uncle

My mother told me one night you've passed away
You left because a sudden heart attack
while I was walking on my way to my hall
The doctor said you left peacefully without much pain
It took me a while for me to recollect my thoughts
to keep on walking my way back home

I didn't felt anything weird that day
Attended an interview and spent the rest of my time reading

I don't feel sad I feel hollowed out

But you're a jar of inanimate fucking ashes
You'll now exist only in the form of our memories
and the lyrics that I write in this song for you
You'll never hear my jokes again
You'll never respond with your same old smile again
You'll never take us out driving again
I'll miss the smell of your cigarettes
I'll miss the gadgets you've assembled
I'll miss sitting in the backseat of your car
I'll miss watching TV with you in the evening
You're the best uncle anyone could ever ask
I've got so many thing I want to tell you
I want to tell much how I appreciate you in my life
But you've left