LucilleLamiroirLucilleLamiroir Add Friend has joined the chat
Rosu: So, talk
LucilleLamiroir: Okay. First of all, are you upset of me because of Marionette or something?
LucilleLamiroir: If it's because of her... it's complicated to explain why I persuaded her to go. She told me many times she doesn't want to get overly involved here, specially with hypnosis. So I had to promise to her I'd keep her safe from that type of stuff, even if she protests. I really didn't mean to be such a cunt to you, I'm sorry.
RosuRosu : No comment about other people
LucilleLamiroir: Secondly, you're looking pretty good at the moment. I prefer this a lot over what you had before.
LucilleLamiroir: Very sweet.
RosuRosu : 1 thing
LucilleLamiroir: And to go more straight to the point...
LucilleLamiroir: Hm?
Rosu: What don't you get by the 'Never seek out contact with me again"
LucilleLamiroir: I'm sorry. I just feel that both for Kylie's sake and for ours, I want to make amends with you. I was overly rude to you through and through, and felt I had you figured out, when I probably don't. And quite frankly. I sought you out today because I just want to kiss ass for you and do whatever you wish of me to do to make up to you. And just get you in a good mood for us to mend things up. I'll be a good girl, per se.
Rosu: Offer denied
Rosu: So, get to the point, or was that it
LucilleLamiroir: Please. I'm very willing to make things work. I really want to reach an understanding with you. I accept full responsibility for being a jerk to you, and insulting you without any need to do so. I'm honestly wanting to make amends and stepping over my stupid pride.
Rosu: was that it?
LucilleLamiroir: I really do want to make it up to you.
LucilleLamiroir: Yes, it was. Please, I'd really appreciate if you didn't block and and we could start this over. I'll honestly step over my prejudices and stupidities from before
Rosu: What made you realise your mistakes
LucilleLamiroir: I'm really not trying to play out anything, I just hope things to be better.
LucilleLamiroirLucilleLamiroir Add Friend: Well, I'm usually the type of person who never goes in with a set opinion on someone when I meet new people. And because I had heard so many things about you from other people, and had seen you with ex-subs, some which I do resent, I got wrongly fed up with you and thought I could be arrogant to you and turn you submissive since you do have a submissive side. I'm used to turning the tables on arrogant, clueless "dommes", so I thought you'd be the same. But you're not, really. And in the end all I did was make you angry and have you resent me a lot. And since I said before, I operate on understanding and trying to see things from other people's perspectives. And I saw that I did a lot of wrong with you. I don't want you to hate me, at all.
LucilleLamiroir: You might even be a pretty decent girl and I was just too arrogant to see it.
LucilleLamiroir: So I felt I could try and make it up to you by being more open and trying things your way.
LucilleLamiroir: I'm not a person to hold grudges and hatred.
Rosu: Shame you'll never find out huh
LucilleLamiroir: Please, Rosu.
LucilleLamiroir: I'll kneel and kiss your feet if I have to, really.
Rosu: And why would that change anything
Rosu: it wouldn't.
Rosu: No words
Rosu: let me get the facts straight infront of you
Rosu: so you can understand why I'm saying no
LucilleLamiroir: I changed my opinion over you, and stopped being blinded by hatred. I just want you to give me the benefit of the doubt.
Rosu: 1. You already have tons of playmates, one of them being my wife, who is one of the best in making people enjoy in their sub fantasies, so not sure why you're seeking it out to others, it's disrespectful.
Rosu: 2. You talk around my back a lot of negatives to others, which isn't good for your Reputation of being a "Trustworthy person"
LucilleLamiroir: I'm not seeking out others, Rosu. I'm trying to make it up to you. I do enjoy Kylie as the person she is, and have been looking forward to see her lately.
Rosu: 3. Once you get on my block list, and I even exclusively say "Never contact me again" and go against that rule, Begging to be unblocked, just proves ignorance. Likewise of talking right now when i'm making points.
Rosu: So short answer
Rosu: No, nothing will change
RosuRosu : you'll stay blocked
LucilleLamiroir: Sorry, I'm just trying to explain it. I'm not really trying to betray Kylie or anything. I do enjoy her and she enjoys me, but we're both on equal grounds, I'm not her pet to begin with. And I'm not seeking you out as a playdate, I'm just trying to mend things by stepping at my lowest and letting the punishment that is due to come to me, since I've hurt you.
LucilleLamiroir: Also, I did talk shit about you, yes, but it was because I was blinded by my prejudice.
LucilleLamiroir: And I did put that aside for the sake of trying to make things better.
Rosu: 4. you enjoy punishment.. It's not rare for you to Lower yourself to others for your mistakes.. It wouldn't give me any other reason other than that to do it.
LucilleLamiroir: And well, Kylie did ask us to make amends, didn't she? So even though you blocked me and told me to never contact you, it's important for her that we don't have something bad between us
Rosu: 5. you seem way to directive, even if wanting to be "Lowering" yourself to others, you still want it your way within your permitors of comfort, whilst that wouldn't do
Rosu: Don't assume anything I want
LucilleLamiroirLucilleLamiroir Add Friend: Not really, Rosu. I do mean it. I'm trying to be flexible.
Rosu: Don't assume anything my WIFE or us as a RELATIONSHIP having couple want.
LucilleLamiroir: I didn't assume. I'm talking about our last talk. When she invited both of us. She did point out to us that she wanted things to not be tense.
Rosu: you don't know shit about that..
Rosu: She promised me I quote :"You'll never hear from her again"
Rosu: to make sure of that.
LucilleLamiroir: Okay... If I don't understand and I'm in the wrong, please just show me better, Rosu. I -want- to actually understand things and get to know you
LucilleLamiroir: She kept us apart from each other because you clearly regret me
LucilleLamiroir: But I want you not to, if possible.
Rosu: Need me to repeat my answer?
LucilleLamiroir: If I'm being arrogant in any way or trying to impose anything, just tell me. And I'll correct it. I just want you to try and have a different view on me, as I did for you
LucilleLamiroir: I'm not as immutable as you think, I promise.
Rosu: Reasons why your "Making up" wouldn't work, are point 3 4 and 5.
LucilleLamiroir: I promise it won't be like that. I'm taking this seriously, Rosu.
Rosu: Plus this, Only people that pay their wrongs get a second chance with me.
Rosu: as it's the only way they actually take it seriously.. lmao
LucilleLamiroir: I am taking this seriously, Rosu. Please don't be like that. If you wish I can even give you some gift showers later when I collect from one of my piggies.
Rosu  shakes head
LucilleLamiroir: I'm 100% trying to make it up to you.
Rosu: I literally mean Pay their wrongs as Pay through paypal.
Rosu: Which wouldn't go for you
Rosu: lol
LucilleLamiroir: Well, I'm not your paypig so I have no business depositing money into your account, yes.
Rosu: So do I have to repeat my definite answer?
LucilleLamiroir: =/ I'm frankly and honestly just trying to open myself and be a little humane here, Rosu. I don't want bad history with you at all. Specially since you're close to someone I care about
Rosu: That's not a Yes or no.
LucilleLamiroir: Please, try and understand my situation
LucilleLamiroir: I stepped out of my own pride to try and reason with you, and have things go in a positive way.
LucilleLamiroir: No, I don't like being punished by you, I'm not that kind of person.
LucilleLamiroir: But I was trying it for you
LucilleLamiroirLucilleLamiroir Add Friend: Even though my chest hurts and I feel so nervous
LucilleLamiroir: Before I was being manipulative, toxic and overall justb ad
Rosu: Even though you ignore every mention of me ending the conversation?
Rosu: Answer, do I need to repeat my Definitive answer or no
LucilleLamiroir: right now I'm trying to be actually just myself, the person behind the computer, and being honest
LucilleLamiroir: Well, I understand your answer, Rosu, but I'm still trying to sway you because I know that if you go, you'll go for good
LucilleLamiroir: And I want you to also understand my position
LucilleLamiroir: I was being a manipulative cunt then, but I don't want to be that in the slightest anymore
LucilleLamiroir: I had some long time to think about things in the past month
RosuRosu : You still are manipulative in the exact chat.. o.o
LucilleLamiroir: I'm not trying to be manipulative >< I'm just trying to not have you just ignore me and go away. Because I know how rare this chance is, you know
RosuRosu Rosu : Not that
Rosu: the "And I want you to also understand my position"
Rosu: repeated.. 5x by now
LucilleLamiroir: *Sigh*
LucilleLamiroir: I'm sorry.
LucilleLamiroir: I'm just frustrated and depressed.
Rosu: I'm ending the chat here. The definitive answer is No till ready to Pay your rights, the one I myself said and stand behind, and not the one You want.
Rosu: Understood?
LucilleLamiroir: Rosu... it's a little unreasonable to make me pay money for you to forgive me. C'mon... I'm trying my best =/ If you want, I won't speak unless prompted to, I'll offer myself however you want for now, I'll take humiliation. I'm really giving my arm to bend here. All of those things are actually things that affect my mind far more than paying some cash to you, and I'm not in the position to pay cash at the moment, really. I have a very complicated situation in my last year in college and everything.
Rosu: I take that as a Understood.. goodbye Lucille.
LucilleLamiroir: *Sigh* I'm honestly trying, Rosu. I do mean that. I' msorry I can't get through to you. Take care.
LucilleLamiroir: I have honestly no obligation to come here and do this, as you said it yourself, I already have a partner, I already have a place in life that I enjoy. I was just trying to make things even
Rosu: You got through to me, not the other way around.
LucilleLamiroir: you do understand I'm going waaaaaay out of my way for you, right?
Rosu: You aren't.
Rosu: Again, goodbye