ZenToday at 5:55 PM
You're also head of support over there?

LaurenToday at 5:59 PM
Technically I am

ZenToday at 5:59 PM
Ok so that means yes?
Lauren, hon
you know i love you
but this is a lot
you are putting me in a very awkward position

LaurenToday at 6:01 PM
I understand. I’ve barely done anything with support over there, and it’s lower than the moderating role

ZenToday at 6:01 PM
But you get it right? You also are building a server that's meant to become a nonprofit
and you have insider perspective of ours
i can't trust that you won't borrow all our stuff because you've hidden this for a long time

LaurenToday at 6:02 PM
I didn’t even know about the non profit idea until a couple weeks ago

ZenToday at 6:02 PM
you still had months to tell us about it
but you didn't
whatever it was made you keep it secret

LaurenToday at 6:02 PM
Because I knew this is what would happen
I knew Steph would be upset
Because her and Haley hate each other
I didn’t want to lose either of their friendships, but now I probably have

ZenToday at 6:03 PM
you can repair friendship, but not if you lie
steph is hurt because you didn't tell her
and it was actively kept hidden
keeping it in because something bad is going to happen
that's shitty
and maybe something bad wouldn't happen if you were forthcoming at the beginning
you have hurt me
I can't have you stay on the mod team and work in that server, so you get to choose. I will not directly demote you.

LaurenToday at 6:05 PM
I’m sorry for everything Jess, I truly am. I never meant for any of this to happen
I hope you know that

ZenToday at 6:06 PM
I know, I think you get caught up in stuff and you're learning
but the fact remains that it happened and had unintended result
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LaurenToday at 6:09 PM
I agree. I was just trying to do what I thought would be best for everyone, but I didn’t consider the possible outcomes. I know that I didn’t handle it the way I should have, and I would do anything to take everything back, but I know I can’t

ZenToday at 6:09 PM
Things can be forgiven, people grow
but for the future just know that being honest with people is the only way that you know if you're really friends
even if you think that's going to hurt them? this hurts way more

LaurenToday at 6:12 PM
You’re right, and I wish I would’ve been honest in the first place. I wanted to be, but a part of me said it’s just better to hide everything, and I wish I wouldn’t have.

ZenToday at 6:13 PM
Mmm. It takes practice.
So you think, but I can't let you stay if you want to work in that server, knowing the animosity Haley has for me, and the hidden nature of the server
this girl you're working for
actively called me a liar you know
bc we closed mod lair and she thought i was targetting her
then she was absolutely rude about it
i want you to be careful

LaurenToday at 6:17 PM
I’m sorry, I didn’t know the details of what happened

ZenToday at 6:17 PM
she lied to me a lot
she was sneaky
i went through the same admin problem with her

LaurenToday at 6:18 PM
I’m sorry, I can only imagine how this feels then

ZenToday at 6:18 PM
It's not fun, ngl

LaurenToday at 6:24 PM
I understand if you don’t want me on the team at all anymore

ZenToday at 6:26 PM
I am happy to keep you on the team but I need you to be honest about your involvement on that server
and i have to ask you not to tell them about our info or protocol

LaurenToday at 6:27 PM
I wouldn’t, the haven has always meant so much to me, and it always will

ZenToday at 6:28 PM
alright