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  1. (4:12:07 PM) ***antigoneVenerated has established encrypted peer connection! Accept signal? [y/n]
  2. (4:12:36 PM) ***sanguineDisposition has accepted antigonedVenerated's signal [Y]
  3. (4:12:59 PM) ***sanguineDisposition has established the connection.
  4. (4:14:00 PM) antigoneVenerated: okay so the protocol worked
  5. (4:14:03 PM) antigoneVenerated: cool
  6. (4:14:16 PM) sanguineDisposition: Indeed. Hello, Hector. It's been quite some time.
  7. (4:14:28 PM) antigoneVenerated: i was a little worried about that
  8. (4:15:29 PM) sanguineDisposition: Were you? Have you not been in contact with any other cell members, then?
  9. (4:15:41 PM) antigoneVenerated: i have been laying pretty low and playing the good boy
  10. (4:16:35 PM) antigoneVenerated: its still fucking weird but hey
  11. (4:16:40 PM) sanguineDisposition: So I hear, so I hear.
  12. (4:16:42 PM) sanguineDisposition: Weird?
  13. (4:16:53 PM) antigoneVenerated: how are you?
  14. (4:17:37 PM) antigoneVenerated: no, just elemvi from time to time
  15. (4:18:36 PM) sanguineDisposition: You may hear from a few more of us, in time. I'll have to look into things. And how has 'laying low' gone for you?
  16. (4:18:49 PM) sanguineDisposition: Boring? Pleasant? Nerve-wracking?
  17. (4:19:01 PM) antigoneVenerated: there is an azureDinosaur from time to time but i wouldnt trust them to arrange a fuck up at a whore house, pardon my language but
  18. (4:19:19 PM) antigoneVenerated: boring
  19. (4:19:24 PM) antigoneVenerated: lonely
  20. (4:19:27 PM) wrimoMnem|6596 is now known as sizzleKins
  21. (4:20:19 PM) sanguineDisposition: (azureDinosaur is still Azure, whatever you may think of their particular sect. But I cannot say I think much of the lifespan of someone so...blatant.)
  22. (4:20:50 PM) antigoneVenerated: it just
  23. (4:20:58 PM) antigoneVenerated: seems like its asking for killing
  24. (4:21:34 PM) sanguineDisposition: Which is clearly what she wants!
  25. (4:23:25 PM) sanguineDisposition: To prove her strength to Skaia in deadly, consequential, combat, if I recall her sept correctly.
  26. (4:28:07 PM) antigoneVenerated: mm
  27. (4:28:19 PM) antigoneVenerated: more like a banning and pkk
  28. (4:28:39 PM) antigoneVenerated: but i suppose she's prepared for the latter
  29. (4:30:02 PM) antigoneVenerated: it has been a really bizarre session
  30. (4:30:23 PM) sanguineDisposition: Oh? In what manner?
  31. (4:30:43 PM) antigoneVenerated: two complete newbies, one who was like half feral and convinced i had somehow killed all of the replayees
  32. (4:31:29 PM) antigoneVenerated: i uh convinced them otherwise while a dude tried to talk her into marking her territory on me via pee
  33. (4:32:09 PM) antigoneVenerated: meanwhile the Heart player trusted me to guard her while she 'cooned
  34. (4:33:11 PM) antigoneVenerated: also i am a guard of v id
  35. (4:36:50 PM) nebulousMetamorph is now known as antigoneVenerated
  36. (4:42:52 PM) sanguineDisposition: That's very unfortunate, about the feral. You see it some times, with the stress of the Game. The flawed crack.
  37. (4:43:23 PM) sanguineDisposition: But, to guard the cocoon of a troll undergoing adult metamorphosis? That's a rare trust.
  38. (4:44:01 PM) antigoneVenerated: i think it was more being raised by the alternian equivilant of a blood hound lusus except a puppy
  39. (4:44:06 PM) antigoneVenerated: and yes
  40. (4:44:20 PM) antigoneVenerated: yellowblood
  41. (4:44:49 PM) antigoneVenerated: i understood some things and empathized with something she had gone through pregame
  42. (4:45:01 PM) sanguineDisposition: What kindred spirit did you find, in her?
  43. (4:45:17 PM) antigoneVenerated: someone who had been used
  44. (4:45:45 PM) antigoneVenerated: myself with a coplayer but her story is not one i will repeat
  45. (4:46:09 PM) sanguineDisposition: I see.
  46. (4:47:49 PM) sanguineDisposition: Do you remain, in that session? Or have you moved on?
  47. (4:48:08 PM) antigoneVenerated: i am still in that session
  48. (4:49:00 PM) antigoneVenerated: i and the heart player are still on denizens
  49. (4:50:57 PM) antigoneVenerated: it will be a long haul yet it looks like
  50. (4:51:19 PM) sanguineDisposition: That isn't wrong. It will give you time to learn to watch for, and learn how to heed, the will of Skaia.
  51. (4:51:30 PM) sanguineDisposition: Or, if you prefer, the azureGoddess.
  52. (4:51:35 PM) antigoneVenerated: mm
  53. (4:51:42 PM) antigoneVenerated: yeah
  54. (4:52:23 PM) antigoneVenerated: skaia be watchful over me
  55. (4:52:33 PM) sanguineDisposition: It always is.
  56. (4:53:31 PM) antigoneVenerated: what are some things that your sect believes?
  57. (4:54:12 PM) antigoneVenerated: i know some things i believe but
  58. (4:54:26 PM) antigoneVenerated: one point of view is hardly the total
  59. (4:54:29 PM) sanguineDisposition: Start with that, to compare.
  60. (4:54:58 PM) antigoneVenerated: mm
  61. (4:57:08 PM) antigoneVenerated: i believe that i am called to destroy the wretched, to become strong to prove myself in the eyes of skaia and leave a path for those lost to find that strength instead of the squabbling weakness others show
  62. (4:57:09 PM) sanguineDisposition: When must we, as Azurites, raise our bloodied knives for the greater good?
  63. (4:57:30 PM) antigoneVenerated: those like gamebreakers
  64. (4:58:33 PM) antigoneVenerated: those that twist minds and souls with their own petty reasons are my enemies
  65. (5:00:26 PM) antigoneVenerated: the admins of sburb.net are so very weak now
  66. (5:01:24 PM) sanguineDisposition: Do you consider them wretched, gamebreakers, soultwisters?
  67. (5:01:31 PM) sanguineDisposition: Why is their weakness of note to you?
  68. (5:02:02 PM) antigoneVenerated: i
  69. (5:03:00 PM) antigoneVenerated: i suppose because i know that violation and it still burns and brings horror
  70. (5:03:05 PM) antigoneVenerated: and rage
  71. (5:04:02 PM) sanguineDisposition: This violation. Is it something we've spoken of, before?
  72. (5:04:29 PM) sanguineDisposition: It's not wrong to be angry. Righteous fury brings the strength one needs, to right injustice or change the world.
  73. (5:06:48 PM) antigoneVenerated: there was a player who forced me to play rather than take the time to mourn my sister
  74. (5:08:03 PM) antigoneVenerated: i could see myself follow commands like so very much a meat puppet
  75. (5:11:00 PM) sanguineDisposition: I remember this. What I mean, is: Why is it important, that the admins of Sburb.org are weak? Do you see them as your enemy?
  76. (5:11:58 PM) antigoneVenerated: i find it annoying the way those younger in experiences are disregarded except for the favorites
  77. (5:12:46 PM) sanguineDisposition: It is hypocritical. They shun azurite, but welcome the corrupted.
  78. (5:13:22 PM) antigoneVenerated: there were three people who seemed to care at all about what had happened to me
  79. (5:13:46 PM) antigoneVenerated: after their hatred of the soul twister heries, i found it reprehensible
  80. (5:15:01 PM) sanguineDisposition: They're clannish, and isolationist. They only really care about those closely related or friends with their administration.
  81. (5:15:16 PM) antigoneVenerated: one was elemvi, another was villegi and the third who actually made comment on it is one of the mods now but nobody but elemvi and vil did anything to help
  82. (5:15:43 PM) sanguineDisposition: Mm. Who was the moderator?
  83. (5:15:58 PM) antigoneVenerated: stanzicApparati
  84. (5:16:10 PM) antigoneVenerated: the one who got heries designed
  85. (5:16:32 PM) antigoneVenerated: i am half impressed on that it actually got done
  86. (5:17:55 PM) sanguineDisposition: And the other half?
  87. (5:18:53 PM) nebulousMetamorph is now known as antigoneVenerated
  88. (5:19:15 PM) antigoneVenerated: is this something that really needs to still exist?
  89. (5:19:36 PM) antigoneVenerated: oh well we can see where it goes
  90. (5:20:23 PM) sanguineDisposition: Heries, the dubiously-legitimate attempts at claiming legal authority in a post-Alternian society, or the practice of designing?
  91. (5:24:02 PM) antigoneVenerated: it is mostly what the point is of it
  92. (5:24:15 PM) antigoneVenerated: it tells nobody anything on why
  93. (5:28:44 PM) sanguineDisposition: If one listens to the proceeding trial and sentencing, the 'why' is made very clear. Trust me, if you are familiar with Alternian or other troll cultures, the significance of what is happening is quite clear.
  94. (5:33:25 PM) antigoneVenerated: you and elemvi have always been there for me
  95. (5:33:34 PM) antigoneVenerated: family always is
  96. (5:37:59 PM) sanguineDisposition: We always will be.
  97. (5:50:10 PM) antigoneVenerated: oh dear
  98. (5:53:42 PM) antigoneVenerated: i would like to meet more of the family or have something where we could talk more or exchange ideas
  99. (5:54:19 PM) antigoneVenerated: it would be so risky though
  100. (5:55:10 PM) sanguineDisposition: I know a fellow Azure who carefully maintains a few private chat servers. I will look into getting you an invitation, if there is room, at this time.
  101. (5:55:25 PM) sanguineDisposition: Excuse me. A co-player needs my attention.
  102. (6:02:09 PM) antigoneVenerated: no problem
  103. (6:27:25 PM) ***sanguineDisposition returns from away
  104. (6:27:31 PM) sanguineDisposition: My apologies.
  105. (6:28:04 PM) antigoneVenerated: it is prefectly alright
  106. (6:28:21 PM) antigoneVenerated: i have a question of opinion
  107. (6:29:21 PM) antigoneVenerated: what do you feel or think of someone having a significant other who is not of the Azure?
  108. (6:32:13 PM) sanguineDisposition: That depends entirely on if you think that person can be trusted to keep your secrets, or if you wish to entrust them to that other.
  109. (6:34:30 PM) sanguineDisposition: This is a matter where trust and secrecy are more important than any other,.
  110. (6:36:22 PM) antigoneVenerated left the room (quit: Ping timeout: 188 seconds).
  111. (6:37:08 PM) antigoneVenerated [[email protected]] entered the room.
  112. (6:37:47 PM) antigoneVenerated: i think they could be trusted but that they would want me to break off
  113. (6:38:08 PM) antigoneVenerated: and i will not and cannot do that
  114. (6:40:51 PM) sanguineDisposition: That is someone who, in their misplaced worry for you, would tell others. Or would ask you to selfishly choose between your family, and them.
  115. (6:41:28 PM) antigoneVenerated: oh
  116. (6:41:43 PM) antigoneVenerated: yes, right
  117. (6:41:49 PM) sanguineDisposition: You already know what happens to people who cannot keep secrets, Hector.
  118. (6:42:37 PM) sanguineDisposition: Do not reveal your allegiances to this person.
  119. (6:43:29 PM) antigoneVenerated: i cannot accept that
  120. (6:44:13 PM) antigoneVenerated: i do, yes
  121. (6:44:13 PM) antigoneVenerated: i poisoned her myself
  122. (6:44:13 PM) antigoneVenerated: vo d is good for hiding
  123. (6:44:20 PM) sanguineDisposition: You /cannot/?
  124. (6:44:43 PM) sanguineDisposition: You will compromise Elemvi and myself, and you will be alone again.
  125. (6:45:00 PM) antigoneVenerated: i will not leave the Azure i will not compromise
  126. (6:45:27 PM) antigoneVenerated: what must i do, what must i swear?
  127. (6:46:24 PM) antigoneVenerated: i am a good boy
  128. (6:49:07 PM) sanguineDisposition: A good boy? Not if you can't keep your *fucking* *mouth* *shut*. Not if you can't keep your cell's secrets! Not if you can't keep your own secrets! Someone who cannot understand our vision? Someone who will want you to forsake Skaia? Truly, you think this is someone you can *trust*?
  129. (6:51:17 PM) antigoneVenerated: i cannot
  130. (6:51:30 PM) antigoneVenerated: i was wrong
  131. (6:51:37 PM) antigoneVenerated: what must i do
  132. (6:52:59 PM) antigoneVenerated: [ You might be in tears and distraught. ]
  133. (6:54:51 PM) sanguineDisposition: You're lonely. You want someone to confide in. That's understandable. I'll put in a good word for you, with the secure darknet chats, and secure you an invitation. This person you care about, you must never tell them, nor allude to, us and your involvement. It must be set apart. Do you understand?
  134. (6:55:28 PM) sanguineDisposition: I am in a position, where I will be available for messaging more often, as well.
  135. (6:55:54 PM) sanguineDisposition: We left you alone for too long, Hector, and that was unfortunate.
  136. (6:58:34 PM) antigoneVenerated: i
  137. (6:58:43 PM) antigoneVenerated: i am so grateful
  138. (6:59:38 PM) sanguineDisposition: You're welcome, Hector.
  139. (7:00:30 PM) antigoneVenerated: i am glad too to have a friend i can really trust and rely on
  140. (7:00:50 PM) antigoneVenerated: bare is back without brother and all
  141. (7:01:06 PM) sanguineDisposition: Blood is thicker than water.
  142. (7:02:05 PM) antigoneVenerated: yes absolutely
  143. (7:04:01 PM) antigoneVenerated: thank you for this gift
  144. (7:04:19 PM) sanguineDisposition: You're welcome, Hector. Is it the yellowblood, that you were becoming close to?
  145. (7:11:22 PM) antigoneVenerated: yes
  146. (7:14:43 PM) sanguineDisposition: I'm sorry that things couldn't work out the way you hoped.
  147. (7:15:07 PM) antVen: yes
  148. (7:16:59 PM) antVen: i need my family more
  149. (7:17:45 PM) sanguineDisposition: She will still be a friend.
  150. (7:22:12 PM) antigoneVenerated: i think i need to make plans as to how i comport myself further
  151. (7:22:35 PM) antigoneVenerated: but i have more clarity now
  152. (7:22:43 PM) sanguineDisposition: Let me know, if you need assistance in that matter.
  153. (7:22:57 PM) antigoneVenerated: i will definitely
  154. (7:23:19 PM) sanguineDisposition: I will strive to be available to you, my hound.
  155. (7:23:45 PM) antigoneVenerated: i am loyal as any hound
  156. (7:24:20 PM) sanguineDisposition: I know you will be.
  157. (7:24:24 PM) sanguineDisposition: Goddess's blessings, Hector.
  158. (7:25:50 PM) ***antigoneVenerated 's session is closed!
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