Friday, October 05, 2012
10:01 PM - TripleA: Ya know when we first met on the ZCC server, and you shared those apb stories on the mic.
10:02 PM - [SBFC] Kip: yes. i do
10:02 PM - TripleA: And ya know how within a couple of weeks i got admin...and i recomended you get admin aswell instead of the other vets on the server.
10:03 PM - [SBFC] Kip: yeah
10:04 PM - TripleA: And ya also remember how bluedevil and darkmatter dispised you...and they eventually removed your admin, and mynes to for recomending you..but we didnt care cuz you said APB:reloaded was coming out in a week, so instead of begging for it back i tagged with you on to that band wagon...remember that.
10:05 PM - [SBFC] Kip: yeah
TripleA is now Offline.
TripleA is now Online.
10:06 PM - [SBFC] Kip: i didnt know darkmatter hated me though
10:11 PM - TripleA: Darkmatter didnt like me all that much either...he said i was to loud, and that you were something, i dont remember...what im trying to get at is those APB stories you shared are what intrested me...i didnt really see who you were till we spent days and days playing that game, what turned to an intrested slowly turned into a problem...but by then i was already faded away in the memory of the kids over at ZCC, so that wasnt an option no more..so i played with you for another couple months not really paying to much attention just...playing, and by then me and kilee had gotten a chance to know each other and frankly towards the end of my APB experience i stuck around cuz of her - and now were here and im spilling out all these feelings ive had for a couple months now....and ya know i told you to stop the numerious things you were doin right? cuz ya know i did...
10:11 PM - TripleA: Also if your sharing this with kilee, stop...this is between us right now.
10:12 PM - TripleA: Ive got more to spill but its your turn now.
10:12 PM - [SBFC] Kip: Vinny, everything you asked me to stop doing i did my best to stop
10:14 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I tried not to be so mean to other players in game, i tried to stop swearing so much in games, and the thing is although im not perfect I tried, everytime I tried to do the best I could, and at every chance we had to work things out you took a knife and stabbed me in the back.
10:15 PM - TripleA: mmmm no no no good sir, remember the dead baby jokes? a whole year bro, a whole YEAR of that nasty stuff...my family knows that people on here can be vile sometimes but had they known i was hanging out with someone who told jokes like that, they would have been pretty disapointed....and brother, i gave you chances..i told you to stop nicely roughly and i gave you days to cool off and message me when you were cooled down...by the time richard rolled around i had given you chance and chance and chance again, you've given me chances aswell...but ive given you more
10:15 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I never did any of the things that you hate me for on purpose, but everything you've done to me has been an honest atempt to hurt me, It wasnt so bad when it was just things, but you didnt have to try and turn my friends against me.
10:17 PM - TripleA: We'll go on, spill about what you feel about me..
10:18 PM - [SBFC] Kip: The thing is you hate me for the smallest little things, when I tried to be your friend, you found a reason every time of why you didnt want to do it. There was never anything i could do, because the reasons you chose were not something that would make people not be friends
10:20 PM - TripleA: Shawn when i get mad, im mad...i am easy, i dont get mad over little things, i get mad over little things done repeteadley, like non stop..i told you again and AGAIN time after time to stop saying the things you did and you never stopped, even when i asked nicely,roughly, or gave you days to cool off.
10:21 PM - [SBFC] Kip: Vinny, you almost never told me to stop, you would just ignore me for weeks.
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TripleA is now Online.
10:24 PM - [SBFC] Kip: add kilee
10:25 PM - TripleA: Mmph, tell em to add me...i cant.
10:26 PM - [SBFC] Kip: Also trip, you have done alot of things trying to hurt me, like actual on purpose things, I never did anything like that back to you, and I didnt forget about how when i introduced you to kilee you said she was a guy with a voice morpher and how you wanted me to not be her friend...
10:27 PM - TripleA: Do you not remember you AGGREED with me? you mmhmed and said yes and basillcaly, aggreed
10:27 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I remember what I told you
10:29 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I said it didnt matter to me if kilee was a girl or a guy, I said she was my friend and i really didnt care either way. I told you even if she was a guy, its the internet and if someone wants to pretend to be a girl they can, shes never done anything to hurt me and its not like she wanted to date me so i wouldnt care one way or the other... she is a good friend and has done right by me
10:29 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I didnt say she sounded like a guy either, i said i didnt care what she sounded like to you
10:30 PM - TripleA: You aggreed...you may not have cared as much as me cuz i was new to the whole online gaming thing...but you aggreed, and you know you did.
10:30 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I didnt care at all vinny. I made that clear
10:31 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I even exlpained why i didnt care how kilee sounded
10:31 PM - [SBFC] Kip: Did you ever think that people can sound diffrent in real life, or maybe she dosnt have the best internet
10:31 PM - [SBFC] Kip: but you have to go strait to the most insulting thing dont you
10:31 PM - TripleA: Also to boot...thats one of my biggest regrets, biggest so if this the one thing youve got on me...i know already how bad i can feel about it
10:32 PM - TripleA: And me and kilee have talked about it...and she knows how bad i felt and how bad i feel still about it...so spill your FEELINGS about me
10:32 PM - TripleA: not about what ive done inth epast, your feelings
10:33 PM - [SBFC] Kip: My account, Hokute, my stuff in MC, removing me too many times to count, trying to get Kilee not to like me
10:33 PM - TripleA: I SAID FEELINGS
10:33 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I feel at every point I try to make good with you, you are only in it to get closer to Kilee, and make me look as bad as possible to my friends
10:33 PM - [SBFC] Kip: Thats how I feel
10:34 PM - TripleA: Thats how you feel about the situation
10:34 PM - TripleA: not me
10:34 PM - TripleA: tell me like what i told yyou about how you feel
10:34 PM - TripleA: about me
10:34 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I think you're immature and have a bad attitude, and I think you like to try to manipulate people into doing what you want
10:35 PM - [SBFC] Kip: Thats what i think
10:35 PM - TripleA: not what YOU THINK...what you FEEL
10:35 PM - TripleA: i told you, now you tell me
10:35 PM - TripleA: Cuz this is between us
10:35 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I feel like being your friend isnt worth it
10:36 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I know you're only talking to me to get good with kilee, you do it every time, Im not an idiot vinny
10:36 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I pisses me off how many times you stab me in the back when I do nothing but try to make it right
10:37 PM - [SBFC] Kip: and its extremely hurtfull the way you talk behind everyones back
10:37 PM - [SBFC] Kip: That is what I think about you
10:37 PM - [SBFC] Kip: and that is how I feel
10:38 PM - [SBFC] Kip: You used to do it about Kilee all the time to me, and I know you talked shit about me to Hokute and Kilee, then about Hokute to me
10:38 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I dont care for the shit you have to say about people behind thier backs and I never have
10:39 PM - TripleA: Comin from a guy who when i said...didnt invite hokute to the group..you listened to every word i said and you cared..youuu really cared, you say you dont but your actions say otherwise.
10:39 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I did invite Hokute and I remeber you were mad at me for doing so
10:40 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I played with Hokute, does he sometimes get on my nervers? Sure, everyone does, but hes still my friend
10:40 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I dont hate someone for little things Vinny
10:40 PM - TripleA: Mmm no no i cracked the joke about him, and you laughed.
10:41 PM - [SBFC] Kip: God I must be satan
10:41 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I laughed at a joke, did you think maybe it was just so you didnt feel like shit?
10:41 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I laughed at a joke you told
10:43 PM - TripleA: Ooo doozy, if were goona be sarcastic here i might aswell tell you this...you aint funny, not one bit...i dont laugh at your jokes but richard laughs at them cuz of how bad they are..and thats that, i got more to say though so sit tight.
10:44 PM - TripleA: You, i called a good freind back in TF2 and hell in APB to.
10:45 PM - TripleA: But i started to see how you really were...how mean you treated me and how BAD you treated my freinds...remember sal? remember the teasing you did?
10:45 PM - TripleA: Remember domitrix? or do
10:45 PM - TripleA: dom
10:45 PM - TripleA: You talked behind his back to, a hell of alot...
10:46 PM - TripleA: And this is bringing up old news
10:46 PM - TripleA: but its a point
10:46 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I never said anything about Dom, he was and is my friend.
10:47 PM - TripleA: You called him annoying with what he had to say about kilee and how he was the CQC king...hell i could talk to him right now...but you said things about him behind is back, just like me
10:48 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I didnt make fun of him vinny
10:48 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I dont know what he had to say to Kilee and he was the CQC king
10:48 PM - [SBFC] Kip: he was great up close
10:49 PM - TripleA: We'll this aint a debate about who said what, this about spilling how we feel about each other
10:49 PM - TripleA: so im goona go on
10:51 PM - TripleA: Do you know how annoying and mind numbing it is to hear someone go on and on and on about how bad they have it...when you know you got it worse, aka the days you came on and you talked NOTHING but negativity towards me and other people.
10:51 PM - TripleA: I mean you had good days ill give you that
10:51 PM - TripleA: But most days it was just negatiivty all around..nothing but it
10:52 PM - [SBFC] Kip: You never once said to my face what problems with me you had.
10:52 PM - [SBFC] Kip: In face you have nothing good to say about me, so why are you doing this, its just insults
10:52 PM - TripleA: Shawn...remember when we used skype, and you hollered at the top of your lungs like Fuck or Nigger or something along the lines of that, i told you then and their to fucking STOP...and you didnt, you kept going
10:53 PM - TripleA: and this is ME...primarily
10:53 PM - TripleA: talking about my feeelings towards you
10:53 PM - TripleA: and why i aint goona be your freind
10:53 PM - [SBFC] Kip: Dude, I dont say nigger
10:53 PM - TripleA: I bring up the points and the examples cuz their good points and examples.
10:53 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I say it once in a blue moon
10:53 PM - [SBFC] Kip: and not as an insult
10:54 PM - TripleA: Wasnt you who said "I used it when im really angry" and yes you do, when someone was annoying the fuck out of you, you called em a dumb N or a stupid N or just whole sentences of just vile words
10:55 PM - [SBFC] Kip: That's a lie vinny
10:55 PM - TripleA: And like i said this aint a who said what and who didnt
10:55 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I dont call people that when i am mad
10:55 PM - TripleA: and no it aint, and yes you do..you so do, i remember...im about done.
10:56 PM - [SBFC] Kip: Yeah vinny it is a lie
10:56 PM - [SBFC] Kip: if i started screaming the N word every time I got mad no one would like me
10:56 PM - [SBFC] Kip: Do you know where I live
10:56 PM - [SBFC] Kip: You cant scream that here vinny
10:57 PM - [SBFC] Kip: If i was an actual racist I would be killed fast
10:57 PM - TripleA: Yea i know, which is why you did it here, online....anyways on to my next point.
11:00 PM - TripleA: You strive on drama...you feed off of it,example, you did everything in your power to convince people you didnt hack..I talked to people kilee talked to people EVERYONE in the clan talked to people about you and how you were legit, and i knew alot of people in that game, why i do not know..but i did, and when you started streaming a couple months back...and they saw all those snaps you were making they got so pissed at me, furios at how i stuck up for you...and i didnt bother bringing it up, why? cuz you were my freind back then
11:00 PM - [SBFC] Kip: Dude, it was trolling
11:01 PM - [SBFC] Kip: Kilee knows it, all my friends in game knew it
11:01 PM - TripleA: Yea well i lost a couple of good, nice peopel as freinds cuz of how i stuck up for you
11:02 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I dont like drama trip, i love video game drama, but you only bring the shitty kind of drama to my life
11:02 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I honestly do like messing with people in APB, but you bring drama outside of it
11:02 PM - TripleA: And when ya know i tried to get you into new games you wanted nothing to do with it..you just wanted to continue playing that game, continue feeding off the drama and rage those peopel gave off
11:02 PM - TripleA: also
11:03 PM - TripleA: choose your next words wisely..cuz if your talking about my life, and the "drama" i brought into it...so help me.
11:03 PM - [SBFC] Kip: It cant be just these things
11:03 PM - [SBFC] Kip: Your reasons are half based off lies
11:04 PM - TripleA: They aint lies, kind of idiot gets mad at someone for a lie they created
11:04 PM - [SBFC] Kip: There's a little bit of truth in each one, but you're spinning these to make me look like shit
11:04 PM - TripleA: I would have to either be two kinds of crazy or the biggest dumbass in the world to be mad at you for a lie
11:06 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I am sorry that you dont like the way I am, but its not like you have to try and get revenge on me
11:06 PM - TripleA: Im mad at you for reasons, true reasons i feel that i cant deal with no more...these are my feelings and my feelings im finally goona put first.
11:06 PM - TripleA: This aint ABOUT revenge
11:06 PM - [SBFC] Kip: you could have just left it alone and not been my friend
11:07 PM - [SBFC] Kip: Every time you had to push it a little bit further though.
11:07 PM - TripleA: Not being your freind you see, makes me not kilee's freind, ya see the problem their...plus keeping with you wasnt all that bad, some goodness came out of it
11:07 PM - TripleA: we had good times brother, some time good times though
11:07 PM - [SBFC] Kip: It wasnt that trip
11:07 PM - [SBFC] Kip: You didnt have to be my friend
11:08 PM - TripleA: I chose to be, cuz i found you intresting, but i think i said that already
11:08 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I've known kilee for years and I've known you for years
11:08 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I introduced you two together
11:08 PM - TripleA: like i said, goodness came out of it
11:08 PM - [SBFC] Kip: Why would you try to make kilee not like me?
11:08 PM - [SBFC] Kip: honestly tell me why
11:09 PM - TripleA: i so much didnt make her wanna stop liking you..i just wanted her to see things the way i saw em, see how you were to me...i mean HELL the kids at ZCC tried to get me to not like you, stuck through it though.
11:09 PM - TripleA: And you know how those kids were.
11:10 PM - TripleA: And you know how much they loved me.
11:11 PM - [SBFC] Kip: Vinny you used hokute, and cogig, and chance, and tried to use richard and tried to turn kilee against me
11:11 PM - [SBFC] Kip: Why is it so important for all my friends to see me the way you do
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11:12 PM - TripleA: Honestly..i dont know, maybe i never asked them...or maybe its cuz none of them besides kilee knew you for as long as i did.
11:13 PM - [SBFC] Kip: and Kilee does know me, so why would she want to stop being my friend, honestly trip she knew you for just a few months, she was the only friend that didnt believe every word you said and turn her back on me
11:13 PM - [SBFC] Kip: because she knew me and we were friends
11:14 PM - TripleA: Like i said, they didnt know you for aslong as kilee and i did...and ya know hokute dont like me, he likes you..so to what ever notion you have of him drop cuz hes on your side..and cogig and chance is something i dont even think about no more.
11:15 PM - [SBFC] Kip: Trip you use people, you used all of them at one point or another to try to get them to turn on me, and after you were done, you threw them away and forgot about them
11:15 PM - TripleA: Also richard aint all up uppity about you either.
11:15 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I am not going to let you do that to Kilee
11:16 PM - TripleA: uhhh EXCUSE ME? i AM NOT throwing people away, i dont ignore people cuz they do an annoying things i dont FUCKIGN yell at them cuz they pissed me off just once..i throw em away after theyve done it time and time again.
11:16 PM - [SBFC] Kip: You try all the time to get her to not like me and I know you do, So why cant you just be happy with your friends and stop trying to ruin my friendships
11:17 PM - TripleA: SO FOR YOU TO SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT? is a line crosser
11:17 PM - [SBFC] Kip: you did it to cody and chance, and hokute trip, you wont do it to kilee
11:17 PM - TripleA: I care about kilee i aint known her for aslong you do but i do...and im imagine you care about them just as much are 10x over so quit acting like some white knight
11:18 PM - TripleA: cuz your NOT
11:18 PM - TripleA: Your not sticking up for her
11:18 PM - TripleA: your not doing ANYTHING for her
11:18 PM - TripleA: this is between us
11:18 PM - [SBFC] Kip: She is my friend vinny
11:18 PM - TripleA: me and you
11:18 PM - TripleA: NOT her
11:19 PM - TripleA: Quit saying your protecting her, QUIT IT..cuz your not, get that little thought out of your head cuz your not...you piss me off and I piss you off, thats whats going on here.
11:19 PM - TripleA: its me and you....just me and you.
11:19 PM - TripleA: That reminds me
11:20 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I only have one real friend left
11:20 PM - TripleA: Remember when we first started out, and i wanted to just keep it as me and you.
11:20 PM - [SBFC] Kip: and you left
11:20 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I remember
11:22 PM - TripleA: I left cuz of how you were, cuz spending alone time with you showed me who you really are..that "intrest" i saw was a problem, but ive said that already, so im repeating myself...
11:23 PM - [SBFC] Kip: If Kilee wants to be your friend
11:23 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I wont stop her
11:23 PM - TripleA: And generally when one starts repeating them selves its the time when theyve got nothing else to say.
11:23 PM - TripleA: So im goona go AFK for a bit...i'll brb
TripleA is now Away.
11:26 PM - [SBFC] Kip: Im sorry for how things turned out
11:26 PM - [SBFC] Kip: But i cant trust you
TripleA is now Online.
11:29 PM - TripleA: Completely understand....but i want you to also understand that the day we met on tf2, right? was a good thing..an amazing thing...it was a bad decision though, but goodness came ouf of it.
11:30 PM - [SBFC] Kip: Kilee?
11:31 PM - TripleA: Kilee, yes..and richard...kilee richard and the life lessons ive gotten out of this whole thing....truly never expected such emotions and feelings when i first bought my computer.
11:32 PM - TripleA: I expected games..and just video games, i didnt know their was a whole community on here with a good and bad side
11:33 PM - [SBFC] Kip: ya know in real life, no one that i've ever met thinks of me the way you do
11:33 PM - [SBFC] Kip: everyone i know thinks im a good person
11:33 PM - [SBFC] Kip: you've given me alot to think about
11:34 PM - TripleA: If your trying to SWAY my idea about you it aint goona work...and just to let you know, people like you dont survive where i live...id like to know how it is up their though...
11:35 PM - [SBFC] Kip: highest murder rate in the usa
11:35 PM - [SBFC] Kip: thats how it is
11:36 PM - [SBFC] Kip: so yeah i have lost friends if you want to talk about if they deserved it
11:36 PM - [SBFC] Kip: no they didnt
11:36 PM - TripleA: Murders dont mean shit...people in my school arent killed, their tortured till the day they leave school...if you fuck up in middle school, you might aswell wish you were never born cuz in highschool everyone knows what youve done how youve treated people.
11:38 PM - [SBFC] Kip: Was it worth it
11:38 PM - TripleA: Worth what..
11:39 PM - [SBFC] Kip: my friends
11:39 PM - [SBFC] Kip: was cody, chance and hokute really worth it
11:39 PM - [SBFC] Kip: or was it just because
11:39 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I didnt mean to get your friends to not like you
11:40 PM - TripleA: Ive only got two regrets with my time on here....one with kilee the other with the kids at ZCC.
11:40 PM - [SBFC] Kip: I figured as much
11:42 PM - TripleA: Hope you know regrets for me dont go away till either A the person goes away...or B they say that its ok, and that im forgiven..till then though im always trying to make it up them.
11:42 PM - [SBFC] Kip: so are you going to keep doing this untill Kilee and richard hate me
11:43 PM - TripleA: Nope, this is the final little duo were goona have, i will not have you in my mind after this
11:43 PM - TripleA: i will not bring you up after this
11:43 PM - TripleA: i will not even talk about you after this...and you need to do the same.
11:45 PM - TripleA: If you feel the need to share this with kilee...so be it.
11:45 PM - TripleA: but dont add no more, you share what we said
11:45 PM - TripleA: you do NOT give extra
11:45 PM - TripleA: you give what we both gave
11:46 PM - TripleA: and thats all.
11:47 PM - [SBFC] Kip: Well it was nice knowing you at first
11:48 PM - [SBFC] Kip: but once you met kilee you had it out for me
11:48 PM - [SBFC] Kip: as for the future I wish you success even if you wish me the opposite
11:48 PM - [SBFC] Kip: Goodbye vinny.
11:48 PM - TripleA: peace