[F4M][script offer] I want to tell you something...

v1.1 slight edits

[F4M][script offer] I want to tell you something... [first time][taking it slow][gentle][tender][excited][mostly buildup for part 2, and 3... and...][originally for daviejayne]

(Nervous, hesitant, a little embarrassed)

So, um, hey? How… how it’s going? Mind if I come in and talk to you for a bit?

I look like I’m about to ask something? Oh… well, yes, you’re right. How did you know? I’m that easy to read? (giggles) But it’s something… private, so do you mind if I come in and shut the door, so we can talk? Maybe I can just sit here on your bed with you? Thanks.

Well, first of all, we haven’t known each other very long. But I suppose we’re kind of like friends already, right? At least I feel that way. I trust you, we just seem to connect pretty well, don’t you think? And I love all the silly conversations we have, and how we seem to have the same sort of terrible sense of humour. (laughs) So, I thought I could talk to you about this, even though it’s a bit embarrassing…

Anyway… I, I know that sometimes you bring… *girls* back to our dorm… and, well, sometimes I can kind of hear… things…

I’m not being very clear? Oh. Sorry. (giggles nervously)

(Deep breath) Ok, let me try again. So, what I wanted to say is that I can hear… sometimes… a little bit of what’s going on in your room across the hall when there’s a… girl in there. You know, kind of, *with* you. I’m not complaining, I just can’t help but notice that it usually sounds like… they’re enjoying themselves. So, I thought, you must kind of know what you’re doing with them…

I’m sorry, saying it out loud sounds so weird, and I don’t mean to make you feel like I’m spying on you or something. Like I said, this is embarrassing. I think I’m blushing. (giggles)

Although… it looks like you’re going a little bit red as well… I promise I didn’t mean to listen, but I couldn’t help it, the walls aren’t very soundproof here, you know? And sometimes, they, well, they make pretty loud noises. Which is… kind of a compliment, right? So, you shouldn’t be looking so awkward. Please, I’m not trying to tease you.

So, what do I want, then? Oh. Yeah… good question. (deep breath)

Well, my problem is… and I wouldn’t tell this to anyone, but… I see people going out on dates or, um, ‘hooking up’ just for fun, like it’s so easy and casual, and I don’t know how it’s all just so normal for them… I sometimes feel like I don’t belong. As if I’m missing out some big secret. Because I’ve never really found someone to be with.

No, I mean, not just here. I mean, ever. I’ve never been with anyone before. Yes, it’s true, don’t look at me like that… And it’s definitely not because I’m not interested in… sex, and all that stuff. I watch, you know, porn, and I know how to… touch myself, I’ve actually gotten pretty good at it, mostly because I don’t have anyone to do it for me… (laughs). Basically all I’ve done is had a few kisses, and some touching, and… not much else.

No, seriously! I just never found someone I *wanted* to be with, you know? And now it feels like it’s too late, like I already missed out and everyone knows what they’re doing except me.

(slightly shaky breathing as if upset)

Oh, I’m so sorry. I don’t know why I’m telling you this. You don’t care about all this personal stuff, we don’t even really know each other that well… You really don’t mind? Oh, thank you, I really hoped you’d understand. I just needed someone to talk to, I think.

Mmmm, thank you. Oh, you’re so sweet, to just comfort me by putting your hand against my cheek and neck like that. Oh god. The way you’re stroking my lips with your thumb. That feels really nice. You… you look like you’re about to lean in and… Mmph. (sound of gentle kissing, soft and tender).

You know, you didn’t have to kiss me. Just because you feel sorry for me. I don’t want to make you feel you have to, just because I’m telling you this. Why are you… leaning in so close to my ear like that? Your breath feels funny, but… nice, it’s making me tingle a little.

Ooh, that whisper… you… you think it’s actually really hot? Why? Well, I suppose that’s right, I do know what I want, and I don’t just want to give myself away… I suppose I can see how it makes me special… but you’re not just teasing me, are you? What about all those other girls, are they special too? (giggles)

It’s not the same? No, I get it, I know the difference between a relationship and a… one-night stand. You wouldn’t want to do that with someone like me? Because you wouldn’t be able to take it if you spent the night with someone you really liked and then she didn’t come back… No, I get that, I do. I feel the same way.

You know though, sometimes I wish I *could* have a one night stand, just to… get it over with. I’m just getting… a little bit desperate. But, if it was with someone I liked, and it felt good, then it wouldn’t have to be just for one night… it could be lots of one night stands, all in a row (laughs).

I always thought I’d know when it was the right time if I felt really excited and worked up… and, well, can you give me your hand? Mmmm, I always wanted to use my finger to stroke and tickle someone gently on their palm, and see how they react; I love the way this feels, I remember doing it with my friends when we were younger. A gentle touch can be so powerful. I don’t think everyone appreciates that.

Then I can just gradually move my finger up along your arm, really gently, barely touching, it’s such a lovely teasing feeling, and when I get to that little fold inside the elbow, that’s the place that feels the best; and I like to linger there for a few seconds, tracing little circles, before I move on, and then you long to go back. And if you’re patient, I will.

Oh, that’s perfect. I can tell by the way you started smiling and closed your eyes that you really appreciate that sort of gentle touch, the way such a small thing can tease and delight and make you feel so happy and satisfied. And that’s… that’s really all I want someone to do to me. To do that, everywhere, all over my body, for every touch to mean something. And that’s what I’d do to you… I mean, to that person.

Okay, now let me move your hand up here. Yes, I know, it’s ok, you are touching my breast. (giggles) I just want to show you that it’s ok if you want to touch me. But can you feel it? No, not my nipple… (giggles) but thanks for telling me how hard it is; it’s nice to be noticed… I meant my heart. It’s… it’s beating pretty fast. There are other things happening too, that you can’t see. And I think that means, maybe, that right now, I’m ready.

Why are you looking at me like that? I don’t know how to read your expression… I mean, you can tell me, it’s ok if you don’t want to, but I think I’d like to… spend the night with you. If you like… Oh. Are you leaning in to… Mmph. (kissing sounds, slightly more urgent and prolonged this time).

Mmm. Um, that was… nice. Again. But, you know, if you’re going to keep kissing me like that, you really should warn me… I mean, I’m not complaining, that was really good, the way you held my shoulder so gently but firm… I could tell you really meant that kiss. But I want to be ready for it, I need to go slowly, I’m not used to someone I like… wanting me like this.

Oh… ok. I’m listening. What is it? You want to kiss me again? (giggle) I wouldn’t mind… no? That’s not it? Oh.

You… think we should go into my bedroom? Oh, god. I… I want that. You’re right, I do feel more comfortable there. Thank you. Oh gosh, do you really want me? I feel my whole body is aching for you to touch me… Um. Let’s go. Before we decide that this is a bad idea (giggles).

One thing first; in my mind, I kind of wanted… well, could you just take my hand, and let me take you into my room? I want it to be my decision for you to be in there, and this way you can see that. I want you to make sure you know that, you’re there because I want you to be there, with me… Good. Let me, um, lead the way then, I guess. (giggles) Wow, I feel a bit giddy… I’m so nervous.

((Sound of door opening))

I can’t see anyone in the corridor. Come on, over here… Mmm, let me just put my back to my door and pull you close. Doesn’t this feel exciting? Anyone could come and see us pressed together against my door like this, and they’d know exactly what was happening. It feels so hot. Maybe… before we go in, we could play a little here? Like, you could just use your hands to feel my body, while I lean in and whisper to you… Just touch me, wherever you like… I know you want to (giggles)

(Whispering) Oh, god, yes, do that. Run your hands along my hips and pull me into you. I think… I think I can feel you getting hard. That must be it, nothing else is going to feel like that down there. You can, kind of, push it into me if you like, it feels… nice. It’s so close to my… pussy. God, it’s so close.

(Whispering) Oh, god, yes, use your thumbs like that as you slide your hands up, teasing my shirt up. What do you think of my stomach? My bare skin? Oh, god, yes, lean down and kiss me there. Oh, gosh, that’s nice, that gentle kiss down there, so close to my… oh. You know, screw it, I can’t take this anymore, we need to go inside. (Innocently) Would you like to come? (giggles)

((sound of door opening and shutting))

Um… so, here we are. My bedroom. There’s, a bed, and stuff. (giggles nervously, breathing more heavily from the excitement) So, what do you think we should do?

Um… what do *I* want? Well, nobody’s ever asked me that before… but I think, maybe, I might like it if we could just sit down on my bed, next to each other, so I can just get used to being… close to you. We can still touch each other.

(Pause)

That’s comfy. (Pause, soft breathing). I… I like just looking into your eyes like this. It’s nice. Especially when I know you… want me.

(Another pause) You keep glancing down at my lips. (giggles) Why? Tell me what you see. Mmmm, they’re so soft and pretty? That’s sweet. You… you want to reach out and run your thumb along them? Yes, of course, you can…

Mmmm. Yes. (Breathless) Yes, just like that. I love how firm you are, but gentle at the same time. It’s such a deliberate touch. And, mmm, the way you’re gently parting my lips, that’s… I really like that. I guess you do as well. You can… you can kiss me again, if you want. Mmmm. (Kissing sounds, gentle)

Oh, yes. That’s ok, you can move down and play with my nipples, just like that. Just teasing them… they’re really hard for you. Those gentle little circles, and that teasing brush with your thumb across the tip. Oh, it’s perfect, how do you know how to do that? (giggles) You know just how to touch me… it’s like there’s a direct line straight to my… um. Well, I mean, it’s kind of, not just my nipples that are throbbing (giggles). I can’t wait to show you…

Mmm, stroking my arm like I showed you, that’s nice. Ooh, yes, when you circle the skin just there, on the inside of my elbow, it almost tickles, it’s so sensitive… (giggles). I told you, it works on me… Yes, take my hand like that, let your finger caress it, that feels so nice. And bring it up to your face like that, oh that’s perfect, those gentle little kisses…

Where do you want to touch me next? Pull up my shirt a little to feel how smooth my stomach is? Mmm, I like that. Then tracing downwards, and teasing my inner thighs like that… oh, you’re so good at this. You’re making my whole body tingle. Especially… well, let me guide your hand a bit further up between my thighs, like this… just here, under my jeans, is where I’m most sensitive right now. (giggles). I can just imagine how perfectly you’ll touch me there. Just having your finger resting there is just making me ache, I’m already so wet, and I can feel my warmth spreading from there all through me… Yes, you can stroke me there, make little circles, just tease me…

Oh, you’re so sweet, I just love the way you make me feel like you care about every part of my body, the way you’re moving so slowly and carefully, touching me in all these nice places, with such adorable concentration on your face… Yes, I called you adorable (giggles). Oh, you poor thing, I’m letting you touch me and you go red when I tease you a little… are you usually like this with girls? Somehow, I don’t think so.

You know, I always wondered what it would feel like, to see a guy getting… worked up for you, and I haven’t been able to take my eyes off the way you’re getting… even harder as you touch me. And it’s so sweet, it’s like you can’t hide what you want to do to me, and it’s so exciting to know exactly what you want. Like, there’s only one thing that can mean, right? (giggles).

And it’s so close to my body, I can feel my own body responding to it; just feeling the overwhelming sense of being *wanted*, it’s really hot. I mean, I don’t usually get this… wet, and I wonder if it’s normal. I just know you could slide in to me so easily if you wanted to, and I think you do. I mean, that’s what I want, too. I just know, the feeling of needing to be kind of… filled up is really strong. And I don’t usually talk like this but I can’t help it. I want it.

I’m just going to catch my breath… and then, when I’m ready, we can decide exactly what we should do next… (giggles)

END of part 1