SLOT : rewind
BACKUP SLOT : idk

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NAME : im dae
NICKNAME : sae (sae meaning bird), im, bird
BIRTHDAY : december 28 1997
AGE : 20
BIRTHPLACE : ulsan, south korea
HOMETOWN : busan, south korea
NATIONALITY : korean
ETHNICITY : korean
HEIGHT : 163 cm
WEIGHT : 49 kg
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FACE CLAIM : @sooviin38
BACKUP FACE CLAIM : i don't know many ulzzangs
EXTRAS :
-belly button piercing
-has a scar on her eyebrow
-also a scar on the right corner of her mouth

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HER MENTAL ILLNESS + BACKGROUND : dae was always a little overweight as a child. her family would joke around and say she was more of a pig then a bird. this hurt her mentally. she realized that she was fat and decided at age 12 she would lose weight. it started small, dae would work out a lot and eat only a little bit. she saw improvement and got greedy for more. her meals became less and less each day and what little she ate, would be purged up later. her parents didn't realize what happened until she was so underweight, she would faint from lack of food. they were not understanding about it but were angered. they said she was an idiot for doing this to herself and now no one will want to marry her. she was constantly placed into into ed treatments but they never worked. she knows it isn't healthy but she doesn't care. her friends started turning on her and around the school she was known as being the "skeleton". this hurt her because it was her friends that started this. the only people who do care are her brothers. they are constantly trying to give her nutrition and they actually care a lot about her. she doesn't know what would happen to her without her brothers. she was diagnosed with depression, and she is unable to get over it because sometimes it comes back, and it's so strong and she just really wants to give up.
PERSONALITY :
- bitter. dae holds many grudges on people. this has caused her to bottle up all her emotions and she sometimes snaps on people. she wishes she had a normal life but she just can't stop.
-sarcastic. she has a lot of snarky remarks, especially for her parents. she can't control the things that come out of her mouth and that lands her in trouble sometimes.
-kind. dae loves her close friends and will do anything for them. she would give up her life for them because they've helped her go through this. same goes for her brothers. she loves them and will make sure they are always protected.
-cold. she will not smile at school for anyone. she will not look at anyone and you better hope that you don't run into her in a dark alley because she cares about nobody except for the people mentioned above.
-cranky. if dae does not get her needed 9 hours of sleep, you better leave the country and get a fake name/identity, because this girl is not a morning person. she stays up all night and you don't want to be the one that needs to wake her up. last time her brother tried she kicked him in the face so hard she left a bruise. (just imagine min yoongi but as a girl)
HABITS :
-she rubs her collarbone a lot, especially when she is nervous.
-when she is angry she grits her teeth, balls her fists and glares.
-she plays with her hair all the time. her hair distracts her.
HOBBIES :
-reading
-sleeping
-playing the guitar
LIKES :
-dogs
-cherry blossoms
-hunger games (her favorite book)
-music
-big over sized sweaters
DISLIKES :
-vanilla (she's allergic)
-ice cream
-sad books
-rom-com movies
-bitchy girls
-gummy stuff
STRENGTHS :
-she is really good at gambling
-she has a high alcohol tolerance
-she has a high pain tolerance
WEAKNESSES :
-she often works upon impulse.
-she doesn't use her head
-her brothers
FEAR(S) : autophobia, atelophobia , anthropophobia, philophobia, thantophobia, athazagoraphobia
REQUESTED SCENES :
1. seokjin followed the sound of crying up to his sisters room. he heard her mumbling, "stop it. i'll be fine. right? wrong. no. you're wrong not me. stop.". he opened the door, only to find her sitting in the middle of the room. "jinnie. help." she cried "they're back. the demons. please. help." and she started sobbing again. he ran over to her and cradled her, rocking her back and forth.
2. dae faced a lot of everyday challenges. like getting to school. that was a hard task. she couldn't walk out of her house without them yelling at her. they either verbally assaulted her, or they threw things. rocks, rotten food, eggs anything they could get their hands on. and by they she means her ex friends.
3. her purging in one of the bathroom stalls at a cafe or something and another slot who has an e.d is also there. they come out and they sorta click because they were both purging and they were both struggling.

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FAMILY : mom|2|nurse father|2|doctor seokjin (brother)|9|doctor yoongi (little brother)|9|middle school student

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LOVE INTEREST : woojin
BACKUP LOVE INTEREST : minho
FIRST IMPRESSIONS :
her : she saw a vulnerable boy who needed help. she saw someone that she didn't have to be fake around and put one a mask. no. she could be who she was. she could just as broken with him. she felt an urge to help him, because it hurt her seeing him so vulnerable.
him : he was shy at first but he grew to become attached. she genuinely wanted to help, and she wasn't going to ditch him like everyone else.
TIMELINE :
beginning : she finds him alone outside on a bench. she has no idea what's wrong so she goes to see if he's dead. he's not but she can see his face is stained with tears. when she saw that, her heart hurt for him, because she knows that feeling but she's always had someone by her side to help her through that state. she decides she is going to be that somebody who will be by his side and help him. she asks him if he wants to go to a nearby cafe to freshen up and eat, her treat. he agrees and they go.
middle : they become best friends. she has seen him at his highest and lowest and has been there with him through the emotional roller coaster of life. they've helped each other cope and they've been inseparable. he never told her about his disorder and she never told him about hers until she needs to go to treatment again. before she leaves she takes him back to the same cafe from before, and then she reveals that she is anorexic and she understands if he is disgusted by her. this makes their relationship stronger because he tells her all about his disorder and before she leaves they share their first kiss (?).
ending : i would hope that they stay together but it's up to you. you can decide their ending.
RELATIONSHIP GOALS : still unsure about this one
REQUESTED SCENES WITH LOVE INTEREST :
-the part where she has to go to treatment and doesn't know how long she has to stay. he promises her that he'll always stay there and he'll always love her and never forget her. (oof cringey af)
-hanging out with the other slots (and love interests) maybe they all go camping together and they stay up all night stargazing. just a whole lot of floof.
-her visiting him only to find him lying on the bed, curtains drawn, lights off and he's just crying. he's so broken in this moment and her heart breaks. she runs over to comfort him and they lay on the bed, not talking, but they're both glad that the other is there.

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USERNAME : lolyougotnojams
PASSWORD :
1. district 9 by stray kids
2. look by got7
3. jealousy by monsta x
NOTES TO AUTHOR : love the plot and the idea!