Chug that Respect Enji Juice

Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
I’d like to think this plays out in Touya finally getting the chance to kill Enji and he just fuckin’ can’t do it
Endymion04/09/2020
I want
Recognition where there was none before
Once he finally, finally gets a proper look at the face of the man about to kill him
Eijiro Kirishima|Kurogiri04/09/2020
Mm the good shit
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
Maybe Enji gives him a sincere apology or maybe he can’t do it for his mom and Fuyumi
Endymion04/09/2020
When he's not blinded by the need to seek out and eliminate a threat
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
(:
So we are on the same page
Good
Endymion04/09/2020
He's had so much time to think back on his memories of Touya and connect them to the person in front of him
The man he's grown up to be
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
OOP
HURT ME
Endymion04/09/2020
Dabi looms over him, hands blazing blue and shaking with the need to just finish it, and when Enji's expression shifts
He reaches out
To brush his fingertips against the staples on his skin
Eijiro Kirishima|Kurogiri04/09/2020
WHY ARE YOU GUYS ANGSTY
Endymion04/09/2020
It's what I live for
Eijiro Kirishima|Kurogiri04/09/2020
Valid
Endymion04/09/2020
You can pinpoint every emotion he's going through by the bare, naked shock on his face to sudden realization to pain and finally to resignation
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
GOD YES FUCKING HURT ME
Endymion04/09/2020
And it's here that Enji finally manages what Endeavor never could
Eijiro Kirishima|Kurogiri04/09/2020
“My boy.”
Endymion04/09/2020
He gives up
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
AAAAA
AAAAAAAA
Endymion04/09/2020
He stops struggling
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
OH MY GOD
STOP IT
Eijiro Kirishima|Kurogiri04/09/2020
Castlevania moment
Endymion04/09/2020
This is right, in a way
It's justice
Fitting punishment for the pain he's inflicted
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
There’s a fucking “Fight back! I can’t kill you when you just give up like that!”
Endymion04/09/2020
Who better to finally end the cycle of suffering he's perpetuated?
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
Wow
Wow my heart
Eijiro Kirishima|Kurogiri04/09/2020
They wreck the family home
It’s in flames
Endymion04/09/2020
He reaches out with both his hands now and Dabi wrenches back, expecting a blow, the heat of his flames, something, anything
But nothing comes except the warmth of his palms cupping Touya's cheeks
"You don't know how much I wished I could do this one last time."
His hands are rough and calloused but gentle for the first time in what feels like forever.
His laughter is dry. "Guess I got my wish after all."
It's all he needs.
He's ready for whatever may come next.
Enji isn't going to kill his son a second time to save himself.
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
Alex I’m
Crying
Please I need
Endymion04/09/2020
And I need to know what he SAYS
HOW DO YOU RESPOND TO THAT
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
Oh god oh god hold on
Endymion04/09/2020
THIS OVERWHELMING OBSTACLE YOU'VE BUILT UP IN YOUR HEAD AFTER YEARS OF TRAUMA... folding like a house of cards
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
WELL HE CANT CRY BUT IF HE COULD HE WOULD ANGRY CRY
BECAUSE LIKE
Eijiro Kirishima|Kurogiri04/09/2020
Steam
Endymion04/09/2020
STEAM...
Eijiro Kirishima|Kurogiri04/09/2020
Angry steam
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
He’s been plotting this shit for years. YEARS. Yes planned how it’s gonna go down. He’s planned what he’s gonna say. He’s planned how he’s gonna kill him and now this shit happens? He freezes because how the fuck is the man who destroyed his entire life, the one person he ever wanted approval from, going to go and give him the recognition that he’s always wanted. craved as a child
And he probably just fucking either breaks down or runs
And then breaks down
Endymion04/09/2020
Is it #TooMuch to say that he uses his years of experience in pursuing villains but instead of tackling him to the ground and dislocating his arm from his socket, Enji just
Endymion04/09/2020
Holds him tight against his chest the way he might a child throwing a tantrum
If he ever did that sort of thing as a father growing up, Touya was never the kid that got it, so this is new and frightening
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
NO PLEASE DO IT
Endymion04/09/2020
His solidity, his strength, even his scent is so familiar and there's recognition on both ends
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
PLEASE IM A SLUT FOR ENJI JUST HOLDING HIM WHILE HE BREAKS THE FUCK DOWN
Tomura Shigaraki | Kacchan04/09/2020
We know Ave
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
AAAAAAA
Tomura Shigaraki | Kacchan04/09/2020
We know
Endymion04/09/2020
He's got one hand pressed between his shoulderblades keeping him secure and the other is just carding through his hair
In wonder?
Awe?
Disbelief?
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
Touya, tearless sobbing just,,,,, shaking because it’s all just a little too much all at once and his emotions are raw and he doesn’t even know how to comprehend a loving fatherly touch
Endymion04/09/2020
Enji's not used to it either! Shouto and Natsuo are both still resistant to him touching them, and for good reason, but what's ironic is that the person who want(ed) to kill him for revenge is the first one to really know what he's like when he's trying
He's been given a second chance he's not going to waste
Even if it ends in fire and ash
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
All in all Touya calms down after a long while and is probably just drained so much that he doesn’t want to talk or anything he just wants to go home and sleep or just,,, dissociate for a long while
Because he can hardly cope with what just happened to him
Simultaneously the best and worst moment of his life
Endymion04/09/2020
And Enji needs to go have a long, long think at Touya's altar
Tomura Shigaraki | Kacchan04/09/2020
:0
Endymion04/09/2020
He lets him go even when everything in him wants to clutch tight
How is he going to explain this to his ex wife? His children?
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
They probably reconvene later and actually talk about shit like adults do.
Endymion04/09/2020
"Sup I've been going to therapy for a while"
"That's cool I've been committing crimes and murdering people"
"Can't say I blame you"
"No, I blame you"
"Okay fair"
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
Even worse if it’s at Enji’s house. Touya’s childhood home
Endymion04/09/2020
He... kept his room just as it was before
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
AAAA
MY HEART
Endymion04/09/2020
Sometimes
When the emptiness of the house gets to him
He'll go there in the middle of the night and just lay in Touya's bed, feeling the mattress creak underneath his weight
It's too short for him
It belonged to a child that never got to grow up
Tomura Shigaraki | Kacchan04/09/2020
Touya’s unfinished homework still sitting on his desk
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
ALWX YOURE MURDERING ME
Tomura Shigaraki | Kacchan04/09/2020
Just everything looking like Touya could come back at anytime
Endymion04/09/2020
If he closes his eyes, he can imagine the footsteps of his children wandering the halls just outside the door
And if he strains his ears he might just hear Rei's voice calling them back
All things he'll never get again
Tomura Shigaraki | Kacchan04/09/2020
Hearing ghosts of people who aren’t dead but they’re gone
Endymion04/09/2020
All because he was so blinded by his pride
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
THIS!!! MAN!!!!
Endymion04/09/2020
He can't help but think of every single chance he had to stop everything
To change his ways
To love his wife and kids the way they deserved
How many times did the door open and he refused to walk through it?
Where would he be now if he'd only stopped to think about how he was hurting people and care enough to put his grudges aside?
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
Imagine when Touya finally see’s his room again he walks in and looks around, maybe running his fingers along some posters of different heroes he admired and he just walks over and sits down on his bed, taking a moment to run his hands over the soft sheets that he dreamed of having again some nights when he was sleeping on the streets
It’s probably weirdly nostalgic for Enji to see him there again
Not the same boy but the same eyes
Endymion04/09/2020
He's both stranger and son
Familiar and alien
His and Not His
A new man set in an old mold and formed by different hands
It's a long moment before he finally speaks
"... Would you like to see them?"
His brothers. His sister. His mother.
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
AAA
AA
Hhhhh
Endymion04/09/2020
Their presence fills the room even though he doesn't name them
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
Oh my god he may not have even thought that far ahead
He may have thought killing Enji would be it for him or he would have to stay on the run
Endymion04/09/2020
He still hasn't told them
Didn't know if that's what Touya would want
He's trying his hardest to consider the feelings of other people before his own
Even if it kills him to keep this secret
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
God what a REDEEMABLE HUMAN
Endymion04/09/2020
The enormity of what he's done is a constant weight he doesn't know how to put words to even if he wanted to
So he leaves it to Touya
"Your choice. To make up for--" A heavy exhale. "For the one I took away from you."
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
So when the fuck are we redeeming the bastard
Because I’m hype now
Endymion04/09/2020
rubs my little hands together
First they gotta get into some DEEP conflict
The murdery kind
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
Alright bet
Endymion04/09/2020
So Ave
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
Yes dad
Endymion04/09/2020
Have I swayed your Endeavor honeynut feelios
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
YEAH YOU FUCKIN DID
IM MAD ABOUT IT
Endymion04/09/2020
Just according to keikaku.
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
HOW DARE YOU MAKE ME FEEL FOR THE MAN
Endymion04/09/2020
(Translator's note: Keikaku means plan.)
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
I can’t BELIEVE this
I’m the biggest anti endeavor of all time
Endymion04/09/2020
NOT ANYMORE, BITCH
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
HOW FUCKING DARE YOU MAKE ME WANT TO GIVE HIM HIS SON WILLINGLY
Endymion04/09/2020
Maybe one day we'll get a Shouto or a Rei and I can give him his whole family
For now, his murderson will have to do
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
He can have his murderson
Endymion04/09/2020
As a treat
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
For being good
And keeping up with therapy
Endymion04/09/2020
Imagine after The Revelation he stops going tho
Because
How do you unpack that
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
Oh god idk man
Endymion04/09/2020
How do you sit through somebody asking about your week and not blurt out "I thought I killed my eldest child but it turns out he survived and tried to wreak vengeance upon me"
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
Public enemy no. 2 but please don’t arrest him lol
Endymion04/09/2020
So he backslides and it's enough of a concern that somebody gets a hold of his family, AKA the person who he least wants to know he's going through some major shit
I imagine that was a heavy condition of him being allowed to have any contact with Rei et al
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
Him, bringing Touya to therapy with him
“Don’t be alarmed, he’s hard to look at but we love him.”
Endymion04/09/2020
"You leak this to the press and I'll make sure your cremation is slow and painful."
Emergency family therapy session gains a surprise new member
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
LMFAO
“Touya, 23, never learned how to fucking read”
Endymion04/09/2020
Enji, resisting the urge to smack the back of his head, breathes in and counts to ten, envisions his hope spot, and deadpans, "We made sure to housebreak him before we set him loose."
Rei, in the background, slowly freezing over the furniture: "We?!"
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
KDODJDODNOCXIX
I can’t wait for these awkward family conversations
When he’s back
Endymion04/09/2020
I'll play the whole goddamn Todoroki family if I have to
YOU KNOW I COULD DO IT
YOU'VE SEEN MY POWER
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
DO NOT
YOU’LL STRESS YOURSELF OUT
Endymion04/09/2020
You're right so I won't
I just want my family back :(
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
No but can you imagine Endeavor being like “So you got a villain girlfriend or something?” And Touya CHOKES
Endymion04/09/2020
"Don't tell me it's the high school girl, we have standards."
hetero god ✨04/09/2020
lmao
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
Him, still recovering “When the fuck have I EVER given you a reason to think I like girls”
Endymion04/09/2020
Enji: [white man blinking gif]
Enji:
Enji: Oh.
Enji:
Enji: Well.
Enji:
Enji: Good??
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
JXOXJXLCJODD
Endymion04/09/2020
Dude's still coming to terms with the fact that he's not straight in his forties and here his long-lost kid is with a whole ass rat man he's attached to at the hip
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
Touya: My pants are too fucking tight for me to be straight.
Endymion04/09/2020
Tell me about your characters' Animal Crossing playstyle
What do they prioritize
Are they a filthy dirty cheater who time travels to unlock everything the first week
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
Goals
Endymion04/09/2020
(That's me btw)
Tomura Shigaraki | Kacchan04/09/2020
A dirty fucking cheater. Then focuses on gardening.
To spell out horrible things in the flowers
Endymion04/09/2020
Picture Fuyumi buying it for Endeavor for his birthday and at first he's like "what the fuck is this kid shit I'm a grown man with a busy job I don't need this is she making fun of me"
But against his better judgement
He picks it up
And at first he's tempted to just breeze through it and then never touch it again
But then he gets sucked in
Tomura Shigaraki | Kacchan04/09/2020
Enji the person in quarantine who matches his steps with his character to exercise
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
STOP
Tomura Shigaraki | Kacchan04/09/2020
Pls
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
I wanna go steal traffic cones and street signs
Endymion04/09/2020
He gets WAY into collecting every single fish and bug
Probably screams at somebody for making him lose his shot at reeling in a shark
He gets so, SO invested in making his island the perfect paradise
Endymion04/09/2020
You know what would be the funniest shit
Well, not FUNNY so much as tragic in a different surprising way
We all assume that Endeavor personally had a hand in Touya "dying" by literally burning him alive but what if he just fuckin
Took his eyes off him while something something Truck-kun bustin thru
Anyway so imagine this but Endeavor
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_56257iS77A
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/09/2020
IM FUCKING WHEEZING
Endymion04/11/2020
Here
A gift
https://stormcallart.tumblr.com/post/613795406328070144/
Like father, like son
Tomura Shigaraki | Kacchan04/11/2020
Oh I screamed
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/11/2020
Mm delicious
I wanna lick him
Endymion04/11/2020
YOU'RE A FULL-ON STAN NOW
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/11/2020
Also that’s it. They’re the fucking same man
Endymion04/11/2020
HOW DID THIS HAPPEN
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/11/2020
IM NOT IM JUST THIRSTY FOR BIG MEN THAT CAN CRYSH ME
Endymion04/11/2020
THAT'S THE SAME THING
You take his dick AND his emotional baggage that's how this WORKS
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/11/2020
But also I want his son to incinerate me and degrade me didodkskdmd
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/11/2020
Anyway
Endymion04/11/2020
SO???
YOU CAN LIKE BOTH
I DO
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/11/2020
Also the little fucking
Similarities between Enji and Dabi
In this rp
Delicious
Endymion04/11/2020
It's VERY good
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/11/2020
So anyway is Enji gonna tell anyone he may have seen the hot topic version of his dead son
Tomura Shigaraki | Kacchan04/11/2020
Listen. The kids have to have a good amount of the similarities with their father. Rei literally says they remind her of him before the incident happens and I refuse to believe that it’s only looks wise
Dhdbbdvdv
“My dead gay son works at hot topic now”
Endymion04/11/2020
I can't think of anyone he trusts enough to tell
Certainly not out of THESE YAHOOS
Tomura Shigaraki | Kacchan04/11/2020
He tells Dabi
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/11/2020
LMFAO
Endymion04/11/2020
"Fuck you my son's not dead"
Tomura Shigaraki | Kacchan04/11/2020
Yes
“Here’s proof” and it’s a picture of Dabi and Tomura
Endymion04/11/2020
You know what is a very important detail after All This Shit happens and gets resolved
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/11/2020
Dabi slumping on Tomura
Endymion04/11/2020
Enji can't stop himself from touching Touya, like. All the time. Just to make sure he's still there.
Like he can't believe he's real.
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/11/2020
AAAAAA
THATS WHOLESOME
Endymion04/11/2020
Like he'll disappear in a puff of smoke if he takes his eyes off of him.
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/11/2020
Randomly just put his hand on his shoulder or something
It takes a whole for Touya to stop flinching
Tomura Shigaraki | Kacchan04/11/2020
Touya.... and a rat.
Endymion04/11/2020
It's simple, thoughtless: A hand on his shoulder or in his hair
Pressure at the nape of his neck to keep him steady
It doesn't come easy to either of them, at first
But soon, it's second nature
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/11/2020
Also because he’s kind of a jumpy person as is between his childhood and his life on the street
Endymion04/11/2020
He's trying to become a person whose touch can help instead of hurt
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/11/2020
He probably gets pretty easily spooked when someone sneaks up on him. He’s almost killed Tomura and Toga for it
On accident
Endymion04/11/2020
Dude's a brick wall, he can handle it
It's a long, drawn-out process
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/11/2020
But good for both of them
Tomura Shigaraki | Kacchan04/11/2020
Eventually they’re playing catch with like flames or whatever
Endymion04/11/2020
I'm  at the thought of Enji holding Touya's blue flames in his hand
Feeding them so they glow brighter and brighter
Mixing his fire with his son's
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/11/2020
Wow I’m sobbing
Endymion04/11/2020
I just want them to be okay
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/11/2020
Enji actually teaching him constructive ways to control his fire
Endymion04/11/2020
He's just got this expression of wonder on his face
And pride
Not in himself
Not in what he accomplished
Someone else who achieved something wholly on their own
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/11/2020
I LOVEEEE
Endymion04/11/2020
Enji with the softest smile on his face
An expression few people have ever gotten to see
He didn't think himself capable of it until he learned to open himself up to his family
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/11/2020
I imagine them just sitting out in the garden for like a few hours just talking and Touya explains all he’s taught himself
Tomura Shigaraki | Kacchan04/11/2020
Touya watching Endeavor videos to try teaching himself tho
Endymion04/11/2020
Far from being angry or upset, he's just keenly interested, listening intently with everything he has
OGH
OOOUUUGGGHHH
THAT HURT
Tomura Shigaraki | Kacchan04/11/2020
He’s watching and noticing things like “oh so that’s what he tried teaching me. I think I can do it now”
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/11/2020
THAT HURT SO GOOD
Tomura Shigaraki | Kacchan04/11/2020
And there’s things that Endeavor doesn’t even try teaching Shouto and Touya learned from the recordings and remembered from childhood
And one day when they’re fine Touya just wants to show Enji that he can do these things now
Endymion04/11/2020
There's one point where Enji tries teaching Touya one of his newest moves and he's moments away from falling back into familiar patterns. He raises his voice for a half second before he realizes, cuts himself off, and apologizes immediately. This is where the change is apparent: that he's not a completely different person, he's still prone to the same outbursts and impulses, but he makes an active effort to catch, correct, and train himself to do better
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/11/2020
AAAA
Tomura Shigaraki | Kacchan04/11/2020
And he’s so proud of himself but Enji is horrified because no Touya that’s only hurting you more
Endymion04/11/2020
He's afraid of making others afraid now, where before he would revel in making them feel powerless
"I stopped using those for a REASON, you're going to kill yourself if you keep this up!"
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/11/2020
Enji being able to pin point what flames and moves are really doing damage is
:ok_hand:
Help him get better
Endymion04/11/2020
I just
lays down
I want a Rei
I want her to hug Touya so tight whenever he enters a room
Afraid to let go in case he disappears again
I want Enji to flounder before he finally puts a hand on her shoulder and her smile is blinding and she just
She JUST
Tomura Shigaraki | Kacchan04/11/2020
Rei with her big lanky baby
Endymion04/11/2020
He hunches down to fit his head on her shoulder
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/11/2020
HE DOES
BIG LANKY BABY I CANT HES SO SOFT FOR HIS MOM
Tomura Shigaraki | Kacchan04/11/2020
Also. Just... hold for a second. Fuyumi definitely dyes the red in her hair??
It’s at the ends??
The red bits I mean
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/11/2020
AAAA
Tomura Shigaraki | Kacchan04/11/2020
Like Touya has all white
Fuyumi probably does too but puts the red in
Natsuo has the lil red natural but bleached them out
And Shouto is half obvi
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/11/2020
I sob
Tomura Shigaraki | Kacchan04/11/2020
Fuyumi was daddy’s girl until Touya spit out a flame.
Touya was a momma’s boy
Endymion04/11/2020
I kiss them all
Enji with a little Fuyumi on his lap, I'm :sob:
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/11/2020
Touya being a shy kid (:
Endymion04/11/2020
I still want them to be twins in this
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/11/2020
Same
Touya being a shy kid that clings to his moms leg and cries on the first day of school
Tomura Shigaraki | Kacchan04/11/2020
Enji, holding up baby Fuyumi: Have you all met my daughter she knows how to count to twenty-nine.
Dabi | Hitoshi Shinsou04/11/2020
AAAAAA