ANGELS | JUSTSAV | FORM

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— USERNAME: JustSav
— PASSWORD: VIOLET ( which is a fantastic song btw )

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— SLOT:
	Pansy
— BACKUP SLOT:
	Aconite
— FACE CLAIM:
	Kim Lip (from LOONA)
— BACKUP FACE CLAIM:
	Nancy McDonie (from Momoland)

— NAME:
	Hong Sowon / Samantha Hong
— NICKNAME:
	- Wonnie > this is by her family members because before the incident they all viewed their children as babies still and in a way they still see her as their precious baby
	- Blue > by love interest because she's so serious and sometimes a bit sad that she reminds him of the color and it's always a thing to make her smile because he'd say things like 'Why so blue, Blue?'
	- Pretty Princess > by her twin sister because Sowon has always been the twin that lacked confidence her older twin sister would say this as a way to make her feel good about herself, something to remind her that she's beautiful in the eyes of those close to her
— SOCIAL MEDIAS USERNAMES:
	- hongkongso ( it's sort of like a play on her last name )

— NATIONALITY:
	- Korean / Italian
— ETHNICITY:
	- Korean
— AGE:
	19
— BIRTH DATE:
	June 14, 1999
— BIRTH PLACE:
	Seoul, South Korea
— HOMETOWN:
	Milan, Italy

— HEIGHT:
	165 cm
— WEIGHT:
	50 kg
— LANGUAGES:
	- Korean (fluent)
	- Italian (fluent)
	- English (semi fluent)

— PERSONALITY:
	I feel as though Sowon is very sincere, like everything she does is honest and logical because she was raised to be a pure and genuine person. At the same time I think because she wants everything to be so perfect and what not she's a bit impatient in the sense where things shouldn't be irrational, that everything needs to have a proper plan before being executed, though because she overthinks a majority of the time she doesn't act on what she wants to do. Sowon is the type of person to worry about whether or not people like her, like she overthinks everything she says or do to a person and worries about the consequences even if what she did was nothing.
I think she's gotten so used to doing that she grew to listen to others rather by than overriding it by talking, like it became an instinct to kind of just shut up and take it all in. She's considerate in the way that she loves to listen to other rather than speaking her own mind, and I think it's because she wants to understand others better by listening to them, which kind of makes her a wallflower. Not to mention her intelligence, I think because she overthinks it made her kind of this sort of perfectionist that wants everything to go right and honestly is the type to throw herself into study because she thinks that every single test or small quiz will affect her in the long run. Because of this it makes her overwork herself, you know she strives for that perfection, that logical side of things to go right and tries her best to make sure nothing goes wrong. She knows overthinking is her biggest weakness and tries so hard to do things so she won't have to feel that stress of wondering if she made the wrong move.
	As for the love thoughts I think this comes from her side of being a sort of hopeless romantic, the idea or belief that things can work itself out in the end. She often spends her times watching a bunch of different asian dramas, movies, western movies, basically any type of media and sort of builds those memories of others into her own mind. And she makes memories by watching quietly, like she could be walking down the street and she could see the couple in front of her and those are her memories in the way where she was a part of a beautiful moment. She captures the moments and memories by writing or art, not exactly writing or drawing everything down to the detail, but making it simpler and drawing other things that'll remind her of the emotions she felt during that memory or moment.

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— FAMILY:
	- Hong Chulsoon | 45 | father | cardiovascular surgeon
	- Kim Jihwan | 44 | mother | lawyer
	- Hong Dongwon | 22 | older brother | patisseur
	- Hong Hyewon | 19 | older identical twin sister | n/a

— BACKGROUND:
	Born in South Korea she is the third and youngest child of her parents. Her twin sister, Hyewon, is her older twin by approximately 13 minutes. The family of five lived in Seoul until the twins were in the first grade where they moved to Italy due to her father's new position at a high ending hospital in Milan. There, she was able to study the language and became an Italian citizen a few years after. Despite her parents not being home often she never felt unloved by them because when they were home they were able to spend time with their kids and create memories such as buying gelato, shopping in the big city, weekly family outings, and doing anything they can to catch up on what they had missed during the week. The kids never complained, mainly because they too were busy with extracurricular activities and honestly their older brother was like another parent figure for the twins. Everything was seemingly fine at first.
	At a young age she thought she was passionate at figure skating. Her brother at the time was into soccer, her sister gymnastics, so she kind of felt the need to take in a sport as well. At the age of 8 she started figure skating and sooner or later her parents thought she was passionate about it to the point where she got private lessons, did competitions, and more. She wasn't necessarily an expert, but she was good enough to win first in a few competitions.
	Her family moved back to South Korea due to her father being offered a better position in Seoul once more, so they moved back. It wasn't necessarily difficult at first, but once they got to school it was hard. The girls were 16 when the moved back, their older brother 19. They all attended the same school, but never really hung out which was fine, it's always been like that. Though they are close they knew that all of them had their own group of friends to hang out with. For example, her older brother was considered one of the most handsome guys in school and with him being a senior everyone wanted to be friends with him, so he was often busy. As for her older sister, she was also considered popular with her outgoing behavior and her beauty. Many thought that Sowon was the same, but got highly disappointed once they realized that Sowon was nothing like her sister in the sense where she didn't care about how she looked, and they considered that reckless. Not to mention she wasn't outgoing or social like Hyewon who participated in many school activities and had a large group of friends. Still, Sowon was contempt with her one or two friends that she had, she didn't mind. After school whilst her siblings were with their friends she was often at home watching dramas or at the rink by herself.
	What went wrong was when Hyewon was accused of cheating on her boyfriend with one of her friend's boyfriends, and said friend's boyfriend didn't even bother denying, blaming it all on Hyewon and how promiscuous she is. This was after their brother had graduated and was off in Busan for college. Of course, everyone blamed it on her, and though it may not be because they believe the accusations, some finally wanted to see her fall from her so called throne. So her sister soon got picked on, most often resulting in Sowon getting picked on as well. Hyewon never showed vulnerability and acted as though it didn't bothered her, and it really didn't. She was strong and fought back, something Sowon envied of her older sister. Soon Hyewon and Sowon began spending more time together in school, eating lunch, meeting up during break, going to school events together, they were never apart. One specific day Sowon had to leave Hyewon after school for practice, something Hyewon usually accompanied her with, but her sister refused this time saying she'd go home instead. What happened was Hyewon was basically jumped, those girls attacked her on her way back home and kicked her and did anything they could to harm her physically. It resulted in Hyewon having a few broken ribs, internal bleeding, and she eventually died from brain damage due to the girls' kicking. In the end they did get caught and arrested for the murder of Hyewon.
	Sowon often blamed herself for her sister's death since she knew what was going on. At the time no one knew that Hyewon was getting bullied, not their parents or brother, but Sowon and everyone else that attended the school. She blamed herself for not telling her parents, for going to practice that day instead of being with Hyewon. It traumatized her that she can't skate anymore, she associates it with hate because she blamed it on that for her sister's death, it was her way of coping.
	For a long time Sowon refused to speak to anyone thinking that it'd save her from trouble. At this point anyone who doesn't know her won't know that she had a twin, because she wouldn't tell them. She didn't want people to know about Hyewon thinking that it was the last way she could protect her sister. For the beginning she wouldn't be able to speak, because she doesn't know what to do. Essentially she lost her other half, someone she thought couldn't ever be replaced. So she starts panicking.
	I don't think Sowon ever really forgave herself for what happened last year. She can't ever forgive herself because she believes that she allowed Hyewon to be killed.

— LIKES:
	- Roller Coasters > the adrenaline gets her excited and she loves the thrill of the rushing air that the roller coaster gives
	- Iced Teas > she can't drink hot drinks and prefers iced drinks over cold ones, but she loves tea so the only way she can have it is if it's iced
	- Dramas > whether it be Korean, Chinese, Japanese, Thai, she loves them all! She loves the different and unique plot lines and can binge watch a whole drama in one sitting
	- Wool Blankets > they comfort her when she needs a hug and often times she's isolated that no one can really give her that so the blankets kind of replace the missing comfort
	- R&B > she grew up with a lot of Western and European music and she loves the old soul in R&B in music by artists like Ne-Yo, Mya, and more
	- Fall Colors > it could be because fall is her favorite season, but the colors like burgundy and maroon and mustard yellow is a color she enjoys and personally favors
	- Christmas lights > because Christmas is her favorite holiday she loves going all out in decorations, but keeps her Christmas lights for as long as she can and hangs the fairy lights in her room so she never sleeps alone, it kind of allows her to still be a child in that way
	- Cranberry Candles > they have this crisp smell that she finds very refreshing
	- Reading > She's kind of a book geek, but she loves reading them because they all have different worlds that she loves to divulge in because they're so different, it kind of allows her to step out into a different world other than reality
	- Late Night Drives > The empty roads gives her a peace of mind and it's so quiet that it relaxes her
	- Zeppole > Which is an Italian dessert and she loves baking these with her mother because it reminds her of her hometown Milan
	- Snakes > they're her favorite pets and she loves the different scales and the cool image they kind of have tied with them
	- New Stationaries > she loves the feeling of buying new journals or pens because they make her feel organized and what not
— DISLIKES:
	- Hot Drinks > she kind of has a cat tongue meaning she can't drink or eat really hot food
	- Horror Films > it's not that she's scared but she finds them tasteless and unlike the media she watches they don't give a memory or memorable moment
	- Coffee > the taste is too strong and bitter for her taste
	- Loud Noise > it's too distracting for her to focus on anything and often times it makes her lose her train of thought
	- Vanilla > it's more that she hates the smell of vanilla because it's so strong and sweet for her
	- Tardiness > because she's impatient she's kind of intolerable to any type of tardiness because it makes her anxious and stressed out and she overthinks on what went wrong
	- Hot Weather > it's mainly because she hates sweating and at least if she was cold she could just wear more jackets, but if she's hot she can't really do anything about it
	- Attention > because she's more of the wallflower and sit back and watch type she doesn't feel comfortable with the attention being on her or being put on the spot
	- The Rain > because it's depressing and she hates getting wet more than anything so she rarely even swims
	- Sleeping Late > it drives her insane if she doesn't get enough sleep so she's kind of a grandma in the sense where she sleeps early
	- Needles > they terrify her to no ends
	- Alcohol > even though she's not at the legal age to drink in Korea she hates alcohol and it's not because of the taste but because it impairs people's judgement so she hates it when people overdrink. Like she won't judge you if you do choose to drink, but if you're like drunk and shit faced then that's when she'll hate you
	- The Dark > as a child she's always been unable to sleep in the dark or stand complete darkness, it makes her panic and she slowly loses her mind because she's so scared of what she can't see
— HOBBIES:
	- Writing ( mainly like books )
	- Watching TV ( mainly dramas or anime )
	- Figure Skating ( though she had quit the sport she has fond memories of ice skating with her siblings, and she usually releases her stress and anger through skating )
	- Baking ( she's not an expert, but is a novice and loves baking or learning because she loves pastries and she blames it all on her brother's talent )
— HABITS:
	- Nail Biting > she often gets anxious or nervous and resorts to biting her nail, but sometimes she'll do it if she's bored or anything. Like she could be at the movie theaters and if there ain't popcorn she'll chew on her nails
	- Cursing > she has a bit of a foul mouth and has the tongue of a soccer mom, she's always cursing at the slightest thing and often time it's hilarious because you see this beautiful, elegant looking girl and you hear these words come out of her mouth
	- Not Drinking Water > she tends to forget or she only drinks tea which isn't exactly healthy
— TRIVIA:
	- Allergic to strawberries and if she eats them she'll break out immediately
	- Has asthma so has inhalers on hand all the time ( she sometimes gets bored and decorates them like bedazzle or something )
	- Fear of the dark and needles
	- Names her plants and journals and almost everything
	- Certified in CPR
	- Can play the piano and it's because she took lessons as a child
	- Has two left feet ( she's clumsy )
	- Has a male therapy golden retriever named Honey
	- Is ambidextrous meaning she's equally strong in both hands meaning she can be both left or right handed in anything

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— LOVE INTEREST:
	Hyunjin!
— BACKUP LOVE INTEREST:
	Chan!

— HIS PERSONALITY:
	He's the type of person to worry about others first. I think he's truly the type to sit down and listen to what you had to say, not interrupting, but really placing his focus on you to tell you 'Hey I'm here for you.' Hyunjin is the type of guy to honestly put others before himself which might be his strength or weakness. He's very bright and innocent, he has that childlike innocence that's refreshing to be around, it makes you lose your fatigue for a bit because his happiness is contagious. But when it's time to work he's serious and very determined. I think one thing he has similar to Sowon is the determination to do whatever it takes to be the best, something that he's really good at.
— FIRST IMPRESSION ON HIM:
	Though she can't deny that he's handsome, her first thought is that what he's saying has to be a joke. I think she'd be a bit angry because she's assuming that Hyunjin is joking, that he's messing around with her. And I believe Sowon would be disappointed because Hyunjin looks so sincere she's like 'Dude, this isn't funny, stop.' But her first thought was how kind he looks, how handsome he is, and how innocent he appears.
— FIRST IMPRESSION ON HER:
	Right off the bat Hyunjin thinks she's very natural, like a natural beauty type. I think he can feel her sincerity and genuine feelings through her presence, like just looking at her he kind has the feel that she's simple and closed in. In a way Hyunjin would kind of be upset at the fact that someone like her is so quiet.

— THEIR RELATIONSHIP:
	I like to believe that in the beginning he's more of a support pillar for her, someone who is able to comfort her during her rough times. It's not necessary the type of relationship or closeness that Hyewon and Sowon had, but something similar, which is why she relies so heavily on him. I think close friends is what you can define them, but later on it's definitely a love relationship.

— HOW SHE ACTS AROUND HIM:
	She's more quiet and it's because she's not used to having someone there for her all the time. So in the beginning she's still a bit off about this whole guardian angel thing and isn't used to being around others. After her sister's death she's used to being alone. But I think she warms up to him quickly once she realizes that he's being serious and this could be because of her hopeless want that someone is now there for her, someone who doesn't just pity her or see her as a weak little girl who no longer has her sister. She's more sincere, she's able to talk to him more and express anything to him, like she tells him things that she wouldn't even tell her family. She's kind of timid in the sense where she's careful of everything she does and it's not just because she overthinks, but because she doesn't wanna scare him away.
— HOW HE ACTS AROUND HER:
	He's really playful for her. I think that's what he notices Sowon needs the most, something lighthearted and playful for her to just relax and enjoy time. He doesn't necessarily try to comfort her by talking, but by action because he knew that that'd be most essential. So a majority of the time it's playing around with her, making her smile with anything whether it be saying something stupid or surprising her with breakfast or something small. But I also see him being fiercely protective of her, and it's not just because he's her guardian angel, but because at this point he knows he better than anyone and she's kind of his responsibility. His feelings for her would kind of bring up this want to protect her from everything, from the old bullies, from her thoughts, and from the fear of being alone. Hyunjin can separate being funny and goofy and when it's time to be serious.

— REQUESTED SCENES WITH HIM:
	- Him walking her home from school and it's getting cold and he just takes off his jacket and gives it to her, and it's kind of simple where he says that she looks so cute because the jacket's so big on her and it's swallowing her small body
	- When someone is ordering drinks and they order two coffees for them Hyunjin just drinks it all for himself and goes back and buys her an iced tea or juice or something and he does this all without her even saying anything
	-  Him trying to help her overcome her hatred towards figure skating and making her realize that Hyewon's death wasn't her fault. I see these two goof balls on the rink and him having no balance and her laughing as she tries to help him. But in the end they both fall and he's like leaning over her smiling like 'Hey.'
	- Someone comparing her to her sister and telling Hyunjin that Hyewon is better than Sowon right in front of both of them and Hyunjin kind of shrugs and is like, "No offense to Hyewon because I never met her, but Sowon is pretty cool. So I don't need your baseless opinion."

— REQUESTED SCENES WITH OTHER SLOTS:
	- Them passing by one of the bullies and they're calling Sowon names and slurs and what not and Aconite kind of defending her and making them shut up
	- Going to one of Marigold's work places and staying with her until her shift ends before going back with her to her place to help babysit her little brother so Marigold can rest

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— DEVELOP ABOUT THE LAST BULLET POINT:
	( I'm assuming you mean how the guardian angel thing changed her . . . if not i'm so sorry and please feel free to message me )
	But I think how Hyunjin kind of helped her wasn't by making her realize that Hyewon's death wasn't her fault or making her realize that life is still good without her sister, but by teaching her how to smile and laugh more. For example his whole focus was to show her that she can make herself laugh or smile, that she doesn't need to depend on him or Hyewon or anyone, but on herself. It definitely made her more open to wanting more friends after realizing that not everyone is bad. I think Hyunjin kind of restored her faith in humanity once more. It changed her outlook on life, forced her to stop looking at the world as if it's a negative place, but that there is just as much good as there is bad.

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