Kiss and Cry (2017)

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♪ I know you ♪

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♪ You were in all type ♪

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♪ I know it's because

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You want me to be all right ♪

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♪ Don't know what I'd do

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If I lost you ♪

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♪ Don't know what I'd do

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If I lost you ♪

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♪ I wish you didn't

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Take on everybody's pain ♪

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♪ 'Cause I know you ♪

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♪ Every night you say

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A prayer ♪

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♪ Don't know what I'd do

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If I lost you ♪

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♪ Don't know what I'd do

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If I lost you ♪

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♪ So don't go ♪

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♪ Don't go from me now ♪

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♪ Don't go ♪

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♪ Don't cry for me now ♪

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♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪

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♪ Oh, oh, God

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What the hell would I do ♪

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♪ If you take her

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I swear, I'm coming too ♪

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♪ 'Cause I don't know

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What I'd do ♪

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♪ Don't know what I'd do

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If I lost you ♪

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♪ So don't go ♪

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♪ Don't go... ♪

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It may not look like it,

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But I'm totally shitting

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my pants right now.

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Mainly 'cause of this guy,

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Shin.

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If I don't land this jump,

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he's going to yell at me.

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Well, he'll do that either way

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because that's how

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he motivates.

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I'm also shitting myself

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because they're here.

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Mom and Dad.

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They paid a lot of money for

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me to skate over the years

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and if I let them down,

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my dad's totally

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gonna make me pay him back.

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Okay, I'm joking.

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I just want them to be proud.

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Those marks mean

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you must work harder.

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Much harder. More practice.

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More discipline.

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- Why are you talking like I
- didn't just pass my junior test?

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- Wait, no, not pass,
- I aced it.

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- I'm elite now!
- You want a cookie?

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It's bad for training.

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- How are you not more
- excited about this?

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- I could go
- to the Olympics!

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I am happy.

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Would it kill you

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to show it?

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Old saying.

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Treat triumph

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like a funeral.

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Funeral like triumph.

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What does that

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even mean?

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- Only celebrate
- at the end?

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- Where's the fun
- in that?

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- I don't think Shin
- believes in fun.

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Unless it involves

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plastic wrap.

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What are you guys

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talking about?

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We saw him jogging in the

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park with his arms and legs.

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And abs!

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Wrapped up in plastic.

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Hey, the man's

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been to two Olympics.

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Maybe we should do that.

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Seriously though,

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what did that even mean?

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[IN SHIN'S VOICE}

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Treat triumph like funeral.

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No way.

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My motto is always smile.

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I don't mean be fake,

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but always, always find

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a reason to be happy.

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And if you can't,

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smile anyway.

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Why the heck not?

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Hey Car,

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are you ready...?

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Oh my God.

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That dress is gorgeous.

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Mom got you the prom dress.

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- She said we could pick it up
- if I made elite.

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It's beautiful.

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Thanks.

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- I call dibs when
- that's a hand-me-down.

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Ah, no no no no no no.

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I have seniority.

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That dress goes up first.

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Okay, I gotta get dressed.

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- Hurry up!
- Come down soon, okay?

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Okay.

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- Okay, Joe.
- Read back what we got so far.

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Yeah. Yes, yes.

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Don't even start.

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What does it even say?

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- You know what?
- It's from my heart.

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Congratulating!

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Elite, baby!

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My sister's going to Sochi.

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We're so proud of you.

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Aren't we, Mark?

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Hey! Hey you,

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congratulations.

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- I gotta try and
- fix this part up.

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- Sam, can you grab the
- cake cutter for me, honey?

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- You know what? I am going to
- take you skating next week

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- 'Cause I can still teach
- you some tricks, too.

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Okay.

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- You know what?
- Dad!

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- Why do you keep
- saying drywall?

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Like, do you like

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working for me?

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- I'm gonna have
- to call you back.

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Yeah.

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- I think we can
- cut the cake now

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- Because he might have to
- get back on the phone.

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- But, like, you're
- not allowed to because.

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Do you cut it

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like this?

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Thanks for coming.

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It just does what it wants?

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It does do what it wants.

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You're totally right.

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That's pretty cool.

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Yeah I mean it's.

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Hey!

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Is this your house?

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- Only in the winter.
- Really?

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- Yeah, I summer
- in Costa Rico.

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Costa Rica.

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- What?
- It's Costa Rica.

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Ignore my geographically-

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challenged friend.

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Thank you.

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Whoa, what are you doing?

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Nothing.

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You just have a lint.

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Got it.

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- I thought you were trying to
- put a sticky note on my back.

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What? What would

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make you think that?

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God, I don't even know you.

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Don't we have

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biology class together?

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Do you believe this guy?

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Accusing me?

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It's just that there's

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a bunch on peoples' backs,

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- and you have one
- balled up in your hand.

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No I don't.

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That's...

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Preposterous!

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Yeah, that's preposterous.

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God,

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I don't even know you.

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Who do you think I am?

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I mean, who would

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do such a thing?

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Preposterous.

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Whoa, whoa.

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Let's see what's

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in your hand then?

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- No thank you.
- Just let me see it.

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- No, seriously.
- Never mind.

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I bet you

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I could guess it.

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Three tries and if you don't

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guess, I destroy it forever.

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And if I do?

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He takes you on date!

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With sex!

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Whoa, too far!

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I think

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that's a great idea!

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Just the date part.

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Absolutely not.

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Something else.

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Why, are you

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scared or something?

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I am a lot of things,

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but I am not scared.

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Well, it's settled then.

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If I guess it right, I

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get to take you on a date.

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Fine.

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And if you break this

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promise I will find you.

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Okay, start guessing.

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Cutie?

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Strike one.

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Okay. Okay.

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Mmm...

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Hottie?

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Wow, you have a high

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opinion of yourself, mister.

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John.

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Mr. John.

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Okay, third

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and final guess.

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Your phone number?

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Sorry, John.

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Enjoy the party.

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♪ Let's get on

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Another flight ♪

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♪ Maybe set out to sea ♪

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♪ Kick it up and

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Shake a fist at it ♪

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♪ 'Cause death is

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Harder to come by ♪

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♪ When you gotta

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Make a break for it ♪

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♪ 'Cause it's been

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A long time of this ♪

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Get up there, Becks.

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Go!

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♪ Something has got to give ♪

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♪ Everyone here

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Is ready to go ♪

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♪ It's been a hard year

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With nothing to show ♪

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♪ From down this low

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It's only up we go, up we go ♪

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♪ Everyone here

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Is ready to go ♪

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♪ It's been a hard year

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And I only know ♪

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♪ From down this low ♪

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♪ It's only up we go

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Up we go ♪

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Yo, Carley!

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What was that?

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What was what?

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Did you just yo me?

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Yes, I did.

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You know, you could have

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said hi, hey, hello, what's up.

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Go again.

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What?

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Go.

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I'm messing with you.

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Of course you are.

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You're really funny.

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But not about the yo-ing.

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Okay.

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No yo's.

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No yo's.

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Okay.

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- So can I walk
- you to your door?

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- You can
- never be too careful.

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- There's a lot of creepy
- weirdos out there.

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Isn't that what a

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creepy weirdo would say

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to a girl walking around

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in the dark alone at night?

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Nine times out of 10,

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you would be right,

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but I'm not a creepy weirdo.

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See, that is totally what

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a creepy weirdo would say.

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Are you always like this?

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So effusive?

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Wow, that's a big word.

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That's a dictionary word.

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It's like preposterous.

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Hey, Carley.

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- Look, your friend
- Becks said.

288
00:11:12,208 --> 00:11:14,207
- Rebecca.
- Only I call her Becks.

289
00:11:14,210 --> 00:11:15,459
Well,

290
00:11:15,460 --> 00:11:16,709
I was talking to Rebecca,

291
00:11:16,710 --> 00:11:20,589
and she said

292
00:11:20,590 --> 00:11:24,466
you owe me a date.

293
00:11:29,806 --> 00:11:31,558
Well played.

294
00:11:36,563 --> 00:11:38,313
So I was thinking.

295
00:11:38,314 --> 00:11:39,774
How about the zoo?

296
00:11:41,651 --> 00:11:43,527
It's a date.

297
00:11:43,528 --> 00:11:44,529
But it has to be

298
00:11:44,530 --> 00:11:45,530
sometime in the afternoon

299
00:11:45,531 --> 00:11:46,927
because I practice

300
00:11:46,928 --> 00:11:48,323
pretty much every day.

301
00:11:48,324 --> 00:11:50,201
- Practice.
- For what?

302
00:11:50,204 --> 00:11:51,535
I'm a skater.

303
00:11:51,536 --> 00:11:52,850
You skate every night?

304
00:11:52,851 --> 00:11:54,162
Pretty much.

305
00:11:54,163 --> 00:11:56,081
I just got elite, so.

306
00:11:56,082 --> 00:11:58,083
Oh.

307
00:11:58,084 --> 00:11:59,668
Congratulations.

308
00:11:59,669 --> 00:12:02,254
You seem disappointed?

309
00:12:02,255 --> 00:12:03,652
It's just that athletes

310
00:12:03,653 --> 00:12:05,048
don't usually have much time

311
00:12:05,049 --> 00:12:06,508
for anything but themselves.

312
00:12:06,509 --> 00:12:08,385
Excuse me?

313
00:12:08,386 --> 00:12:10,429
I'm sorry. I didn't.

314
00:12:10,430 --> 00:12:12,056
- You're judging me
- before knowing me?

315
00:12:12,059 --> 00:12:13,808
- Whoa, whoa, Carley,
- this was going so well.

316
00:12:13,811 --> 00:12:15,602
Goodnight, Judge-y

317
00:12:15,603 --> 00:12:17,395
John Johnerson.

318
00:12:19,938 --> 00:12:21,961
At least I don't put

319
00:12:21,962 --> 00:12:23,983
stickers on peoples' backs.

320
00:12:23,984 --> 00:12:25,424
He waited around my

321
00:12:25,425 --> 00:12:26,862
front door for 20 minutes

322
00:12:26,863 --> 00:12:28,615
after I went inside.

323
00:12:35,413 --> 00:12:37,061
Oh.

324
00:12:51,137 --> 00:12:52,138
You're crazy,

325
00:12:52,139 --> 00:12:53,139
he's cute.

326
00:12:53,140 --> 00:12:55,307
He's crazy, I'm cute.

327
00:12:55,308 --> 00:12:56,975
- I just think he meant
- dating an athlete

328
00:12:56,978 --> 00:12:58,645
- Was hard because...
- I know what he meant.

329
00:12:58,648 --> 00:13:00,146
- I'm just.
- Carley!

330
00:13:01,230 --> 00:13:03,607
No phones.

331
00:13:03,608 --> 00:13:05,983
On the ice. Now!

332
00:13:13,242 --> 00:13:15,286
♪ Stone walls

333
00:13:15,287 --> 00:13:17,329
And a heavy brow ♪

334
00:13:17,330 --> 00:13:20,646
♪ Paper legs we fold

335
00:13:20,647 --> 00:13:23,961
Without a sigh ♪

336
00:13:23,962 --> 00:13:26,003
♪ Sigh ♪

337
00:13:27,632 --> 00:13:29,488
Hey, does Carley

338
00:13:29,489 --> 00:13:31,344
look all right to you?

339
00:13:36,683 --> 00:13:38,267
Okay.

340
00:13:42,438 --> 00:13:45,357
♪ How do we get over ♪

341
00:13:45,358 --> 00:13:48,194
♪ How do we get over

342
00:13:48,195 --> 00:13:51,029
This time ♪

343
00:14:04,544 --> 00:14:06,358
♪ One foot

344
00:14:06,359 --> 00:14:08,171
In a sinking hole ♪

345
00:14:08,172 --> 00:14:10,383
♪ While the other's

346
00:14:10,384 --> 00:14:12,592
Trying to get ahold ♪

347
00:14:12,593 --> 00:14:14,011
Water break.

348
00:14:14,012 --> 00:14:15,429
Two minutes.

349
00:14:18,558 --> 00:14:20,289
♪ How do we get over

350
00:14:20,290 --> 00:14:22,019
This time ♪

351
00:14:30,528 --> 00:14:31,613
Wow, you're in

352
00:14:31,614 --> 00:14:32,696
here a lot for a man.

353
00:14:32,697 --> 00:14:34,113
Why are you out of breath?

354
00:14:34,114 --> 00:14:35,824
I don't know.

355
00:14:35,825 --> 00:14:36,993
Are you riding bike?

356
00:14:36,994 --> 00:14:38,159
Of course.

357
00:14:38,160 --> 00:14:39,433
Cardio every day.

358
00:14:39,434 --> 00:14:40,704
Training not only on ice.

359
00:14:40,705 --> 00:14:42,582
- I'm doing everything
- I should be.

360
00:14:42,585 --> 00:14:43,707
What about diet?

361
00:14:43,708 --> 00:14:44,980
Cakes, cookies,

362
00:14:44,981 --> 00:14:46,251
ice cream, soda.

363
00:14:46,252 --> 00:14:47,502
Soda is devil!

364
00:14:47,503 --> 00:14:48,734
I'm not drinking

365
00:14:48,735 --> 00:14:49,963
devil soda, okay?

366
00:14:49,964 --> 00:14:51,403
I just need to catch

367
00:14:51,404 --> 00:14:52,841
my breath.

368
00:15:48,355 --> 00:15:50,233
In movies, people

369
00:15:50,234 --> 00:15:52,109
are always fainting.

370
00:15:52,110 --> 00:15:54,235
When they're scared, tired,

371
00:15:54,236 --> 00:15:56,134
when they get a super

372
00:15:56,135 --> 00:15:58,031
dramatic piece of news.

373
00:15:58,032 --> 00:15:59,825
Here's a tip.

374
00:15:59,826 --> 00:16:01,891
In real life, people

375
00:16:01,892 --> 00:16:03,955
don't faint for no reason.

376
00:16:06,290 --> 00:16:07,500
Deep breath in.

377
00:16:12,880 --> 00:16:14,445
He made me breathe in and

378
00:16:14,446 --> 00:16:16,008
out so many times I got dizzy.

379
00:16:16,009 --> 00:16:17,175
And then he said I had...

380
00:16:17,176 --> 00:16:20,012
exercise-induced asthma?

381
00:16:20,013 --> 00:16:21,347
- So am I gonna be
- one of those kids

382
00:16:21,350 --> 00:16:23,099
- Who has to sit out
- during gym class?

383
00:16:23,102 --> 00:16:24,600
- Well, at least
- you have that now.

384
00:16:24,603 --> 00:16:26,977
How does this even work?

385
00:16:26,978 --> 00:16:29,187
Yeah, works just like that.

386
00:16:29,188 --> 00:16:30,606
Ew.

387
00:16:42,994 --> 00:16:44,912
- Hey, Nuggy.
- You okay?

388
00:16:44,915 --> 00:16:46,579
What do you think?

389
00:16:46,580 --> 00:16:48,165
[LAUGHING,

390
00:16:48,166 --> 00:16:49,750
SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY]

391
00:17:08,268 --> 00:17:09,874
My problem's with breathing.

392
00:17:09,875 --> 00:17:11,479
What's blood gonna tell you?

393
00:17:11,480 --> 00:17:12,586
He's a little busy,

394
00:17:12,587 --> 00:17:13,691
Car.

395
00:17:18,696 --> 00:17:20,321
Do I at least get a lollipop?

396
00:17:20,322 --> 00:17:21,949
- Carley, please!
- What?

397
00:17:21,952 --> 00:17:23,055
I always used to get

398
00:17:23,056 --> 00:17:24,159
a lollipop after a needle.

399
00:17:24,160 --> 00:17:25,451
What do you say, Doc?

400
00:17:25,452 --> 00:17:27,329
- You're gonna have
- to schedule a follow-up

401
00:17:27,332 --> 00:17:28,454
For the results.

402
00:17:28,455 --> 00:17:29,957
- How long does
- that usually take?

403
00:17:29,960 --> 00:17:32,043
Couple of days, usually.

404
00:17:35,922 --> 00:17:37,923
Thank you.

405
00:17:37,924 --> 00:17:40,800
See?

406
00:17:40,801 --> 00:17:42,845
- And then things just
- kinda went back to normal.

407
00:17:42,848 --> 00:17:45,181
- Well, normal for me.
- Homologous chromosomes

408
00:17:45,184 --> 00:17:46,641
First pair with each another

409
00:17:46,642 --> 00:17:48,100
and then they segregate to...

410
00:17:48,101 --> 00:17:49,165
Well thank you for

411
00:17:49,166 --> 00:17:50,227
joining us, Ms. Allison.

412
00:17:50,228 --> 00:17:51,396
I'm sorry.

413
00:17:51,397 --> 00:17:52,562
I was skating over lunch.

414
00:17:52,563 --> 00:17:53,856
Fascinating! When do you

415
00:17:53,857 --> 00:17:55,148
find time to eat?

416
00:17:55,149 --> 00:17:56,984
- Don't worry,
- I had a protein sh...

417
00:17:56,987 --> 00:17:58,526
You're being sarcastic.

418
00:17:58,527 --> 00:18:00,029
Mm-hm.

419
00:18:00,030 --> 00:18:01,530
Great.

420
00:18:03,157 --> 00:18:05,283
What are you doing?

421
00:18:05,284 --> 00:18:06,473
I told you.

422
00:18:06,474 --> 00:18:07,660
I'm in this class.

423
00:18:07,661 --> 00:18:10,163
Oh, you're a stalker?

424
00:18:10,164 --> 00:18:11,372
No, I'm not a stalker.

425
00:18:11,373 --> 00:18:12,875
- I've literally been
- in this class

426
00:18:12,878 --> 00:18:14,167
With you this whole time.

427
00:18:14,168 --> 00:18:15,920
- I thought we were
- just messing around.

428
00:18:15,923 --> 00:18:17,046
You're sitting in my seat,

429
00:18:17,047 --> 00:18:18,171
so can you move?

430
00:18:18,172 --> 00:18:19,632
Miss Allison?

431
00:18:19,635 --> 00:18:21,425
- Is my teaching
- interrupting your argument?

432
00:18:21,428 --> 00:18:22,698
I've literally been

433
00:18:22,699 --> 00:18:23,970
sitting in this seat...

434
00:18:32,750 --> 00:18:33,896
Okay, everybody, we

435
00:18:31,602 --> 00:18:33,895
can thank Miss Allison

436
00:18:33,896 --> 00:18:35,126
for the pop quiz

437
00:18:35,127 --> 00:18:36,355
you're about to have.

438
00:18:41,695 --> 00:18:43,739
Are you taking it correctly?

439
00:18:43,742 --> 00:18:45,178
Yes, I'm taking it

440
00:18:45,179 --> 00:18:46,617
as directed.

441
00:18:48,119 --> 00:18:49,600
If taking properly,

442
00:18:49,601 --> 00:18:51,079
problem is not medication.

443
00:18:51,080 --> 00:18:52,413
It is skater.

444
00:18:52,414 --> 00:18:53,624
For once, can you

445
00:18:53,625 --> 00:18:54,833
just get off my back.

446
00:18:54,834 --> 00:18:56,668
You know I have asthma.

447
00:18:56,669 --> 00:18:58,295
Yuzuru Hanyu has asthma.

448
00:18:58,296 --> 00:18:59,796
He also has gold medal.

449
00:18:59,797 --> 00:19:02,674
What's your point, Shin?

450
00:19:02,675 --> 00:19:04,217
Train harder, Carley.

451
00:19:04,218 --> 00:19:05,616
Otherwise, the only way

452
00:19:05,617 --> 00:19:07,012
you see Olympics is

453
00:19:07,013 --> 00:19:08,389
when you watch

454
00:19:08,390 --> 00:19:09,765
your friends on TV.

455
00:19:29,451 --> 00:19:30,785
Ow!

456
00:19:32,018 --> 00:19:33,247
The biology textbook.

457
00:19:45,885 --> 00:19:47,136
Wow, this is so pretty.

458
00:19:47,139 --> 00:19:48,304
Yeah.

459
00:19:49,596 --> 00:19:51,639
Hold up.

460
00:19:51,640 --> 00:19:53,517
What are you doing?

461
00:19:53,518 --> 00:19:54,518
It's a surprise.

462
00:19:54,519 --> 00:19:55,978
- Okay,
- I hate surprises

463
00:19:55,981 --> 00:19:57,771
- And most girls don't
- let guys blindfold them

464
00:19:57,772 --> 00:19:58,772
On a first date.

465
00:19:58,773 --> 00:20:00,233
You don't trust me?

466
00:20:00,236 --> 00:20:02,109
Nope! Not even a little bit.

467
00:20:03,382 --> 00:20:04,653
I don't think you have much

468
00:20:02,109 --> 00:20:04,652
of a choice, to be honest.

469
00:20:05,739 --> 00:20:06,821
Oh. Okay.

470
00:20:11,077 --> 00:20:13,452
Okay.

471
00:20:15,186 --> 00:20:16,915
All right, watch your step.

472
00:20:16,916 --> 00:20:18,417
- You okay?
- Yeah, yeah.

473
00:20:18,420 --> 00:20:19,625
Okay. Whoa!

474
00:20:19,626 --> 00:20:21,128
- All right, all right,
- all right.

475
00:20:21,131 --> 00:20:22,338
I got you.

476
00:20:26,092 --> 00:20:28,010
Keep 'em closed.

477
00:20:30,512 --> 00:20:33,077
♪ I wish I could

478
00:20:33,078 --> 00:20:35,641
Do better by you ♪

479
00:20:35,642 --> 00:20:36,935
Keep 'em closed.

480
00:20:36,936 --> 00:20:38,917
♪ 'Cause that's

481
00:20:38,918 --> 00:20:40,897
What you deserve ♪

482
00:20:40,898 --> 00:20:42,815
Open your eyes.

483
00:20:42,816 --> 00:20:44,089
♪ You sacrifice

484
00:20:44,090 --> 00:20:45,360
So much of your life ♪

485
00:20:47,280 --> 00:20:48,906
The cutest thing ever?

486
00:20:48,909 --> 00:20:50,656
It's the cutest thing ever!

487
00:20:50,657 --> 00:20:54,577
♪ In order for this to work ♪

488
00:20:54,578 --> 00:20:56,538
♪ While I'm off

489
00:20:56,539 --> 00:20:58,497
Chasing my own dreams ♪

490
00:20:58,498 --> 00:21:01,084
♪ Sailing around the world ♪

491
00:21:01,085 --> 00:21:02,545
♪ Please know that

492
00:21:02,546 --> 00:21:04,003
I'm yours to keep ♪

493
00:21:04,004 --> 00:21:08,091
♪ My beautiful girl ♪

494
00:21:08,092 --> 00:21:11,116
♪ When you cry

495
00:21:11,117 --> 00:21:14,139
A piece of my heart dies ♪

496
00:21:14,140 --> 00:21:17,227
♪ Knowing that I

497
00:21:17,228 --> 00:21:20,312
May have been the cause ♪

498
00:21:20,313 --> 00:21:22,315
♪ If you were to leave

499
00:21:22,316 --> 00:21:24,317
Fulfill someone else's dreams ♪

500
00:21:26,319 --> 00:21:28,925
♪ I think I might

501
00:21:28,926 --> 00:21:31,530
Totally be lost ♪

502
00:21:32,867 --> 00:21:34,200
That was crazy!

503
00:21:34,201 --> 00:21:35,827
Thank you.

504
00:21:35,828 --> 00:21:37,830
♪ No delicate

505
00:21:37,831 --> 00:21:39,831
String of pearls ♪

506
00:21:39,832 --> 00:21:41,416
That was so cool!

507
00:21:41,417 --> 00:21:42,875
No problem.

508
00:21:46,630 --> 00:21:47,964
Here you go.

509
00:21:47,965 --> 00:21:49,925
- Thank you so much.
- Would I get one more?

510
00:21:49,928 --> 00:21:51,635
- No worries.
- Thank you.

511
00:21:53,053 --> 00:21:55,222
So what were you saying

512
00:21:55,223 --> 00:21:57,390
about athletes again?

513
00:21:57,391 --> 00:21:58,850
Look, I'm sorry.

514
00:21:58,851 --> 00:22:00,602
- You know, I've
- never seen someone fly

515
00:22:00,605 --> 00:22:01,749
So close to the sun

516
00:22:05,565 --> 00:22:06,650
Oh, yeah, and thanks for

517
00:22:06,651 --> 00:22:07,733
setting my car alarm off.

518
00:22:07,734 --> 00:22:09,068
That was super smooth.

519
00:22:09,069 --> 00:22:10,654
- Definitely did
- that on purpose.

520
00:22:10,657 --> 00:22:12,614
- Oh yeah? - Yeah, I thought
- It looked cool.

521
00:22:12,615 --> 00:22:14,533
- Yeah, you know, running
- away like a little girl.

522
00:22:14,536 --> 00:22:16,410
Real cool.

523
00:22:16,413 --> 00:22:17,995
- It's a nice
- picture in my mind.

524
00:22:17,998 --> 00:22:19,788
- You know, I call 'em
- like I see 'em.

525
00:22:19,791 --> 00:22:20,915
Look, my ex-girlfriend

526
00:22:20,916 --> 00:22:22,040
was on the volleyball team,

527
00:22:22,041 --> 00:22:23,167
and she didn't really

528
00:22:23,168 --> 00:22:24,292
have time for anything

529
00:22:24,293 --> 00:22:25,628
so I guess that's

530
00:22:25,629 --> 00:22:26,961
why I said that.

531
00:22:26,962 --> 00:22:28,068
She was also cheating

532
00:22:28,069 --> 00:22:29,172
on me with Tom Hopkins

533
00:22:29,173 --> 00:22:30,590
- because he had a
- driver's license,

534
00:22:30,593 --> 00:22:32,051
But I guess it made

535
00:22:32,052 --> 00:22:33,510
me kind of bitter.

536
00:22:37,056 --> 00:22:38,537
So athletics had

537
00:22:38,538 --> 00:22:40,016
nothing to do with it?

538
00:22:40,017 --> 00:22:41,810
No, I was just

539
00:22:41,811 --> 00:22:43,602
angry and bitter.

540
00:22:43,603 --> 00:22:45,564
So I hear

541
00:22:45,565 --> 00:22:47,525
you're also a singer?

542
00:22:48,775 --> 00:22:52,487
Sorry, I'm auditioning

543
00:22:52,488 --> 00:22:53,530
for the Berklee

544
00:22:53,531 --> 00:22:54,571
College of Music.

545
00:22:54,572 --> 00:22:55,948
It's in Boston.

546
00:22:55,949 --> 00:22:57,263
Wow, elite skating,

547
00:22:57,264 --> 00:22:58,575
singing.

548
00:22:58,576 --> 00:23:00,371
- You know, you're
- starting to make the rest

549
00:23:00,374 --> 00:23:01,830
Of us look pretty lazy.

550
00:23:02,789 --> 00:23:05,041
You okay?

551
00:23:05,042 --> 00:23:06,918
Yeah, uh.

552
00:23:06,919 --> 00:23:08,211
You need my help?

553
00:23:08,212 --> 00:23:10,963
No, no.

554
00:23:10,964 --> 00:23:14,092
I'll be right back.

555
00:23:17,263 --> 00:23:18,431
- Oh, my God!
- Carley!

556
00:23:29,046 --> 00:23:30,109
An athlete's heart rate

557
00:23:27,981 --> 00:23:30,108
should only be

558
00:23:30,109 --> 00:23:31,984
around 50 beats per minute.

559
00:23:31,985 --> 00:23:33,007
When the paramedics

560
00:23:33,008 --> 00:23:34,028
arrived to take mine,

561
00:23:34,029 --> 00:23:36,281
it was around 110.

562
00:23:36,282 --> 00:23:38,200
- That's like the beat of
- a really fast dance song

563
00:23:38,203 --> 00:23:39,409
At a nightclub.

564
00:23:39,410 --> 00:23:40,599
Which explains

565
00:23:40,600 --> 00:23:41,787
why I was so thin.

566
00:24:04,081 --> 00:24:05,519
I'm from

567
00:24:02,640 --> 00:24:05,518
the Oncology department.

568
00:24:05,519 --> 00:24:06,666
After the CT scan

569
00:24:06,667 --> 00:24:07,812
was completed,

570
00:24:07,813 --> 00:24:08,814
the radiology department

571
00:24:08,815 --> 00:24:09,815
asked me to come down

572
00:24:09,816 --> 00:24:11,274
and take a look at it.

573
00:24:11,275 --> 00:24:12,775
I was clearly able to see

574
00:24:12,776 --> 00:24:14,299
what was causing Carley's

575
00:24:14,300 --> 00:24:15,820
breathing problems.

576
00:24:15,821 --> 00:24:17,990
I have, uh, I have a spare

577
00:24:17,991 --> 00:24:20,158
inhaler in here.

578
00:24:20,159 --> 00:24:21,514
Mrs. Allison, I'm sorry,

579
00:24:21,515 --> 00:24:22,868
but that won't be necessary.

580
00:24:22,869 --> 00:24:24,621
It's not asthma.

581
00:24:24,622 --> 00:24:25,706
[DOCTOR CONTINUES

582
00:24:25,707 --> 00:24:26,790
SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY]

583
00:24:35,048 --> 00:24:36,529
More tests to run,

584
00:24:36,530 --> 00:24:38,010
but we have a little...

585
00:24:39,637 --> 00:24:41,994
In a few seconds, they're

586
00:24:41,995 --> 00:24:44,350
gonna come in and hug me.

587
00:24:53,984 --> 00:24:56,153
Riley and Sam are gonna be

588
00:24:56,154 --> 00:24:58,321
holding in their tears.

589
00:24:58,322 --> 00:24:59,947
My dad's gonna hold my hand

590
00:24:59,948 --> 00:25:01,387
and tell me everything's

591
00:25:01,388 --> 00:25:02,826
gonna be okay.

592
00:24:59,948 --> 00:25:02,826
Hey.

593
00:25:05,245 --> 00:25:06,309
My mom

594
00:25:06,310 --> 00:25:07,372
will kiss my forehead.

595
00:25:07,373 --> 00:25:09,021
It's gonna be

596
00:25:09,022 --> 00:25:10,668
okay. Shh.

597
00:25:15,214 --> 00:25:17,465
It's okay.

598
00:25:18,552 --> 00:25:19,634
And I'm gonna nod

599
00:25:19,635 --> 00:25:21,074
and know they're only

600
00:25:21,075 --> 00:25:22,513
telling me half the truth.

601
00:25:31,855 --> 00:25:33,731
The truth is...

602
00:25:35,901 --> 00:25:37,776
The CT scan found a tumor

603
00:25:37,777 --> 00:25:39,008
on the right side

604
00:25:39,009 --> 00:25:40,239
of my trachea.

605
00:25:48,038 --> 00:25:49,998
I have cancer.

606
00:25:53,357 --> 00:25:54,836
It's a malignant

607
00:25:51,875 --> 00:25:54,835
melanoma in your trachea.

608
00:25:54,836 --> 00:25:56,254
It's extremely rare.

609
00:25:56,255 --> 00:25:57,486
Only seven known cases

610
00:25:57,487 --> 00:25:58,715
in medical history.

611
00:25:58,716 --> 00:26:00,656
You, young lady,

612
00:26:00,657 --> 00:26:02,594
one in a billion.

613
00:26:02,595 --> 00:26:04,095
Wow. Lucky me.

614
00:26:04,096 --> 00:26:05,723
Well, you are lucky

615
00:26:05,724 --> 00:26:07,348
because we can remove it.

616
00:26:07,349 --> 00:26:09,226
Not today, because the tumor is

617
00:26:09,227 --> 00:26:11,102
right up beside your thyroid.

618
00:26:11,103 --> 00:26:12,646
So we have to use chemotherapy

619
00:26:12,647 --> 00:26:14,188
to shrink the tumor down

620
00:26:14,189 --> 00:26:15,357
to a size where we

621
00:26:15,358 --> 00:26:16,524
can get around it.

622
00:26:16,525 --> 00:26:18,151
In the meantime, you

623
00:26:18,152 --> 00:26:19,776
need this tracheostomy

624
00:26:19,777 --> 00:26:21,447
so you can breathe.

625
00:27:21,298 --> 00:27:22,967
Hey Nuggy.

626
00:27:22,968 --> 00:27:24,635
How you doing?

627
00:27:26,512 --> 00:27:28,179
Good morning.

628
00:27:28,180 --> 00:27:30,349
How you feeling?

629
00:27:55,873 --> 00:27:57,521
Hi.

630
00:27:57,522 --> 00:27:59,168
Hi.

631
00:28:18,104 --> 00:28:19,565
I'll take that one.

632
00:28:21,107 --> 00:28:23,693
Wow, that's big.

633
00:28:32,452 --> 00:28:36,247
♪ Every night we go out ♪

634
00:28:36,248 --> 00:28:38,480
♪ We don't care

635
00:28:38,481 --> 00:28:40,710
Where we end up ♪

636
00:28:40,711 --> 00:28:42,294
♪ Everyone ♪

637
00:28:42,295 --> 00:28:43,421
Hi.

638
00:28:43,422 --> 00:28:45,131
- No toys allowed.
- It's okay.

639
00:28:45,134 --> 00:28:46,842
- It's so cute.
- Oh, tell me about it.

640
00:28:46,845 --> 00:28:48,467
Let's go.

641
00:28:48,468 --> 00:28:49,761
Come on, come on.

642
00:28:49,762 --> 00:28:51,722
- But I'm her sister.
- Let's go.

643
00:28:54,057 --> 00:28:55,350
No toys in the ICU.

644
00:28:55,351 --> 00:28:56,642
It's just for my sister!

645
00:28:56,643 --> 00:28:59,354
It's small! Man.

646
00:29:02,649 --> 00:29:06,485
♪ As we walk down the street ♪

647
00:29:06,486 --> 00:29:09,010
♪ We don't see

648
00:29:09,011 --> 00:29:11,532
What people think ♪

649
00:29:11,533 --> 00:29:14,411
♪ 'Cause we don't care ♪

650
00:29:18,791 --> 00:29:19,917
It's okay, you

651
00:29:19,918 --> 00:29:21,042
don't have to hide.

652
00:29:22,127 --> 00:29:23,295
I'm not wearing make-up

653
00:29:23,296 --> 00:29:24,463
either.

654
00:29:26,131 --> 00:29:27,382
Can I see it?

655
00:29:29,468 --> 00:29:30,949
Oh, come on, I'm going

656
00:29:30,950 --> 00:29:32,428
see it eventually.

657
00:29:32,429 --> 00:29:34,056
I bought you this

658
00:29:34,057 --> 00:29:35,682
giant, cute Panda.

659
00:29:42,689 --> 00:29:44,357
How are you?

660
00:30:02,125 --> 00:30:04,251
You have amazing handwriting.

661
00:30:07,673 --> 00:30:08,987
Oh, you want to talk

662
00:30:08,988 --> 00:30:10,299
about embarrassed, huh?

663
00:30:10,300 --> 00:30:11,885
- That night
- we brought you in,

664
00:30:11,888 --> 00:30:12,928
Your dad said he'd call

665
00:30:12,929 --> 00:30:13,970
my parents to pick me up

666
00:30:13,971 --> 00:30:15,264
because my phone had died.

667
00:30:15,265 --> 00:30:16,555
But he forgot.

668
00:30:16,556 --> 00:30:18,098
Not that I can blame him.

669
00:30:18,099 --> 00:30:19,685
- I tried to take
- the train home

670
00:30:19,688 --> 00:30:20,749
And somehow ended up

671
00:30:20,750 --> 00:30:21,811
on the wrong train

672
00:30:21,812 --> 00:30:22,980
and ended up in the

673
00:30:22,981 --> 00:30:24,146
middle of nowhere.

674
00:30:24,147 --> 00:30:25,691
- And all the trains
- stopped running,

675
00:30:25,694 --> 00:30:27,400
- So I had to knock
- on this lady's door

676
00:30:27,403 --> 00:30:28,652
To use her phone at,

677
00:30:28,653 --> 00:30:29,902
like, two in the morning.

678
00:30:29,903 --> 00:30:31,697
She got scared, called the

679
00:30:31,698 --> 00:30:33,489
cops, and I got arrested.

680
00:30:33,490 --> 00:30:34,950
All right, not quite, but that's

681
00:30:34,951 --> 00:30:36,408
definitely what it looked

682
00:30:36,409 --> 00:30:37,785
like when cops pulled up

683
00:30:37,786 --> 00:30:39,579
- to my house
- with me in the back.

684
00:30:39,582 --> 00:30:41,665
Right when all of my neighbors

685
00:30:41,666 --> 00:30:43,750
were leaving for work.

686
00:30:45,126 --> 00:30:46,586
It's okay, Carley.

687
00:30:48,505 --> 00:30:49,548
How about this?

688
00:30:49,549 --> 00:30:50,589
I'll make you a deal.

689
00:30:50,590 --> 00:30:52,967
You show me your trach tube,

690
00:30:52,968 --> 00:30:54,678
- and I'll show you
- the scar I got

691
00:30:54,681 --> 00:30:56,034
When I sat on a broken

692
00:30:56,035 --> 00:30:57,388
bottle in the sixth grade.

693
00:30:57,389 --> 00:30:59,078
It's pretty gnarly,

694
00:30:59,079 --> 00:31:00,767
you're going to love it.

695
00:31:06,962 --> 00:31:08,567
A few weeks later

696
00:31:05,355 --> 00:31:08,566
I started chemo.

697
00:31:08,567 --> 00:31:11,528
Carley Allison?

698
00:31:25,083 --> 00:31:26,752
- Hi, Carrie,
- I'm Sophie.

699
00:31:26,755 --> 00:31:28,169
- I'll be taking
- your blood today.

700
00:31:28,172 --> 00:31:29,503
It's Carley.

701
00:31:29,504 --> 00:31:30,651
Now, did anybody

702
00:31:30,652 --> 00:31:31,797
take your temperature?

703
00:31:31,798 --> 00:31:33,007
Nope.

704
00:31:33,008 --> 00:31:34,299
Great.

705
00:31:34,300 --> 00:31:35,969
- Nobody took
- your temperature.

706
00:31:37,804 --> 00:31:39,598
- Open.
- Close.

707
00:31:40,849 --> 00:31:42,559
- How many chemo
- treatments have you had?

708
00:31:42,562 --> 00:31:43,809
One.

709
00:31:43,810 --> 00:31:45,562
- Any nausea?
- Yes.

710
00:31:45,565 --> 00:31:47,335
Diarrhea?

711
00:31:47,336 --> 00:31:49,107
Not since taco night.

712
00:31:50,191 --> 00:31:51,734
Funny.

713
00:31:51,735 --> 00:31:52,818
Any vomiting?

714
00:31:52,819 --> 00:31:54,279
Nope.

715
00:32:01,036 --> 00:32:02,099
How is it?

716
00:32:02,100 --> 00:32:03,161
What?

717
00:32:03,162 --> 00:32:04,162
My temperature?

718
00:32:04,163 --> 00:32:06,791
Normal. Why?

719
00:32:06,792 --> 00:32:08,208
Oh, no reason.

720
00:32:08,209 --> 00:32:09,795
- Okay, you'll be
- experiencing some

721
00:32:09,798 --> 00:32:11,838
- Or all of the side-effects
- I just mentioned

722
00:32:11,841 --> 00:32:13,255
During your treatment.

723
00:32:13,256 --> 00:32:15,216
Roll your sleeve up.

724
00:32:23,892 --> 00:32:25,143
Do I get juice after?

725
00:32:25,144 --> 00:32:26,393
What?

726
00:32:26,394 --> 00:32:29,001
You know when people give

727
00:32:29,002 --> 00:32:31,608
blood... ah, never mind.

728
00:32:34,444 --> 00:32:36,989
Hold that, put pressure on it.

729
00:32:47,624 --> 00:32:49,751
What an asshole, right?

730
00:32:51,419 --> 00:32:52,962
Oh, thank you so...

731
00:32:52,963 --> 00:32:54,110
Did you just call me

732
00:32:54,111 --> 00:32:55,256
an asshole?

733
00:32:56,842 --> 00:32:59,031
No, um, I was messaging

734
00:32:59,032 --> 00:33:01,219
someone and I meant them.

735
00:33:01,220 --> 00:33:02,972
Mm-hm,

736
00:33:02,973 --> 00:33:04,724
I'll see you next week.

737
00:33:06,768 --> 00:33:08,770
- At first I didn't get
- all the gross side effects

738
00:33:08,773 --> 00:33:10,063
- They said I would
- from chemo.

739
00:33:10,066 --> 00:33:12,273
But you know what was gross?

740
00:33:15,568 --> 00:33:16,569
Hey.

741
00:33:16,570 --> 00:33:17,570
We ready?

742
00:33:17,571 --> 00:33:19,281
You got this.

743
00:33:19,282 --> 00:33:20,990
Relax.

744
00:33:20,991 --> 00:33:22,491
Take a deep breath.

745
00:33:22,492 --> 00:33:24,994
Deep breath.

746
00:33:28,581 --> 00:33:29,999
Thanks, Hun.

747
00:33:30,000 --> 00:33:31,543
Okay so we're just

748
00:33:31,544 --> 00:33:33,085
looking for any redness,

749
00:33:33,086 --> 00:33:37,006
hardness, drainage, bruising.

750
00:33:37,007 --> 00:33:38,863
And also be aware

751
00:33:38,864 --> 00:33:40,718
of any bad odors.

752
00:33:40,719 --> 00:33:41,804
You mean other

753
00:33:41,805 --> 00:33:42,888
than Carley's breath?

754
00:33:44,556 --> 00:33:46,348
Hello?

755
00:33:46,349 --> 00:33:47,808
Hi, John.

756
00:33:47,809 --> 00:33:49,477
- I tried to knock,
- but nobody came

757
00:33:49,480 --> 00:33:50,583
To the door,

758
00:33:50,584 --> 00:33:51,687
so I just... Holy.

759
00:33:51,688 --> 00:33:53,272
- We're just changing
- her trach tube.

760
00:33:53,273 --> 00:33:54,273
Okay, got it.

761
00:33:54,274 --> 00:33:55,901
- There we go,
- we got it.

762
00:33:55,904 --> 00:33:57,504
- There, perfect.
- We got it, we got it.

763
00:34:02,532 --> 00:34:03,782
Get another one.

764
00:34:03,783 --> 00:34:05,097
Where?

765
00:34:05,098 --> 00:34:06,410
Bathroom.

766
00:34:06,411 --> 00:34:07,995
Upstairs bathroom!

767
00:34:07,996 --> 00:34:09,246
Sorry!

768
00:34:10,604 --> 00:34:11,958
Hurry up!

769
00:34:09,247 --> 00:34:11,957
She can't breathe!

770
00:34:14,377 --> 00:34:16,336
Come on, Sam, hurry up!

771
00:34:16,337 --> 00:34:17,693
You're okay.

772
00:34:17,694 --> 00:34:19,048
You're okay.

773
00:34:19,049 --> 00:34:20,424
You're gonna be okay.

774
00:34:20,425 --> 00:34:22,052
- Come on!
- We don't have much time!

775
00:34:22,055 --> 00:34:23,511
I know!

776
00:34:24,345 --> 00:34:25,889
Got it?

777
00:34:25,890 --> 00:34:27,431
Sure. Okay.

778
00:34:27,432 --> 00:34:28,975
I got it!

779
00:34:30,518 --> 00:34:32,437
I got it, I got it.

780
00:34:32,440 --> 00:34:33,563
May!

781
00:34:33,564 --> 00:34:34,689
Okay.

782
00:34:36,441 --> 00:34:37,734
- Okay. It's okay.
- It's okay.

783
00:34:37,737 --> 00:34:39,485
- It's okay
- just try not to move!

784
00:34:39,488 --> 00:34:41,071
Okay, okay, okay.

785
00:34:41,074 --> 00:34:42,969
Stay calm okay?

786
00:34:42,970 --> 00:34:44,865
Try not to move.

787
00:34:44,866 --> 00:34:46,743
- Here we go, sweetie.
- Stay still.

788
00:34:46,746 --> 00:34:49,120
Here we go, and...

789
00:35:02,092 --> 00:35:04,844
So gross.

790
00:35:06,471 --> 00:35:08,140
That's good.

791
00:35:08,141 --> 00:35:09,807
I got it, I got it.

792
00:35:09,808 --> 00:35:11,372
You sure you guys

793
00:35:11,373 --> 00:35:12,935
don't need any help?

794
00:35:12,936 --> 00:35:14,229
Oh, really, Mom,

795
00:35:14,230 --> 00:35:15,521
we are fine.

796
00:35:20,235 --> 00:35:21,257
This is not an indication

797
00:35:21,258 --> 00:35:22,278
of my culinary skills.

798
00:35:22,279 --> 00:35:24,239
- You saw that.
- That was completely him.

799
00:35:24,242 --> 00:35:26,364
That was all him.

800
00:35:26,365 --> 00:35:27,596
Look, really, you go relax

801
00:35:27,597 --> 00:35:28,826
and you'll know dinner's ready

802
00:35:28,827 --> 00:35:30,516
when smoke comes pouring

803
00:35:30,517 --> 00:35:32,205
out of the kitchen.

804
00:35:35,083 --> 00:35:37,459
I think they like you.

805
00:35:37,460 --> 00:35:38,794
That's good.

806
00:35:38,795 --> 00:35:40,130
I'm a pretty likable

807
00:35:40,131 --> 00:35:41,464
guy though, so.

808
00:35:45,051 --> 00:35:46,052
So when am I going

809
00:35:46,053 --> 00:35:47,053
to meet your parents?

810
00:35:47,054 --> 00:35:48,972
- Well, I figured after we
- burn down this kitchen,

811
00:35:48,975 --> 00:35:50,015
We'll probably have

812
00:35:50,016 --> 00:35:51,056
to go to my place.

813
00:35:51,057 --> 00:35:52,934
Seriously.

814
00:35:54,060 --> 00:35:56,395
Do you want to wait?

815
00:35:58,231 --> 00:35:59,815
No, no.

816
00:35:59,816 --> 00:36:02,484
Whenever you want, Carley.

817
00:36:02,485 --> 00:36:04,737
What?

818
00:36:08,700 --> 00:36:10,118
Uh...

819
00:36:12,829 --> 00:36:14,226
Um... Let's just wait

820
00:36:14,227 --> 00:36:15,622
until chemo's done.

821
00:36:15,623 --> 00:36:16,729
Whenever you want.

822
00:36:16,730 --> 00:36:17,834
Really.

823
00:36:19,711 --> 00:36:21,943
Look, I should probably

824
00:36:21,944 --> 00:36:24,173
tell you that... I love...

825
00:36:24,174 --> 00:36:25,676
No, no!

826
00:36:25,677 --> 00:36:27,176
What?

827
00:36:27,177 --> 00:36:28,783
I was gonna tell you

828
00:36:28,784 --> 00:36:30,387
how much I love carrots.

829
00:36:30,388 --> 00:36:31,890
They are delicious.

830
00:36:33,308 --> 00:36:35,101
- I should probably cut
- some more.

831
00:36:36,353 --> 00:36:38,354
John.

832
00:36:38,355 --> 00:36:40,232
Yeah?

833
00:36:41,900 --> 00:36:44,549
You know this is going

834
00:36:44,550 --> 00:36:47,196
to get ugly, right?

835
00:36:47,197 --> 00:36:49,073
I don't care.

836
00:36:49,074 --> 00:36:50,741
Okay, but just listen.

837
00:36:50,742 --> 00:36:52,202
Come here.

838
00:36:53,494 --> 00:36:56,788
Look, I'm gonna be bald,

839
00:36:56,789 --> 00:36:58,604
and pukey and I'm

840
00:36:58,605 --> 00:37:00,417
gonna smell like ass,

841
00:37:00,418 --> 00:37:01,878
so I just want you to

842
00:37:01,879 --> 00:37:03,337
picture all of that.

843
00:37:03,338 --> 00:37:04,464
I don't know what

844
00:37:04,465 --> 00:37:05,589
you want me to say.

845
00:37:05,590 --> 00:37:07,071
You don't have permission

846
00:37:07,072 --> 00:37:08,550
to feel bad for me.

847
00:37:08,551 --> 00:37:10,845
I'm always going to be

848
00:37:10,846 --> 00:37:13,138
there for you, Carley.

849
00:37:13,139 --> 00:37:15,682
I promise.

850
00:37:15,683 --> 00:37:18,186
That's a pretty big promise.

851
00:37:23,441 --> 00:37:26,193
If you're in this...

852
00:37:26,194 --> 00:37:28,718
promise me...

853
00:37:28,719 --> 00:37:31,241
you will always smile.

854
00:37:34,286 --> 00:37:36,996
Always.

855
00:37:42,460 --> 00:37:45,004
I made you a promise.

856
00:37:48,466 --> 00:37:49,759
So what did you

857
00:37:49,760 --> 00:37:51,051
say you love again?

858
00:37:51,052 --> 00:37:52,469
Actually I can't remember.

859
00:37:52,470 --> 00:37:54,263
Oh, yeah?

860
00:37:54,264 --> 00:37:56,349
You.

861
00:38:00,270 --> 00:38:02,563
I love you, Carley.

862
00:38:06,234 --> 00:38:08,194
Cool!

863
00:38:12,449 --> 00:38:14,368
Okay, so, I'm recording this

864
00:38:14,369 --> 00:38:16,285
video for posterity,

865
00:38:16,286 --> 00:38:17,871
so if anyone, Sam,

866
00:38:17,872 --> 00:38:19,455
Riley, finds this,

867
00:38:19,456 --> 00:38:21,333
do not watch it or post it

868
00:38:21,334 --> 00:38:23,209
under penalty of death.

869
00:38:33,678 --> 00:38:36,054
Yeah, so there it is.

870
00:38:36,055 --> 00:38:38,016
I'm in the same club

871
00:38:38,017 --> 00:38:39,975
as Mr. Clean

872
00:38:39,976 --> 00:38:41,769
- and the National
- Bird of America.

873
00:38:41,772 --> 00:38:44,147
I'm bald.

874
00:38:45,690 --> 00:38:47,901
I miss my hair,

875
00:38:47,902 --> 00:38:50,110
but this is awesome.

876
00:38:50,111 --> 00:38:51,821
Instead of washing,

877
00:38:51,822 --> 00:38:53,530
rinsing, conditioning,

878
00:38:53,531 --> 00:38:55,158
towel drying, hair-fryer drying,

879
00:38:55,159 --> 00:38:56,783
and applying hair products

880
00:38:56,784 --> 00:38:58,660
for 45 minutes every morning.

881
00:38:58,661 --> 00:39:00,663
I do this.

882
00:39:05,293 --> 00:39:08,046
There, that you can post.

883
00:39:10,465 --> 00:39:12,384
[UPBEAT INSTRUMENTAL

884
00:39:12,385 --> 00:39:14,302
MUSIC PLAYING]

885
00:39:31,319 --> 00:39:32,986
I can't hear you!

886
00:39:32,987 --> 00:39:34,280
Is that a yes?

887
00:39:36,366 --> 00:39:38,659
Yes, yes.

888
00:39:47,377 --> 00:39:49,128
Just stand like a human.

889
00:39:49,131 --> 00:39:50,796
I don't know how to.

890
00:39:50,799 --> 00:39:52,131
Don't bend over!

891
00:39:52,134 --> 00:39:53,382
Just keep your back straight!

892
00:39:53,383 --> 00:39:55,134
- Oh, here we go!
- Okay... oof!

893
00:39:57,722 --> 00:39:59,096
Are you okay?

894
00:39:59,097 --> 00:40:00,765
- Yeah, I'm okay,
- I'm just embarrassed.

895
00:40:00,768 --> 00:40:02,100
- I'm supposed
- to hold you up.

896
00:40:02,103 --> 00:40:03,268
- It's not your fault
- you suck.

897
00:40:03,271 --> 00:40:04,894
- You're evil,
- you know that?

898
00:40:04,897 --> 00:40:06,771
- Hey, I'm giving you
- a private skating lesson

899
00:40:06,774 --> 00:40:08,440
- At a severely discounted
- rate, so chill.

900
00:40:08,443 --> 00:40:09,940
Okay.

901
00:40:09,941 --> 00:40:11,026
No, but seriously though,

902
00:40:11,027 --> 00:40:12,109
you owe me 20 bucks.

903
00:40:13,717 --> 00:40:15,321
I don't have.

904
00:40:23,121 --> 00:40:24,456
Hey, can we sit down?

905
00:40:24,457 --> 00:40:25,790
Yeah.

906
00:40:29,961 --> 00:40:31,275
You okay?

907
00:40:31,276 --> 00:40:32,588
Please don't let me go.

908
00:40:40,597 --> 00:40:43,266
That's better.

909
00:40:44,601 --> 00:40:46,144
The cold air was like

910
00:40:46,145 --> 00:40:47,686
a razor on my throat.

911
00:40:52,442 --> 00:40:53,756
You know when we were kids

912
00:40:53,757 --> 00:40:55,068
and we mastered a new skill,

913
00:40:55,069 --> 00:40:56,571
our coaches would let

914
00:40:56,572 --> 00:40:58,071
us ring that bell.

915
00:40:59,158 --> 00:41:00,240
It was the best feeling.

916
00:41:00,241 --> 00:41:01,993
- You know I have to
- try that now, right?

917
00:41:01,996 --> 00:41:03,286
Not until you become

918
00:41:03,287 --> 00:41:04,579
a master of not falling.

919
00:41:06,122 --> 00:41:07,539
Oh, you're on.

920
00:41:07,540 --> 00:41:09,667
How difficult can it be?

921
00:41:12,003 --> 00:41:13,004
This is one that you do,

922
00:41:13,005 --> 00:41:14,005
right?

923
00:41:14,006 --> 00:41:16,131
Like this?

924
00:41:16,132 --> 00:41:17,799
Whoa...

925
00:41:22,347 --> 00:41:24,806
I will ring that bell!

926
00:41:24,807 --> 00:41:26,141
Oh, no.

927
00:41:26,142 --> 00:41:28,249
It's gonna be so perfect.

928
00:41:28,250 --> 00:41:30,354
I'm so excited.

929
00:41:30,355 --> 00:41:31,980
Hi guys!

930
00:41:31,981 --> 00:41:33,608
I haven't seen you in so long!

931
00:41:33,609 --> 00:41:35,233
How are you, Carley?

932
00:41:35,234 --> 00:41:37,195
- Oh, I'm good.
- I'm really good.

933
00:41:37,198 --> 00:41:38,778
I miss you guys.

934
00:41:38,779 --> 00:41:40,469
We need to do frozen yogurt

935
00:41:40,470 --> 00:41:42,157
or something healthier.

936
00:41:42,158 --> 00:41:44,742
Heh, heh. Yeah, sure.

937
00:41:44,743 --> 00:41:45,807
Can she come to

938
00:41:45,808 --> 00:41:46,871
your party too?

939
00:41:48,122 --> 00:41:49,540
I'll forward the

940
00:41:49,541 --> 00:41:50,957
invite to you, Car.

941
00:41:50,958 --> 00:41:52,543
It's just three,

942
00:41:52,544 --> 00:41:54,127
10 people max.

943
00:41:54,128 --> 00:41:55,171
There.

944
00:42:02,261 --> 00:42:03,929
You're kind of an asshole.

945
00:42:05,682 --> 00:42:07,849
I just forgot.

946
00:42:09,165 --> 00:42:10,478
What's their problem?

947
00:42:07,850 --> 00:42:10,477
It's not like I'm contagious.

948
00:42:10,478 --> 00:42:11,979
- They don't think
- you're contagious.

949
00:42:11,982 --> 00:42:13,189
- Then what?
- I'm gross?

950
00:42:13,192 --> 00:42:14,524
- 'Cause I'm bald,
- skinny, sick.

951
00:42:14,527 --> 00:42:15,899
Why are you even with me?

952
00:42:15,900 --> 00:42:17,527
- I'm with you because
- you make me happy.

953
00:42:17,530 --> 00:42:19,070
- Because of the way you...
- No, stop it!

954
00:42:19,073 --> 00:42:21,030
- I'm gross, and it
- actually makes me so mad

955
00:42:21,033 --> 00:42:22,365
That you're trying to pretend

956
00:42:22,366 --> 00:42:23,699
I'm the same as I was.

957
00:42:23,700 --> 00:42:25,367
Carley.

958
00:42:25,368 --> 00:42:28,517
Carley, you are still the

959
00:42:28,518 --> 00:42:31,665
smart, funny, beautiful girl

960
00:42:31,666 --> 00:42:33,709
that you have always been.

961
00:42:33,710 --> 00:42:34,815
It doesn't matter

962
00:42:34,816 --> 00:42:35,919
what you look like.

963
00:42:35,920 --> 00:42:37,714
- You have one of the
- most beautiful hearts.

964
00:42:37,717 --> 00:42:38,797
- Your eyes...
- Ugh!

965
00:42:38,800 --> 00:42:40,215
Just shut your mouth.

966
00:43:02,113 --> 00:43:07,660
♪ It's hard to see your face ♪

967
00:43:10,246 --> 00:43:15,000
♪ It's a million miles away ♪

968
00:43:16,377 --> 00:43:19,796
♪ I can't help but think ♪

969
00:43:19,797 --> 00:43:24,384
♪ What if I told you ♪

970
00:43:24,385 --> 00:43:28,555
♪ I'm still in love with you ♪

971
00:43:28,556 --> 00:43:31,975
♪ Would it break you ♪

972
00:43:31,976 --> 00:43:35,771
♪ Would it take you down ♪

973
00:43:35,772 --> 00:43:39,441
♪ Would it make you say ♪

974
00:43:39,442 --> 00:43:43,904
♪ All that you wanted ♪

975
00:43:45,573 --> 00:43:49,284
♪ See, now that you're ♪

976
00:43:49,285 --> 00:43:53,705
♪ Standing in front of me ♪

977
00:43:53,706 --> 00:43:54,895
[SONG CONTINUES PLAYING

978
00:43:54,896 --> 00:43:56,082
ON COMPUTER]

979
00:43:56,083 --> 00:43:57,751
So is it any good?

980
00:43:58,754 --> 00:43:59,754
It's great, Car.

981
00:43:59,755 --> 00:44:01,443
You know this account

982
00:44:01,444 --> 00:44:03,131
is public, right?

983
00:44:03,132 --> 00:44:04,716
And?

984
00:44:04,717 --> 00:44:06,177
Fifteen hundred people have

985
00:44:06,178 --> 00:44:07,637
watched this already!

986
00:44:09,138 --> 00:44:12,056
♪ Like this ♪

987
00:44:12,057 --> 00:44:16,813
♪ I care about you ♪

988
00:44:18,356 --> 00:44:23,819
♪ I loved you ♪

989
00:44:23,820 --> 00:44:26,154
♪ Oh ♪

990
00:44:26,155 --> 00:44:31,034
♪ I loved you ♪

991
00:44:52,598 --> 00:44:54,163
How you doing, Dad?

992
00:44:54,164 --> 00:44:55,727
You warm enough?

993
00:45:00,773 --> 00:45:02,045
Okay,

994
00:45:02,046 --> 00:45:03,317
roll up your sleeve.

995
00:45:15,912 --> 00:45:17,540
Did you see my video?

996
00:45:18,624 --> 00:45:19,833
What video?

997
00:45:19,834 --> 00:45:20,918
I did a song,

998
00:45:20,919 --> 00:45:22,001
and it's on YouTube.

999
00:45:22,002 --> 00:45:23,546
- Well I would lay off
- the singing

1000
00:45:23,549 --> 00:45:25,297
- 'Cause you don't want
- to ruin your voice.

1001
00:45:25,300 --> 00:45:26,465
Otherwise you might not

1002
00:45:26,466 --> 00:45:27,632
be able to sing again

1003
00:45:27,633 --> 00:45:29,092
even if you get better.

1004
00:45:29,093 --> 00:45:30,886
When.

1005
00:45:30,887 --> 00:45:32,303
What?

1006
00:45:32,304 --> 00:45:34,056
Not if.

1007
00:45:36,642 --> 00:45:38,665
Look, I don't know if you

1008
00:45:38,666 --> 00:45:40,687
are taking this lightly,

1009
00:45:40,688 --> 00:45:41,877
or if everyone around you

1010
00:45:41,878 --> 00:45:43,064
is choosing

1011
00:45:43,065 --> 00:45:44,150
not to tell you what's

1012
00:45:44,151 --> 00:45:45,233
going on here,

1013
00:45:45,234 --> 00:45:46,465
but you need to know exactly

1014
00:45:46,466 --> 00:45:47,694
what you're dealing with.

1015
00:45:49,113 --> 00:45:51,031
- Do I have to be on
- the actual brink of death

1016
00:45:51,034 --> 00:45:52,365
For you to be nice to me?

1017
00:45:52,366 --> 00:45:53,680
Carley, I just said

1018
00:45:53,681 --> 00:45:54,992
lay off the singing.

1019
00:45:54,993 --> 00:45:56,369
No, you said if.

1020
00:45:56,370 --> 00:45:57,871
I'm sorry if that's harsh,

1021
00:45:57,872 --> 00:45:59,540
but you need to know exactly

1022
00:45:59,541 --> 00:46:01,208
what you're up against.

1023
00:46:02,251 --> 00:46:04,420
I'll see you next week.

1024
00:46:12,929 --> 00:46:14,431
Today was my first day

1025
00:46:14,432 --> 00:46:15,932
back at school in months.

1026
00:46:17,182 --> 00:46:18,559
My locker's going

1027
00:46:18,560 --> 00:46:19,936
to smell like shit.

1028
00:46:41,540 --> 00:46:43,999
Hey, Car.

1029
00:46:44,000 --> 00:46:46,462
Hey, Becks.

1030
00:46:52,593 --> 00:46:54,512
I'm sorry...

1031
00:46:55,972 --> 00:46:57,556
- about
- back at the rink.

1032
00:47:00,476 --> 00:47:02,101
I got freaked out.

1033
00:47:03,688 --> 00:47:05,272
It's just,

1034
00:47:02,102 --> 00:47:05,272
I wasn't thinking.

1035
00:47:07,525 --> 00:47:10,862
I'm so sorry, Car.

1036
00:47:13,447 --> 00:47:15,825
I miss you.

1037
00:47:19,203 --> 00:47:21,747
I miss you so much.

1038
00:47:23,165 --> 00:47:24,876
I miss you too.

1039
00:47:33,425 --> 00:47:34,948
Um... I would have an excuse

1040
00:47:34,949 --> 00:47:36,469
to wear a hat inside,

1041
00:47:36,470 --> 00:47:38,014
but what are you doing?

1042
00:47:43,435 --> 00:47:45,270
Oh, my God!

1043
00:47:47,690 --> 00:47:50,149
What did you do?

1044
00:47:50,150 --> 00:47:52,110
Solidarity.

1045
00:47:54,531 --> 00:47:55,739
You look amazing.

1046
00:47:55,740 --> 00:47:57,449
- I want to show you
- something.

1047
00:47:57,452 --> 00:47:58,784
- Follow me.
- What?

1048
00:47:58,787 --> 00:47:59,869
Come on, run!

1049
00:47:59,870 --> 00:48:00,952
Oh, wait, what...

1050
00:48:04,040 --> 00:48:07,250
Look!

1051
00:48:22,016 --> 00:48:23,434
They were raising money

1052
00:48:23,435 --> 00:48:24,852
for cancer research.

1053
00:48:41,786 --> 00:48:47,206
♪ Where were you all day ♪

1054
00:48:47,207 --> 00:48:51,461
♪ I'm waiting ♪

1055
00:48:51,462 --> 00:48:54,881
♪ All the place I craved ♪

1056
00:49:00,888 --> 00:49:03,848
♪ Cast you under ♪

1057
00:49:08,062 --> 00:49:10,273
♪ Fresh match

1058
00:49:10,274 --> 00:49:12,483
Light underneath ♪

1059
00:49:15,277 --> 00:49:17,467
♪ The only thing

1060
00:49:17,468 --> 00:49:19,657
You help me out ♪

1061
00:49:21,742 --> 00:49:23,369
Carley, I have short hair and I

1062
00:49:23,370 --> 00:49:24,995
want to do it anyway, it's okay.

1063
00:49:24,996 --> 00:49:26,039
I would've done this for

1064
00:49:26,040 --> 00:49:27,080
your mother, you know.

1065
00:49:27,081 --> 00:49:28,498
Aw, thank you.

1066
00:49:28,499 --> 00:49:30,209
Absolutely

1067
00:49:30,210 --> 00:49:31,918
not!

1068
00:49:31,919 --> 00:49:33,838
- I tried, guys.
- I can't do it.

1069
00:49:33,841 --> 00:49:35,068
You tried!

1070
00:49:35,069 --> 00:49:36,297
It was a good try!

1071
00:49:36,298 --> 00:49:37,988
The thing is

1072
00:49:37,989 --> 00:49:39,676
someone has to try it.

1073
00:49:42,304 --> 00:49:44,431
Come on,

1074
00:49:44,432 --> 00:49:46,557
oh, this is great.

1075
00:49:46,558 --> 00:49:47,518
Oh, my god!

1076
00:49:47,519 --> 00:49:49,082
I need time,

1077
00:49:49,083 --> 00:49:50,645
I need time!

1078
00:49:50,646 --> 00:49:52,147
Say goodbye.

1079
00:49:52,148 --> 00:49:53,315
- I'm so sorry,
- Mom!

1080
00:49:53,318 --> 00:49:54,379
Okay, fine,

1081
00:49:54,380 --> 00:49:55,441
whatever.

1082
00:49:59,071 --> 00:50:00,823
I can't do it!

1083
00:50:00,824 --> 00:50:02,573
Oh, my God.

1084
00:50:02,574 --> 00:50:03,575
Oh, you are the

1085
00:50:03,576 --> 00:50:04,576
best daughter ever!

1086
00:50:04,577 --> 00:50:06,453
- Riley, Sam,
- you get in here!

1087
00:50:06,456 --> 00:50:08,538
Come on!

1088
00:50:08,539 --> 00:50:09,665
I support

1089
00:50:09,666 --> 00:50:10,790
in so many other ways.

1090
00:50:10,791 --> 00:50:12,500
Yeah, me too!

1091
00:50:12,501 --> 00:50:13,711
Get out of here,

1092
00:50:13,712 --> 00:50:14,919
chickens.

1093
00:50:14,920 --> 00:50:16,422
Go watch your shows.

1094
00:50:16,423 --> 00:50:17,922
Oh, see how a man does it.

1095
00:50:17,923 --> 00:50:20,051
Bring it on, take some

1096
00:50:20,052 --> 00:50:22,178
notes and bring it on!

1097
00:50:23,512 --> 00:50:24,555
Taking one

1098
00:50:24,556 --> 00:50:25,596
for the team.

1099
00:50:25,597 --> 00:50:27,307
- He's gonna look weird.
- No, he's not.

1100
00:50:27,310 --> 00:50:28,642
- With a face like that?
- You sure?

1101
00:50:28,645 --> 00:50:30,310
- Anything
- for my little girl.

1102
00:50:30,313 --> 00:50:31,353
I love you.

1103
00:50:31,354 --> 00:50:32,395
I love you.

1104
00:50:32,396 --> 00:50:33,522
You ready?

1105
00:50:33,523 --> 00:50:34,647
Okay!

1106
00:50:34,648 --> 00:50:35,900
I haven't done this before.

1107
00:50:38,299 --> 00:50:39,444
May, get in here!

1108
00:50:37,151 --> 00:50:39,443
She's on, she's on.

1109
00:50:40,822 --> 00:50:42,198
So how are you

1110
00:50:39,444 --> 00:50:42,197
dealing with all of this?

1111
00:50:42,198 --> 00:50:43,637
I decided to treat cancer

1112
00:50:43,638 --> 00:50:45,075
like a contact sport.

1113
00:50:45,076 --> 00:50:46,244
If I keep moving,

1114
00:50:46,245 --> 00:50:47,410
it can't get me.

1115
00:50:47,411 --> 00:50:49,080
- How do you stay
- so positive?

1116
00:50:49,083 --> 00:50:50,872
Do you ever feel sad?

1117
00:50:50,873 --> 00:50:53,542
Yeah, I get sad.

1118
00:50:54,793 --> 00:50:56,587
- But life's too short
- to be unhappy.

1119
00:50:56,590 --> 00:50:57,942
You can always

1120
00:50:57,943 --> 00:50:59,296
choose to be happy.

1121
00:50:59,297 --> 00:51:00,966
- What about people
- with mental illness?

1122
00:51:00,969 --> 00:51:02,467
- Can they choose
- to be happy?

1123
00:51:02,470 --> 00:51:03,740
Did they just ask Carley

1124
00:51:03,741 --> 00:51:05,011
a hardball question?

1125
00:51:05,012 --> 00:51:06,471
She's got this.

1126
00:51:08,766 --> 00:51:10,309
I know there are a lot of

1127
00:51:10,310 --> 00:51:11,851
people who are depressed

1128
00:51:11,852 --> 00:51:13,041
for reasons

1129
00:51:13,042 --> 00:51:14,229
they can't control.

1130
00:51:14,230 --> 00:51:15,606
But like any illness,

1131
00:51:15,607 --> 00:51:16,981
you can get help.

1132
00:51:16,982 --> 00:51:18,441
You just need support.

1133
00:51:18,442 --> 00:51:19,547
So if you know

1134
00:51:19,548 --> 00:51:20,651
someone who's ill,

1135
00:51:20,652 --> 00:51:23,029
you need to be there for them.

1136
00:51:23,030 --> 00:51:24,511
I couldn't have done it

1137
00:51:24,512 --> 00:51:25,990
without my parents...

1138
00:51:25,991 --> 00:51:29,368
my sisters, Sam and Riley...

1139
00:51:29,369 --> 00:51:34,249
and my boyfriend.

1140
00:51:34,250 --> 00:51:35,606
Ioannis, this girl,

1141
00:51:35,607 --> 00:51:36,960
she goes to your school.

1142
00:51:36,961 --> 00:51:39,712
Do you know her?

1143
00:51:39,713 --> 00:51:42,883
Umm, yeah.

1144
00:51:51,976 --> 00:51:53,478
Where's the goddamn

1145
00:51:53,479 --> 00:51:54,978
battery for this thing?

1146
00:51:54,979 --> 00:51:57,313
It's in my office.

1147
00:51:58,983 --> 00:52:00,547
Can we please

1148
00:52:00,548 --> 00:52:02,110
keep some semblance

1149
00:52:02,111 --> 00:52:04,361
of consistency around here?

1150
00:52:05,678 --> 00:52:06,990
What's wrong?

1151
00:52:06,991 --> 00:52:08,346
Just trying to document

1152
00:52:08,347 --> 00:52:09,700
our daughter's prom.

1153
00:52:09,701 --> 00:52:11,369
- You want help
- with the camera?

1154
00:52:11,372 --> 00:52:13,247
- Nope.
- You got that.

1155
00:52:17,168 --> 00:52:18,670
Maybe Carley can use

1156
00:52:18,671 --> 00:52:20,171
some help upstairs?

1157
00:52:21,839 --> 00:52:23,632
Riley and Sam are up with her.

1158
00:52:24,800 --> 00:52:26,342
Oh.

1159
00:52:27,511 --> 00:52:29,554
Oh, okay.

1160
00:52:31,556 --> 00:52:32,578
Okay! Just,

1161
00:52:32,579 --> 00:52:33,599
okay, what do I need?

1162
00:52:33,600 --> 00:52:35,476
Okay, um, let me see.

1163
00:52:35,477 --> 00:52:36,645
Okay.

1164
00:52:36,646 --> 00:52:37,812
Your face.

1165
00:52:37,813 --> 00:52:39,169
You make these weird faces.

1166
00:52:39,170 --> 00:52:40,523
Carley?

1167
00:52:40,524 --> 00:52:42,233
Dad, one sec!

1168
00:52:42,234 --> 00:52:43,423
Okay, look.

1169
00:52:43,424 --> 00:52:44,610
Perfect.

1170
00:52:44,611 --> 00:52:46,259
Wow. Car,

1171
00:52:46,260 --> 00:52:47,905
you look amazing.

1172
00:52:47,906 --> 00:52:50,867
Thanks.

1173
00:52:50,868 --> 00:52:52,307
Okay, go, go, go!

1174
00:52:52,308 --> 00:52:53,744
I need to change.

1175
00:52:53,745 --> 00:52:55,268
Love you.

1176
00:52:55,269 --> 00:52:56,789
I love you.

1177
00:52:56,790 --> 00:52:58,542
Let me see.

1178
00:53:01,628 --> 00:53:03,588
I love you.

1179
00:53:05,966 --> 00:53:08,927
♪ Ground is rumbling ♪

1180
00:53:10,512 --> 00:53:13,431
♪ Walls are growing thin ♪

1181
00:53:15,059 --> 00:53:19,354
♪ Walls are rearranging ♪

1182
00:53:19,355 --> 00:53:22,606
♪ All is caving in ♪

1183
00:53:22,607 --> 00:53:24,318
♪ 'Cause I'm following

1184
00:53:24,319 --> 00:53:26,027
Your lead ♪

1185
00:53:26,028 --> 00:53:28,029
♪ Following your lead ♪

1186
00:53:28,030 --> 00:53:30,323
♪ Following your lead ♪

1187
00:53:30,324 --> 00:53:32,533
♪ Following your lead ♪

1188
00:53:32,534 --> 00:53:35,453
♪ It's the blind ♪

1189
00:53:36,288 --> 00:53:39,291
♪ Leading the blind ♪

1190
00:53:40,834 --> 00:53:45,504
♪ Oh, it's the blind ♪

1191
00:53:45,505 --> 00:53:48,342
♪ Leading the blind ♪

1192
00:53:56,850 --> 00:53:58,059
Screw it.

1193
00:54:33,345 --> 00:54:34,430
Hi.

1194
00:54:42,938 --> 00:54:43,981
She looks

1195
00:54:43,982 --> 00:54:45,023
beautiful.

1196
00:54:47,818 --> 00:54:49,193
You look gorgeous.

1197
00:54:49,194 --> 00:54:50,611
Thank you.

1198
00:54:50,612 --> 00:54:53,365
Don't cry.

1199
00:55:00,122 --> 00:55:01,373
Someone's here

1200
00:55:01,374 --> 00:55:02,623
to see you.

1201
00:55:02,624 --> 00:55:04,834
What?

1202
00:55:04,835 --> 00:55:06,586
Come on.

1203
00:55:14,928 --> 00:55:16,263
Oh, my God,

1204
00:55:16,264 --> 00:55:17,596
you look incredible.

1205
00:55:17,597 --> 00:55:19,849
Yeah?

1206
00:55:19,850 --> 00:55:21,517
Yeah.

1207
00:55:23,228 --> 00:55:24,980
Come here.

1208
00:55:30,444 --> 00:55:32,653
I was gonna get a corsage,

1209
00:55:32,654 --> 00:55:34,344
but I figured you were probably

1210
00:55:34,345 --> 00:55:36,032
pretty sick of flowers.

1211
00:55:36,033 --> 00:55:39,995
So I got you this instead.

1212
00:55:47,002 --> 00:55:48,752
The C stands for...

1213
00:55:48,753 --> 00:55:49,753
Cancer?

1214
00:55:49,754 --> 00:55:51,630
Carley!

1215
00:55:51,631 --> 00:55:53,591
- Oh, my gosh.
- What's wrong with you?

1216
00:55:53,594 --> 00:55:55,343
I'm kidding.

1217
00:55:55,344 --> 00:55:57,594
You are so weird.

1218
00:55:57,595 --> 00:56:00,015
It's beautiful.

1219
00:56:02,017 --> 00:56:03,206
Ow!

1220
00:56:03,207 --> 00:56:04,394
What is wrong with you?

1221
00:56:04,395 --> 00:56:06,021
- How much did you
- spend on this, John?

1222
00:56:06,024 --> 00:56:07,562
It's none of your business.

1223
00:56:07,563 --> 00:56:09,773
You have college next year.

1224
00:56:09,774 --> 00:56:11,735
- You have textbooks
- and beer to pay for.

1225
00:56:11,738 --> 00:56:13,487
- You have to return this.
- No!

1226
00:56:13,490 --> 00:56:15,029
Return it!

1227
00:56:15,030 --> 00:56:16,427
Just let me put on

1228
00:56:16,428 --> 00:56:17,824
the damn necklace.

1229
00:56:30,254 --> 00:56:31,735
There's no way I'm

1230
00:56:31,736 --> 00:56:33,215
returning that.

1231
00:56:34,925 --> 00:56:38,011
Thank you, Mr. John.

1232
00:57:11,627 --> 00:57:13,837
♪ Oh, sit back and listen in ♪

1233
00:57:13,838 --> 00:57:15,132
♪ I'll tell you a little story

1234
00:57:15,133 --> 00:57:16,424
Don't know where to begin ♪

1235
00:57:16,425 --> 00:57:17,801
♪ Close your eyes

1236
00:57:17,802 --> 00:57:19,176
And imagine with me ♪

1237
00:57:19,177 --> 00:57:20,554
♪ I'll paint a little picture

1238
00:57:20,555 --> 00:57:21,929
In your gallery ♪

1239
00:57:21,930 --> 00:57:23,161
♪ Tellin' more lies

1240
00:57:23,162 --> 00:57:24,390
Bend the truth ♪

1241
00:57:24,391 --> 00:57:25,914
♪ I guess that's what you call

1242
00:57:25,915 --> 00:57:27,435
A spoiled youth ♪

1243
00:57:27,436 --> 00:57:28,604
♪ I'm all right

1244
00:57:28,605 --> 00:57:29,770
But a bit uptight ♪

1245
00:57:29,771 --> 00:57:31,294
♪ Just keep me busy

1246
00:57:31,295 --> 00:57:32,815
On a Saturday night ♪

1247
00:57:32,816 --> 00:57:35,443
♪ All your moping ♪

1248
00:57:35,444 --> 00:57:38,321
♪ Giving me sorrow ♪

1249
00:57:38,322 --> 00:57:40,971
♪ Now you're leaving

1250
00:57:40,972 --> 00:57:43,618
I had a feeling, oh ♪

1251
00:57:43,619 --> 00:57:46,101
♪ When it's over

1252
00:57:46,102 --> 00:57:48,581
Tell it to me like it is ♪

1253
00:57:48,582 --> 00:57:51,041
♪ Tell it to me like it is ♪

1254
00:57:51,042 --> 00:57:53,794
♪ Tell it to me like it is ♪

1255
00:57:53,795 --> 00:57:57,132
♪ Tell it to me like it is ♪

1256
00:57:59,092 --> 00:58:00,385
♪ Forget about the story

1257
00:58:00,386 --> 00:58:01,677
I was gonna tell ♪

1258
00:58:01,678 --> 00:58:02,930
♪ I crumpled up the paper

1259
00:58:02,931 --> 00:58:04,180
Threw it into a well, oh ♪

1260
00:58:04,181 --> 00:58:05,536
♪ That's just the way

1261
00:58:05,537 --> 00:58:06,890
That life does go ♪

1262
00:58:06,891 --> 00:58:08,414
♪ How anyone gets by

1263
00:58:08,415 --> 00:58:09,935
Shit, I don't know ♪

1264
00:58:09,936 --> 00:58:11,125
♪ Rhythm blocks

1265
00:58:11,126 --> 00:58:12,313
From an itchy head ♪

1266
00:58:12,314 --> 00:58:13,565
♪ Spill from pen and paper

1267
00:58:13,566 --> 00:58:14,815
Till the day I'm dead ♪

1268
00:58:14,816 --> 00:58:16,235
♪ I'll wrap them up

1269
00:58:16,236 --> 00:58:17,652
In a melody ♪

1270
00:58:17,653 --> 00:58:20,571
♪ Sing it to you drunkenly ♪

1271
00:58:20,572 --> 00:58:23,282
♪ All your moping ♪

1272
00:58:23,283 --> 00:58:25,951
♪ Giving me sorrow ♪

1273
00:58:25,952 --> 00:58:27,745
Where are you taking me?

1274
00:58:27,748 --> 00:58:29,164
I'm not telling.

1275
00:58:30,707 --> 00:58:32,750
- Oh, my God.
- Come on. You're so slow.

1276
00:58:32,753 --> 00:58:34,044
I can't run

1277
00:58:34,045 --> 00:58:35,337
in these heels.

1278
00:59:49,119 --> 00:59:50,287
It's okay.

1279
00:59:53,039 --> 00:59:55,250
You look beautiful.

1280
01:00:07,887 --> 01:00:10,161
After they removed my tumor

1281
01:00:10,162 --> 01:00:12,433
people were always telling me

1282
01:00:12,434 --> 01:00:14,518
how great I looked.

1283
01:00:14,519 --> 01:00:15,979
They always leave out the "for

1284
01:00:15,980 --> 01:00:17,438
a person with cancer" part,

1285
01:00:17,439 --> 01:00:20,107
but it was still there.

1286
01:00:20,108 --> 01:00:22,901
I keep this picture to remind me

1287
01:00:22,902 --> 01:00:24,133
that this was the

1288
01:00:24,134 --> 01:00:25,363
worst I ever looked.

1289
01:00:27,282 --> 01:00:28,721
And when I woke up,

1290
01:00:28,722 --> 01:00:30,160
it the worst I ever felt.

1291
01:00:41,129 --> 01:00:43,215
John could have any

1292
01:00:43,216 --> 01:00:45,300
healthy girl he wants.

1293
01:00:47,051 --> 01:00:48,261
A girl he can

1294
01:00:48,262 --> 01:00:49,470
take out on dates,

1295
01:00:49,471 --> 01:00:51,327
not a girl who can

1296
01:00:51,328 --> 01:00:53,182
barely stand from chemo.

1297
01:00:53,183 --> 01:00:55,101
- That night I didn't think
- about the fact

1298
01:00:55,104 --> 01:00:56,415
That I couldn't eat cake

1299
01:00:56,416 --> 01:00:57,728
or that I couldn't dance

1300
01:00:57,729 --> 01:00:58,980
because I might faint.

1301
01:01:00,857 --> 01:01:02,442
Somehow it all went away

1302
01:01:02,443 --> 01:01:04,027
for one magic night.

1303
01:01:08,198 --> 01:01:10,367
It was perfect.

1304
01:01:15,372 --> 01:01:17,583
♪ If it breaks

1305
01:01:17,584 --> 01:01:19,792
I'll give it back ♪

1306
01:01:19,793 --> 01:01:22,670
High school was over.

1307
01:01:24,422 --> 01:01:26,091
John should be getting ready

1308
01:01:26,092 --> 01:01:27,758
for the best years of his life,

1309
01:01:27,759 --> 01:01:29,031
not feeding a sick girl

1310
01:01:29,032 --> 01:01:30,302
watermelon popsicles

1311
01:01:30,303 --> 01:01:33,096
every time she spikes a fever.

1312
01:01:34,704 --> 01:01:36,309
Carley, I just... I wanna

1313
01:01:33,097 --> 01:01:36,308
know what I did wrong.

1314
01:01:36,309 --> 01:01:37,748
If it's the fact that I haven't

1315
01:01:37,749 --> 01:01:39,186
introduced you to my parents,

1316
01:01:39,187 --> 01:01:40,626
I can explain.

1317
01:01:40,627 --> 01:01:42,064
They're just so Greek.

1318
01:01:42,065 --> 01:01:43,900
- If they find out that
- I have a girlfriend

1319
01:01:43,903 --> 01:01:45,694
- They're going to start
- planning a wedding

1320
01:01:45,697 --> 01:01:46,945
And I'm not joking,

1321
01:01:46,946 --> 01:01:48,195
all right?

1322
01:01:51,784 --> 01:01:53,284
I know I'm going

1323
01:01:50,281 --> 01:01:53,284
to get better.

1324
01:01:56,120 --> 01:01:58,790
For the next little while,

1325
01:01:58,791 --> 01:02:01,458
things could get a lot worse.

1326
01:02:05,881 --> 01:02:08,549
And let's be real.

1327
01:02:08,550 --> 01:02:09,968
John can't fight

1328
01:02:09,969 --> 01:02:11,386
this battle for me.

1329
01:02:13,012 --> 01:02:14,910
For a girl who's always

1330
01:02:14,911 --> 01:02:16,807
trying to make people smile,

1331
01:02:16,808 --> 01:02:18,101
I can't be the reason

1332
01:02:18,102 --> 01:02:19,394
he doesn't.

1333
01:02:47,672 --> 01:02:52,510
♪ I can hold my breath ♪

1334
01:02:55,305 --> 01:02:59,935
♪ I can bite my tongue ♪

1335
01:03:02,019 --> 01:03:05,981
♪ I can stay awake for days ♪

1336
01:03:05,982 --> 01:03:08,902
♪ If that's what you want ♪

1337
01:03:10,737 --> 01:03:14,825
♪ Be your number one ♪

1338
01:03:18,244 --> 01:03:22,624
♪ I can fake a smile ♪

1339
01:03:25,877 --> 01:03:30,966
♪ I can force a laugh ♪

1340
01:03:32,216 --> 01:03:34,177
♪ I can dance

1341
01:03:34,178 --> 01:03:36,136
And play the part ♪

1342
01:03:36,137 --> 01:03:39,182
♪ If that's what you ask ♪

1343
01:03:40,892 --> 01:03:45,021
♪ Give you all I am ♪

1344
01:03:46,731 --> 01:03:50,776
♪ I can do it ♪

1345
01:03:50,777 --> 01:03:54,822
♪ I can do it ♪

1346
01:03:54,823 --> 01:03:59,410
♪ I can do it ♪

1347
01:04:01,579 --> 01:04:05,917
♪ But I'm only human ♪

1348
01:04:07,043 --> 01:04:08,753
♪ And I bleed

1349
01:04:08,754 --> 01:04:10,462
When I fall down ♪

1350
01:04:10,463 --> 01:04:13,800
♪ I'm only human ♪

1351
01:04:14,968 --> 01:04:16,365
♪ And I crash

1352
01:04:16,366 --> 01:04:17,761
And I break down ♪

1353
01:04:17,762 --> 01:04:19,869
♪ Your words in my head

1354
01:04:19,870 --> 01:04:21,974
Knives in my heart ♪

1355
01:04:21,975 --> 01:04:24,039
♪ You build me up

1356
01:04:24,040 --> 01:04:26,102
And then I fall apart ♪

1357
01:04:26,103 --> 01:04:30,025
♪ I'm only human ♪

1358
01:04:37,490 --> 01:04:39,450
- So you want to go riding
- on Thursday, on Tuesday?

1359
01:04:39,453 --> 01:04:40,848
What do you think?

1360
01:04:40,849 --> 01:04:42,244
Can we go riding on Tuesday?

1361
01:04:42,245 --> 01:04:44,163
- Mm-hmm.
- Yeah, we should do that.

1362
01:04:44,166 --> 01:04:46,041
- 'Cause we didn't
- Get to go last week.

1363
01:04:46,044 --> 01:04:47,667
Yeah.

1364
01:04:47,670 --> 01:04:48,897
That'll be good.

1365
01:04:48,898 --> 01:04:50,126
Yeah.

1366
01:04:51,734 --> 01:04:53,339
You have to brush up,

1367
01:04:50,127 --> 01:04:53,338
it's been a while.

1368
01:04:53,339 --> 01:04:55,465
Hi.

1369
01:04:55,466 --> 01:04:56,634
Okay, let's catch

1370
01:04:56,635 --> 01:04:57,801
up for a second.

1371
01:04:57,802 --> 01:04:59,554
So they originally thought

1372
01:04:59,555 --> 01:05:01,304
that my tumor was melanoma,

1373
01:05:01,305 --> 01:05:02,640
and it turned out to be

1374
01:05:02,641 --> 01:05:03,974
a clear-cell sarcoma.

1375
01:05:03,975 --> 01:05:05,206
So imagine melanoma

1376
01:05:05,207 --> 01:05:06,435
as a pack of rats

1377
01:05:06,436 --> 01:05:07,458
you discover nesting

1378
01:05:07,459 --> 01:05:08,478
in your garage.

1379
01:05:08,479 --> 01:05:09,939
Clear-cell sarcoma is worse.

1380
01:05:09,940 --> 01:05:11,398
Way worse.

1381
01:05:11,399 --> 01:05:12,859
Now imagine trying

1382
01:05:12,860 --> 01:05:14,317
to shoo them out,

1383
01:05:14,318 --> 01:05:16,529
- and discovering that
- the only reason they're there

1384
01:05:16,532 --> 01:05:17,906
In the first place is to

1385
01:05:17,907 --> 01:05:19,281
feed on a termite infestation

1386
01:05:19,282 --> 01:05:20,534
that's running through the

1387
01:05:20,535 --> 01:05:21,784
structure of your entire house.

1388
01:05:21,785 --> 01:05:23,015
Clear-cell sarcoma of

1389
01:05:23,016 --> 01:05:24,244
the trachea is so rare

1390
01:05:24,245 --> 01:05:25,684
that it makes me one in

1391
01:05:25,685 --> 01:05:27,122
three and a half billion.

1392
01:05:27,123 --> 01:05:28,917
- I'm glad you brought
- your family, Carley.

1393
01:05:28,920 --> 01:05:30,252
It's important for you to

1394
01:05:30,253 --> 01:05:31,585
have your support system

1395
01:05:31,586 --> 01:05:33,567
with you through the good

1396
01:05:33,568 --> 01:05:35,547
times and the bad times.

1397
01:05:35,548 --> 01:05:40,094
This... this is the former.

1398
01:05:41,304 --> 01:05:42,805
Sorry what's the latter?

1399
01:05:42,806 --> 01:05:44,432
- Is that the good times
- or the bad times?

1400
01:05:44,435 --> 01:05:45,891
It's good.

1401
01:05:45,892 --> 01:05:47,227
You're only the second

1402
01:05:47,228 --> 01:05:48,560
known case in the world.

1403
01:05:48,561 --> 01:05:50,563
But it looks like

1404
01:05:50,564 --> 01:05:52,564
the surgery was successful.

1405
01:05:52,565 --> 01:05:54,566
I'm cancer-free?

1406
01:05:54,567 --> 01:05:56,110
Technically.

1407
01:05:56,111 --> 01:05:57,362
I gotta say you're trending

1408
01:05:57,363 --> 01:05:58,612
in the right direction.

1409
01:05:58,613 --> 01:06:00,261
But, I'm going need to see

1410
01:06:00,262 --> 01:06:01,907
four clear CT scans from you

1411
01:06:01,908 --> 01:06:03,785
- before I'm ready to
- say that the chance

1412
01:06:03,788 --> 01:06:05,057
Of regression has

1413
01:06:05,058 --> 01:06:06,328
dropped exponentially,

1414
01:06:06,329 --> 01:06:08,832
which is

1415
01:06:08,833 --> 01:06:11,333
our best case scenario.

1416
01:06:11,334 --> 01:06:12,565
I love you!

1417
01:06:12,566 --> 01:06:13,794
Whoa!

1418
01:06:22,053 --> 01:06:24,180
Oh, thank God!

1419
01:07:01,217 --> 01:07:02,801
Oh hey.

1420
01:07:02,802 --> 01:07:04,219
Sorry, I was just leaving.

1421
01:07:04,220 --> 01:07:06,471
I heard your good news.

1422
01:07:06,472 --> 01:07:07,514
Huh?

1423
01:07:07,515 --> 01:07:08,891
I heard your good news.

1424
01:07:08,892 --> 01:07:10,727
- As a science person
- you should know

1425
01:07:10,730 --> 01:07:12,249
That there's a whatever

1426
01:07:12,250 --> 01:07:13,771
percent chance it comes back.

1427
01:07:15,398 --> 01:07:16,629
You pretty much

1428
01:07:16,630 --> 01:07:17,859
hate me, don't you?

1429
01:07:19,152 --> 01:07:20,195
Is that you asking

1430
01:07:20,196 --> 01:07:21,236
for an opinion?

1431
01:07:23,489 --> 01:07:25,200
Come here for a second.

1432
01:07:29,996 --> 01:07:31,413
Look.

1433
01:07:31,414 --> 01:07:33,124
I'm sorry.

1434
01:07:34,584 --> 01:07:36,294
I know this might not seem

1435
01:07:36,295 --> 01:07:38,003
much to you right now,

1436
01:07:38,004 --> 01:07:39,485
but the only reason I said

1437
01:07:39,486 --> 01:07:40,964
those things to you is

1438
01:07:40,965 --> 01:07:42,216
because I've seen

1439
01:07:42,217 --> 01:07:43,466
way worse things come

1440
01:07:43,467 --> 01:07:45,301
from not saying them.

1441
01:07:45,302 --> 01:07:47,847
You know, it's twisted,

1442
01:07:47,848 --> 01:07:50,390
but someone in your position has

1443
01:07:50,391 --> 01:07:51,643
to not only look after

1444
01:07:51,644 --> 01:07:52,893
your own recovery,

1445
01:07:52,894 --> 01:07:55,835
but also the guilt of watching

1446
01:07:55,836 --> 01:07:58,774
your loved ones being sad.

1447
01:07:58,775 --> 01:08:01,486
The irony is that I work so

1448
01:08:01,487 --> 01:08:04,196
hard to keep people alive

1449
01:08:04,197 --> 01:08:05,699
and then they end

1450
01:08:05,700 --> 01:08:07,200
up hating me for it.

1451
01:08:08,952 --> 01:08:11,453
Are you okay?

1452
01:08:11,454 --> 01:08:14,520
You know, I'm on

1453
01:08:14,521 --> 01:08:17,584
hour 22 of my shift...

1454
01:08:20,130 --> 01:08:22,673
And my cat has been alone

1455
01:08:17,585 --> 01:08:22,673
for this whole time.

1456
01:08:26,741 --> 01:08:28,845
Oh, come on, it's my cat.

1457
01:08:33,101 --> 01:08:34,373
You wouldn't laugh if you

1458
01:08:34,374 --> 01:08:35,645
saw him, he's adorable.

1459
01:08:39,463 --> 01:08:40,650
My...

1460
01:08:42,401 --> 01:08:44,070
My dad went.

1461
01:08:45,488 --> 01:08:47,697
I'm so sorry.

1462
01:08:47,698 --> 01:08:49,908
Thank you.

1463
01:08:49,909 --> 01:08:51,557
That comes after

1464
01:08:51,558 --> 01:08:53,203
your cat being alone?

1465
01:08:54,603 --> 01:08:55,998
It's weird, right.

1466
01:08:55,999 --> 01:08:57,708
Yeah.

1467
01:09:07,302 --> 01:09:08,803
Thank you.

1468
01:09:10,805 --> 01:09:12,514
For all of your help.

1469
01:09:12,515 --> 01:09:15,101
Well, thank you

1470
01:09:15,102 --> 01:09:17,686
for busting my ass.

1471
01:09:20,397 --> 01:09:21,982
It's weird to say it,

1472
01:09:21,983 --> 01:09:23,566
but you. uh...

1473
01:09:23,567 --> 01:09:24,652
you killed cancer,

1474
01:09:24,653 --> 01:09:25,736
Carley.

1475
01:09:27,030 --> 01:09:28,281
Good job.

1476
01:09:30,033 --> 01:09:31,555
Watch your leg

1477
01:09:31,556 --> 01:09:33,076
on the landing!

1478
01:09:33,077 --> 01:09:34,786
Engage muscles.

1479
01:09:34,787 --> 01:09:36,477
You look like a rag doll

1480
01:09:36,478 --> 01:09:38,165
on figure skates.

1481
01:09:41,085 --> 01:09:44,546
Hey, Shin.

1482
01:09:46,446 --> 01:09:48,343
After a few months, I was

1483
01:09:44,547 --> 01:09:48,342
ready to start training again.

1484
01:09:48,343 --> 01:09:51,345
First, I give my apology.

1485
01:09:51,346 --> 01:09:52,868
I was bad coach.

1486
01:09:52,869 --> 01:09:54,389
No you weren't.

1487
01:09:54,390 --> 01:09:55,558
Good coach would have

1488
01:09:55,559 --> 01:09:56,725
known you were sick.

1489
01:09:56,726 --> 01:09:58,602
Well, I forgive you.

1490
01:10:01,147 --> 01:10:02,649
Hey, remember that thing

1491
01:10:02,650 --> 01:10:04,149
you said after I made elite?

1492
01:10:04,150 --> 01:10:05,485
Always treat

1493
01:10:05,486 --> 01:10:06,819
your triumphs like...

1494
01:10:04,150 --> 01:10:06,818
Funerals.

1495
01:10:06,819 --> 01:10:08,486
I remember.

1496
01:10:08,487 --> 01:10:10,198
It was about not letting

1497
01:10:10,199 --> 01:10:11,907
emotions rule your life.

1498
01:10:11,908 --> 01:10:13,201
Emotions lead to

1499
01:10:13,202 --> 01:10:14,493
mistakes, problems.

1500
01:10:15,578 --> 01:10:17,330
- Too many people
- think from here.

1501
01:10:17,333 --> 01:10:18,788
Not here.

1502
01:10:18,789 --> 01:10:21,209
You are rare person.

1503
01:10:22,835 --> 01:10:24,316
Well, apparently, I'm one

1504
01:10:24,317 --> 01:10:25,795
in a three and a half billion.

1505
01:10:25,796 --> 01:10:27,006
I can get a doctor's

1506
01:10:27,007 --> 01:10:28,216
note on that.

1507
01:10:30,509 --> 01:10:31,928
Shin, I want to

1508
01:10:31,929 --> 01:10:33,346
get back in shape.

1509
01:10:37,767 --> 01:10:39,851
Will this help?

1510
01:10:43,064 --> 01:10:44,522
Whoa, this is hard.

1511
01:10:46,359 --> 01:10:48,610
Carley, feel it?

1512
01:10:48,611 --> 01:10:50,113
Yeah.

1513
01:10:51,655 --> 01:10:53,011
Soon you will sweat

1514
01:10:53,012 --> 01:10:54,367
like a pig!

1515
01:10:55,576 --> 01:10:58,078
Run little piggy!

1516
01:10:58,079 --> 01:11:00,038
Seriously, quit smiling!

1517
01:11:00,039 --> 01:11:01,103
You look like

1518
01:11:01,104 --> 01:11:02,165
a Batman villain.

1519
01:11:02,166 --> 01:11:03,500
Faster!

1520
01:11:07,506 --> 01:11:08,714
And so I had a third of it,

1521
01:11:06,296 --> 01:11:08,713
which is the world's...

1522
01:11:08,714 --> 01:11:10,341
Oh, my gosh.

1523
01:11:10,344 --> 01:11:12,385
- And my legs started shaking.
- I'm like,

1524
01:11:12,386 --> 01:11:14,586
- I don't like what's going on.
- It's the legs shaking.

1525
01:11:15,681 --> 01:11:16,806
Oh, it's about to

1526
01:11:14,553 --> 01:11:16,806
get so much better.

1527
01:11:18,433 --> 01:11:19,892
- Carley.
- Hi!

1528
01:11:19,895 --> 01:11:21,560
- I'd like you to
- meet Mr. Bowman,

1529
01:11:21,563 --> 01:11:23,520
- He's one of our hospital's
- donors, and also...

1530
01:11:23,523 --> 01:11:25,648
- A senior official at
- the National Hockey League.

1531
01:11:25,651 --> 01:11:27,191
- It is so nice to
- meet you, Carley.

1532
01:11:27,194 --> 01:11:28,818
- My wife and I
- love your videos.

1533
01:11:28,821 --> 01:11:30,068
Aw, nice to meet you.

1534
01:11:30,069 --> 01:11:31,904
- You have a beautiful
- singing voice.

1535
01:11:31,907 --> 01:11:33,113
Thank you so much.

1536
01:11:33,114 --> 01:11:34,531
- The NHL would
- like to offer you...

1537
01:11:34,534 --> 01:11:35,699
Season tickets?

1538
01:11:35,700 --> 01:11:36,866
We'd be delighted.

1539
01:11:36,867 --> 01:11:38,202
A chance to sing the

1540
01:11:38,203 --> 01:11:39,535
National Anthem at a game.

1541
01:11:39,536 --> 01:11:41,247
- I don't know why
- I just said that.

1542
01:11:41,250 --> 01:11:42,414
Well, you took a shot.

1543
01:11:42,415 --> 01:11:43,748
What do you say?

1544
01:11:45,126 --> 01:11:46,752
- I'm pretty much
- Used to singing

1545
01:11:46,755 --> 01:11:48,463
- In front of my
- family and friends,

1546
01:11:48,466 --> 01:11:49,860
But now I was about to

1547
01:11:49,861 --> 01:11:51,256
sing on national television

1548
01:11:51,257 --> 01:11:52,966
in front of millions of people.

1549
01:11:52,967 --> 01:11:54,426
Nervous?

1550
01:11:54,427 --> 01:11:55,595
No, singing's

1551
01:11:55,596 --> 01:11:56,761
sort of my thing, I'm...

1552
01:11:56,762 --> 01:11:57,930
I'm good...

1553
01:11:57,931 --> 01:11:59,098
I'm good.

1554
01:12:08,359 --> 01:12:10,443
Will you please remain

1555
01:12:06,272 --> 01:12:10,442
standing and welcome our singer

1556
01:12:10,443 --> 01:12:11,924
for tonight's

1557
01:12:11,925 --> 01:12:13,403
Canadian national anthem.

1558
01:12:13,404 --> 01:12:14,843
She was diagnosed

1559
01:12:14,844 --> 01:12:16,281
with an extremely rare

1560
01:12:16,282 --> 01:12:19,659
trachea cancer in 2013,

1561
01:12:19,660 --> 01:12:21,517
but that has not stopped her

1562
01:12:21,518 --> 01:12:23,372
from performing for us tonight.

1563
01:12:23,373 --> 01:12:24,875
Please join me in

1564
01:12:24,876 --> 01:12:26,375
welcoming Carley Allison!

1565
01:12:28,919 --> 01:12:32,672
♪ O, Canada ♪

1566
01:12:32,673 --> 01:12:37,219
♪ Our home and native land ♪

1567
01:12:37,220 --> 01:12:41,181
♪ True patriot love ♪

1568
01:12:41,182 --> 01:12:45,560
♪ In all thy sons command ♪

1569
01:12:45,561 --> 01:12:48,189
♪ With glowing hearts

1570
01:12:48,190 --> 01:12:50,815
We see thee rise ♪

1571
01:12:50,816 --> 01:12:52,902
♪ The True North

1572
01:12:52,903 --> 01:12:54,986
Strong and free ♪

1573
01:12:54,987 --> 01:12:58,281
♪ From far and wide ♪

1574
01:12:58,282 --> 01:13:02,327
♪ O, Canada, we stand ♪

1575
01:13:02,328 --> 01:13:06,748
♪ On guard for thee ♪

1576
01:13:06,749 --> 01:13:08,291
♪ God keep our land ♪

1577
01:13:08,292 --> 01:13:11,795
♪ Glorious and free ♪

1578
01:13:16,633 --> 01:13:22,055
♪ O Canada, we stand ♪

1579
01:13:22,056 --> 01:13:27,519
♪ On guard for thee ♪

1580
01:13:27,520 --> 01:13:32,690
♪ O Canada, we stand ♪

1581
01:13:32,691 --> 01:13:38,530
♪ On guard for thee ♪

1582
01:13:53,170 --> 01:13:54,818
Carley, can you

1583
01:13:54,819 --> 01:13:56,466
get the door please?

1584
01:13:59,885 --> 01:14:01,762
- Why are you setting
- the table?

1585
01:14:10,396 --> 01:14:11,814
Please,

1586
01:14:11,815 --> 01:14:13,231
just give me a second.

1587
01:14:13,232 --> 01:14:14,399
What are you doing here?

1588
01:14:14,400 --> 01:14:16,319
I'm sorry, Carley.

1589
01:14:17,612 --> 01:14:19,572
- But I was never afraid
- of you or ashamed

1590
01:14:19,575 --> 01:14:21,739
To introduce you to anyone.

1591
01:14:21,740 --> 01:14:23,263
I was embarrassed

1592
01:14:23,264 --> 01:14:24,784
of my own family.

1593
01:14:24,785 --> 01:14:26,454
They're loud, really loud.

1594
01:14:26,455 --> 01:14:28,121
My grandparents live with me.

1595
01:14:28,122 --> 01:14:29,457
They hardly speak

1596
01:14:29,458 --> 01:14:30,791
a word of English.

1597
01:14:32,251 --> 01:14:33,815
I just... I didn't want

1598
01:14:33,816 --> 01:14:35,379
to overwhelm you.

1599
01:14:43,220 --> 01:14:46,223
But I want you.

1600
01:14:47,600 --> 01:14:48,747
Me and you were

1601
01:14:48,748 --> 01:14:49,893
meant to be together.

1602
01:14:52,855 --> 01:14:55,108
Since I was too scared to

1603
01:14:55,109 --> 01:14:57,360
bring you to my family,

1604
01:14:59,654 --> 01:15:01,531
I brought

1605
01:15:01,532 --> 01:15:03,407
my family to you.

1606
01:15:06,243 --> 01:15:13,082
♪ You take me away ♪

1607
01:15:13,083 --> 01:15:14,981
♪ Pass the clouds

1608
01:15:14,982 --> 01:15:16,878
And into space ♪

1609
01:15:16,879 --> 01:15:19,590
♪ I daydream about

1610
01:15:19,591 --> 01:15:22,300
That place ♪

1611
01:15:22,301 --> 01:15:25,761
♪ And if I'm lost ♪

1612
01:15:25,762 --> 01:15:29,265
♪ I'm lost with you ♪

1613
01:15:29,266 --> 01:15:33,061
♪ We don't have to know ♪

1614
01:15:33,062 --> 01:15:36,022
♪ Where we're running to ♪

1615
01:15:36,023 --> 01:15:38,483
♪ Or where we'll go ♪

1616
01:15:38,484 --> 01:15:40,361
♪ We belong where

1617
01:15:40,362 --> 01:15:42,237
The wild things are ♪

1618
01:15:42,238 --> 01:15:46,449
♪ You set fire in my heart ♪

1619
01:15:46,450 --> 01:15:48,390
♪ We belong where

1620
01:15:48,391 --> 01:15:50,328
The wild things roam ♪

1621
01:15:50,329 --> 01:15:52,560
♪ Just take my hand

1622
01:15:52,561 --> 01:15:54,790
I'm yours to follow ♪

1623
01:15:54,791 --> 01:15:58,127
♪ Whoa, oh, oh, oh ♪

1624
01:15:58,128 --> 01:16:02,299
♪ Let's go, let's go ♪

1625
01:16:48,887 --> 01:16:49,972
Good job.

1626
01:16:49,975 --> 01:16:51,723
Nice applause.

1627
01:16:53,060 --> 01:16:54,393
Are you kidding? I suck now.

1628
01:16:51,724 --> 01:16:54,392
That was embarrassing.

1629
01:16:54,393 --> 01:16:56,228
- If there were any judges
- I would have gotten...

1630
01:16:56,231 --> 01:16:57,396
- Top scores.
- Are you crazy?

1631
01:16:57,399 --> 01:16:58,731
- Scores based
- on difficulty.

1632
01:16:58,734 --> 01:17:00,190
- What you did
- was very difficult.

1633
01:17:00,193 --> 01:17:01,650
Yeah, for sure.

1634
01:17:01,651 --> 01:17:03,026
No jokes.

1635
01:17:05,988 --> 01:17:07,302
I am very proud

1636
01:17:07,303 --> 01:17:08,615
of you, Carley.

1637
01:17:08,616 --> 01:17:09,992
Forget competitions.

1638
01:17:09,993 --> 01:17:11,367
Forget medals.

1639
01:17:11,368 --> 01:17:12,786
This was your

1640
01:17:12,787 --> 01:17:14,204
greatest achievement.

1641
01:17:23,547 --> 01:17:25,341
Thank you, Shin.

1642
01:17:45,402 --> 01:17:47,196
Hey, why don't we grab

1643
01:17:47,197 --> 01:17:48,988
some Thai on the way home?

1644
01:17:48,989 --> 01:17:50,907
- Yeah, I could have Thai.
- That would be nice.

1645
01:17:50,910 --> 01:17:52,742
No, Sammy hates Thai.

1646
01:17:52,743 --> 01:17:54,161
- Come on.
- Have you ever had

1647
01:17:54,164 --> 01:17:55,413
The pineapple fried rice

1648
01:17:55,414 --> 01:17:56,663
from Happy Thai?

1649
01:17:56,664 --> 01:17:58,206
No, is it really good?

1650
01:17:58,207 --> 01:17:59,958
- Oh May, it'll blow
- your mind.

1651
01:17:59,959 --> 01:18:00,959
It's beyond.

1652
01:18:02,002 --> 01:18:03,212
Ow! Okay,

1653
01:18:03,213 --> 01:18:04,420
what was that?

1654
01:18:04,421 --> 01:18:05,921
Sammy hates Thai!

1655
01:18:05,922 --> 01:18:07,800
- Let's just get
- pizza or something.

1656
01:18:07,803 --> 01:18:09,300
Pizza it is.

1657
01:18:09,301 --> 01:18:10,386
And what is it

1658
01:18:10,387 --> 01:18:11,469
you and the dimes?

1659
01:18:11,470 --> 01:18:13,368
She threw a dime at her

1660
01:18:13,369 --> 01:18:15,264
dad when she was about six

1661
01:18:15,265 --> 01:18:17,414
to get his attention

1662
01:18:17,415 --> 01:18:19,561
and she hasn't stopped.

1663
01:18:19,562 --> 01:18:21,668
If I had a dime for every

1664
01:18:21,669 --> 01:18:23,773
time she threw a dime.

1665
01:18:25,006 --> 01:18:26,234
No, Mom.

1666
01:18:26,235 --> 01:18:28,695
Hey, Doc.

1667
01:18:28,696 --> 01:18:30,823
So we good?

1668
01:18:52,428 --> 01:18:54,597
It spread to my lungs.

1669
01:19:14,742 --> 01:19:18,308
♪ She must rest now

1670
01:19:18,309 --> 01:19:21,873
Dream so deep ♪

1671
01:19:21,874 --> 01:19:25,251
♪ I will caress you ♪

1672
01:19:25,252 --> 01:19:28,421
♪ Smile in your sleep ♪

1673
01:19:28,422 --> 01:19:31,341
♪ Smile in your sleep ♪

1674
01:19:32,802 --> 01:19:37,597
♪ Don't go so fast ♪

1675
01:19:37,598 --> 01:19:39,829
♪ And don't get

1676
01:19:39,830 --> 01:19:42,060
Too far away from home ♪

1677
01:19:43,896 --> 01:19:48,691
♪ Heaven at last ♪

1678
01:19:48,692 --> 01:19:51,174
♪ To see how much

1679
01:19:51,175 --> 01:19:53,656
My baby's grown ♪

1680
01:19:55,324 --> 01:19:58,598
♪ She must rest now

1681
01:19:58,599 --> 01:20:01,871
Dream so deep ♪

1682
01:20:01,872 --> 01:20:05,458
♪ I will caress you ♪

1683
01:20:05,459 --> 01:20:08,586
♪ Smile in your sleep ♪

1684
01:20:08,587 --> 01:20:12,215
♪ Smile in your sleep ♪

1685
01:20:30,901 --> 01:20:32,235
I love you.

1686
01:20:55,592 --> 01:20:58,136
I love you, too.

1687
01:21:08,230 --> 01:21:10,024
Sophie told me to write

1688
01:21:10,025 --> 01:21:11,816
a letter to cancer.

1689
01:21:11,817 --> 01:21:14,028
She said her dad did it and

1690
01:21:14,029 --> 01:21:16,237
it helped to focus his feels.

1691
01:21:16,238 --> 01:21:19,575
So, this is what I wrote.

1692
01:21:27,875 --> 01:21:30,044
Fuck you, Cancer.

1693
01:21:35,696 --> 01:21:37,843
Okay, that was

1694
01:21:33,547 --> 01:21:37,842
a little harsh.

1695
01:21:37,843 --> 01:21:39,553
Although I think it

1696
01:21:39,554 --> 01:21:41,263
is totally accurate.

1697
01:21:42,890 --> 01:21:44,850
I tried to look at it from

1698
01:21:44,851 --> 01:21:46,810
a different perspective.

1699
01:21:48,854 --> 01:21:51,648
"Dear Carley,

1700
01:21:53,275 --> 01:21:56,070
"I'm Cancer.

1701
01:21:58,697 --> 01:22:00,615
"What's up?

1702
01:22:00,616 --> 01:22:01,784
"How ya doing?

1703
01:22:01,785 --> 01:22:02,952
You enjoying the weather?

1704
01:22:05,664 --> 01:22:06,914
Just kidding.

1705
01:22:08,707 --> 01:22:10,626
"I can't talk.

1706
01:22:12,586 --> 01:22:14,337
"You can't see me.

1707
01:22:15,422 --> 01:22:18,091
"I don't have any thoughts.

1708
01:22:18,092 --> 01:22:19,802
"I just start growing

1709
01:22:19,803 --> 01:22:21,510
inside you,

1710
01:22:21,511 --> 01:22:24,305
"and the more I grow,

1711
01:22:24,306 --> 01:22:26,100
"the more you die.

1712
01:22:28,727 --> 01:22:30,291
"Basically, I'm like

1713
01:22:30,292 --> 01:22:31,855
a really needy friend.

1714
01:22:33,315 --> 01:22:35,651
"Except I'm not your friend.

1715
01:22:37,653 --> 01:22:39,113
"I don't care about

1716
01:22:39,114 --> 01:22:40,572
you or who you are.

1717
01:22:42,282 --> 01:22:44,618
"All I do is wait for the right

1718
01:22:44,619 --> 01:22:46,953
conditions to try and exist,

1719
01:22:46,954 --> 01:22:49,705
"and at some point you sat

1720
01:22:49,706 --> 01:22:50,728
"in front of a

1721
01:22:50,729 --> 01:22:51,749
microwave for too long,

1722
01:22:51,750 --> 01:22:54,482
"or had bad DNA, or maybe

1723
01:22:54,483 --> 01:22:57,213
even just got unlucky.

1724
01:22:59,716 --> 01:23:01,885
"And that was all I needed.

1725
01:23:04,179 --> 01:23:06,515
"You're just a Petri dish.

1726
01:23:08,058 --> 01:23:10,310
"Thanks for the ecosystem, dude.

1727
01:23:12,604 --> 01:23:14,314
"Love, Cancer."

1728
01:23:20,029 --> 01:23:21,197
In a figure staking

1729
01:23:21,198 --> 01:23:22,363
competition, the area where

1730
01:23:22,364 --> 01:23:23,469
you get your scores

1731
01:23:23,470 --> 01:23:24,573
is called the kiss and cry.

1732
01:23:24,574 --> 01:23:26,368
It was created by champions

1733
01:23:26,369 --> 01:23:28,161
who came long before me,

1734
01:23:28,162 --> 01:23:29,851
who realized it's not

1735
01:23:29,852 --> 01:23:31,539
about what happens

1736
01:23:31,540 --> 01:23:33,062
when you're in the box, just

1737
01:23:33,063 --> 01:23:34,583
how many times you're in it.

1738
01:23:34,584 --> 01:23:35,857
How many times you

1739
01:23:35,858 --> 01:23:37,128
keep putting yourself

1740
01:23:37,129 --> 01:23:38,796
out there for marks.

1741
01:23:38,797 --> 01:23:40,132
And keep coming back no

1742
01:23:40,133 --> 01:23:41,465
matter what the results are.

1743
01:23:56,398 --> 01:23:58,942
Treat funerals like triumphs.

1744
01:24:01,111 --> 01:24:03,154
What did that mean?

1745
01:24:03,155 --> 01:24:05,282
It means that life

1746
01:24:05,283 --> 01:24:07,408
is full of moments

1747
01:24:07,409 --> 01:24:09,348
in which you can choose

1748
01:24:09,349 --> 01:24:11,287
to smile or not smile.

1749
01:24:21,090 --> 01:24:23,092
Let's be real,

1750
01:24:23,093 --> 01:24:25,093
do I wish I was at school?

1751
01:24:25,094 --> 01:24:26,802
Yes.

1752
01:24:26,803 --> 01:24:28,221
Do I wish I could be

1753
01:24:28,222 --> 01:24:29,638
training every day?

1754
01:24:29,639 --> 01:24:31,849
Absolutely.

1755
01:24:31,850 --> 01:24:33,435
But these last two years

1756
01:24:33,436 --> 01:24:35,019
have taught me so much

1757
01:24:35,020 --> 01:24:36,834
that I refuse to believe

1758
01:24:36,835 --> 01:24:38,647
the cancer inside

1759
01:24:38,648 --> 01:24:40,482
of me is a killer.

1760
01:24:40,483 --> 01:24:43,424
It doesn't mean it's nice,

1761
01:24:43,425 --> 01:24:46,364
but we all can make the choice.

1762
01:24:49,076 --> 01:24:51,494
And I choose to smile.

1763
01:24:52,955 --> 01:24:54,456
That's my triumph.

1764
01:24:59,169 --> 01:25:01,588
A lot of things were kisses.

1765
01:25:04,424 --> 01:25:06,760
Cancer was a cry.

1766
01:25:08,303 --> 01:25:10,846
But it wasn't my only score.

1767
01:25:24,111 --> 01:25:25,592
So you might take me

1768
01:25:25,593 --> 01:25:27,072
away from all of this...

1769
01:25:29,658 --> 01:25:31,139
but you also remind me that

1770
01:25:31,140 --> 01:25:32,619
I got to leave my mark.

1771
01:25:35,164 --> 01:25:36,415
And that I am

1772
01:25:36,416 --> 01:25:37,666
surrounded by love.

1773
01:25:55,725 --> 01:25:58,186
All right.

1774
01:25:58,187 --> 01:25:59,854
Thank you, Mr. John.

1775
01:25:59,855 --> 01:26:01,523
No problem.

1776
01:26:02,858 --> 01:26:04,484
- You guys
- need anything?

1777
01:26:04,487 --> 01:26:05,734
Some hot chocolate?

1778
01:26:05,735 --> 01:26:06,986
Want to take the truck?

1779
01:26:06,987 --> 01:26:08,697
- No one drives
- your truck.

1780
01:26:08,700 --> 01:26:11,033
- If you want to take the truck,
- you can take the truck.

1781
01:26:11,036 --> 01:26:12,950
Don't be weird.

1782
01:26:12,951 --> 01:26:14,140
Just keep hoarding your

1783
01:26:14,141 --> 01:26:15,328
truck like a normal dad.

1784
01:26:15,329 --> 01:26:16,621
That's all right, Mark.

1785
01:26:16,624 --> 01:26:18,165
- We'll walk,
- it's not too far.

1786
01:26:18,168 --> 01:26:19,748
I will take that though.

1787
01:26:19,749 --> 01:26:21,375
Thank you, Mom.

1788
01:26:21,376 --> 01:26:23,295
- All right guys,
- see you in a bit.

1789
01:26:23,298 --> 01:26:24,963
See you in a bit.

1790
01:26:30,135 --> 01:26:32,427
I love you.

1791
01:26:32,428 --> 01:26:34,639
I love you, too.

1792
01:26:37,517 --> 01:26:40,686
Okay, go have fun.

1793
01:26:50,989 --> 01:26:53,033
♪ I may have grown apart

1794
01:26:53,034 --> 01:26:55,076
From others ♪

1795
01:26:55,077 --> 01:26:57,705
♪ Thinking days here

1796
01:26:57,706 --> 01:27:00,332
In the dark give me change ♪

1797
01:27:05,545 --> 01:27:08,194
♪ But hold on

1798
01:27:08,195 --> 01:27:10,841
Disasters always spread apart ♪

1799
01:27:10,842 --> 01:27:13,344
♪ My line of reason ♪

1800
01:27:13,345 --> 01:27:14,784
You ready?

1801
01:27:14,785 --> 01:27:16,223
Yeah.

1802
01:27:21,186 --> 01:27:22,938
Just keep upright.

1803
01:27:24,231 --> 01:27:25,439
There you go.

1804
01:27:25,440 --> 01:27:27,566
Just push your feet.

1805
01:27:27,567 --> 01:27:28,589
See? So much better

1806
01:27:28,590 --> 01:27:29,610
than last year.

1807
01:27:29,611 --> 01:27:31,571
- Still can't stop,
- though.

1808
01:27:32,948 --> 01:27:35,116
You'll stop eventually.

1809
01:27:35,117 --> 01:27:36,952
Very funny.

1810
01:27:41,290 --> 01:27:42,645
You're always

1811
01:27:42,646 --> 01:27:44,000
making me look bad.

1812
01:27:46,878 --> 01:27:48,588
You look good to me.

1813
01:27:50,132 --> 01:27:51,133
You're just

1814
01:27:51,134 --> 01:27:52,134
forgetting one thing.

1815
01:27:53,593 --> 01:27:55,344
What's that?

1816
01:27:58,265 --> 01:28:00,267
Smile.

1817
01:28:12,279 --> 01:28:14,323
Always smile.

1818
01:28:25,750 --> 01:28:30,588
♪ Here in a familiar place ♪

1819
01:28:32,507 --> 01:28:35,884
♪ We got our heads down ♪

1820
01:28:35,885 --> 01:28:39,097
♪ And then we pretend it's

1821
01:28:39,098 --> 01:28:42,308
'Cause the night is dark ♪

1822
01:28:42,309 --> 01:28:44,269
- I'm not sure if
- You've ever heard

1823
01:28:44,272 --> 01:28:46,229
- The name
- Carley Allison before,

1824
01:28:46,232 --> 01:28:47,794
But Carley, at the age

1825
01:28:47,795 --> 01:28:49,357
of 17, was diagnosed

1826
01:28:49,358 --> 01:28:50,463
with a very rare form

1827
01:28:50,464 --> 01:28:51,566
of cancer.

1828
01:28:51,567 --> 01:28:52,673
Everybody is kind of

1829
01:28:52,674 --> 01:28:53,777
living their lives

1830
01:28:53,778 --> 01:28:54,779
and then all of the

1831
01:28:54,780 --> 01:28:55,780
sudden this just happens,

1832
01:28:55,781 --> 01:28:57,698
this just falls in her lap.

1833
01:28:57,699 --> 01:28:59,535
So today I found out, as I'm

1834
01:28:59,536 --> 01:29:01,369
sure you may already know,

1835
01:29:01,370 --> 01:29:03,037
Carley passed away.

1836
01:29:03,038 --> 01:29:04,705
She was 19.

1837
01:29:04,706 --> 01:29:05,916
Nineteen years old.

1838
01:29:05,917 --> 01:29:07,124
And she spent the better part

1839
01:29:07,125 --> 01:29:09,002
- of the last two years
- fighting this thing.

1840
01:29:09,005 --> 01:29:11,004
- The fact she was
- Able to stay positive

1841
01:29:11,005 --> 01:29:12,005
And upbeat and inspire

1842
01:29:12,006 --> 01:29:13,006
people through all of it.

1843
01:29:14,509 --> 01:29:16,009
Absolutely. She was the example

1844
01:29:13,006 --> 01:29:16,008
for all of us

1845
01:29:16,009 --> 01:29:17,552
and she was determined

1846
01:29:17,553 --> 01:29:19,094
not to let cancer win

1847
01:29:19,095 --> 01:29:20,430
and even though she succumbed

1848
01:29:20,431 --> 01:29:21,763
to it, it didn't win.

1849
01:29:21,764 --> 01:29:23,182
So our heart from Kiss 92.5

1850
01:29:23,183 --> 01:29:24,599
goes out to her father,

1851
01:29:24,600 --> 01:29:25,727
her mother,

1852
01:29:25,728 --> 01:29:26,852
her older sister, Riley,

1853
01:29:26,853 --> 01:29:28,312
her younger sister, Samantha.

1854
01:29:28,313 --> 01:29:29,772
- You have to be
- hurting right now,

1855
01:29:29,775 --> 01:29:33,442
But wow you must be so proud.

1856
01:29:33,443 --> 01:29:38,655
♪ Let's get on another flight ♪

1857
01:29:38,656 --> 01:29:42,910
♪ Maybe set out to sea ♪

1858
01:29:42,911 --> 01:29:45,622
♪ Kick it up and

1859
01:29:45,623 --> 01:29:48,332
Shake a fist at it ♪

1860
01:29:48,333 --> 01:29:50,981
♪ Cause death is

1861
01:29:50,982 --> 01:29:53,629
Harder to come by ♪

1862
01:29:54,881 --> 01:29:58,551
♪ Than it is to breathe ♪

1863
01:29:58,552 --> 01:30:01,200
♪ When you gotta

1864
01:30:01,201 --> 01:30:03,847
Make a break for it ♪

1865
01:30:03,848 --> 01:30:06,413
♪ 'Cause it's been

1866
01:30:06,414 --> 01:30:08,978
A long time of this ♪

1867
01:30:11,940 --> 01:30:15,984
♪ Something has got to give ♪

1868
01:30:15,985 --> 01:30:17,799
♪ Everyone here

1869
01:30:17,800 --> 01:30:19,612
Is ready to go ♪

1870
01:30:19,613 --> 01:30:21,491
♪ It's been a hard year

1871
01:30:21,492 --> 01:30:23,367
With nothing to show ♪

1872
01:30:23,368 --> 01:30:26,661
♪ From down this road ♪

1873
01:30:26,662 --> 01:30:31,375
♪ It's only on we go ♪

1874
01:30:31,376 --> 01:30:33,211
♪ Everyone here

1875
01:30:33,212 --> 01:30:35,045
Is ready to go ♪

1876
01:30:35,046 --> 01:30:36,944
♪ It's been a hard year

1877
01:30:36,945 --> 01:30:38,840
And I only know ♪

1878
01:30:38,841 --> 01:30:42,219
♪ From down this low ♪

1879
01:30:42,220 --> 01:30:44,994
♪ It's only up

1880
01:30:44,995 --> 01:30:47,767
It's only up we go ♪

1881
01:31:03,032 --> 01:31:06,994
♪ Nothing gives easy ♪

1882
01:31:06,995 --> 01:31:10,372
♪ Easy gives nothing ♪

1883
01:31:10,373 --> 01:31:14,585
♪ I'm just tryin' a keep ♪

1884
01:31:14,586 --> 01:31:18,380
♪ Income coming in ♪

1885
01:31:18,381 --> 01:31:22,009
♪ Dawn is bound to break ♪

1886
01:31:22,010 --> 01:31:26,221
♪ When the night is done ♪

1887
01:31:26,222 --> 01:31:30,267
♪ Always darker days ♪

1888
01:31:30,268 --> 01:31:35,190
♪ Before brighter ones ♪

1889
01:31:40,111 --> 01:31:43,323
♪ Brighter ones ♪

1890
01:31:47,619 --> 01:31:50,830
♪ Brighter ones ♪

1891
01:31:55,627 --> 01:31:58,838
♪ Brighter ones ♪

1892
01:32:04,365 --> 01:32:05,803
My eyes have been

1893
01:32:02,925 --> 01:32:05,802
opened to way more things

1894
01:32:05,803 --> 01:32:06,992
than I could ever

1895
01:32:06,993 --> 01:32:08,180
imagined at 18.

1896
01:32:08,181 --> 01:32:10,058
- If I was to say to someone
- going through cancer

1897
01:32:10,061 --> 01:32:11,767
- I'd say the typical
- things, you know,

1898
01:32:11,770 --> 01:32:13,207
Keep your head up.

1899
01:32:13,208 --> 01:32:14,645
But after going through it,

1900
01:32:14,646 --> 01:32:16,043
I know it seems like

1901
01:32:16,044 --> 01:32:17,439
there's never an end

1902
01:32:17,440 --> 01:32:19,484
- when you're going through.
- Especially chemo.

1903
01:32:19,487 --> 01:32:21,611
- But you just have to remember
- that everyone is there

1904
01:32:21,614 --> 01:32:23,279
For you all the time

1905
01:32:23,280 --> 01:32:24,946
and you will get through it.

1906
01:32:24,947 --> 01:32:26,074
Never put

1907
01:32:26,075 --> 01:32:27,199
the doubts in your mind.

1908
01:32:27,200 --> 01:32:28,576
Never think, oh, well,

1909
01:32:28,577 --> 01:32:29,682
I'm really,

1910
01:32:29,683 --> 01:32:30,785
really not feeling well.

1911
01:32:30,786 --> 01:32:32,539
- You're gonna get
- better in the end.

1912
01:32:32,542 --> 01:32:35,541
You've gotta keep that in mind.

1913
01:32:35,542 --> 01:32:37,315
♪ Everyone here

1914
01:32:37,316 --> 01:32:39,086
Is ready to go ♪

1915
01:32:39,087 --> 01:32:40,881
♪ It's been a hard year

1916
01:32:40,882 --> 01:32:42,673
With nothing to show ♪

1917
01:32:42,674 --> 01:32:46,134
♪ From down this road ♪

1918
01:32:46,135 --> 01:32:50,681
♪ It's only on we go ♪

1919
01:32:50,682 --> 01:32:52,517
♪ Everyone here

1920
01:32:52,518 --> 01:32:54,351
Is ready to go ♪

1921
01:32:54,352 --> 01:32:56,271
♪ It's been a hard year

1922
01:32:56,272 --> 01:32:58,188
But I only know ♪

1923
01:32:58,189 --> 01:33:01,609
♪ From down this low ♪

1924
01:33:01,610 --> 01:33:06,864
♪ It's only up, up we go ♪