[いしかわ ななみ] EGO EXPAND | form.

•*• wings •*•

○ full name: ishikawa nanami

○ nicknames
  + 'nana' is used by her family members
  + her mother gave her the chinese name 'xiuying'
  + due to spacing out, 'daydreamer' is what her friends call her

○ birthday: june 8th, 1996

○ age: 19 years (int.)

○ nationality: japanese-chinese

○ birthplace: fukuoka, japan

○ face claim + back up
  + HYOJUNG of oh my girl | WINDY DAY era
  + JENNIE of blackpink | BLANK PAGE era

○ slot: acicular

○ height: 162cm

○ weight: 47kg

○ blood type: ab+



•*• lie •*•

○ personality
  + socially awkward
  + perfectionist
  + insecure
  + filled with doubts
  + quiet

○ background: nanami originates from a low-income family as her parents worked at an office for a small business corporation. nanami had never mind knowing that her friends possessed the newest things while she did not. being from such a family, nanami was able to learn value very easily and she appreciated the things that she owned. when she had entered elementary school, she experienced being teased because of the status of her familyㅡ and due to her mixed background. nanami did try her best to ignore these malicious comments, but completely failed as she became very insecure about herself and broken. her lack of confidence and strength led her to gradually slipped away from any social groups she was once apart of. nanami hit her lowest point as she became depressed, and had resorted to terrible actions since her parents were unable to send her to therapy due to them being unaware of the situation. once she was old enough and had enough money to survive on her own, nanami left japan without a trace. she headed to south korea to start a new life.

○ trivia
  + enjoys homemade food
  + regrets leaving japan suddenly
  + allergic to any nut product
  + younger sibling she is unaware of
  + watches beauty gurus to improve her techniques
  + done over 5 plastic surgery operations within a year

○ closest friend
  → lobed
  → yoongi

○ favorite color: serenity

○ favorite movie: the beauty within

○ favorite music genre: ballad

○ favorite singer/band: ailee

○ favorite actor: park bogum



•*• stigma •*•

○ love interest: taehyung

○ back up: jungkook

○ how you act around him: nanami has pretty much closed herself off due to her past experiences with bullies. she fears that allowing people into her life will not only make her attached, but also as an attempt to avoid being judged by those she cares for. but when she is around taehyung, it feels almost natural for her. she will at first be very soft-spoken around him, but soon will become to understand him enough that she will then begin to open up. nanami does have social phobia which means that she is unable to do well in any type of social situation, so her opening up to taehyung will not be suddenㅡ obviously will take some time for her. she will be nervous and mostly flustered around him.

○ how he acts around you: in his own way, taehyung might be just or even more depressed than nanami. because the two grew up in different situations, he will of course be curious about the life that she lived. it will be awkward for them in the beginning since neither taehyung or nanami are big speakers. since in the beginning they do not know much about one another, taehyung will push her away whenever he sees herㅡ  like walking away or calling her out whenever he catches her looking at him. however, he secretly feels this sort of comfort when he is around her, and might even break into a small smile from time to time just because. because the two are not big on speaking around each other yet, i believe that both will be amazing listeners for each other in the future. i think that taehyung would try and comfort her about her appearance in the future as a way to ease her just as she would try to do the same for hiim.

○ things you want to do together:
  + relive the childhood that was taken from them
  + go to japan
  + eat a meal
  + walk
  + watch the city from the top of a building


•*• awake •*•

○ password: stigma

○ your acc: yeolda-

○ have you ever applied to my afs before?: i do not think i have ever

○ what do u like or don't like about my afs? BE HONEST: i technically cannot say much since this is my first time applying. but i can see that the plot is well-thought out, and how unique it is compared to the typical applyfics. i like how organized it is as well.

○ what's your fave k drama?: that is very difficult for me to answer. right now i guess it would be either doctor crush or scarlet heart since those are the two that i am currently watching at the moment.

○ who's ur fave actor/actress?: park bogum

○ i'm sry i rlly don't know what i'm doing: i never know what i am doing

○ plz stan inx.: already fell into that life

○ ok sry i'll stop.: don't