10:05 PM - starman: hey we're gonna need to play tuesday, otherwise my team would have to pay up a sub for our match against paddie's team
10:06 PM - starman: and we don't have any really capable subs
10:14 PM - starman is now Away.
10:19 PM - BLANC charis: ok leme look
10:25 PM - BLANC charis: eh
10:25 PM - BLANC charis: we coulda won against shikiteam
10:25 PM - BLANC charis: lost 2-5
11:28 PM - starman is now Online.
11:31 PM - starman: ok, i already requested thursday but that was just to get it out of the way for the other team ;o
11:31 PM - BLANC charis: come to blanc mumble
11:31 PM - starman: ok
11:31 PM - BLANC charis: wanna talk to u about something
12:20 AM - starman is now Online.
12:40 AM - BLANC charis: thanks for ur advice tonite
12:40 AM - BLANC charis:  https://steamcommunity-a.akamaihd.net/economy/emoticon/tinder
12:40 AM - starman: dude you have so many hearts now
12:40 AM - BLANC charis:  https://steamcommunity-a.akamaihd.net/economy/emoticon/HeartBUD
12:40 AM - starman: np np  https://steamcommunity-a.akamaihd.net/economy/emoticon/8bitheart
12:40 AM - BLANC charis: those r my only 2
12:40 AM - starman:  https://steamcommunity-a.akamaihd.net/economy/emoticon/heart
12:40 AM - starman:  https://steamcommunity-a.akamaihd.net/economy/emoticon/2016watermelon
12:42 AM - BLANC charis: http://prntscr.com/ei560u
12:42 AM - BLANC charis: here we go
12:42 AM - BLANC charis: fuckin great
12:43 AM - starman: got damn
12:43 AM - BLANC charis: im gonna say if u want to come and listen you can
12:43 AM - BLANC charis: on my behalf
12:43 AM - BLANC charis: up to you
12:43 AM - BLANC charis: itll obviously be incredibly awkward
12:43 AM - starman: i was gonna go 2 bed soon lol
12:43 AM - starman: is it
12:43 AM - starman: just you and hedge
12:43 AM - BLANC charis: like
12:43 AM - starman: and plan
12:43 AM - starman: or everyone
12:43 AM - BLANC charis: + whymeo + squid
12:43 AM - BLANC charis: hopefully
12:43 AM - starman: doesn't influence my decision to sleep just curious lol
12:43 AM - starman: i see
12:44 AM - BLANC charis: if you are dyin for sleep i wont be mad
12:44 AM - BLANC charis: ill leave it up to you to attend or not
12:44 AM - BLANC charis: you would help my case though, i suppose i should be honest
12:44 AM - BLANC charis: in that regard
12:44 AM - starman: well
12:45 AM - starman: as much as i'd like to do that for you i think the fact that i'm not on the team kind of makes my opinion irrelevant
12:45 AM - starman: at least to the rest of your team
12:45 AM - BLANC charis: well i disaagree
12:45 AM - BLANC charis: but like i said
12:45 AM - BLANC charis: its your choice bro
12:45 AM - BLANC charis: no guilt lol
12:45 AM - starman: aight, i'll sit out ;o
12:45 AM - starman: are you going to
12:45 AM - starman: argue against it
12:45 AM - BLANC charis: of course
12:45 AM - starman: alright
12:45 AM - BLANC charis: and if it happens i might leave the team
12:45 AM - BLANC charis: that type of shit isnt acceptable to me
12:45 AM - BLANC charis: just bein honest
12:45 AM - starman: i mean just tell them that then
12:45 AM - BLANC charis: nah i want to talk it out
12:46 AM - BLANC charis: instead of leading the conversation w/ an ultimatum
12:46 AM - BLANC charis: thats not a good idea
12:46 AM - starman: well ya
12:46 AM - starman: i meant before they make any decisions
12:46 AM - BLANC charis: i just
12:46 AM - BLANC charis: hold myself 2 a certain moral standard
12:46 AM - BLANC charis: and even if it is only videogames or whatever you want to say about it
12:47 AM - BLANC charis: this is extreme assholeness in my eyes
12:47 AM - BLANC charis: and im not gonna stand beside people who do stuff like that
12:47 AM - BLANC charis: so
12:47 AM - starman: well
12:47 AM - starman: imo it looks like they're saying
12:47 AM - starman: plan and you or crabf and whymeo
12:47 AM - starman: long term
12:47 AM - BLANC charis: like
12:48 AM - starman: it shouldn't have to be that decision
12:48 AM - BLANC charis: a really good compromise is like
12:48 AM - BLANC charis: idk next season he can play
12:48 AM - BLANC charis: plan finsihes the season
12:48 AM - BLANC charis: and fucking not even 3 matches from now
12:48 AM - BLANC charis: we can play with crabf
12:48 AM - BLANC charis: we fufil our commitment to plan
12:48 AM - BLANC charis: and nobody gets hurt
12:48 AM - starman: ya but then they'd argue why pick him up if you're just gonna cut him at the end of the season
12:48 AM - BLANC charis: because we will have fufilled our commitment
12:48 AM - BLANC charis: nobody ever once said shit to him about next season
12:49 AM - starman: fair enough
12:49 AM - starman: plus it's endseason and there will be roster shuffles for s25 after normal season ends anyway
12:49 AM - BLANC charis: im going to not like this
12:49 AM - BLANC charis: this is going to take some moral fiber
12:49 AM - BLANC charis: itll be me vs all 4 of them
12:49 AM - BLANC charis: and plan is jsut there listening
12:50 AM - starman: i mean
12:50 AM - starman: talk about it before you bring him in lol
12:50 AM - BLANC charis: no
12:50 AM - starman: why
12:50 AM - starman: to make it awkward
12:50 AM - starman: for the others
12:50 AM - BLANC charis: what do i say to him dude
12:50 AM - BLANC charis: 'hey we need to talk aabout the team' and he hasnt played a single match
12:50 AM - starman: lmao
12:50 AM - BLANC charis: hes obviously going to make some bullshit excuse
12:50 AM - BLANC charis: to not show up
12:51 AM - BLANC charis: then what happens next? he shows up for scrims and its 10x as awkward then
12:51 AM - BLANC charis: we need to gather everyone and just lay it on the table
12:51 AM - BLANC charis: thats how i see it
12:51 AM - BLANC charis: unless you see another way perhaps
12:51 AM - BLANC charis: im down to hear it
12:52 AM - starman: i mean how are you going to get him in mumble in the first place
12:52 AM - starman: imo you shouldn't talk about cutting someone while they're in mumble lol
12:52 AM - starman: that would just put him in a shitty spot
12:52 AM - starman: if you're going to argue against it
12:52 AM - BLANC charis: i honestly am not 100% certain on what the fuck to do
12:53 AM - BLANC charis: id rather go to sleep but these retards are going to make the choice without any of my input while i sleep
12:54 AM - BLANC charis: eveyrthing i can say without plan being there has been said
12:54 AM - starman: have you said it in mumble
12:54 AM - BLANC charis: they know how i feel
12:54 AM - starman: or just like... to hedge over steam messages
12:54 AM - BLANC charis: all in mumble pal
12:55 AM - starman: so literally nothing has changed since after scrims?
12:55 AM - BLANC charis: not really
12:55 AM - BLANC charis: not since me and you spoke on voice
12:55 AM - BLANC charis: nope
12:55 AM - BLANC charis: i really want to like
12:55 AM - BLANC charis: not leave this team but cutting plan in this context feels so awful n fucking vile to me dude
12:56 AM - BLANC charis: part of me just wants to tell hedge outright if you cut him im gone too but idk something about that feels wrong
12:56 AM - BLANC charis: im not sure if im prepared 2 like say that lol
12:56 AM - BLANC charis: but if i did it would avoid plan knowing at all that we considered thisa
12:56 AM - starman: ya
12:56 AM - starman: that's what i'm saying
12:57 AM - starman: and also if you all get in mumble and they tell him he's cut and then you start saying you're gonna leave too it'd just create a lot of dumb team drama
12:57 AM - starman: like dropping that on them would most likely catch them by surprise
12:57 AM - starman: seems like the kind of shit that could kill a team
12:57 AM - BLANC charis: me leaving would kill the team
12:57 AM - BLANC charis: this is such a fucked situation dude
12:57 AM - BLANC charis: they arent going to find aanother medic
12:58 AM - BLANC charis: much less likely another who wants to schedule
12:58 AM - BLANC charis: hedge doesnt want to schedule
12:58 AM - BLANC charis: but at the same time
12:58 AM - BLANC charis: idk it would just eat away at me if we treated plan like this and just said it was okay
12:58 AM - BLANC charis: id hold resentment that would just make me feel like a really bad person
12:59 AM - starman: Tbh unless they have a reason like
12:59 AM - starman: That they don't like playing with plan
1:00 AM - BLANC charis: they dont. its such autistic logic it fucking upsets me
1:00 AM - starman: Then it's stupid and it seems like they're just feeding off of each other
1:00 AM - BLANC charis: whymeo and naazara dont have a single legible reason as to why they want him
1:00 AM - BLANC charis: but THEY WANT HIM!! and so hedge is like 'well if they want him thats what my team memebers want xd'
1:00 AM - BLANC charis: despite nobody anywhere along the line having any justification for it
1:00 AM - starman: But why should it even be a choice
1:01 AM - starman: Why are they choosing between them in the first place
1:01 AM - BLANC charis: I DONT KNOW
1:01 AM - BLANC charis: it feels like fucking madness to me
1:01 AM - starman: When you already picked up someone who's just as alright
1:02 AM - starman: Like I haven't gotten their side on it but idk it just seems stupid and like
1:02 AM - starman: Power hungry or something lol
1:02 AM - starman: For me I've only cut people if they weren't showing up to scrims or if they were ruining the mumble environment
1:03 AM - starman: Not over some dude with slightly better dpm ringing
1:03 AM - starman is now Online.
1:03 AM - starman: Also like a lot of players do well in tryouts and stabilize to being average by the time they start scrimming with a team
1:15 AM - starman is now Away.
1:15 AM - BLANC charis: i just really
1:15 AM - starman is now Online.
1:15 AM - BLANC charis: think less of hedge as a person
1:15 AM - BLANC charis: for even considering this
1:16 AM - BLANC charis: its just morally reprehensible that he would even consider the idea
1:16 AM - BLANC charis: to me
1:16 AM - BLANC charis: if it were me i would squash the idea from square one
1:16 AM - BLANC charis: its fucking retarded we even need to discuss it
1:16 AM - BLANC charis: im so angry dude ugh
1:26 AM - BLANC charis: going to bed, sleep on it p
1:26 AM - BLANC charis: later. thanks for your advice bro  https://steamcommunity-a.akamaihd.net/economy/emoticon/tinder
10:23 AM - starman is now Away.
10:40 AM - Your state is set to Offline.
10:40 AM - starman is now Offline.
10:40 AM - Lost connection to Steam, will rejoin chat automatically when connection regained.
10:40 AM - Connected again and rejoined chat.
10:40 AM - starman is now Away.
10:44 AM - Your state is set to Offline.
10:44 AM - starman is now Offline.
10:44 AM - Lost connection to Steam, will rejoin chat automatically when connection regained.
10:50 AM - Connected again and rejoined chat.
2:21 PM - starman is now Online.
2:21 PM - BLANC charis: hedge cut me
2:21 PM - BLANC charis: im gonna die