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[20:10] <luke> im incredibly disappointed in most of you
[20:11] <%RaichuLately> lol i'm just so confused
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[20:11] <Bulleta> it's a shame
[20:11] <Bulleta> this was meant to be fair to everyone
[20:11] <Bulleta> but people complained because they didnt go their own way
[20:11] <Bulleta> boo hoo
[20:11] <Bulleta> everything*
[20:11] <Bulleta> especially me, right?
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[20:11] <luke> especially you
[20:11] <Bulleta> hmm
[20:12] <@Autumn> okay
[20:12] <@Autumn> whats going on now
[20:12] <@Autumn> o_o;
[20:12] <Syndrome> oh nothing
[20:12] <Syndrome> hi derk
[20:12] <@Autumn> hi syn
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[20:13] <~appleasing> by the way kaori
[20:13] <luke> just really, really wish i had seen this side of people before they were modded...
[20:13] <~appleasing> and spinosaurus
[20:13] <~appleasing> you two aren't my friends for what you said
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[20:13] <Syndrome> no one needs a friend like you
[20:14] <luke> this is the most despicable behavior i've seen from staff members since klippy
[20:14] <+Sylphiel> jesus christ
[20:14] <@Autumn> luke
[20:14] <@Autumn> tell me everything thats happening
[20:14] <@Autumn> damn
[20:14] <@Autumn> this is what happens when I have a headache
[20:14] <@Autumn> and i go to sleep for like
[20:14] <@Autumn> 6 hours
[20:14] <@Autumn> >>
[20:14] <Bulleta> luke
[20:14] <Bulleta> i wasnt against anyone
[20:14] <Bulleta> but i was getting sick of nica's behavior lately
[20:14] <luke> dont talk to me right now
[20:14] <luke> i need to discuss some things in HQ
[20:15] <Bulleta> alright
[20:15] <Bulleta> i understand
[20:17] <@Autumn> wow
[20:17] <@Autumn> funny part is
[20:17] <@Autumn> I KNEW shit like this would happpen
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[20:18] <%RaichuLately> derk trust me I've been here and watched all this happen, this isn't something you want to involve yourself in right now lol
[20:18] <Syndrome> I am under the inderstanding you have no idea what going on at all, my good sir
[20:19] <Syndrome> *understanding
[20:22] <@Autumn> Yeah
[20:22] <@Autumn> it would figure.
[20:22] <@Autumn> I knew things like this would happen.
[20:22] <@Autumn> Vrai did too probably.
[20:22] <@Autumn> Oh well
[20:22] <luke> this stems past the deopping of people
[20:23] <@Autumn> This was the wrong place to do it. Vrai set out PMs to people, if people were upset
[20:23] <luke> did you ever tell nica
[20:23] <@Autumn> they could've PMed him
[20:23] <luke> you had a problem with the way she talked to you
[20:23] <luke> or treated you
[20:23] <%Kaori> we TOLD them to
[20:23] <%Kaori> no one wanted to because it was apparently wrong to do so
[20:23] <@Bulleta> I did
[20:23] <@Bulleta> at least
[20:23] <luke> im talking to derrick
[20:24] <@Autumn> I'll be honest luke, I did not, because I was scared of nica at the time and she wouldn't take me seriously
[20:24] <@Autumn> so
[20:24] <@Autumn> In a way, I kinda just "gave up" and went to vrai about it.
[20:24] <luke> so basically you pussied out
[20:24] <@Bulleta> no, she just never listens
[20:24] <Syndrome> ~_~
[20:24] <luke> and why was it necessary for syndrome to come in
[20:25] <luke> and yell at nica like that
[20:25] <%RaichuLately> it wasn't
[20:25] <Syndrome> shut up
[20:25] <luke> youre right
[20:25] <luke> it wasnt
[20:25] <@Bulleta> he wanted to come
[20:25] <@Bulleta> i only led him here
[20:25] <@Bulleta> i take full responsibility
[20:26] <luke> now nica's a very emotionally unstable girl
[20:26] <luke> so yes
[20:26] <luke> sometimes she can be immature
[20:26] <luke> and not treat people right
[20:26] <luke> but if people dont say anything to her
[20:26] <Syndrome> she has the mind of a 3 year old
[20:26] <luke> how can she fix it
[20:26] <luke> in a polite, kind matter
[20:26] <luke> nica has always listened to me
[20:26] <luke> since before she modded
[20:26] <luke> when i talked to her kindly
[20:27] <luke> people dont respond well to being called a manipulative bitch
[20:27] <luke> and are less likely to change their ways if being insulted
[20:27] <Syndrome> *cough*
[20:27] <luke> i know its just the internet and whatever
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[20:27] <@Autumn> ...this is terrible
[20:27] <luke> but this sort of behavior is unacceptable from people who i rely on to run forums
[20:27] <@Autumn> and yet vrai has to hear all of this :|
[20:27] <@Autumn> um
[20:27] <@Autumn> whatever i guess...
[20:28] <@Bulleta> look
[20:28] <@Bulleta> i dont care if you demote me
[20:28] <@Bulleta> just dont demote kaori
[20:28] <@Bulleta> she has nothing to do with it
[20:28] <luke> she wont
[20:28] <luke> im sure her brother and the other s-mods would protect her even if i wanted to
[20:28] <luke> but i dont want to demote either of you
[20:28] <%Kaori> spino shouldnt get demoted either though
[20:29] <luke> im just very
[20:29] <luke> very
[20:29] <luke> s
[20:29] <luke> sad
[20:29] <luke> thats all
[20:29] <@Bulleta> This was my fault, though, and I'm sorry
[20:29] <luke> this could of been handled so much better
[20:30] <@Bulleta> Yeah, I carried it away and went too far
[20:30] <luke> i wish you guys had listened to me
[20:30] <luke> :(
[20:30] <Syndrome> I would apologize but honestly I doubt it would make a difference
[20:30] <@Bulleta> I'm terribly sorry
[20:30] <luke> ive been through this before
[20:30] <@Bulleta> I'll go apologize to Nica, even if it's gonna pain me >_>
[20:30] <luke> and knew how to handle it
[20:30] <luke> ive had two IRC chatrooms die on me
[20:30] <luke> and i learned from my friends and i's mistakes
[20:31] <@Autumn> should I apologize?
[20:31] <luke> i just think
[20:31] <luke> when nica's cooled down
[20:31] <luke> you guys need to TALK to each other
[20:31] <luke> instead of being scared
[20:31] <luke> you all need to TALK
[20:31] <luke> in here
[20:31] <luke> in front of each other
[20:32] <luke> let out all of your problems
[20:32] <luke> in a calm, polite manner
[20:32] <luke> and if you dont like what someone said
[20:32] <luke> dont get angry
[20:32] <@Autumn> I have no problem doing that.
[20:32] <luke> listen and retort
[20:32] <@Bulleta> just VM'd her
[20:32] <luke> im 99% sure the oping situation isnt the problem
[20:32] <luke> it was just the catalyst for you all to let out your anger
[20:32] <luke> thats an easy situation to resolve
[20:33] <luke> i love all of you
[20:33] <luke> in my own way
[20:34] <@Autumn> In that case, should I take responsibility for most of this occuring?
[20:34] <@Autumn> I only thought I did something that was right
[20:34] <Zet> I love you too, luke
[20:34] <luke> no derrick
[20:34] <luke> its not anyone's fault completely
[20:34] <luke> ive watched you guys in here
[20:34] <luke> i could tell there was frustration brewing
[20:35] <Toujours> luke@watchful father
[20:35] <luke> i was hoping you guys would resolve it on your own
[20:35] <luke> but i was scared it would happen this way too
[20:35] <luke> i was too hopeful i gues
[20:35] <@Autumn> To be honest
[20:35] <luke> guess
[20:35] <@Autumn> The whole reason for this whole deopping and w/e occuring is SO this wouldn't happen
[20:36] <luke> i dont want you guys not liking each other
[20:36] <luke> ive been in rooms where people didnt like each other
[20:36] <luke> ie chibi/audy
[20:36] <Zet> oh god, it sorta sounds like my fault for asking why there is a crap load of hops and ops last night D:
[20:36] <luke> jake/scizz
[20:36] <luke> and its not fun
[20:36] <Zet> or just jake in general
[20:36] * Zet shot
[20:37] <luke> lol
[20:37] <luke> REGARDLESS
[20:37] <luke> i want this all worked out
[20:37] <luke> THAT IS YOUR HOMEWORK ASSIGNMENT
[20:37] <luke> GOOD DAY
[20:37] <@Autumn> That's why I said that I have no problem talking with Nica, luke. Trust me, I have anxiety and I cannot live it down with someone in this very room with me having high tensions with me.
[20:37] <luke> i just wish you had done it sooner
[20:37] <@Autumn> That's kinda how I felt with Kaori too. I felt extremely bad because there was a long point where we kinda ignored each other
[20:38] <@Autumn> and w/e
[20:39] <luke> you people distracted me from my mapping
[20:39] <luke> >:<
[20:39] <%RaichuLately> well it's hardly too late
[20:39] <@Bulleta> lool
[20:39] <Zet> well I misread that as something else :x
[20:39] <luke> raichu
[20:39] <Toujours> you would zet
[20:39] <luke> i want you to discuss your issues with people too
[20:39] <luke> youre not immune from my dad talk
[20:39] <luke> >:<
[20:39] <Zet> am I?
[20:39] <@Autumn> actually luke
[20:39] <%RaichuLately> I know this lol
[20:39] <@Autumn> hold on.
[20:39] <luke> yes zet
[20:39] <@Autumn> Andy
[20:39] <luke> go sit in the corner
[20:40] <@Autumn> you remember what I said the other day about always being overridden and me and toujours had this huge argument afterwards?
[20:40] * luke gives zet a coloring book
[20:40] <@Bulleta> I'll...try solving everything now
[20:40] <%RaichuLately> yeah
[20:40] * Zet goes sits in the corne- FUCK YEAH!
[20:40] <Zet> best dad evur
[20:40] <@Bulleta> with nica and everyone
[20:40] * Zet starts coloring
[20:40] <luke> i know youre quiet kaori but this applies to you too young lady
[20:40] <@Autumn> That was me kinda expressing how I felt too....and that was serious
[20:40] <luke> and dont be mad at karpman either for the chat logs
[20:40] <@Bulleta> syndrome says sorry too
[20:41] <luke> he meant well
[20:41] <Toujours> wait spino
[20:41] <Toujours> he's here
[20:41] <Toujours> why do you need to say that he says sorry lol
[20:41] <@Bulleta> oh
[20:41] <Syndrome> no I'm not
[20:41] <Syndrome> wait shit
[20:41] <@Autumn> Sometimes I feel like im not taken seriously , and i wanted things to be back to the way things were, where everyone had a say
[20:41] <%Kaori> lol i'm listening luke
[20:42] <luke> well derrick sometimes you can be emotionally all over the place
[20:42] <luke> if you feel that way
[20:42] <luke> take a quick break
[20:42] <luke> gather your thoughts
[20:42] <luke> and do it  a mature manner
[20:42] <luke> ive learned from numerous times of putting my foot in my mouth
[20:42] <luke> it all comes from talking too soon
[20:42] <luke> when im angry or sad
[20:42] <Toujours> yeah I definitely went at least a bit overboard today
[20:42] <luke> instead of taking a quick sec to think it over
[20:42] <%RaichuLately> derk lets take this to PM, you're talking to me but too much distracting stuff is happening in between so I'm not getting your message :P
[20:42] <Toujours> I should have taken a break from here as well
[20:43] <@Autumn> Yeah, I know, I can be an emotional wreck, and my decisions may or may not stem from me feeling that way.
[20:43] <luke> were all a little emotionally stunted
[20:43] <luke> that's why were on the internet
[20:43] <@Autumn> I am kinda sensitive, but I figured I didn't want to get on people's nerves and push the issue further
[20:43] <@Autumn> because if I did
[20:43] <@Autumn> I'd make it out to be what it isnt
[20:43] <@Autumn> so I vented to kip
[20:43] <luke> because most of us originally started spending time on the internet because we were too weird, crazy, etc for real life
[20:43] <@Autumn> and told him that I'd be taking a break for a week or something
[20:44] <Zet> yo
[20:44] <@Autumn> but for the wrong reasons.
[20:44] <luke> and found solace in the other weirdos on here
[20:44] <Toujours> luke
[20:44] <Toujours> ilu
[20:44] <%RaichuLately> ^
[20:44] <@Bulleta> Thanks, Luke
[20:44] <@Bulleta> I mean it
[20:44] <@Bulleta> :)
[20:44] <luke> most of us grow out of that
[20:44] <luke> but we never lose our internet friends
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