17,778 --> 00:22:20,515
what you're giving me.
It's a cost-benefit analysis.

383
00:22:21,749 --> 00:22:23,748
It seems like you could generate
a lot of benefit

384
00:22:23,750 --> 00:22:25,517
for a lot of people.

385
00:22:25,519 --> 00:22:28,386
Except I'd spend the rest
of my life in jail.

386
00:22:28,388 --> 00:22:30,424
AMANDA: Why are you assuming
you'd get caught?

387
00:22:36,797 --> 00:22:38,896
I should not have
to explain this.

388
00:22:38,898 --> 00:22:40,766
AMANDA: Probably what
people said to Columbus

389
00:22:40,768 --> 00:22:42,633
when he was like,
"I think the world is round,

390
00:22:42,635 --> 00:22:44,503
instead of flat and
surrounded by dragons."

391
00:22:44,505 --> 00:22:45,903
They were like, "No, dumbass,

392
00:22:45,905 --> 00:22:47,838
we shouldn't have
to explain this."

393
00:22:47,840 --> 00:22:50,441
It's probably what people said
to Steve Jobs when he was like,

394
00:22:50,443 --> 00:22:51,809
"This MP3 player
is also a phone."

395
00:22:51,811 --> 00:22:53,812
Okay, can we please
stop talking about Steve Jobs?

396
00:22:53,814 --> 00:22:55,613
Steve Jobs never fucking
murdered someone.

397
00:22:55,615 --> 00:22:57,048
I think most of this
country's moral norms

398
00:22:57,050 --> 00:22:59,651
comes from weird
old Puritan bullshit.

399
00:22:59,653 --> 00:23:02,421
A human life
isn't some sacred thing.

400
00:23:02,423 --> 00:23:03,822
There's nothing holy
about a dick and a vaj

401
00:23:03,824 --> 00:23:06,924
getting together and
spitting out a little dude.

402
00:23:06,926 --> 00:23:08,959
If that dude causes
more bad than good,

403
00:23:08,961 --> 00:23:11,662
then he's like a, you know...

404
00:23:11,664 --> 00:23:14,900
a piece of malfunctioning
machinery.

405
00:23:14,902 --> 00:23:17,068
A lame horse.

406
00:23:17,070 --> 00:23:18,670
Right.

407
00:23:18,672 --> 00:23:20,037
Should be taken out back
and put down.

408
00:23:20,039 --> 00:23:21,940
- See? You get it.
- You know what you sound like?

409
00:23:21,942 --> 00:23:23,642
- What?
- A Nazi.

410
00:23:23,644 --> 00:23:25,643
I had to leave school
before we did World War II

411
00:23:25,645 --> 00:23:28,682
but I think it was about race,
with them?

412
00:23:30,784 --> 00:23:32,587
I think you should leave.

413
00:23:34,520 --> 00:23:36,555
- Why?
- I just...

414
00:23:36,557 --> 00:23:37,791
think you should.

415
00:23:39,727 --> 00:23:41,696
- I don't get it.
- You don't have to.

416
00:23:48,836 --> 00:23:50,605
You're sure?

417
00:24:08,721 --> 00:24:10,057
Okay.

418
00:24:29,675 --> 00:24:31,809
[INDISTINCT CHATTER OVER TV]

419
00:24:31,811 --> 00:24:34,112
MAN [OVER TV]: Nice and slow.

420
00:24:34,114 --> 00:24:36,882
That's the way
I wanna see you go, Bigelow,

421
00:24:36,884 --> 00:24:39,019
nice and slow.

422
00:24:39,952 --> 00:24:42,953
[SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING]

423
00:24:42,955 --> 00:24:45,092
[ERGOMETER WHIRRING]

424
00:25:26,900 --> 00:25:30,004
[KEYBOARD TYPING]

425
00:25:37,743 --> 00:25:40,847
[DIALING]

426
00:25:45,652 --> 00:25:48,085
[PHONE RINGING]

427
00:25:48,087 --> 00:25:50,121
WOMAN [OVER PHONE]:
Anticline Capital Partners.

428
00:25:50,123 --> 00:25:52,724
Hey, how's it going?

429
00:25:52,726 --> 00:25:54,226
WOMAN [OVER PHONE]:
It's going fine, ma'am.

430
00:25:54,228 --> 00:25:56,594
How can I help you?

431
00:25:56,596 --> 00:25:58,930
Yeah, I'm just calling
about your, um,

432
00:25:58,932 --> 00:26:00,735
your internship program.

433
00:26:02,102 --> 00:26:04,102
WOMAN [OVER PHONE]:
To my knowledge, we don't have

434
00:26:04,104 --> 00:26:05,640
an internship program.

435
00:26:08,775 --> 00:26:10,044
What about Lily?

436
00:26:11,811 --> 00:26:13,680
WOMAN [OVER PHONE]:
What about who?

437
00:26:18,184 --> 00:26:20,818
[PHONE RINGING]

438
00:26:20,820 --> 00:26:21,920
MAN [OVER PHONE]: Front desk.

439
00:26:21,922 --> 00:26:23,921
Hi, this is Andover?

440
00:26:23,923 --> 00:26:25,757
MAN [OVER PHONE]:
Uh, yes, how can I help you?

441
00:26:25,759 --> 00:26:27,825
AMANDA: This is Rhonda
with Edible Arrangements.

442
00:26:27,827 --> 00:26:29,160
We just had an issue
with a delivery,

443
00:26:29,162 --> 00:26:32,730
and wanted to confirm
a student mailing address.

444
00:26:32,732 --> 00:26:34,132
MAN [OVER PHONE]: All right.

445
00:26:34,134 --> 00:26:36,804
You do have a "Lily Reynolds"
at the school?

446
00:26:38,005 --> 00:26:40,208
[TYPING OVER PHONE]

447
00:26:42,910 --> 00:26:44,979
Would you like me
to repeat the question?

448
00:26:46,913 --> 00:26:48,982
MAN [OVER PHONE]:
That student is actually...

449
00:26:50,784 --> 00:26:53,017
Hold on one minute. I'm going
to transfer your call.

450
00:26:53,019 --> 00:26:54,885
Okay.

451
00:26:54,887 --> 00:26:57,124
MAN [OVER PHONE]: Ma'am,
what did you say your name was?

452
00:26:58,959 --> 00:27:00,126
Ma'am?

453
00:27:05,265 --> 00:27:08,736
[SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING]

454
00:27:41,134 --> 00:27:44,238
[UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING]

455
00:27:46,940 --> 00:27:48,808
LILY: Mom?

456
00:28:10,763 --> 00:28:11,965
MARK: Lily.

457
00:28:27,180 --> 00:28:28,816
Don't yell...

458
00:28:29,249 --> 00:28:30,918
in the house.

459
00:28:31,317 --> 00:28:33,384
LILY: Sorry.

460
00:28:33,386 --> 00:28:34,888
Where's Mom?

461
00:29:15,194 --> 00:29:16,260
Oh, hi.

462
00:29:16,262 --> 00:29:18,095
What is this?

463
00:29:18,097 --> 00:29:20,334
Oh, Mark put it in on Wednesday.

464
00:29:21,334 --> 00:29:23,034
LILY: I need your car keys.

465
00:29:23,036 --> 00:29:24,971
Sure. They're in my jeans.

466
00:29:25,971 --> 00:29:28,305
Which are somewhere.

467
00:29:28,307 --> 00:29:30,341
Oh, by the way, I booked us
a spa trip in two weeks.

468
00:29:30,343 --> 00:29:32,079
I hope you'll join me.

469
00:29:34,181 --> 00:29:36,049
How long have you been in here?

470
00:29:38,018 --> 00:29:39,953
Um, not long.

471
00:29:41,887 --> 00:29:43,957
Mark likes it
when I have a little color.

472
00:29:47,326 --> 00:29:48,996
LILY: I'm going out.

473
00:29:53,933 --> 00:29:57,070
[UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING]

474
00:30:09,982 --> 00:30:11,482
MAN: ...she turns out
to be this crazy person

475
00:30:11,484 --> 00:30:13,084
and it's just fucking like...

476
00:30:13,086 --> 00:30:14,486
How could you do that?
It's her own horse.

477
00:30:14,488 --> 00:30:17,354
Are you fucking kidding me?
That's crazy!

478
00:30:17,356 --> 00:30:19,356
I mean, uh, it must be really
crazy for you

479
00:30:19,358 --> 00:30:21,992
because you guys were friends
and everything, so it's like...

480
00:30:21,994 --> 00:30:25,263
LILY: Uh, yeah, but like
a million years ago, so...

481
00:30:25,265 --> 00:30:26,998
If you need someone to,
you know, talk to...

482
00:30:27,000 --> 00:30:27,998
[SCOFFS]

483
00:30:28,000 --> 00:30:29,968
You've seen the pictures, right?

484
00:30:29,970 --> 00:30:31,236
- No.
- Zach Friedrich's dad

485
00:30:31,238 --> 00:30:32,937
is part-owner of the stable.

486
00:30:32,939 --> 00:30:34,905
He found the, like, the photos.

487
00:30:34,907 --> 00:30:36,240
His dad was sending them
to their lawyer.

488
00:30:36,242 --> 00:30:37,976
So, Zach sent them to Connor

489
00:30:37,978 --> 00:30:39,978
and Connor obviously sent them
to 10 other people.

490
00:30:39,980 --> 00:30:41,246
MICHAEL: She's fucking 15, dude!

491
00:30:41,248 --> 00:30:43,248
TIM: Yes, and that's plenty old
enough to decide

492
00:30:43,250 --> 00:30:45,083
who she wants to hang out with.

493
00:30:45,085 --> 00:30:46,985
So, I'm sorry if your girlfriend
would rather...

494
00:30:46,987 --> 00:30:48,886
MICHAEL: She's not
my girlfriend, all right?

495
00:30:48,888 --> 00:30:50,154
She's my fucking sister!

496
00:30:50,156 --> 00:30:51,456
TIM: All right,
well, whatever she is.

497
00:30:51,458 --> 00:30:54,892
She is an intelligent,
like, being

498
00:30:54,894 --> 00:30:56,326
who can make up her own mind
about the people

499
00:30:56,328 --> 00:30:57,996
she wants to hang out with.
Am I wrong?

500
00:30:57,998 --> 00:30:59,396
What the fuck
is he even doing here?

501
00:30:59,398 --> 00:31:01,132
Whoa. [IMITATES] "What the fuck
am I even doing here"?

502
00:31:01,134 --> 00:31:03,901
I am providing you all
with early drug experiences

503
00:31:03,903 --> 00:31:05,370
that you will forever cherish.
That's what the fuck I'm doing.

504
00:31:05,372 --> 00:31:07,037
- And who the fuck are you?
- You went to school

505
00:31:07,039 --> 00:31:08,439
- with my cousin.
- Okay, great. What's his name?

506
00:31:08,441 --> 00:31:10,507
This guy did fucking jail time.

507
00:31:10,509 --> 00:31:12,043
Statutory rape.

508
00:31:12,045 --> 00:31:13,378
He fucked someone our age
when he was 25.

509
00:31:13,380 --> 00:31:15,212
All right. All right.
All right. All right.

510
00:31:15,214 --> 00:31:16,314
I was 23.

511
00:31:16,316 --> 00:31:18,315
You gorilla-faced dumbass!

512
00:31:18,317 --> 00:31:20,351
Hey, put that fucking phone
away!

513
00:31:20,353 --> 00:31:22,085
You know what? I refuse.

514
00:31:22,087 --> 00:31:24,488
I refuse...
put the fucking phone away!

515
00:31:24,490 --> 00:31:27,525
I refuse to stand trial in front
of this kangaroo court... fuck.

516
00:31:27,527 --> 00:31:29,126
Shit! Fuck!

517
00:31:29,128 --> 00:31:34,097
- MICHAEL: Fuck you!
- Fucking evil children.

518
00:31:34,099 --> 00:31:37,437
Oh, shit, fucking children.
Goddammit...

519
00:31:38,971 --> 00:31:42,076
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]

520
00:31:55,321 --> 00:31:56,923
LILY: [CLEARS THROAT]

521
00:31:59,326 --> 00:32:00,961
Is this your car?

522
00:32:02,162 --> 00:32:03,530
Let me get out of your way.

523
00:32:05,131 --> 00:32:07,097
Unless, um,

524
00:32:07,099 --> 00:32:09,102
- you want in on this?
- No.

525
00:32:10,470 --> 00:32:12,970
I see that glimmer.

526
00:32:12,972 --> 00:32:15,974
- Don't be ashamed.
- I'm good. Thanks.

527
00:32:15,976 --> 00:32:17,574
- I'm Tim.
- I'll...

528
00:32:17,576 --> 00:32:19,413
I'll call the cops.

529
00:32:21,280 --> 00:32:22,515
All right.

530
00:32:27,519 --> 00:32:29,353
You know, I saw you

531
00:32:29,355 --> 00:32:32,090
earlier in the night back there.

532
00:32:32,092 --> 00:32:33,460
Keeping to yourself.

533
00:32:35,161 --> 00:32:38,199
Something is weighing on you.

534
00:32:39,332 --> 00:32:41,231
- Let's talk it out.
- No.

535
00:32:41,233 --> 00:32:43,367
Come on.
I'm a really good listener.

536
00:32:43,369 --> 00:32:45,138
I really have to go.

537
00:32:48,508 --> 00:32:50,110
Where did you go to school?

538
00:32:52,077 --> 00:32:53,314
I board.

539
00:32:54,547 --> 00:32:57,515
And it makes you miserable.

540
00:32:57,517 --> 00:33:00,017
It's like a glorified
fuckin' prison.

541
00:33:00,019 --> 00:33:03,123
[CAR BEEPING]

542
00:33:08,028 --> 00:33:10,327
You ever think
about dropping out?

543
00:33:10,329 --> 00:33:13,264
- Why would I do that?
- It's what I did.

544
00:33:13,266 --> 00:33:16,066
Followed my, uh,

545
00:33:16,068 --> 00:33:18,335
entrepreneurial instincts.

546
00:33:18,337 --> 00:33:21,104
It's the best decision
I ever made.

547
00:33:21,106 --> 00:33:22,308
Clearly.

548
00:33:25,178 --> 00:33:27,511
You know, the thing about
this town is...

549
00:33:27,513 --> 00:33:30,148
the sawdust smells fantastic,

550
00:33:30,150 --> 00:33:33,551
but you are still
in a hamster cage.

551
00:33:33,553 --> 00:33:35,585
Meanwhile, out there,

552
00:33:35,587 --> 00:33:38,256
there are more billionaires

553
00:33:38,258 --> 00:33:40,290
under 30

554
00:33:40,292 --> 00:33:43,196
than at any moment
in human history.

555
00:33:48,567 --> 00:33:51,538
[MUFFLED] It's our time,
motherfucker.

556
00:33:56,643 --> 00:34:00,079
[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]

557
00:34:30,210 --> 00:34:31,342
[GLASS CLINKS]

558
00:34:31,344 --> 00:34:34,447
[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]

559
00:34:42,489 --> 00:34:45,626
[RUMBLING]

560
00:34:52,699 --> 00:34:55,501
[RUMBLING GROWS LOUDER]

561
00:35:03,643 --> 00:35:05,445
[ALL SOUNDS STOP]

562
00:35:09,181 --> 00:35:10,384
[CAR DOOR CLOSES]

563
00:35:13,253 --> 00:35:15,122
[BIRD SQUAWKING]

564
00:35:16,422 --> 00:35:18,591
- Well, hello, you!
- Hi.

565
00:35:20,592 --> 00:35:22,626
Did she...

566
00:35:22,628 --> 00:35:24,331
Did you come here to...

567
00:35:25,731 --> 00:35:29,166
- Did she do something?
- Uh, no.

568
00:35:29,168 --> 00:35:31,605
No, I'm, I'm just here
to say hi.

569
00:35:32,605 --> 00:35:34,141
Oh.

570
00:35:35,641 --> 00:35:36,807
What... come on in.

571
00:35:36,809 --> 00:35:39,242
Come in.

572
00:35:39,244 --> 00:35:40,447
She's out back.

573
00:35:51,391 --> 00:35:53,659
What's she doing out there?

574
00:35:56,728 --> 00:35:58,662
KAREN: I don't know.

575
00:35:58,664 --> 00:36:02,266
MAN [OVER TV]: ...believe as
much of that delicious stem,

576
00:36:02,268 --> 00:36:05,336
which has the same flavor
as the artichoke heart,

577
00:36:05,338 --> 00:36:08,238
and also looks really cool.

578
00:36:08,240 --> 00:36:09,574
Just hit him.

579
00:36:09,576 --> 00:36:11,541
- What?
- Just hit him.

580
00:36:11,543 --> 00:36:14,211
MAN [OVER TV]:
...we cut straight across

581
00:36:14,213 --> 00:36:15,347
into thin pieces.

582
00:36:15,349 --> 00:36:17,447
Now at this point
you can eat this raw.

583
00:36:17,449 --> 00:36:19,516
And I often make a little salad

584
00:36:19,518 --> 00:36:21,418
that we use
with a little lemon juice

585
00:36:21,420 --> 00:36:23,487
and a little extra virgin
and olive oil

586
00:36:23,489 --> 00:36:25,423
and eat them

587
00:36:25,425 --> 00:36:26,624
with something called bresaola,

588
00:36:26,626 --> 00:36:28,195
which is air-dried beef.

589
00:36:32,331 --> 00:36:33,396
Twenty-five.

590
00:36:33,398 --> 00:36:34,664
Bullshit. It was 30.

591
00:36:34,666 --> 00:36:36,702
Fine. Thirty.

592
00:36:43,543 --> 00:36:46,646
[PANTING]

593
00:37:02,427 --> 00:37:05,531
[SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING]

594
00:37:43,536 --> 00:37:46,639
[COUGHING]

595
00:37:57,817 --> 00:37:59,786
[CHAIR SQUEAKING]

596
00:38:04,356 --> 00:38:06,692
Hey, um...

597
00:38:07,626 --> 00:38:08,795
so...

598
00:38:10,663 --> 00:38:13,699
that thing you said
the other night.

599
00:38:16,568 --> 00:38:17,735
Which thing?

600
00:38:17,737 --> 00:38:18,905
About Mark.

601
00:38:20,572 --> 00:38:22,572
Yeah?

602
00:38:22,574 --> 00:38:23,840
Well,

603
00:38:23,842 --> 00:38:26,677
you said something like,

604
00:38:26,679 --> 00:38:29,383
"Why are you assuming
you'd get caught?"

605
00:38:31,951 --> 00:38:33,619
Uh-huh.

606
00:38:34,786 --> 00:38:36,854
So, like...

607
00:38:36,856 --> 00:38:38,458
hypothetically,

608
00:38:40,460 --> 00:38:43,630
if you were going to do it,

609
00:38:48,467 --> 00:38:50,503
how would you...

610
00:38:51,903 --> 00:38:53,507
do it?

611
00:38:55,842 --> 00:38:57,742
Well, I wouldn't...

612
00:38:57,744 --> 00:38:59,346
do it.

613
00:39:02,882 --> 00:39:04,952
That's what you want me to say.

614
00:39:06,918 --> 00:39:09,355
I don't want you
to say anything.

615
00:39:11,490 --> 00:39:12,793
Just asking.

616
00:39:14,860 --> 00:39:17,964
[TAPPING]

617
00:39:30,742 --> 00:39:33,043
CYNTHIA: I do think that
you could be...

618
00:39:33,045 --> 00:39:34,714
more honest.

619
00:39:41,621 --> 00:39:43,688
"The mounting pressure
of my coursework,

620
00:39:43,690 --> 00:39:46,057
combined with the emotional toll
of losing my father..."

621
00:39:46,059 --> 00:39:47,691
You don't have to read
it out loud.

622
00:39:47,693 --> 00:39:49,626
CYNTHIA: "...drove me
to confuse the thin line

623
00:39:49,628 --> 00:39:52,398
between research
and plagiarism."

624
00:39:53,532 --> 00:39:54,597
How about you just say:

625
00:39:54,599 --> 00:39:56,934
"Drove me to go online
and find...

626
00:39:56,936 --> 00:39:59,769
Okay, I really don't
need your line edits.

627
00:39:59,771 --> 00:40:01,938
Then why are you asking me
to read it?

628
00:40:01,940 --> 00:40:03,974
Because I need
a parent's signature

629
00:40:03,976 --> 00:40:05,476
on my reapplication form.

630
00:40:05,478 --> 00:40:07,945
Right, but...

631
00:40:07,947 --> 00:40:09,449
LILY: What?

632
00:40:11,451 --> 00:40:12,782
We've been having
the conversation

633
00:40:12,784 --> 00:40:14,954
about next year, and...

634
00:40:15,987 --> 00:40:18,456
we feel really good

635
00:40:18,458 --> 00:40:20,626
about Brookmore.

636
00:40:23,596 --> 00:40:24,829
He has a friend
who's on the board

637
00:40:24,831 --> 00:40:26,563
and they're really
very good at...

638
00:40:26,565 --> 00:40:29,833
Brookmore
is a place for girls

639
00:40:29,835 --> 00:40:31,735
with very severe
behavioral issues.

640
00:40:31,737 --> 00:40:33,570
How is this even part
of the conversation?

641
00:40:33,572 --> 00:40:35,539
- That's not true.
- LILY: If I'm not readmitted,

642
00:40:35,541 --> 00:40:37,443
then I'm staying local.

643
00:40:40,012 --> 00:40:41,615
We, um...

644
00:40:43,983 --> 00:40:45,548
We think you'd do really well

645
00:40:45,550 --> 00:40:47,617
in a supportive environment.

646
00:40:47,619 --> 00:40:48,721
[EXHALES]

647
00:40:50,021 --> 00:40:51,889
- He doesn't want me here.
- CYNTHIA: No...

648
00:40:51,891 --> 00:40:54,691
No, that's not it at all.

649
00:40:54,693 --> 00:40:56,827
You know how much effort
he puts in every day

650
00:40:56,829 --> 00:40:58,595
getting closer to you.

651
00:40:58,597 --> 00:40:59,896
I got admitted
into Andover, I've...

652
00:40:59,898 --> 00:41:01,132
MARK: You were admitted
to Andover

653
00:41:01,134 --> 00:41:03,036
because your dad
wrote them a check.

654
00:41:08,875 --> 00:41:10,643
This is a not a conversation.

655
00:41:12,144 --> 00:41:14,612
We've already made
the down payment.

656
00:41:14,614 --> 00:41:17,751
[UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING]

657
00:41:40,572 --> 00:41:42,675
[METAL SQUEAKING]

658
00:41:54,052 --> 00:41:57,523
[GUNSHOTS OVER TV]

659
00:42:32,190 --> 00:42:35,628
[BRUSHING TEETH]

660
00:42:46,706 --> 00:42:49,843
[SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING]

661
00:43:02,255 --> 00:43:04,057
- [MUSIC STOPS]
- [NOTIFICATION BEEPS]

662
00:43:08,059 --> 00:43:09,927
[SPITS]

663
00:43:09,929 --> 00:43:11,128
[WATER RUNNING]

664
00:43:11,130 --> 00:43:12,999
- [WATER OFF]
- [TOOTHBRUSH THUDS ON COUNTER]

665
00:43:24,175 --> 00:43:26,645
[TYPING ON KEYBOARD]

666
00:43:29,014 --> 00:43:32,016
[COMPUTER BEEPS]

667
00:43:32,018 --> 00:43:33,619
[NOTIFICATION BEEPS]

668
00:43:36,155 --> 00:43:37,891
[TYPING ON KEYBOARD]

669
00:43:39,858 --> 00:43:42,862
- [COMPUTER BEEPS]
- [SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING]

670
00:43:52,137 --> 00:43:55,208
[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]

671
00:44:00,246 --> 00:44:02,679
- MARK: I'm fine.
- CYNTHIA: Honey,

672
00:44:02,681 --> 00:44:03,914
you can't go in
looking like that.

673
00:44:03,916 --> 00:44:05,115
- I'm fine.
- Let me just fix it...

674
00:44:05,117 --> 00:44:06,282
I'm fine. Ow.

675
00:44:06,284 --> 00:44:08,153
Are you gonna make me
repeat myself?

676
00:44:09,221 --> 00:44:10,920
- Don't do that...
- Are you gonna make me

677
00:44:10,922 --> 00:44:12,923
repeat myself?
I said I'm fucking fine!

678
00:44:12,925 --> 00:44:14,090
I was just trying to help.

679
00:44:14,092 --> 00:44:15,825
Do you speak English?

680
00:44:15,827 --> 00:44:17,094
Or am I gonna have
to stand here all day

681
00:44:17,096 --> 00:44:19,095
like a fucking robot
repeating myself.

682
00:44:19,097 --> 00:44:20,296
"I'm fine. I'm fine.

683
00:44:20,298 --> 00:44:22,201
I'm fine. I'm fine!"

684
00:44:24,804 --> 00:44:26,206
Jesus Christ!

685
00:44:30,710 --> 00:44:33,177
[DOOR OPENS, CLOSES]

686
00:44:33,179 --> 00:44:35,181
[SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC]

687
00:44:36,849 --> 00:44:39,085
[BIRD CALLING]

688
00:44:47,893 --> 00:44:49,262
I saw the photos.

689
00:44:56,969 --> 00:44:58,271
Oh.

690
00:44:59,905 --> 00:45:01,307
You're not gonna say anything?

691
00:45:02,340 --> 00:45:04,043
What do you want me to say?

692
00:45:07,112 --> 00:45:08,945
I guess I didn't realize
you did it like that.

693
00:45:08,947 --> 00:45:10,213
Well, that's not
how I wanted it to go.

694
00:45:10,215 --> 00:45:11,981
- Well, what did you to happen?
- Obviously,

695
00:45:11,983 --> 00:45:14,117
I wanted to get it done
by a vet.

696
00:45:14,119 --> 00:45:16,119
He was never gonna walk again.

697
00:45:16,121 --> 00:45:18,054
But you know my mom.

698
00:45:18,056 --> 00:45:20,057
She's the type of person
that gets weepy

699
00:45:20,059 --> 00:45:22,025
when she imagines her horse
going to sleep

700
00:45:22,027 --> 00:45:24,161
and never waking up.
And when a...

701
00:45:24,163 --> 00:45:26,262
weak moral character like that
runs your household...

702
00:45:26,264 --> 00:45:27,898
But still, you didn't have to...

703
00:45:27,900 --> 00:45:29,800
Well, if the Midazolam
Hydrochloride had worked

704
00:45:29,802 --> 00:45:31,267
- like it was supposed to...
- The what?

705
00:45:31,269 --> 00:45:32,769
The Midazolam Hydrochloride.

706
00:45:32,771 --> 00:45:35,005
If it had worked
like it was supposed to,

707
00:45:35,007 --> 00:45:36,275
then it just would have been...

708
00:45:39,945 --> 00:45:42,012
Unfortunately,

709
00:45:42,014 --> 00:45:44,851
quality control on black-market
drugs is poor.

710
00:45:46,052 --> 00:45:48,818
Honeymooner
was going into convulsions.

711
00:45:48,820 --> 00:45:50,287
He was bucking hard

712
00:45:50,289 --> 00:45:52,822
and he broke the splint.

713
00:45:52,824 --> 00:45:54,057
And then he...

714
00:45:54,059 --> 00:45:55,258
broke the other leg, too.

715
00:45:55,260 --> 00:45:58,063
But you don't wanna
hear about this.

716
00:46:08,139 --> 00:46:10,007
By that point,
it just became a question

717
00:46:10,009 --> 00:46:12,309
of ending it as quickly
as possible.

718
00:46:12,311 --> 00:46:15,045
And I Googled methods
of execution.

719
00:46:15,047 --> 00:46:16,412
I didn't have a gun,

720
00:46:16,414 --> 00:46:17,880
so that was out.

721
00:46:17,882 --> 00:46:19,182
But...

722
00:46:19,184 --> 00:46:20,416
in Mexico,
they use something

723
00:46:20,418 --> 00:46:22,318
called a "puntilla."

724
00:46:22,320 --> 00:46:24,220
LILY: A what?

725
00:46:24,222 --> 00:46:26,055
AMANDA: A puntilla.

726
00:46:26,057 --> 00:46:27,224
It's like a curved blade.

727
00:46:27,226 --> 00:46:28,458
Like an ice pick.

728
00:46:28,460 --> 00:46:30,226
You jam it behind
the cervical vertebrae,

729
00:46:30,228 --> 00:46:32,829
and they go limp.

730
00:46:32,831 --> 00:46:35,067
LILY: And you had a puntilla?

731
00:46:36,902 --> 00:46:38,338
Kinda.

732
00:46:40,840 --> 00:46:42,438
It stopped
the convulsions, but...

733
00:46:42,440 --> 00:46:44,340
the problem with puntilla

734
00:46:44,342 --> 00:46:46,142
execution is,
it doesn't actually kill

735
00:46:46,144 --> 00:46:49,847
the horse,
it just paralyzes them.

736
00:46:49,849 --> 00:46:51,215
And obviously I didn't want that

737
00:46:51,217 --> 00:46:53,217
for Honeymooner.

738
00:46:53,219 --> 00:46:55,151
So, I climbed on top of him,

739
00:46:55,153 --> 00:46:57,220
he was on the ground
at this point,

740
00:46:57,222 --> 00:46:59,956
and I started cutting away
the flesh of his neck.

741
00:46:59,958 --> 00:47:02,092
The goal was to get to the spine
as quickly as possible

742
00:47:02,094 --> 00:47:05,229
and it took some time.

743
00:47:05,231 --> 00:47:06,929
The muscle had a lot
of gristle in it

744
00:47:06,931 --> 00:47:09,099
and the knife got dull
pretty quickly,

745
00:47:09,101 --> 00:47:10,400
but...

746
00:47:10,402 --> 00:47:14,003
but I got there...

747
00:47:14,005 --> 00:47:15,972
And then I...

748
00:47:15,974 --> 00:47:18,242
I just stood up and I...

749
00:47:18,244 --> 00:47:20,110
got my foot...

750
00:47:20,112 --> 00:47:23,981
into a position where I
could kick downwards, and...

751
00:47:23,983 --> 00:47:25,852
[SQUASH]

752
00:47:28,920 --> 00:47:30,089
Sorry.

753
00:47:31,389 --> 00:47:33,358
No, it's, um...

754
00:47:39,264 --> 00:47:42,398
I think it felt right.
That it was me who did it.

755
00:47:42,400 --> 00:47:45,270
After all the years
I'd spent with that horse.

756
00:47:46,972 --> 00:47:49,373
I just put my head down, and...

757
00:47:49,375 --> 00:47:52,112
looked at it
as completing a task.

758
00:47:58,150 --> 00:47:59,285
I think we should do it.

759
00:48:02,922 --> 00:48:04,057
Really?

760
00:48:06,157 --> 00:48:07,293
Really.

761
00:48:10,195 --> 00:48:12,496
And you're looking at me.

762
00:48:12,498 --> 00:48:14,900
Only because
you're the only person here.

763
00:48:18,170 --> 00:48:20,403
I do think you'd be good
at it, though.

764
00:48:20,405 --> 00:48:23,275
I mean, with the kind
of composure you showed with...

765
00:48:24,943 --> 00:48:28,313
Hey. Hey!

766
00:48:29,581 --> 00:48:31,315
Amanda.

767
00:48:31,317 --> 00:48:33,249
- Amanda, where are you going?
- I don't know

768
00:48:33,251 --> 00:48:35,418
why you're saying all this now.
I think you might be saying it

769
00:48:35,420 --> 00:48:37,320
- because you're emotional.
- Why am I emotional?

770
00:48:37,322 --> 00:48:39,021
I don't know. You just never
really tell me

771
00:48:39,023 --> 00:48:40,389
- anything about your life.
- That's not true...

772
00:48:40,391 --> 00:48:42,092
But that doesn't stop you
from asking me to kill

773
00:48:42,094 --> 00:48:43,526
- someone for you.
- That's not what I'm asking!

774
00:48:43,528 --> 00:48:45,595
You do realize that I'm the very
worst person to do this.

775
00:48:45,597 --> 00:48:47,331
I'm awaiting trial
for animal cruelty.

776
00:48:47,333 --> 00:48:48,999
If anything violent happens
anywhere near me,

777
00:48:49,001 --> 00:48:50,367
I'm the first person
they will come after.

778
00:48:50,369 --> 00:48:52,168
- Okay. I get that.
- If we were going to do this,

779
00:48:52,170 --> 00:48:55,073
we'd both need to be far away
with airtight alibis.

780
00:48:59,110 --> 00:49:03,246
SINGER: ♪ We get it
almost every night ♪

781
00:49:03,248 --> 00:49:07,050
♪ When that moon
is big and bright ♪

782
00:49:07,052 --> 00:49:08,251
♪ It's supernatural... ♪

783
00:49:08,253 --> 00:49:10,220
LILY: Um...

784
00:49:10,222 --> 00:49:11,554
we are here to visit

785
00:49:11,556 --> 00:49:14,059
one of your guests.

786
00:49:16,161 --> 00:49:18,561
Name, please.

787
00:49:18,563 --> 00:49:21,331
- My name?
- The resident's name.

788
00:49:21,333 --> 00:49:23,369
Oh, um...

789
00:49:24,503 --> 00:49:25,635
That...

790
00:49:25,637 --> 00:49:28,007
- that would be, uh...
- Ms. Jones.

791
00:49:31,277 --> 00:49:36,246
SINGER: ♪ Everybody was dancing
in the moonlight ♪

792
00:49:36,248 --> 00:49:38,115
♪ Dancing in the moonlight... ♪

793
00:49:38,117 --> 00:49:40,016
- Thank you.
- SINGER: ♪ Everybody's ♪

794
00:49:40,018 --> 00:49:42,184
♪ Feeling warm and bright ♪

795
00:49:42,186 --> 00:49:45,322
♪ It's such a fine
and natural sight ♪

796
00:49:45,324 --> 00:49:49,258
♪ Everybody's dancing
in the moonlight ♪

797
00:49:49,260 --> 00:49:50,594
[DOOR OPENS]

798
00:49:50,596 --> 00:49:53,266
[HEAVY MACHINERY WHIRRING]

799
00:50:01,507 --> 00:50:04,610
[UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING
OVER RADIO]

800
00:50:23,429 --> 00:50:25,128
How did you find me?

801
00:50:25,130 --> 00:50:27,130
- Asked around.
- TIM: Asked around...

802
00:50:27,132 --> 00:50:30,400
[SNICKERS] That is
so fucking unprofessional.

803
00:50:30,402 --> 00:50:32,635
You know, I wouldn't...
I wouldn't...

804
00:50:32,637 --> 00:50:34,237
normally make a sale

805
00:50:34,239 --> 00:50:35,572
under these circumstances.

806
00:50:35,574 --> 00:50:38,307
AMANDA: Good thing you need
the business.

807
00:50:38,309 --> 00:50:40,443
I don't need the business.

808
00:50:40,445 --> 00:50:41,610
Okay.

809
00:50:41,612 --> 00:50:43,280
Th...

810
00:50:43,282 --> 00:50:45,349
This is a temporary gig.

811
00:50:45,351 --> 00:50:46,586
Fun.

812
00:50:48,152 --> 00:50:49,653
I have had to hustle

813
00:50:49,655 --> 00:50:52,121
for everything that I have.

814
00:50:52,123 --> 00:50:53,322
You don't know

815
00:50:53,324 --> 00:50:54,691
- where I come from.
- Westchester.

816
00:50:54,693 --> 00:50:56,126
- Amanda...
- TIM: Fuck off.

817
00:50:56,128 --> 00:50:58,128
You have no idea.

818
00:50:58,130 --> 00:51:00,229
Give me five,

819
00:51:00,231 --> 00:51:03,099
max ten years,

820
00:51:03,101 --> 00:51:06,503
I will be running this game.

821
00:51:06,505 --> 00:51:07,704
All up the coast,

822
00:51:07,706 --> 00:51:11,244
I will be the guy.

823
00:51:21,420 --> 00:51:23,655
- You got a creepy friend.
- I know.

824
00:51:24,690 --> 00:51:26,626
- We done here...
- You got a gun?

825
00:51:32,364 --> 00:51:34,664
Why do you care if I have a gun?

826
00:51:34,666 --> 00:51:36,365
Just curious.

827
00:51:36,367 --> 00:51:38,235
If you're planning to run
the game in a few years

828
00:51:38,237 --> 00:51:39,635
I imagine it might involve,

829
00:51:39,637 --> 00:51:42,271
you know, violence.

830
00:51:42,273 --> 00:51:45,141
Well, it's not gonna involve
business lunches and golf.

831
00:51:45,143 --> 00:51:46,675
So, you must have a gun.

832
00:51:46,677 --> 00:51:48,278
None of your fucking business.

833
00:51:48,280 --> 00:51:49,646
What, are you trying to get me
in trouble?

834
00:51:49,648 --> 00:51:51,380
- I bet he doesn't have one.
- AMANDA: Yeah,

835
00:51:51,382 --> 00:51:52,648
- I bet he's got like a...
- A spork.

836
00:51:52,650 --> 00:51:54,483
- AMANDA: You packin' a spork?
- Fuck no,

837
00:51:54,485 --> 00:51:56,452
I am not packing a spork.

838
00:51:56,454 --> 00:51:57,586
What the fuck is wrong with you?

839
00:51:57,588 --> 00:51:58,655
Yes,

840
00:51:58,657 --> 00:52:00,257
I have a gun.

841
00:52:00,259 --> 00:52:01,691
- Multiple guns?
- Multiple gun...

842
00:52:01,693 --> 00:52:03,392
No! One! One gun!

843
00:52:03,394 --> 00:52:04,594
What, am I, fucking Rambo?

844
00:52:04,596 --> 00:52:06,262
Do you have it on you?

845
00:52:06,264 --> 00:52:08,266
- Why do you care?
- He's lying.

846
00:52:10,501 --> 00:52:12,668
I have a gun.

847
00:52:12,670 --> 00:52:14,206
AMANDA: Good.

848
00:52:15,641 --> 00:52:17,541
- Why "good?"
- Because then Lily

849
00:52:17,543 --> 00:52:19,579
has a business proposition
for you.

850
00:52:24,715 --> 00:52:28,186
[PIANO MUSIC PLAYING]

851
00:52:40,398 --> 00:52:43,502
[WOMAN SINGS "AVE MARIA"]

852
00:54:11,789 --> 00:54:13,722
- [SINGING STOPS ABRUPTLY]
- AMANDA: Tim.

853
00:54:13,724 --> 00:54:15,659
What?

854
00:54:15,661 --> 00:54:17,860
AMANDA: So, you'll come in
through here.

855
00:54:17,862 --> 00:54:21,331
You'll break it.
Use a brick or a heavy stone.

856
00:54:21,333 --> 00:54:22,898
You're sure it'll break?

857
00:54:22,900 --> 00:54:25,302
LILY: Yeah.
A tree branch came through

858
00:54:25,304 --> 00:54:27,737
the other one last summer.

859
00:54:27,739 --> 00:54:29,606
TIM: All right.
Well, that'll be loud.

860
00:54:29,608 --> 00:54:31,441
Yeah. And that's the point.
He'll wake up

861
00:54:31,443 --> 00:54:33,510
and he'll likely come in
through here.

862
00:54:33,512 --> 00:54:35,280
And then you will...

863
00:54:38,849 --> 00:54:40,383
TIM: Right?

864
00:54:40,385 --> 00:54:43,353
- Am I missing something?
- No, you got it.

865
00:54:43,355 --> 00:54:44,789
I didn't think
you'd bring it here.

866
00:54:48,527 --> 00:54:50,594
You don't like it?

867
00:54:50,596 --> 00:54:52,394
LILY: Please don't point
that thing at me.

868
00:54:52,396 --> 00:54:53,565
AMANDA: Is it loaded?

869
00:54:57,702 --> 00:54:59,436
You wanna hold it?

870
00:54:59,438 --> 00:55:00,673
No, thanks.

871
00:55:02,708 --> 00:55:03,843
Come on.

872
00:55:11,349 --> 00:55:12,849
Anyway, you'll shoot.

873
00:55:12,851 --> 00:55:14,883
You'll grab some stuff,
make it look like a robbery,

874
00:55:14,885 --> 00:55:16,586
and then you'll run out
the way you came.

875
00:55:16,588 --> 00:55:18,420
- TIM: Then I'll go to my car.
- AMANDA: Yeah.

876
00:55:18,422 --> 00:55:19,623
TIM: Am I gonna trip an alarm?

877
00:55:19,625 --> 00:55:20,990
AMANDA: There's no reason
you'd set one.

878
00:55:20,992 --> 00:55:22,726
TIM: The neighbors will call
the cops.

879
00:55:22,728 --> 00:55:24,728
AMANDA: I doubt it.
There's no one especially close.

880
00:55:24,730 --> 00:55:26,662
TIM: You ever heard a gunshot,
sweetheart?

881
00:55:26,664 --> 00:55:28,664
Plus sound carries
over the water.

882
00:55:28,666 --> 00:55:30,367
AMANDA: Then drive away quickly.

883
00:55:30,369 --> 00:55:32,769
TIM: "Then drive away quickly."

884
00:55:32,771 --> 00:55:34,804
Middle of the night in a quiet
neighborhood like this.

885
00:55:34,806 --> 00:55:36,740
What am I?
Supposed to get lost in traffic?

886
00:55:36,742 --> 00:55:38,008
Drive away at a moderate speed

887
00:55:38,010 --> 00:55:39,575
without your headlights on.

888
00:55:39,577 --> 00:55:40,976
No one will be able
to ID your car.

889
00:55:40,978 --> 00:55:42,878
Yeah, and slam into a tree,

890
00:55:42,880 --> 00:55:44,648
on these windy fucking roads.

891
00:55:44,650 --> 00:55:47,751
I believe in you.

892
00:55:47,753 --> 00:55:49,485
TIM: [SCOFFS]
You know what,

893
00:55:49,487 --> 00:55:51,454
I don't think you girls
are thinking this through.

894
00:55:51,456 --> 00:55:53,456
AMANDA: Well, if you don't want
the hundred thousand...

895
00:55:53,458 --> 00:55:54,624
How do I know
you're good for it?

896
00:55:54,626 --> 00:55:57,459
AMANDA: We're good for it.

897
00:55:57,461 --> 00:55:58,695
TIM: I know you're good for it.

898
00:55:58,697 --> 00:56:00,664
But how do I know the fucking...

899
00:56:00,666 --> 00:56:02,632
Swimfan over there
isn't gonna have

900
00:56:02,634 --> 00:56:03,867
an episode and change her mind?

901
00:56:03,869 --> 00:56:04,903
We're good for it.

902
00:56:08,005 --> 00:56:10,572
You sure you wanna let
this bitch talk you into this?

903
00:56:10,574 --> 00:56:12,441
TIM [OVER RECORDING]:
Do you have it on you?

904
00:56:12,443 --> 00:56:13,510
LILY [OVER RECORDING]: Yes.

905
00:56:13,512 --> 00:56:15,445
TIM [OVER RECORDING]: You sure?

906
00:56:15,447 --> 00:56:17,713
- LILY [OVER RECORDING]: Yeah.
- TIM [OVER RECORDING]: Where?

907
00:56:17,715 --> 00:56:19,416
LILY [OVER RECORDING]:
Right here.

908
00:56:19,418 --> 00:56:20,916
TIM [OVER RECORDING]:
Okay. One gram or two?

909
00:56:20,918 --> 00:56:22,651
LILY [OVER RECORDING]: Two.

910
00:56:22,653 --> 00:56:24,789
TIM [OVER RECORDING]:
Okay. That's one-twenty.

911
00:56:28,893 --> 00:56:30,596
Why would you record that?

912
00:56:32,530 --> 00:56:33,963
You're gonna blackmail me

913
00:56:33,965 --> 00:56:36,965
into killing your stepdad?

914
00:56:36,967 --> 00:56:39,702
- No. That's...
- AMANDA: Yeah. Exactly that.

915
00:56:39,704 --> 00:56:41,804
You got it.

916
00:56:41,806 --> 00:56:43,440
TIM: Don't drag her into this.

917
00:56:43,442 --> 00:56:45,608
And you know what?
Don't drag me.

918
00:56:45,610 --> 00:56:46,943
Because, unlike you,

919
00:56:46,945 --> 00:56:48,043
we have lives to lead.

920
00:56:48,045 --> 00:56:50,813
- Oh, you do?
- Yeah.

921
00:56:50,815 --> 00:56:52,816
I don't know about her,
but I do.

922
00:56:52,818 --> 00:56:54,550
You work in a nursing home.

923
00:56:54,552 --> 00:56:57,686
Other than that,
you sell drugs to children.

924
00:56:57,688 --> 00:56:59,021
- That's a life?
- Amanda...

925
00:56:59,023 --> 00:57:00,824
Every business starts small.

926
00:57:00,826 --> 00:57:01,925
Oh, really?

927
00:57:01,927 --> 00:57:03,092
And what's next?

928
00:57:03,094 --> 00:57:04,793
You're clearly only selling
to minors

929
00:57:04,795 --> 00:57:06,095
because you don't wanna
get involved

930
00:57:06,097 --> 00:57:08,498
- with the real dealers.
- Hey, you don't know me.

931
00:57:08,500 --> 00:57:09,865
You don't know me.

932
00:57:09,867 --> 00:57:12,534
Give me a decade,
I'm gonna be driving a car

933
00:57:12,536 --> 00:57:13,769
just like the one out front.

934
00:57:13,771 --> 00:57:15,003
I'm gonna move my family

935
00:57:15,005 --> 00:57:18,108
into a neighborhood
just like this one.

936
00:57:18,110 --> 00:57:20,709
Because I got the drive.

937
00:57:20,711 --> 00:57:22,845
Oh, yeah.
And the mental toughness.

938
00:57:22,847 --> 00:57:24,713
And a permanent spot
on Connecticut's

939
00:57:24,715 --> 00:57:26,583
sex offender registry.

940
00:57:26,585 --> 00:57:28,650
So, I guess the day you move in
you'll have to drive

941
00:57:28,652 --> 00:57:29,885
that expensive car

942
00:57:29,887 --> 00:57:30,987
door to door

943
00:57:30,989 --> 00:57:32,088
introducing yourself

944
00:57:32,090 --> 00:57:33,856
and trying
to convince them that...

945
00:57:33,858 --> 00:57:35,724
the only reason you had sex
with a child

946
00:57:35,726 --> 00:57:37,494
is because you were too afraid

947
00:57:37,496 --> 00:57:41,097
to talk to anyone your own age.

948
00:57:41,099 --> 00:57:44,032
[PERCUSSION MUSIC PLAYING]

949
00:57:44,034 --> 00:57:46,471
[AMANDA GRUNTS]

950
00:57:56,514 --> 00:57:58,548
Give me the phone.

951
00:57:58,550 --> 00:58:00,983
TIM: You're not gonna use this.

952
00:58:00,985 --> 00:58:03,556
Not in this house.
Not in this neighborhood.

953
00:58:05,757 --> 00:58:08,557
Cops would be here in a second.

954
00:58:08,559 --> 00:58:10,663
Give me the phone.

955
00:58:15,634 --> 00:58:18,802
Even if we were in the middle
of nowhere,

956
00:58:18,804 --> 00:58:22,805
you wouldn't shoot.

957
00:58:22,807 --> 00:58:25,641
Even if no one...

958
00:58:25,643 --> 00:58:27,142
would find out.

959
00:58:27,144 --> 00:58:28,514
[TIM CHUCKLES]

960
00:58:31,882 --> 00:58:33,518
You cannot hesitate.

961
00:58:36,153 --> 00:58:38,720
The only thing worse
than being incompetent

962
00:58:38,722 --> 00:58:39,956
or being unkind

963
00:58:39,958 --> 00:58:41,958
or being evil

964
00:58:41,960 --> 00:58:43,795
is being indecisive.

965
00:58:49,934 --> 00:58:52,836
[WATER SPLASHING]

966
00:58:52,838 --> 00:58:54,006
Oh.

967
00:58:57,876 --> 00:58:59,945
[GROANS]

968
00:59:03,114 --> 00:59:04,713
AMANDA:
You did something stupid,

969
00:59:04,715 --> 00:59:06,682
and you took a head wound,

970
00:59:06,684 --> 00:59:07,749
but we've stopped the bleeding,

971
00:59:07,751 --> 00:59:09,084
and you're in a stable
condition.

972
00:59:09,086 --> 00:59:11,653
- I have to go to the hospital.
- AMANDA: No.

973
00:59:11,655 --> 00:59:15,090
I have to go to the hospital.

974
00:59:15,092 --> 00:59:17,126
LILY: They're my mom's Vicodin
from her back surgery.

975
00:59:17,128 --> 00:59:18,827
AMANDA: Take no more than two
at a time.

976
00:59:18,829 --> 00:59:20,965
Keep it clean and it'll heal up
naturally.

977
00:59:25,769 --> 00:59:28,104
What am I gonna tell my dad?

978
00:59:28,106 --> 00:59:31,641
AMANDA: Why will your dad care?

979
00:59:31,643 --> 00:59:33,112
Because I live with him.

980
00:59:35,847 --> 00:59:38,981
Wear a hat.

981
00:59:38,983 --> 00:59:41,217
We're keeping this, by the way.

982
00:59:41,219 --> 00:59:42,755
We'll put it inside the grill.

983
00:59:44,688 --> 00:59:46,121
TIM: The what?

984
00:59:46,123 --> 00:59:47,990
The second grill.
It's the one furthest

985
00:59:47,992 --> 00:59:50,059
from the house.
Mark never uses it.

986
00:59:50,061 --> 00:59:51,793
You can come get it
Saturday night.

987
00:59:51,795 --> 00:59:52,864
TIM: That's in, uh...

988
00:59:55,666 --> 00:59:57,666
- three days.
- BOTH: Yeah.

989
00:59:57,668 --> 01:00:01,737
You can't give the fucking hole
in my head time to close?

990
01:00:01,739 --> 01:00:03,907
It has to be Saturday.

991
01:00:03,909 --> 01:00:05,041
I'm on vacation with my mom,

992
01:00:05,043 --> 01:00:07,776
and Amanda's at a residential

993
01:00:07,778 --> 01:00:09,244
psychotherapy program.

994
01:00:09,246 --> 01:00:11,748
If you tell anyone
about any of this

995
01:00:11,750 --> 01:00:13,016
or if you don't do your job,

996
01:00:13,018 --> 01:00:15,251
we'll send the audio,
which we've put online,

997
01:00:15,253 --> 01:00:16,755
to the police.

998
01:00:22,293 --> 01:00:24,961
I'm out.

999
01:00:24,963 --> 01:00:26,795
I'm out.
You...

1000
01:00:26,797 --> 01:00:29,898
you try anything,
you're going to jail.

1001
01:00:29,900 --> 01:00:32,668
I'm sorry, who...
who's going to jail?

1002
01:00:32,670 --> 01:00:34,871
AMANDA: We're just two minors
with incredibly expensive

1003
01:00:34,873 --> 01:00:36,171
- family lawyers.
- LILY: Uh-hmm.

1004
01:00:36,173 --> 01:00:38,041
AMANDA: On the other hand,
if you have one more

1005
01:00:38,043 --> 01:00:40,842
legal issue,
even a minor drug offense,

1006
01:00:40,844 --> 01:00:41,978
you're getting 15 years.

1007
01:00:41,980 --> 01:00:45,050
[BRUSH SWISHING]

1008
01:00:47,251 --> 01:00:49,721
[LILY SIGHS]

1009
01:00:53,190 --> 01:00:54,923
Do you think
he's actually gonna do it?

1010
01:00:54,925 --> 01:00:56,094
He is.

1011
01:00:58,163 --> 01:00:59,963
Just enjoy your spa weekend.

1012
01:00:59,965 --> 01:01:01,200
I'll see you when it's done.

1013
01:01:05,903 --> 01:01:07,972
[BRUSH SWISHING]

1014
01:01:10,809 --> 01:01:13,943
Do you want, like, a...

1015
01:01:13,945 --> 01:01:16,682
I don't know, a hug or...

1016
01:01:18,148 --> 01:01:19,684
No.

1017
01:01:22,954 --> 01:01:24,089
Okay.

1018
01:01:29,960 --> 01:01:33,031
[AMBIENT MUSIC PLAYING]

1019
01:01:36,233 --> 01:01:39,302
Thank you.

1020
01:01:39,304 --> 01:01:40,972
LILY: Thanks.

1021
01:02:01,760 --> 01:02:03,862
Mmm, so good.

1022
01:02:09,400 --> 01:02:12,267
[POP MUSIC PLAYING]

1023
01:02:12,269 --> 01:02:15,873
SINGER:
♪ [INDISTINCT] ♪

1024
01:02:44,335 --> 01:02:47,135
[CRICKETS CHIRPING]

1025
01:02:47,137 --> 01:02:50,208
[FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING]

1026
01:04:08,152 --> 01:04:11,255
[METAL CLANKS]

1027
01:04:20,532 --> 01:04:24,001
[CRICKETS CHIRPING]

1028
01:04:31,009 --> 01:04:34,079
SINGER:
♪ [INDISTINCT] ♪

1029
01:05:00,438 --> 01:05:03,442
[UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING]

1030
01:05:26,130 --> 01:05:28,097
[GASPS]

1031
01:05:28,099 --> 01:05:29,268
Oh, my God!

1032
01:05:30,268 --> 01:05:31,434
What are you doing here?

1033
01:05:31,436 --> 01:05:32,501
MARK: I thought I'd drive in.

1034
01:05:32,503 --> 01:05:34,436
Save you the train ride.

1035
01:05:34,438 --> 01:05:37,542
[UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING]

1036
01:05:40,378 --> 01:05:42,481
[SLAMS]

1037
01:05:49,219 --> 01:05:51,052
LILY: Fucking coward.

1038
01:05:51,054 --> 01:05:53,155
You know, he's probably on his
way to the police right now.

1039
01:05:53,157 --> 01:05:54,523
- AMANDA: He won't.
- You don't know that.

1040
01:05:54,525 --> 01:05:56,358
AMANDA: He doesn't wanna get
himself involved

1041
01:05:56,360 --> 01:05:58,360
- in any legal trouble.
- LILY: Well, then he'll come

1042
01:05:58,362 --> 01:06:00,028
after us.
I mean, he took his gun back.

1043
01:06:00,030 --> 01:06:02,197
AMANDA: He has nothing to gain
in doing that.

1044
01:06:02,199 --> 01:06:03,365
He'll leave us alone,

1045
01:06:03,367 --> 01:06:04,467
and we'll leave him alone.

1046
01:06:04,469 --> 01:06:06,168
He doesn't deserve that.

1047
01:06:06,170 --> 01:06:08,070
AMANDA: So, what, you want us
to track him down

1048
01:06:08,072 --> 01:06:09,237
and kill him too?

1049
01:06:09,239 --> 01:06:11,242
Let's just murder
half of Connecticut.

1050
01:06:15,012 --> 01:06:16,248
We'll do it ourselves.

1051
01:06:19,384 --> 01:06:21,117
I don't think
you're in the right mindset

1052
01:06:21,119 --> 01:06:23,286
to be planning this.

1053
01:06:23,288 --> 01:06:26,389
- What kind of mindset am I in?
- Lighting a cigarette indoors.

1054
01:06:26,391 --> 01:06:28,391
- That kind of mindset.
- Oh, is this your house?

1055
01:06:28,393 --> 01:06:30,059
- Or is this my house?
- I'm just saying,

1056
01:06:30,061 --> 01:06:31,459
that if we're gonna do this
it's because

1057
01:06:31,461 --> 01:06:33,229
it's the right thing to do.

1058
01:06:33,231 --> 01:06:34,396
Not because you're upset

1059
01:06:34,398 --> 01:06:37,432
and you're going through
a hard time.

1060
01:06:37,434 --> 01:06:39,168
What kind of "hard time"

1061
01:06:39,170 --> 01:06:41,470
am I going through?

1062
01:06:41,472 --> 01:06:43,039
I mean everything.

1063
01:06:43,041 --> 01:06:45,106
"Everything"?
What is "everything?"

1064
01:06:45,108 --> 01:06:47,543
My life is fine right now...

1065
01:06:47,545 --> 01:06:51,179
AMANDA: I mean, you got expelled
from Andover.

1066
01:06:51,181 --> 01:06:53,081
And you lied to me about your
internship.

1067
01:06:53,083 --> 01:06:56,187
[CAR APPROACHING]

1068
01:07:00,190 --> 01:07:01,359
Is that Mark?

1069
01:07:09,199 --> 01:07:12,303
[FOOTSTEPS]

1070
01:07:28,119 --> 01:07:30,389
What is this?

1071
01:07:35,659 --> 01:07:39,130
[SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING]

1072
01:08:03,487 --> 01:08:06,223
Ow, uh, God.

1073
01:08:07,492 --> 01:08:09,094
Where'd you get these?

1074
01:08:11,496 --> 01:08:13,461
A store.

1075
01:08:13,463 --> 01:08:15,630
MARK: Is this a thing
you do now?

1076
01:08:15,632 --> 01:08:17,234
You a smoker?

1077
01:08:19,404 --> 01:08:21,469
[EXHALES]

1078
01:08:21,471 --> 01:08:22,737
If my dad

1079
01:08:22,739 --> 01:08:25,407
found me smoking in his house,

1080
01:08:25,409 --> 01:08:27,675
I would've gotten the buckle-end
of the belt.

1081
01:08:27,677 --> 01:08:29,413
Is that what you wanna do?

1082
01:08:32,315 --> 01:08:34,383
MARK: Just throw the pack out.
I won't tell your mother.

1083
01:08:34,385 --> 01:08:36,518
- Tell her.
- She doesn't need one more thing

1084
01:08:36,520 --> 01:08:38,754
to make her anxious.
Which you'd know,

1085
01:08:38,756 --> 01:08:40,559
- if you'd bother...
- Leave her.

1086
01:08:45,296 --> 01:08:47,696
What's that?

1087
01:08:47,698 --> 01:08:50,469
If you want
what's best for her...

1088
01:08:51,668 --> 01:08:53,204
leave her.

1089
01:08:59,710 --> 01:09:01,509
You couldn't possibly

1090
01:09:01,511 --> 01:09:04,479
understand someone else's
point of view.

1091
01:09:04,481 --> 01:09:05,748
Could you?

1092
01:09:05,750 --> 01:09:07,348
Not mine,

1093
01:09:07,350 --> 01:09:09,250
not your friends',

1094
01:09:09,252 --> 01:09:10,553
definitely not your mom's.

1095
01:09:10,555 --> 01:09:14,290
- Fuck you.
- Because in your brain,

1096
01:09:14,292 --> 01:09:15,624
all these people

1097
01:09:15,626 --> 01:09:17,692
are just...

1098
01:09:17,694 --> 01:09:21,298
little offshoots
of your consciousness.

1099
01:09:22,567 --> 01:09:24,433
We're all your maids,

1100
01:09:24,435 --> 01:09:26,402
aren't we?

1101
01:09:26,404 --> 01:09:28,437
Your cleaning ladies.

1102
01:09:28,439 --> 01:09:30,442
Your personal trainers.

1103
01:09:32,710 --> 01:09:34,477
You know what?

1104
01:09:34,479 --> 01:09:36,445
Put all the shit in your lungs

1105
01:09:36,447 --> 01:09:38,746
that you want.

1106
01:09:38,748 --> 01:09:40,786
We need to stop protecting you.

1107
01:09:42,353 --> 01:09:44,556
Life needs to knock you
around a little.

1108
01:09:46,289 --> 01:09:47,522
Oh, and the only reason

1109
01:09:47,524 --> 01:09:49,758
that I am still sending you
to Brookmore

1110
01:09:49,760 --> 01:09:51,626
is that I've paid in full.

1111
01:09:51,628 --> 01:09:52,797
After that,

1112
01:09:53,831 --> 01:09:56,598
you're off my payroll.

1113
01:09:56,600 --> 01:09:57,768
Princess.

1114
01:10:01,305 --> 01:10:04,409
[FOOTSTEPS]

1115
01:10:07,478 --> 01:10:09,614
[DOOR SLAMS]

1116
01:10:14,519 --> 01:10:15,750
You didn't do anything.

1117
01:10:15,752 --> 01:10:19,420
- [METAL CLANKS]
- AMANDA: You were never unsafe.

1118
01:10:19,422 --> 01:10:20,555
So, you're okay with him

1119
01:10:20,557 --> 01:10:22,258
talking to me like that?

1120
01:10:22,260 --> 01:10:24,860
He's a cock.
Is that new information for us?

1121
01:10:24,862 --> 01:10:26,629
Honestly,
he's not even that off-base.

1122
01:10:26,631 --> 01:10:30,532
I mean, empathy isn't
your strong suit.

1123
01:10:30,534 --> 01:10:32,768
But you know that.

1124
01:10:32,770 --> 01:10:34,639
You're great in other ways.

1125
01:10:39,377 --> 01:10:41,309
- [EXHALES]
- Hey! There you go.

1126
01:10:41,311 --> 01:10:42,878
What?

1127
01:10:42,880 --> 01:10:46,749
The Technique.
You've been practicing.

1128
01:10:46,751 --> 01:10:49,354
I'm not using
The Technique, Amanda.

1129
01:10:53,390 --> 01:10:55,790
Hey, can I ask you something?

1130
01:10:55,792 --> 01:10:57,328
Yeah.

1131
01:10:58,496 --> 01:10:59,695
Do you remember that time

1132
01:10:59,697 --> 01:11:01,729
in ninth grade
when we were driving home

1133
01:11:01,731 --> 01:11:02,932
from my dad's funeral,

1134
01:11:02,934 --> 01:11:04,700
and you were holding me,

1135
01:11:04,702 --> 01:11:06,535
and we were crying?

1136
01:11:06,537 --> 01:11:07,672
Yeah.

1137
01:11:09,806 --> 01:11:11,809
Were you using The Technique?

1138
01:11:13,377 --> 01:11:14,613
Yeah.

1139
01:11:16,613 --> 01:11:20,549
That was good, wasn't it?

1140
01:11:20,551 --> 01:11:23,688
[SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING]

1141
01:11:26,957 --> 01:11:30,394
[MARK GRUNTING]

1142
01:11:34,398 --> 01:11:35,567
Ah, fuck!

1143
01:12:15,573 --> 01:12:19,441
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]

1144
01:12:19,443 --> 01:12:21,809
Sara, this is
Mr. Geoffrey Hamilton.

1145
01:12:21,811 --> 01:12:23,646
Little Miss Crewe is
our new pupil.

1146
01:12:23,648 --> 01:12:24,879
How do you do?

1147
01:12:24,881 --> 01:12:26,514
How do you do?

1148
01:12:26,516 --> 01:12:28,450
I believe I'm to
teach you to ride.

1149
01:12:28,452 --> 01:12:29,718
It's funny to think how everyone

1150
01:12:29,720 --> 01:12:33,388
in this movie is dead now.

1151
01:12:33,390 --> 01:12:34,822
Or, like,

1152
01:12:34,824 --> 01:12:36,627
at least very old.

1153
01:12:38,429 --> 01:12:40,699
He's probably got
a motor-scooter now.

1154
01:12:41,899 --> 01:12:44,767
She... pees in a bag.

1155
01:12:44,769 --> 01:12:47,635
She's an obligation
to her family.

1156
01:12:47,637 --> 01:12:48,970
They take turns visiting her.

1157
01:12:48,972 --> 01:12:50,539
And...

1158
01:12:50,541 --> 01:12:52,540
and when they sit next
to her bed

1159
01:12:52,542 --> 01:12:55,777
and this movie comes on the TV,
she goes, "My,

1160
01:12:55,779 --> 01:12:58,515
- what a pretty young thing..."
- You're bumming me out.

1161
01:13:04,555 --> 01:13:06,888
AMANDA: You okay?

1162
01:13:06,890 --> 01:13:09,058
LILY: I'm fine.

1163
01:13:09,060 --> 01:13:11,492
Why?

1164
01:13:11,494 --> 01:13:13,829
AMANDA: Just three days
of radio silence and then,

1165
01:13:13,831 --> 01:13:17,665
like, very urgent text messages.

1166
01:13:17,667 --> 01:13:19,902
AMANDA: You know, if you wanna
get back to the plan we can...

1167
01:13:19,904 --> 01:13:21,940
I don't wanna talk
about the plan.

1168
01:13:24,608 --> 01:13:27,712
[ERGOMETER WHIRRING]

1169
01:13:41,559 --> 01:13:42,694
Um...

1170
01:13:44,994 --> 01:13:46,695
Do you remember that stuff

1171
01:13:46,697 --> 01:13:50,566
you were saying to Tim
the other day?

1172
01:13:50,568 --> 01:13:51,834
What stuff?

1173
01:13:51,836 --> 01:13:55,470
The stuff about how...

1174
01:13:55,472 --> 01:13:56,972
his life...

1175
01:13:56,974 --> 01:14:00,576
- isn't worth living.
- Yeah.

1176
01:14:00,578 --> 01:14:02,580
Do you ever ask that question
about yourself?

1177
01:14:05,649 --> 01:14:06,749
Like, any of our lives?

1178
01:14:06,751 --> 01:14:08,983
Like, in a philosophical sense?

1179
01:14:08,985 --> 01:14:10,619
Like...

1180
01:14:10,621 --> 01:14:12,590
your life...

1181
01:14:13,490 --> 01:14:14,658
in particular.

1182
01:14:18,496 --> 01:14:20,896
I just mean like...

1183
01:14:20,898 --> 01:14:22,731
If you can't...

1184
01:14:22,733 --> 01:14:24,732
feel anything,

1185
01:14:24,734 --> 01:14:26,934
like, even happiness

1186
01:14:26,936 --> 01:14:28,472
or...

1187
01:14:38,582 --> 01:14:40,018
I'm so sorry. I...

1188
01:14:41,786 --> 01:14:42,953
I didn't mean that.

1189
01:14:45,523 --> 01:14:46,757
No, it's...

1190
01:14:48,057 --> 01:14:50,561
It's okay. I just never really
thought about it.

1191
01:14:58,903 --> 01:15:00,070
Stop.

1192
01:15:04,742 --> 01:15:05,909
I drugged it.

1193
01:15:08,912 --> 01:15:10,080
You what?

1194
01:15:11,782 --> 01:15:13,885
I put Rohypnol in it.

1195
01:15:17,154 --> 01:15:19,021
You roofied me.

1196
01:15:19,023 --> 01:15:20,525
Yeah.

1197
01:15:22,025 --> 01:15:23,558
Why?

1198
01:15:23,560 --> 01:15:25,063
LILY: Because I...

1199
01:15:26,930 --> 01:15:30,065
was gonna knock you out
and then go upstairs.

1200
01:15:30,067 --> 01:15:32,067
And afterwards I was gonna put
the knife in your hand

1201
01:15:32,069 --> 01:15:33,705
to make it look like you'd...

1202
01:15:43,213 --> 01:15:45,680
Oh, I'm so sorry, okay? I...

1203
01:15:45,682 --> 01:15:47,816
I don't even know
what I was thinking. Just...

1204
01:15:47,818 --> 01:15:51,853
Just give me the glass
and I'll throw them both away...

1205
01:15:51,855 --> 01:15:53,754
Stop.

1206
01:15:53,756 --> 01:15:54,893
Stop it.

1207
01:15:59,630 --> 01:16:00,795
AMANDA: Ooh.

1208
01:16:00,797 --> 01:16:02,000
What did you do?

1209
01:16:02,899 --> 01:16:04,067
I drank it.

1210
01:16:07,872 --> 01:16:10,575
I told you not to. You...

1211
01:16:11,708 --> 01:16:13,008
You need to go throw up.
Come on.

1212
01:16:13,010 --> 01:16:14,175
No, thanks.

1213
01:16:14,177 --> 01:16:15,811
LILY: Do you know
what this does?

1214
01:16:15,813 --> 01:16:17,646
Oh, yeah. It, um...

1215
01:16:17,648 --> 01:16:20,118
Oh, God, you really dosed
this motherfucker up.

1216
01:16:23,753 --> 01:16:25,122
Why would you do that?

1217
01:16:33,063 --> 01:16:34,862
I live a meaningless life...

1218
01:16:34,864 --> 01:16:35,964
LILY: No.

1219
01:16:35,966 --> 01:16:38,770
You're...
you're a great...

1220
01:16:39,036 --> 01:16:40,171
friend.

1221
01:16:45,042 --> 01:16:46,177
I'm a...

1222
01:16:50,213 --> 01:16:52,951
I'm a skilled imitator.

1223
01:16:59,756 --> 01:17:00,891
Hey.

1224
01:17:03,027 --> 01:17:04,162
Hey!

1225
01:17:09,966 --> 01:17:13,036
[INDISTINCT TV CHATTER]

1226
01:17:20,210 --> 01:17:22,646
[GASPS]

1227
01:17:24,681 --> 01:17:27,784
[BREATHES HEAVILY]

1228
01:17:33,990 --> 01:17:37,060
[FESTIVE MUSIC PLAYING OVER TV]

1229
01:17:44,768 --> 01:17:47,672
[CHATTER ON TV CONTINUES,
INDISTINCT]

1230
01:17:56,212 --> 01:17:57,979
SARA [OVER TV]: Are they
going to South Africa too?

1231
01:17:57,981 --> 01:17:59,815
ROSE [OVER TV]:
Yes, dear.

1232
01:17:59,817 --> 01:18:02,116
They're going to relieve
our poor soldiers in Mafeking.

1233
01:18:02,118 --> 01:18:04,719
SARA: Is there something the matter
with our soldiers in Mafeking?

1234
01:18:04,721 --> 01:18:06,321
ROSE: The Boers have them
all cut off.

1235
01:18:06,323 --> 01:18:08,089
We were unable to break
through their lines

1236
01:18:08,091 --> 01:18:10,192
- and get help to them.
- [CLATTERING]

1237
01:18:10,194 --> 01:18:12,797
[CHATTER ON TV CONTINUES]

1238
01:18:30,346 --> 01:18:34,851
SARA: Miss Rose,
my daddy's at Mafeking.

1239
01:18:35,853 --> 01:18:37,818
[SARA CRYING]

1240
01:18:37,820 --> 01:18:40,821
ROSE:
Oh, darling, I'm so sorry.

1241
01:18:40,823 --> 01:18:42,223
I didn't know.

1242
01:18:42,225 --> 01:18:43,392
SARA:
Oh, it's miserable.

1243
01:18:43,394 --> 01:18:44,860
ROSE: Shh.

1244
01:18:44,862 --> 01:18:46,928
[SARA CONTINUES CRYING]

1245
01:18:46,930 --> 01:18:49,196
ROSE:
Darling, you mustn't cry.

1246
01:18:49,198 --> 01:18:51,333
I'm sure he'll be all right.

1247
01:18:51,335 --> 01:18:53,268
[ERGOMETER STOPS]

1248
01:18:53,270 --> 01:18:54,902
ROSE:
Good afternoon, Mr. Geoffrey.

1249
01:18:54,904 --> 01:18:56,271
GEOFFREY [OVER TV]: Good afternoon.
Is Miss Sara ready for her ride?

1250
01:18:56,273 --> 01:18:57,973
- [LOUD THUDS]
- ROSE: Yes, she'll be down presently.

1251
01:18:57,975 --> 01:18:59,974
GEOFFREY:
Thanks.

1252
01:18:59,976 --> 01:19:02,177
Oh, are we all ready?

1253
01:19:02,179 --> 01:19:04,812
[LOUDER THUDS]

1254
01:19:04,814 --> 01:19:08,016
GEOFFREY: The two most
beautiful ladies in the world.

1255
01:19:08,018 --> 01:19:09,918
Why are you not
in your riding things?

1256
01:19:09,920 --> 01:19:13,088
I can't go today. Ermengarde
needs extra tutoring today.

1257
01:19:13,090 --> 01:19:14,188
GEOFFREY:
Oh, will it take all afternoon?

1258
01:19:14,190 --> 01:19:15,790
ROSE: I'm afraid so.

1259
01:19:15,792 --> 01:19:16,958
I have to stay with her until

1260
01:19:16,960 --> 01:19:18,226
she can spell Constantinople.

1261
01:19:18,228 --> 01:19:20,027
GEOFFREY:
Heavens, that may take months.

1262
01:19:20,029 --> 01:19:22,065
ROSE:
You leave that to me.

1263
01:19:25,301 --> 01:19:26,938
GEOFFREY: Shall we go?

1264
01:19:28,204 --> 01:19:30,037
Have you been crying?

1265
01:19:30,039 --> 01:19:32,240
But you have, there are still
tears in your eyes.

1266
01:19:32,242 --> 01:19:34,875
SARA:
It's just this London fog.

1267
01:19:34,877 --> 01:19:37,347
GEOFFREY: Oh, well, if that's
all, let's be off, shall we?

1268
01:19:48,057 --> 01:19:49,825
SARA: Mr. Geoffrey.

1269
01:19:49,827 --> 01:19:51,393
Would you mind very much
if we didn't ride today?

1270
01:19:51,395 --> 01:19:53,829
GEOFFREY: Not at all, dear.
But may I ask why not?

1271
01:19:53,831 --> 01:19:55,830
- [FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING]
- SARA: I'd like to talk to you.

1272
01:19:55,832 --> 01:19:57,167
GEOFFREY: All right.

1273
01:19:59,036 --> 01:20:01,102
[LILY PANTING]

1274
01:20:01,104 --> 01:20:03,037
[TV CHATTER CONTINUES,
INDISTINCT]

1275
01:20:03,039 --> 01:20:05,409
- [KNIFE THUDS]
- [LILY BREATHING HEAVILY]

1276
01:20:16,886 --> 01:20:19,956
[AMANDA SNORING]

1277
01:20:43,180 --> 01:20:46,250
[INDISTINCT TV CHATTER]

1278
01:21:01,998 --> 01:21:05,400
[LILY SOBS]

1279
01:21:05,402 --> 01:21:09,236
MAN [OVER TV]: You take advantage of
my absence to become a riding master?

1280
01:21:09,238 --> 01:21:10,972
And next door to me own house?

1281
01:21:10,974 --> 01:21:12,540
Where's your family pride, boy?

1282
01:21:12,542 --> 01:21:14,175
GEOFFREY [OVER TV]:
Well, sir, one must eat,

1283
01:21:14,177 --> 01:21:16,143
and family pride
is a pretty thin diet.

1284
01:21:16,145 --> 01:21:17,211
MAN: Oh, blackmail?

1285
01:21:17,213 --> 01:21:19,246
You think I'll buy you off?

1286
01:21:19,248 --> 01:21:21,415
GEOFFREY: I hadn't thought of
that, but it's not a bad idea.

1287
01:21:21,417 --> 01:21:23,384
MAN: I'll see you hanged,
drawn and quartered for that.

1288
01:21:23,386 --> 01:21:25,553
Wait till I see the woman
who runs this school.

1289
01:21:25,555 --> 01:21:27,289
I'll put a spoke in your wheel.

1290
01:21:27,291 --> 01:21:29,023
GEOFFREY:
Do! She'd love to know

1291
01:21:29,025 --> 01:21:30,025
my grandfather is Lord Wickham.

1292
01:21:30,027 --> 01:21:32,093
She'll probably
raise my salary!

1293
01:21:32,095 --> 01:21:36,134
[HIGH-PITCHED WHINE
DROWNS OUT ALL SOUND]

1294
01:21:39,136 --> 01:21:40,438
[WHINE STOPS ABRUPTLY]

1295
01:21:44,140 --> 01:21:47,244
[CAR APPROACHING]

1296
01:21:53,149 --> 01:21:54,951
[CAR DOOR OPENS]

1297
01:22:01,992 --> 01:22:03,161
Tim?

1298
01:22:07,064 --> 01:22:09,133
[EXHALES]

1299
01:22:10,434 --> 01:22:11,936
Moving up in the world.

1300
01:22:16,038 --> 01:22:17,304
What are you doing here?

1301
01:22:17,306 --> 01:22:20,107
Lunch meeting.

1302
01:22:20,109 --> 01:22:22,078
It's only weird
if you make it weird.

1303
01:22:25,615 --> 01:22:27,514
So, what's your meeting?

1304
01:22:27,516 --> 01:22:29,483
College interview, actually.

1305
01:22:29,485 --> 01:22:31,318
They take you out
to lunches for those?

1306
01:22:31,320 --> 01:22:33,521
They don't usually, but, um...

1307
01:22:33,523 --> 01:22:35,357
the guy interviewing me is...

1308
01:22:35,359 --> 01:22:37,528
was actually a friend
of my stepdad's.

1309
01:22:39,462 --> 01:22:40,965
I heard.

1310
01:22:42,164 --> 01:22:43,501
I heard about that.

1311
01:22:45,269 --> 01:22:48,535
I'm sorry... for your loss.

1312
01:22:48,537 --> 01:22:51,572
It's been a tough time
for my family.

1313
01:22:51,574 --> 01:22:53,144
But we're pushing through it.

1314
01:22:58,414 --> 01:23:00,548
Uh, I think...

1315
01:23:00,550 --> 01:23:02,119
this is for you.

1316
01:23:16,300 --> 01:23:18,002
Just so you know...

1317
01:23:25,375 --> 01:23:27,144
I'm glad you didn't show up.

1318
01:23:29,412 --> 01:23:31,278
Okay.

1319
01:23:31,280 --> 01:23:33,481
I wanted her to forget
all about it, but...

1320
01:23:33,483 --> 01:23:35,683
she...

1321
01:23:35,685 --> 01:23:37,188
felt differently.

1322
01:23:40,056 --> 01:23:42,089
Did you, uh...

1323
01:23:42,091 --> 01:23:43,493
talk to her after that?

1324
01:23:47,296 --> 01:23:49,500
She did write me
a letter, though.

1325
01:23:50,701 --> 01:23:52,369
About a week ago.

1326
01:23:55,104 --> 01:23:56,373
TIM: What did it say?

1327
01:24:00,510 --> 01:24:02,445
AMANDA: Things actually
aren't bad here.

1328
01:24:05,082 --> 01:24:06,414
Food's okay,

1329
01:24:06,416 --> 01:24:08,485
staff are generally
nice people.

1330
01:24:11,488 --> 01:24:13,220
The therapists
have been working with me

1331
01:24:13,222 --> 01:24:16,491
to fill in my memories
of those missing hours.

1332
01:24:16,493 --> 01:24:18,596
And it's kind
of a fun exercise.

1333
01:24:20,197 --> 01:24:21,595
I can tell them fucking
anything and they'll

1334
01:24:21,597 --> 01:24:23,501
just write it down and nod.

1335
01:24:27,671 --> 01:24:30,472
In other news, the ol'
medication-of-the-month club

1336
01:24:30,474 --> 01:24:32,507
is back in full swing,

1337
01:24:32,509 --> 01:24:34,342
and the latest ones
are making me sleep

1338
01:24:34,344 --> 01:24:38,412
14 hours a day
and dream constantly.

1339
01:24:38,414 --> 01:24:41,148
You're in a lot of them.

1340
01:24:41,150 --> 01:24:43,351
In one of the recurring ones,
we're in your living room,

1341
01:24:43,353 --> 01:24:46,521
and I've just drank
your drugged screwdriver...

1342
01:24:46,523 --> 01:24:48,389
and you're screaming,

1343
01:24:48,391 --> 01:24:51,226
asking me why I did it.

1344
01:24:51,228 --> 01:24:54,297
Asking me why I have a horse's
head instead of my face.

1345
01:24:55,765 --> 01:24:58,433
And I wanna tell you
that I don't,

1346
01:24:58,435 --> 01:25:00,367
but I turn to you
and I open my mouth

1347
01:25:00,369 --> 01:25:01,468
and all that comes out is...

1348
01:25:01,470 --> 01:25:03,573
[HORSE NEIGHS]

1349
01:25:05,641 --> 01:25:07,674
AMANDA: And then there's
this other recurring dream

1350
01:25:07,676 --> 01:25:09,477
that doesn't involve you
at all.

1351
01:25:09,479 --> 01:25:11,182
And it goes like this:

1352
01:25:13,582 --> 01:25:16,151
I'm Honeymooner,

1353
01:25:16,153 --> 01:25:17,655
and I'm dying.

1354
01:25:19,189 --> 01:25:20,621
And I rise out of my body,

1355
01:25:20,623 --> 01:25:23,324
and I'm staring down
at our whole suburb,

1356
01:25:23,326 --> 01:25:26,260
and time is speeding up.

1357
01:25:26,262 --> 01:25:28,228
And I see generations
of people coming,

1358
01:25:28,230 --> 01:25:30,533
and going,
and building bigger houses.

1359
01:25:32,435 --> 01:25:33,802
And then eventually...

1360
01:25:33,804 --> 01:25:36,403
the people start spending
more and more of their time

1361
01:25:36,405 --> 01:25:39,240
staring at their smartphones.

1362
01:25:39,242 --> 01:25:40,808
And soon enough,
they're forgetting to clean

1363
01:25:40,810 --> 01:25:42,242
their houses,

1364
01:25:42,244 --> 01:25:43,577
or mow their lawns,

1365
01:25:43,579 --> 01:25:45,546
or eat,

1366
01:25:45,548 --> 01:25:47,816
and eventually, all the houses
rot and collapse,

1367
01:25:47,818 --> 01:25:49,517
and the people disappear,

1368
01:25:49,519 --> 01:25:52,155
vanishing completely
into the Internet.

1369
01:25:54,224 --> 01:25:55,656
And then...

1370
01:25:55,658 --> 01:25:57,694
and this is the really
beautiful part,

1371
01:25:59,429 --> 01:26:02,263
the horses take over.

1372
01:26:02,265 --> 01:26:03,764
And the whole suburb
is just beautiful

1373
01:26:03,766 --> 01:26:05,799
thoroughbred stallions
with no owners

1374
01:26:05,801 --> 01:26:08,702
and no memory of owners
and no way of knowing

1375
01:26:08,704 --> 01:26:10,604
how expensive they are,

1376
01:26:10,606 --> 01:26:13,511
just mating and galloping
through the ruins.

1377
01:26:23,386 --> 01:26:25,456
What did it say?

1378
01:26:27,724 --> 01:26:29,723
I don't know.

1379
01:26:29,725 --> 01:26:31,761
I just threw it away.

1380
01:26:33,296 --> 01:26:37,467
[ELECTRONIC MUSIC PLAYING]

1381
01:26:37,469 --> 01:26:42,469
Subtitles by explosiveskull
Resync by GoldenBeard

1382
01:27:23,313 --> 01:27:26,417
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