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I've been up since like 4:30am and there's just been a lot of weirdness already.

Like, twice already dad was going to come out with me somewhere (Tim Horton's and No Frills) and both times, he got to the front door, ran back downstairs and told me to go by myself (which I did)

I gave him his supplements, didn't seem to mind them. He's been sitting on his bed, more or less frozen since atleast like 6:15-6:30ish (occasionally getting up to pace). He has like completely lost interest in things he formerly enjoyed (watching DVDs, looking at his hockey cards, using his phone). All he does now is sit on his bed, slumped over, not even laying down.

I have to like acclimate myself to doing so much stuff that I'm not used to it and it's pretty overwhelming. As an example: laundry. We have a ton of it. I have no idea what I'm doing. Not that it's necessarily a bad thing that I have to force myself to learn, but still like I don't expect him to help and to do that much laundry as someone so grossly inexperienced at it is a little nerve-wrecking, you know?