Couldn't you just laugh until you choke? I wish you would, and your face could match your eyes; cold and blue and lifeless. How did I ever fall for you? I'll circle your house for days and hope that you come to meet me; so many foot impressions form a moat and you'll see how deep my feelings are for you..and you still won't care. Words seem to roll right off your tongue; you articulate in perfect sentences and make a masterpiece of ending my life, so clever with your let downs as you fill the air with lies. So I'll sit alone and wonder what is really going on beyond your eyes.

You wanted to know just what makes me tick, I guess I could say that you and your bullshit are pushing me towards an explosion. I guess you're what drives me. I wish I could ride you, drive you too fast into a sharp curve, break your neck like you broke my will; the guardrail will take you home. I keep your picture as a reminder, of what I wish I wasn't. It's like a fun house mirror version of myself, through those fucked up eyes of yours.

I can't live my life knowing you'll be in her arms each time I blink my eyes. I know what goes on every night, I'm afraid I'll never leave; afraid I'll never know what's good for me. And you said that you loved me. Well I may have your heart, she has your body. And now you swear that you're being honest, but you're not honest, and you never could be.