Binary systems are so annoying and then you’ll think you’re smart when you’re just doing everything that you can. I can just go into the woods and do this leaves and shit I don’t have to be civilized and it’s just funny. Do you know how many unused bathrooms there are but with more people is how I know they have Justin day today inside, but at least I’m thinking of doing background processes. They have to follow in my footsteps to know what they can do so they don’t attract too much attention to themselves.

All it does is cause delays for things in my routine for the purpose of having them experience something similar to what I do with my time because my illness makes me do things on a high level of efficiency I have nothing better to do because people orchestrated a situation in which I would be forced to be homeless they have to be used as research subjects to stand around and do things for undisclosed amounts of time, but basically eight hour day shifts, which is why it’s not like a class Or Program that’s being attended because of the longest program is usually three hours at best and after those hours the time spent just hanging around is for obvious reasons and I supposed to be able to track and maintain this many separate identities, but they make it so easy and be harder if they were all wearing the same thing, but the fact I get to  Monitor the gate instead of what they wear makes it easier for me the baseline general look after certain amount of time if you wear 10 outfits, there is an average which means that the average outfit or appearance you have is your general character like if you wore a ponytail and glasses three out of the five days that’s what I would be looking for because it takes too much effort and work to always have to switch  Certain things like getting a haircut you only need to monitor people for about a week and then reassess and then reassess. It’s just a body. I think it’s a good trait making problems bigger than they are because people like to give you problems and then they like to blame you for not being able to handle or manage them as if it’s a reason or an excuse that dictates the quality of life you have  this is a weird intersection to be hanging out at

When I become approachable, I don’t have to entertain anything, because I was always approachable when I start changing clothes and doing all of these things, it will be in the reason or when I start smelling good and leaving the trailer of odours that are more pleasant as opposed to offputting nothing should change and because how is this supposed to make me more comfortable in regards to intimacy or do you just get everybody to be intimate in a negative way which is really gross hate fucking is weird

I’m so used to it like the angles that they built the windows for isn’t there like a little diagram that shows you the architecture is design scheme and everything and the reason behind the designer is this just a secret thing

I can go back to being camera happy just taking pictures of anybody who looks at me or gives me a reason to feel as if I should take a picture yeah because obviously they protect each other with the special spelling of their names. One of them designed it so that I wouldn’t and would be in a state of stress and anxiety in regards to somebody I liked, I won’t forget that roommate who started it all showing too much interest in other people and blaming it on your own anxieties for safety when you use and manipulate

What is in the fact I have to be here because no one‘s gonna tell me to go anywhere because they can’t find me is grounds any time I feel like I’m being tested or played with. I can just speak on it because of the way they went about testing they did things that they wouldn’t have to say they were responsible for, and tried to blame it on a natural occurrence to create an opportunity for themselves, making me homeless by paying someone else to have any reason to evict me so they can conduct me to go to class as long as I don’t go to class. They’re free to text me I guess no I’m going to profit from it because I’m always conscious of it. That thunderstorm is right over Ontario. It wasn’t even a delay.