A Private War (2018)

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Last question.

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50 years from now, some youngster's
gonna pull this disc out of a box

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and maybe make a judgment
about becoming a journalist.

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What would you want that youngster
to know about Marie Colvin

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and about being
a war correspondent?

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Very difficult question.

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It's like writing, uh,
your own obituary.

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I suppose to look back at it and
say, you know, I cared enough

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to go to these places
and write, in some way,

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something that would make someone
else care as much about it.

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as I did at the time.

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Part of it is you're never gonna
get to where you're going

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if you acknowledge fear.

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I think fear comes later,
when it's all over.

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Are you stuck?
Yeah.

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Struggling with the end.

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The hero always gets the girl.

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It's a book
about naval warfare,

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but I will keep that in mind.

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We should get married again.

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It didn't work so well
last time, did it?

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We can go sailing.

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I was looking at Antigua.
It's beautiful.

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I wanna try for a baby again.

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I don't think
that's a good idea.

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Why not?

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We tried.

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You're not 35 anymore.

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Zoe?
Yeah.

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Is Simon in Palestine?
No.

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Oh, for fuck's sake.
The Telegraph are already there.

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We're gonna lose the scoop
on Arafat.

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Who else could go?

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Oh, shit.

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Blue screen of death.

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Let me, um...

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You just control, alt
and then delete,

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and then you just hold it down for,
like, 3 or 4 seconds.

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There you go.

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Thanks. Are you new?

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Yeah, I am.
I'm Kate Richardson.

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Just started on
the foreign desk last week.

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Oh, great. Marie Colvin.
Yeah, I know who you are.

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I'm your biggest fan.
I'd love to pick your brain sometime.

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Well...

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My first word of advice

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is don't do anything
he tries to get you to do.

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Who?

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Hey, Marie. I need you
in Palestine, not Sri Lanka.

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Sean, there is
an unreported war there.

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Yes, because journalists have been
banned for more than 6 years.

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I can't let you go.

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Thousands of starving children.

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If the government catches
you, they'll kill you.

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Look, I have an interview
with a Tamil rebel leader.

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Find someone else.

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Sri Lanka.

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The government refuses to let UN
aid through their siege lines.

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Well, the government's denying
there's an embargo on the Vanni.

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The government lies.

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You have a reputation for
speaking honestly, Miss Colvin.

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People listen to you.

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You must let the world know

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the Tamil Tigers are willing
for a political settlement.

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We only demand equal rights.

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Look, that all goes back
to British colonial rule.

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I can't fix that. Anyway,
that's not why I'm here.

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Then what will you write about?

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Half of the people
living here are starving,

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and the other half are sick.

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Sure, the government
is blockading aid,

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but what little gets through is
stolen by your own Tiger army.

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There are people dying here and
nobody knows it's happening.

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In war zones,
parents go to bed at night

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not knowing if their children
will see the morning.

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That is a measure of fear
that I can never feel.

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But when you're covering a war,

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you have to go to places
where you could be killed,

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or where others
are being killed...

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Go there.

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And put one foot in front of the
other, no matter how afraid you are,

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to make that suffering
part of the record.

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Is it safe?
Is it safe to walk through?

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Only this way out.
Only this side.

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Is this the only way out?
This way.

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Okay.

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Marie, be careful.

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Stay down.

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Journalist! American!

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Get your hands off me.
I can't see.

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Where am I?
I can't see.

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Get your hands off me. I can't see.
Calm down. It's Okay.

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Where am I?
Oh, my God. I can't see.

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You must rest, Miss Colvin.
I need my notebook.

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Conc...

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Conciliatory words do not
come easy to Thamilselvan,

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the second in command
Of the Tamil Tigers.

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The walking stick he carries

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is a legacy of the 3 times
he was shot in battle

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since the beginning of the
bloody war for independence.

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David. Door.

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I've got it.

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He's looking at me with
such tenderness and concern

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and l just can't stand it
anymore, and he says,

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"We can try
to save the eye."

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And I said, "Not until you turn
off that fucking whale music."

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Whoa, whoa!
Hey, babe, let me.

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No, don't help me.
Don't you dare fucking help me.

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All right, this is our last bottle.
Get it right.

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The table has had
more wine than I have.

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Go on. Go on.

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- Oh.
- Oh.

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Oh, here's one.

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"We Tamils are so proud of your brave
foreign correspondent, Marie Colvin.

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Aw. "We appreciate her
visit to the Vanni area

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"to bring the news
to the outside world,

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"and we wish her,
Get well soon."

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Wow. Sting and Trudie
wish you well, too,

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and they said there are lots of famous
people who are blind in one eye.

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Um, Sammy Davis Jr.

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The bloke from Radiohead.

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James Joyce.
Moshe Dayan.

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Moshe Dayan.

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Oh! They all
wore eye patches.

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Eye patch.
What an amazing idea.

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That is the worst idea
I've ever heard.

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Babe.
I'm not a fucking pirate.

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You'd look great.

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You would look so sexy.

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For me, my darling.
This is absolutely happening.

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Here's Amy.

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You look great, Marie.
You look amazing.

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So good to see you.
You, too. You, too.

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Congratulations.

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On behalf of the newspaper,
a very large thank you.

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Hey.
Hi.

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Can I get you another drink?
No. Let me.

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I will leave you two
to talk shop.

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Thank you.

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Don't stand there.
I can't see you. Oh, sorry.

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Is that better?
Yeah.

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Was that the best you had?
Yeah.

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People are calling it stupid.
The picture?

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No, you going in.

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Well, l think stupid
is writing a column

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about the dinner party
you went to last night.

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The paper will do anything you want.
You know that, don't you?

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Anything?

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Yeah, you were our best
asset on the foreign desk.

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Were?

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I'm not hanging up
my flakjacket, Sean.

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Good.
Glad we got that cleared up.

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Ladies and gentlemen, our Foreign
Correspondent of the Year,

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known for racking up the largest sat
phone bill in Sunday Times history,

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our very own living legend,

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Marie Colvin.

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Do you ever have nightmares?

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What?
Nightmares.

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From when you were
in the field.

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Yeah.

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Bosnia.

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Serb soldiers posing
with decapitated heads.

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They seemed very pleased
with themselves.

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Still have it sometimes.

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When were you gonna call her?

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Who?

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The girl.

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I'm guessing
you got her number.

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Thank you. Keep it.

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Yeah, yeah, okay,
I got her number.

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I was gonna call her tomorrow.

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Or maybe the day after.
Or maybe I wasn't. I don't know.

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That's the level of respect
you have for me.

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Oh, come on, you are constantly
leaving me for some faraway place.

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Despite that,
I've always been here for you.

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I never asked you to be.
You shouldn't have gone to Sri Lanka.

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I told you to stop
all this so long ago,

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and you are like
a moth to a bloody flame.

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I mean, look at you.

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You were so beautiful.

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Well, fuck off.

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Go on. Fuck off,
back to your novels.

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Hey, get your hands off me.
Hands off.

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Miss Mary.

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Mourad.

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Oh.

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You came in the potato truck!
I came in the potato truck.

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Nice. Nice eye patch.
Oh, thank you, Mourad.

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And how are you?

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Ah, I made it to lunchtime
in one piece, so I'm thankful.

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Shit. You know,
we're gonna be late.

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I wanna pick something up in the
Green Zone before we go to Fallujah.

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Okay. Yalla. Yalla.

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So good to see you, Miss Mary.

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Am I glad to see you.

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While here,

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you are considered guests of the
Coalition Provisional Authority.

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Refusal to cooperate with
the rules as we've outlined

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for embedded reporters

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will result in an immediate
revocation of press privileges.

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You must remain with that unit for the
entire duration of the assignment.

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God, we used to go
wherever we wanted.

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Hey, Norm.

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It's like they're drugging
the fucking journalists.

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Yeah.
You will be disembedded.

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How you holding up?
I still can't measure distances.

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Who knew your left eye
was so important?

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When was the last time you slept?
Ah, I don't sleep.

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Where you headed?

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God, you gotta be
more subtle than that.

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Oh, come on. After everything
I did for you in East Timor?

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What have you got? East Timor?
Sure, I remember you.

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Riding off into the sunset
with the UN.

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At least I saved you a seat.

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You were in East Timor?
Yeah.

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Back when you were
still in college.

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Ah. Never went to college.

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Oh, God. I'm fucking
done after this.

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Oh, Norm, you wouldn't
know what else to do.

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And you couldn't live
with the fear of missing out.

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All right, let's have
television media head this way,

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print media,
back of the hangar.

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Well, welcome back.
Hey, we missed you.

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See you at the Hamra, Norm.

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Save me a seat at the bar.
You bet.

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I'm not getting angry.

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You're not letting me do my job.

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What's your name?

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Paul.
I'm Marie.

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I know.
So, you're freelance?

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Always.
Any good?

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The best.

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Come on.
What, now?

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I need a photographer.

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I've never found one I like.
Let's see how you do.

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Now?
Yeah.

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You don't think I subscribe
to all that bullshit, do you?

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Where are we going?
Fallujah.

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We can't just drive to Fallujah.
Why not?

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'Cause we'll be targeted.
Are you scared?

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No.
Good.

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Feras says he personally drove

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a truck full of bodies to a desert
camp overlooking Lake Habbaniyah.

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Now, listen to me.
Listen, Marie...

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600 people killed
by Saddam in 1991,

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buried in trenches
60 miles west of Baghdad.

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We won't get to it if we're
behind the American advance.

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It's not an option.
Well, no.

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We're going to Fallujah.
It's too dangerous.

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Everywhere's too dangerous.

251
00:22:06,400 --> 00:22:09,710
What about the Ramadi story,
Saddam's men working with AI-Qaeda?

252
00:22:09,800 --> 00:22:13,554
There's no source on that yet,
but trust me on the mass grave.

253
00:22:14,120 --> 00:22:16,270
People have been searching
for this for years.

254
00:22:16,360 --> 00:22:18,351
Okay, well, then,
I need you to find bodies.

255
00:22:18,480 --> 00:22:19,879
I'll call you when I do.

256
00:22:20,960 --> 00:22:21,995
Fuck.

257
00:22:33,120 --> 00:22:34,269
Miss Mary.

258
00:22:35,800 --> 00:22:37,028
They're not American.

259
00:22:37,120 --> 00:22:39,839
They're either Saddam's police
or his militia.

260
00:22:39,960 --> 00:22:41,757
They're not gonna want us here
either way.

261
00:22:57,720 --> 00:22:59,039
He wants to know who you are.

262
00:23:03,840 --> 00:23:05,671
Sir, we're aid workers.

263
00:23:05,760 --> 00:23:08,593
We're here to help the doctors
in Lake Habbaniyah.

264
00:23:17,200 --> 00:23:19,998
See? I'm a nurse.
This says "health."

265
00:23:20,080 --> 00:23:21,069
"Health."

266
00:23:40,960 --> 00:23:42,029
Fuck me.

267
00:23:43,440 --> 00:23:44,714
Was that your gym card?

268
00:23:48,400 --> 00:23:51,198
All right. Here we go.

269
00:23:54,320 --> 00:23:55,435
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

270
00:24:23,120 --> 00:24:25,236
He wants to know where
your medical equipment is.

271
00:24:25,320 --> 00:24:26,799
Tell him it's gone ahead.

272
00:24:57,080 --> 00:24:58,593
Turn around. Turn around.

273
00:25:14,240 --> 00:25:15,434
What's he saying?

274
00:25:17,360 --> 00:25:19,590
He said we don't need doctors
where we're going.

275
00:25:28,800 --> 00:25:30,313
Yalla.

276
00:25:33,880 --> 00:25:34,995
Shall we go?

277
00:25:40,720 --> 00:25:41,789
Fuck.

278
00:25:43,760 --> 00:25:44,988
Jesus Christ.

279
00:25:59,640 --> 00:26:00,755
Your fucking gym card.

280
00:26:00,840 --> 00:26:02,353
You burned me
with your cigarette.

281
00:26:02,440 --> 00:26:04,112
I'm sorry. Fuck me.

282
00:26:11,120 --> 00:26:12,269
What's he saying?

283
00:26:12,360 --> 00:26:14,271
He's just apologizing
for being late.

284
00:26:14,360 --> 00:26:17,909
No problem. No problem.
Thank you for coming.

285
00:26:18,000 --> 00:26:21,436
I wanna start over there.
Is that okay?

286
00:27:14,840 --> 00:27:16,478
What if you don't find anything?

287
00:27:40,960 --> 00:27:43,952
And l want to know the stories
of individual people.

288
00:27:44,040 --> 00:27:47,032
I want to tell their stories.
Can she tell me about her father?

289
00:28:03,520 --> 00:28:04,873
Don't fucking touch me.

290
00:28:05,680 --> 00:28:07,352
Paul, he wants the camera
and wants you to stop.

291
00:28:07,440 --> 00:28:08,429
No.

292
00:28:08,520 --> 00:28:10,033
There are hundreds of people
buried here.

293
00:28:10,120 --> 00:28:12,395
Miss Mary, they're going to
arrest us if we don't stop.

294
00:28:13,080 --> 00:28:14,672
Ask him whose side he's on.

295
00:28:18,120 --> 00:28:19,917
Tell me in Arabic.
I'll tell him.

296
00:28:30,320 --> 00:28:33,073
Have some respect.
Have some respect.

297
00:29:07,760 --> 00:29:10,479
Allahu akbar.

298
00:30:38,040 --> 00:30:40,873
Allied forces targeted
key locations in Baghdad,

299
00:30:40,960 --> 00:30:42,598
the northern Mosul area

300
00:30:42,680 --> 00:30:45,797
as well as southern Iraq,
near the Iraq-Kuwait border.

301
00:30:46,120 --> 00:30:48,918
US officials have told us
that Saddam Hussein

302
00:30:49,000 --> 00:30:52,151
and some of his highest-ranking
officials are among the targets...

303
00:31:01,480 --> 00:31:04,358
Paul, are you okay?
I can't stop thinking about it.

304
00:31:09,440 --> 00:31:10,759
Get another drink.

305
00:31:14,080 --> 00:31:16,230
You want one?
Not when I'm working.

306
00:31:17,920 --> 00:31:19,558
Are we selling a phony war?

307
00:31:23,040 --> 00:31:25,679
Paul, what we saw,
was it phony?

308
00:31:27,640 --> 00:31:28,629
No.

309
00:31:30,200 --> 00:31:32,270
"War is not so terrible
for governments.

310
00:31:33,240 --> 00:31:37,199
"For they are not wounded or
killed like ordinary people."

311
00:31:39,400 --> 00:31:41,630
While on patrol today
with the Seventh Brigade,

312
00:31:41,760 --> 00:31:45,719
we encountered fierce enemy fire from
insurgents on the outskirts of Baghdad.

313
00:31:46,120 --> 00:31:48,634
Meanwhile, it seems as though
we hit very strategic...

314
00:31:48,760 --> 00:31:51,194
But she's calling
US forces "we."

315
00:31:52,120 --> 00:31:53,758
Don't worry about it.
Why not?

316
00:31:53,880 --> 00:31:55,313
Because it doesn't matter.

317
00:31:55,440 --> 00:31:58,432
It doesn't matter what type of
plane just bombed a village.

318
00:31:58,600 --> 00:32:02,275
What is important
is the human cost of the act.

319
00:32:02,440 --> 00:32:05,193
People connect with people,

320
00:32:05,280 --> 00:32:08,113
so you find their stories,
tell their stories,

321
00:32:08,200 --> 00:32:09,633
forget about the other stuff.

322
00:32:10,720 --> 00:32:12,073
You mean close your eyes?

323
00:32:12,200 --> 00:32:14,031
She's already got one eye closed.
It's not funny.

324
00:32:14,160 --> 00:32:15,673
Thanks.

325
00:32:15,800 --> 00:32:18,519
Look, this is
the rough draft of history.

326
00:32:19,920 --> 00:32:22,115
You have to find
the truth of it.

327
00:32:22,200 --> 00:32:24,316
If you lose that, you're
not helping anybody here.

328
00:32:24,400 --> 00:32:28,188
You're just making
yourself feel better.

329
00:32:37,520 --> 00:32:39,033
I'm going to bed.

330
00:32:39,120 --> 00:32:40,348
Right. Night, Kate.

331
00:32:42,640 --> 00:32:43,789
Sleep tight.

332
00:32:44,680 --> 00:32:45,829
Fuck off.

333
00:32:50,560 --> 00:32:51,629
Oh, fuck.

334
00:32:52,520 --> 00:32:54,988
Paul, do you know
how to recover a file?

335
00:32:57,480 --> 00:32:58,754
Give it over.

336
00:33:05,800 --> 00:33:07,313
I don't know why I bother.

337
00:33:11,320 --> 00:33:13,311
I should just go back
to dictation.

338
00:33:17,520 --> 00:33:19,988
This is weird.
What?

339
00:33:20,600 --> 00:33:25,549
I've always looked up to you,
and now here I am,

340
00:33:25,640 --> 00:33:27,870
saving your work
from your own folly.

341
00:33:32,160 --> 00:33:33,673
Have you saved my work?

342
00:33:33,760 --> 00:33:34,795
Wait.

343
00:33:36,280 --> 00:33:37,872
I'm not good under pressure.

344
00:33:44,040 --> 00:33:46,315
Ta-da.
You're a bloody genius.

345
00:34:00,680 --> 00:34:01,669
Night, Marie.

346
00:34:04,200 --> 00:34:05,189
Night.

347
00:34:43,440 --> 00:34:48,673
Bones and decomposed robes emerged
amid the dirt of the machine's jaws.

348
00:34:51,680 --> 00:34:53,477
A small pelvis
that was unearthed

349
00:34:53,560 --> 00:34:57,109
appeared to have been that
ofa young teenager.

350
00:35:11,880 --> 00:35:16,192
Limbs severed, dirt and
rock and flesh torn alike.

351
00:35:32,400 --> 00:35:36,712
The knowledge of the fragility of
the human body never leaves you

352
00:35:36,800 --> 00:35:38,028
once you've seen...

353
00:35:44,120 --> 00:35:45,314
Once you've seen

354
00:35:47,480 --> 00:35:51,678
how easily flesh can be rent
by hot bits of metal.

355
00:36:04,680 --> 00:36:05,999
Once you've seen...

356
00:36:19,760 --> 00:36:20,909
Fuck.

357
00:36:45,480 --> 00:36:47,596
Hey. lt's Marie.
Leave a message if you want.

358
00:36:47,680 --> 00:36:49,193
Although I never
actually check this.

359
00:36:52,960 --> 00:36:54,951
It's just as well,
to be honest.

360
00:36:56,080 --> 00:36:57,593
I'm up to my neck in politics

361
00:36:57,680 --> 00:36:59,671
and we need to report
on the recovery of the euro.

362
00:36:59,760 --> 00:37:01,910
Forget it.
Go with the mass grave.

363
00:37:02,000 --> 00:37:04,719
Have you actually spoken to her
since she got back from Baghdad?

364
00:37:04,800 --> 00:37:05,789
Of course I have.

365
00:37:09,440 --> 00:37:13,353
It's pretty grim
for a Sunday front page.

366
00:37:14,080 --> 00:37:16,958
Yeah. Is it provocative? Yes.

367
00:37:17,040 --> 00:37:18,996
Will it make people
Choke on their cornflakes

368
00:37:19,080 --> 00:37:21,435
when they're reading
about these poor sods? Yes.

369
00:37:21,520 --> 00:37:24,717
We're onto a bloody winner.
Fuck the bloody euro.

370
00:37:29,720 --> 00:37:33,110
Listen, I don't think I can come
and see you all this weekend.

371
00:37:33,200 --> 00:37:34,599
Oh, I really want you
to see Chloe.

372
00:37:34,680 --> 00:37:36,272
She's almost started walking.

373
00:37:37,160 --> 00:37:40,197
And l just saw that girl again.

374
00:37:40,760 --> 00:37:41,909
Who?

375
00:37:44,080 --> 00:37:48,278
That child's lifeless body.
I can't get it out of my head.

376
00:37:48,400 --> 00:37:52,598
I can't get her out of my head, Rita.
Which child, Marie? Marie?

377
00:37:52,680 --> 00:37:55,114
The girl
who's always on my bed.

378
00:38:09,760 --> 00:38:12,638
Oh, go on, fuck off.
Go on, fuck off.

379
00:38:12,720 --> 00:38:13,709
God. Okay.

380
00:38:13,800 --> 00:38:16,519
Just tell Sean
to stop fucking calling me.

381
00:38:16,600 --> 00:38:18,955
I wanna be alone.
Right, Okay.

382
00:38:19,040 --> 00:38:20,075
Done.

383
00:38:21,120 --> 00:38:23,236
Marie, can we talk now, please?

384
00:38:23,360 --> 00:38:24,918
If you hold the sheet steady.

385
00:38:25,000 --> 00:38:28,072
You have been avoiding
this conversation for months.

386
00:38:29,960 --> 00:38:31,791
Do you think
you might have, you know,

387
00:38:32,720 --> 00:38:34,392
post-traumatic
stress disorder?

388
00:38:35,240 --> 00:38:36,275
No.

389
00:38:39,600 --> 00:38:41,397
PTSD is what soldiers get.

390
00:38:41,520 --> 00:38:44,034
Come on, we both know you can get it
from just witnessing a car accident.

391
00:38:44,160 --> 00:38:46,230
I think you need
to talk to someone.

392
00:38:46,360 --> 00:38:49,557
I'm not crazy, Rita.
I'm not saying you're crazy.

393
00:38:51,880 --> 00:38:53,598
Sean doesn't have the balls
to stand up to you,

394
00:38:53,680 --> 00:38:56,558
or he doesn't want to because
you're his prize pig, but...

395
00:38:58,680 --> 00:39:00,238
You're not well.

396
00:39:01,240 --> 00:39:02,958
We just want you to get help.

397
00:39:13,000 --> 00:39:14,513
Thanks for letting me
come and visit.

398
00:39:23,480 --> 00:39:26,278
If you're not fucking crazy when
you come into a place like this,

399
00:39:26,360 --> 00:39:27,839
you definitely will be
if you get out.

400
00:39:32,080 --> 00:39:33,354
So is this where you grew up?

401
00:39:35,240 --> 00:39:36,355
Huh.

402
00:39:36,440 --> 00:39:39,000
Yeah, that's the north shore
of Long Island.

403
00:39:39,080 --> 00:39:40,229
Oyster Bay.

404
00:39:41,880 --> 00:39:43,108
Not the ritzy part.

405
00:39:44,720 --> 00:39:47,075
Who's this? Your boyfriend?

406
00:39:48,320 --> 00:39:50,231
No, that's creepy.
That's my dad.

407
00:39:52,080 --> 00:39:53,149
Oh.

408
00:39:53,680 --> 00:39:54,795
Sorry.

409
00:39:59,360 --> 00:40:04,957
Marie, when bad shit happens,
your brain goes into shock.

410
00:40:06,600 --> 00:40:10,639
It... It locks the trauma in the
same place you process emotions,

411
00:40:10,760 --> 00:40:13,797
which isn't where
memories are meant to live.

412
00:40:14,840 --> 00:40:18,310
That's why it feels so present.

413
00:40:20,200 --> 00:40:22,589
Is that why you left the army?

414
00:40:22,680 --> 00:40:24,591
No. I was court-martialed.

415
00:40:25,720 --> 00:40:28,154
Planted some hashish
in my locker to get out.

416
00:40:36,880 --> 00:40:38,916
How long did it take you
to get better?

417
00:40:42,880 --> 00:40:44,313
A long bloody time.

418
00:40:48,440 --> 00:40:50,476
Marie, you've seen more war
than most soldiers.

419
00:40:52,040 --> 00:40:54,031
You have to take it seriously.

420
00:41:00,280 --> 00:41:01,679
You want psychobabble?

421
00:41:03,640 --> 00:41:05,198
Right, I'll give it to you.
I...

422
00:41:07,560 --> 00:41:09,198
I really looked up
to my father.

423
00:41:10,360 --> 00:41:11,713
I was tormented when he died

424
00:41:11,800 --> 00:41:15,918
because he never understood the fact
that I might have opinions of my own.

425
00:41:16,800 --> 00:41:18,552
I love my mother,
but I struggle with her

426
00:41:18,640 --> 00:41:24,237
because I can never be the suburban
housewife in the safe fucking life.

427
00:41:25,240 --> 00:41:28,118
I diet fiercely because
I don't wanna get fat,

428
00:41:28,200 --> 00:41:31,237
but I also have seen so many
people in the world go hungry,

429
00:41:31,320 --> 00:41:33,914
so I... I like to eat.

430
00:41:35,760 --> 00:41:36,829
I, um...

431
00:41:40,560 --> 00:41:44,155
I wanna be a mom, like my sister,
but I've had two miscarriages

432
00:41:44,240 --> 00:41:47,073
and l have to accept the fact
that I might never be that.

433
00:41:55,040 --> 00:41:56,758
I fear growing old.

434
00:42:00,160 --> 00:42:02,151
But then I also fear
dying young.

435
00:42:11,600 --> 00:42:14,319
I'm most happy with a
vodka martini in my hand,

436
00:42:14,400 --> 00:42:15,594
but I can't

437
00:42:18,160 --> 00:42:21,709
stand the fact that the chatter
in my head won't go quiet

438
00:42:23,160 --> 00:42:25,276
until there's a quart of vodka
inside me.

439
00:42:33,720 --> 00:42:35,551
I hate being in a war zone.

440
00:42:39,760 --> 00:42:41,478
But I also feel compelled,

441
00:42:44,520 --> 00:42:47,239
compelled to see it for myself.

442
00:42:49,720 --> 00:42:51,199
Because you're addicted to it.

443
00:43:29,880 --> 00:43:31,108
You're all right.

444
00:43:34,240 --> 00:43:35,275
Hey.

445
00:43:41,800 --> 00:43:42,789
Hey.

446
00:43:45,880 --> 00:43:47,074
You're all right.

447
00:43:56,400 --> 00:43:58,516
Sorry.

448
00:43:58,600 --> 00:43:59,919
It's all right.

449
00:44:02,360 --> 00:44:03,349
It's allowed.

450
00:44:11,400 --> 00:44:13,789
Who did you say
my father looked like?

451
00:44:23,800 --> 00:44:25,074
Aww.

452
00:44:37,920 --> 00:44:40,832
What do you think?
Suits you.

453
00:44:40,920 --> 00:44:44,196
Yeah, well, black seemed
so grim suddenly.

454
00:44:45,400 --> 00:44:47,630
Do you, um... Do you need
some more flowers?

455
00:44:49,680 --> 00:44:51,432
Thank you.
That's very sweet of you.

456
00:44:55,640 --> 00:44:57,756
Iraq, Afghanistan, Blair, Bush.

457
00:44:57,880 --> 00:44:59,552
Now, we're struggling
to cover it all.

458
00:45:00,880 --> 00:45:03,348
Thank you.
Thank you for what?

459
00:45:04,240 --> 00:45:05,673
For trying to flatter me.

460
00:45:06,280 --> 00:45:09,033
I didn't come here to flatter you.
I came here to see how you're doing.

461
00:45:11,200 --> 00:45:12,519
And to, um...

462
00:45:18,840 --> 00:45:21,195
Paul and I became
quite close in Iraq.

463
00:45:27,680 --> 00:45:29,557
Can you give us a moment,
please, Paul?

464
00:45:32,920 --> 00:45:34,035
Sure.

465
00:45:46,520 --> 00:45:47,509
Are you okay?

466
00:45:51,680 --> 00:45:52,715
Mmm.

467
00:45:55,280 --> 00:45:56,679
We miss you, Marie.

468
00:45:57,920 --> 00:46:01,595
You have a God-given talent
to make people stop and care.

469
00:46:10,520 --> 00:46:13,034
Where do you see yourself
in 10 years, Sean?

470
00:46:15,440 --> 00:46:16,998
Haven't really
thought about it.

471
00:46:17,080 --> 00:46:18,991
Don't be English.
Be honest.

472
00:46:20,680 --> 00:46:22,636
Well, in that case, I wanna
be the most highly regarded,

473
00:46:22,720 --> 00:46:25,518
well-respected, award-winning
editor Fleet Street's ever seen.

474
00:46:26,440 --> 00:46:28,317
Then get me back in the field.

475
00:46:29,240 --> 00:46:30,434
I can't do that.

476
00:46:34,840 --> 00:46:36,273
And you're not ready, are you?

477
00:46:38,080 --> 00:46:40,196
Well, then, maybe l just
have to find a shrink in here

478
00:46:40,280 --> 00:46:42,111
who'll testify to my sanity.

479
00:46:42,880 --> 00:46:46,236
Well, you got Yasser Arafat to
give you his life story, so...

480
00:46:49,040 --> 00:46:51,031
Look, I've got a lunch, but...

481
00:46:54,240 --> 00:46:57,073
Don't worry, your position on the
foreign team isn't going anywhere.

482
00:48:03,080 --> 00:48:06,789
Doesn't look good.
Oh, my God. Oh, no.

483
00:48:11,040 --> 00:48:12,996
What is it? IED?

484
00:48:13,160 --> 00:48:15,151
Yeah, must be.

485
00:48:19,600 --> 00:48:21,272
Is that Norm?
Yeah.

486
00:48:48,240 --> 00:48:50,196
Is someone helping
this little boy?

487
00:48:50,360 --> 00:48:52,396
Guys, can we get a medic?
I'll take care of him.

488
00:48:56,320 --> 00:48:57,753
You'll be okay, all right?

489
00:49:00,600 --> 00:49:05,071
War is the quiet
bravery of civilians

490
00:49:05,160 --> 00:49:07,754
who will endure far more
than I ever will,

491
00:49:09,840 --> 00:49:13,389
of those asked to fight and those
who are just trying to survive.

492
00:49:16,040 --> 00:49:20,352
Mothers, fathers,
sons and daughters,

493
00:49:21,560 --> 00:49:23,073
traumatized families,

494
00:49:23,840 --> 00:49:26,434
bereft and inconsolable.

495
00:49:41,840 --> 00:49:44,274
Checkpoint outside
Lashkargah's been hit.

496
00:49:44,400 --> 00:49:48,473
Taliban's opened fire on
civilians. It seems risky.

497
00:49:48,560 --> 00:49:51,438
That's nowhere near where
we're supposed to be going.

498
00:49:51,520 --> 00:49:52,589
What shall we do?

499
00:49:55,800 --> 00:49:56,949
We have to go.

500
00:49:58,200 --> 00:50:00,998
Norm. Hey, Norm.

501
00:50:03,040 --> 00:50:07,238
If I ditch the babysitters,
you got room for two?

502
00:50:09,240 --> 00:50:10,229
Sure.

503
00:50:18,160 --> 00:50:22,392
In covering war, can we
really make a difference?

504
00:50:27,840 --> 00:50:31,310
The real difficulty is having
enough faith in humanity

505
00:50:32,240 --> 00:50:34,834
to believe that
enough people will care

506
00:50:34,920 --> 00:50:36,990
when your story
finally reaches them.

507
00:50:46,800 --> 00:50:49,189
Oh, Danny boy

508
00:50:49,280 --> 00:50:53,353
The pipes, the pipes
are calling

509
00:50:54,040 --> 00:50:59,990
From glen to glen
and down the mountain side

510
00:51:00,920 --> 00:51:02,876
Oh, Danny boy

511
00:51:02,960 --> 00:51:08,956
Oh, Danny boy I love you so

512
00:51:16,400 --> 00:51:18,960
Beautiful. Fantastic.

513
00:51:19,040 --> 00:51:22,032
Please pick
a sadder song next time.

514
00:51:22,120 --> 00:51:23,314
Fuck.

515
00:51:24,160 --> 00:51:25,798
Ladies and gentlemen,

516
00:51:25,880 --> 00:51:29,919
I would like to thank you
for braving the cold

517
00:51:30,000 --> 00:51:35,074
and joining us for our fourth
annual "End-Of-Dry-January" party.

518
00:51:35,960 --> 00:51:39,555
4 Decembers ago, an associate
and I, after a very good year,

519
00:51:39,640 --> 00:51:42,712
decided to take
our best shipping client,

520
00:51:42,800 --> 00:51:45,155
uh, for a celebratory dinner
in Milan.

521
00:51:45,240 --> 00:51:48,835
After much booze
and, um, other substances,

522
00:51:50,240 --> 00:51:52,629
I have no fucking idea
what happened.

523
00:51:52,720 --> 00:51:57,555
Anyway, I decided that it was best
to pump the old brakes in January.

524
00:51:57,640 --> 00:51:59,596
I'm very glad to have you here

525
00:51:59,720 --> 00:52:01,756
to celebrate the end
of that wretched month

526
00:52:01,840 --> 00:52:03,876
and to being alive.

527
00:52:03,960 --> 00:52:04,995
Being alive!

528
00:52:07,080 --> 00:52:08,399
Cheers.

529
00:52:08,520 --> 00:52:10,158
Being alive!
Being alive!

530
00:52:10,240 --> 00:52:13,869
Hey, Rita. Rita.
Don't go. It's still early.

531
00:52:13,960 --> 00:52:18,033
Darling, it's 2:00 am. I have to be
up early to make breakfast for Chloe.

532
00:52:18,120 --> 00:52:21,271
Well, stay and then
I'll come with you.

533
00:52:21,360 --> 00:52:24,591
Not like that, you won't.
What's that supposed to mean?

534
00:52:24,680 --> 00:52:26,193
We're not having
vodka for breakfast.

535
00:52:26,280 --> 00:52:28,589
No, I'm fine.
Everything's fine.

536
00:52:28,680 --> 00:52:30,557
When did you get so crusty?

537
00:52:31,480 --> 00:52:33,072
When did you become
an alcoholic?

538
00:52:33,600 --> 00:52:37,195
Well, I've been drinking since I
was 15, so it's been a while.

539
00:52:39,480 --> 00:52:42,074
What do you hear
when the music stops?

540
00:52:44,760 --> 00:52:46,398
I don't hear anything at all.

541
00:52:55,440 --> 00:52:57,192
Shit.

542
00:53:00,120 --> 00:53:01,473
My minicab's here.

543
00:53:03,520 --> 00:53:05,750
Look, I'm sorry.
I'm tired.

544
00:53:06,640 --> 00:53:09,234
Why don't you skip all this, come
back to mine for a cup of tea?

545
00:53:09,320 --> 00:53:11,834
No. You give your little angel
a kiss in the morning

546
00:53:11,920 --> 00:53:13,478
from Aunt Marie, the pirate.

547
00:53:15,960 --> 00:53:18,349
Take care out there
on the high seas, all right?

548
00:53:20,600 --> 00:53:21,794
Bye-bye.

549
00:53:23,120 --> 00:53:24,314
Love you.

550
00:53:39,640 --> 00:53:41,153
Hi.
Hi.

551
00:53:42,200 --> 00:53:44,395
Thanks for having us over.
My pleasure.

552
00:53:44,480 --> 00:53:46,311
Marie.
Tony.

553
00:53:46,400 --> 00:53:47,879
Nice to meet you.
Nice to meet you.

554
00:53:47,960 --> 00:53:49,632
Can I burn one of those?
Certainly.

555
00:53:52,280 --> 00:53:55,078
Where'd you get that
eye patch, Marie?

556
00:53:55,160 --> 00:53:56,991
Uh, Treasure Island.

557
00:53:57,080 --> 00:53:58,069
Really?

558
00:54:00,560 --> 00:54:01,788
I heard...

559
00:54:01,960 --> 00:54:04,030
I heard you got it
in Sri Lanka.

560
00:54:04,800 --> 00:54:07,030
You did?
Which is hard to say sometimes.

561
00:54:10,800 --> 00:54:12,028
I asked Amy.

562
00:54:13,560 --> 00:54:14,959
And you, uh...

563
00:54:15,040 --> 00:54:18,510
You background-check all of your
potential one-night stands?

564
00:54:21,480 --> 00:54:23,038
I don't have
one-night stands.

565
00:54:23,680 --> 00:54:25,432
Oh. I don't.
No, I don't, I don't.

566
00:54:25,520 --> 00:54:27,636
I have sexual adventures.

567
00:54:29,000 --> 00:54:30,399
One-night stands, no.

568
00:54:31,640 --> 00:54:33,437
I always end up with psychos.

569
00:54:36,480 --> 00:54:37,469
Perfect.

570
00:55:05,520 --> 00:55:06,589
How do you take it?

571
00:55:07,800 --> 00:55:09,438
Black.
Mmm-hmm.

572
00:55:11,640 --> 00:55:13,153
Mmm.

573
00:55:21,920 --> 00:55:23,990
You work in the city?
Yeah.

574
00:55:25,320 --> 00:55:28,630
Sometimes.
But I travel a lot, so...

575
00:55:30,120 --> 00:55:33,351
Your apartment looks like Patrick
Bateman's London nightmare.

576
00:55:33,960 --> 00:55:34,949
Thank you.

577
00:55:35,040 --> 00:55:38,510
And you look like a Cleric
I met in Tehran.

578
00:55:38,600 --> 00:55:39,794
Oh, yeah.

579
00:55:41,880 --> 00:55:43,598
I just had to dry my hair.

580
00:55:44,520 --> 00:55:45,509
That one.

581
00:55:47,440 --> 00:55:48,919
Is that who you were
shouting at last night?

582
00:55:49,000 --> 00:55:50,194
What do you mean,
shouting about?

583
00:55:50,280 --> 00:55:51,872
I think you were
having a nightmare.

584
00:55:51,960 --> 00:55:52,995
I wasn't.

585
00:55:56,560 --> 00:55:58,790
I don't have nightmares.
Okay.

586
00:55:59,480 --> 00:56:00,469
Look.

587
00:56:03,240 --> 00:56:06,471
I'm a single father who was
a really shitty husband,

588
00:56:06,560 --> 00:56:08,949
and when I'm not working hard,
l just like to...

589
00:56:09,440 --> 00:56:10,759
Live hard.
Yeah.

590
00:56:13,000 --> 00:56:16,231
I had a great time with you last night
and l would like to see you again.

591
00:56:26,360 --> 00:56:30,592
As the Arab Spring continues to sweep
across the Middle East and North Africa,

592
00:56:30,680 --> 00:56:33,672
it is intensifying in Libya,
where thousands of Libyans

593
00:56:33,760 --> 00:56:35,955
took to the streets
to voice their discontent

594
00:56:36,080 --> 00:56:38,548
over their leader,
Muammar Gaddafi.

595
00:56:38,680 --> 00:56:41,990
According to witnesses, dozens
of civilians have been killed

596
00:56:42,080 --> 00:56:46,471
in protests that have erupted in
multiple cities across the country.

597
00:56:46,560 --> 00:56:47,913
- Sean.
- Yes.

598
00:56:48,000 --> 00:56:50,958
Rebels are mobilizing across Libya.
Gaddafi's still not budging.

599
00:56:51,040 --> 00:56:53,156
Okay. Did Kate make it in?
I'm checking.

600
00:56:53,240 --> 00:56:57,313
Simon's in, too, and so
is Marie, last I heard.

601
00:56:57,400 --> 00:56:58,594
Last you heard?

602
00:57:09,640 --> 00:57:14,668
The officers raped the girls
first, even had music playing.

603
00:57:23,600 --> 00:57:27,479
They called me down and they
ordered me to rape a girl.

604
00:57:27,840 --> 00:57:30,593
She didn't move much
when l raped her.

605
00:57:34,920 --> 00:57:37,036
She said in a low voice,

606
00:57:37,120 --> 00:57:39,873
"There is Allah.
He is watching you."

607
00:57:45,240 --> 00:57:47,310
I said, "Gaddafi is Allah."

608
00:57:47,800 --> 00:57:50,030
He said, "Gaddafi is Allah"?

609
00:58:07,120 --> 00:58:08,758
Where are you
taking us, Abdallah?

610
00:58:08,880 --> 00:58:11,633
To find the other soldiers who
raped the girls in Tawergha.

611
00:58:13,240 --> 00:58:15,435
How many girls?
I don't know.

612
00:58:15,520 --> 00:58:17,158
I know.
Abdallah, come on.

613
00:58:17,240 --> 00:58:18,639
I need to know
what we're dealing with here.

614
00:58:18,720 --> 00:58:20,631
I can't be sure.
Maybe a thousand. Maybe more.

615
00:58:20,720 --> 00:58:21,994
One thousand?

616
00:58:22,400 --> 00:58:24,391
Gaddafi's punishment
for the uprising.

617
00:58:27,600 --> 00:58:29,795
Allahu akbar!

618
00:58:52,000 --> 00:58:56,835
I feel that we've failed if
we don't face what war does,

619
00:58:57,800 --> 00:59:01,076
if we don't face
the human horrors

620
00:59:01,160 --> 00:59:02,832
and tell people
what really happens

621
00:59:02,920 --> 00:59:05,514
when all sides try
to obscure the truth.

622
00:59:05,600 --> 00:59:06,589
Stay down.

623
00:59:08,920 --> 00:59:10,148
Go on.

624
00:59:22,800 --> 00:59:25,473
- Come on, let's go.
- No, wait!

625
00:59:32,800 --> 00:59:34,279
Down, down.
Come on, come on.

626
00:59:40,720 --> 00:59:43,598
Please listen to me next time.

627
00:59:46,360 --> 00:59:48,590
Fucking listen to me.
Listen to me.

628
00:59:48,680 --> 00:59:52,719
I spoke to the rebel leader.
He said the rebels are pushing west.

629
00:59:52,800 --> 00:59:55,155
- They're pincering Gaddafi's forces.
- Marie...

630
00:59:55,240 --> 00:59:57,708
No, we're turning up
war crimes, Sean.

631
01:00:00,240 --> 01:00:01,878
You fucking sent
Kate in here, too?

632
01:00:01,960 --> 01:00:03,473
There’s a lot
to cover in Libya.

633
01:00:03,560 --> 01:00:05,596
You're worried I can't deliver
you a front-page splash?

634
01:00:05,680 --> 01:00:07,671
I'm not having this conversation with you.
Did you get my text?

635
01:00:07,760 --> 01:00:08,749
The next thing I know,

636
01:00:08,840 --> 01:00:11,434
you'll be putting me in the
fucking gardening section.

637
01:00:11,520 --> 01:00:12,714
Don't tempt me.
Marie.

638
01:00:12,800 --> 01:00:14,518
Remi? What happened?

639
01:00:14,600 --> 01:00:17,034
RPG attack.
RPG attack?

640
01:00:17,640 --> 01:00:20,950
Did you get my text?
Your text? What?

641
01:02:16,640 --> 01:02:17,755
Marie?

642
01:02:20,680 --> 01:02:22,113
Marie?

643
01:02:27,840 --> 01:02:28,989
Marie?

644
01:02:43,440 --> 01:02:44,555
Marie?

645
01:03:08,680 --> 01:03:10,671
Why don't
we go back inside, eh?

646
01:03:17,840 --> 01:03:20,115
Paul, it's all gone quiet
up here.

647
01:03:29,280 --> 01:03:30,872
It's all gone quiet.

648
01:03:35,120 --> 01:03:36,758
Come on.

649
01:03:36,880 --> 01:03:38,871
Stop fucking around.

650
01:03:59,680 --> 01:04:00,908
Marie?

651
01:04:03,360 --> 01:04:04,759
There.
Mmm.

652
01:04:14,840 --> 01:04:16,353
You scared the shit out of me.

653
01:04:16,440 --> 01:04:19,352
I would call you a pussy,
but pussies are tough as shit.

654
01:04:25,320 --> 01:04:28,153
In East Timor,
Norm made me this T-shirt.

655
01:04:28,240 --> 01:04:31,198
It said, "Don't shoot me.
I'm a war reporter."

656
01:04:32,480 --> 01:04:34,914
He was always
first in, last out.

657
01:04:37,600 --> 01:04:39,238
He was invincible.

658
01:04:41,040 --> 01:04:43,190
There are old journalists and
there are bold journalists.

659
01:04:43,280 --> 01:04:45,714
There are no old
and bold journalists.

660
01:04:45,960 --> 01:04:47,518
You said that.

661
01:04:49,160 --> 01:04:51,628
He had a red line
and he crossed it.

662
01:04:51,720 --> 01:04:53,039
Norm knew what he was doing.

663
01:04:54,880 --> 01:04:56,598
Mmm, yeah, I guess he did.

664
01:04:59,520 --> 01:05:01,192
Can I have a cigarette, please?

665
01:05:02,120 --> 01:05:03,553
Fucking hell.

666
01:05:17,240 --> 01:05:19,993
I gotta get cleaned up.
I gotta go.

667
01:05:20,120 --> 01:05:21,109
Where?

668
01:05:21,200 --> 01:05:24,237
Faruq got me face time
with an old acquaintance.

669
01:05:24,720 --> 01:05:26,438
Now?
Yeah.

670
01:05:26,520 --> 01:05:28,112
Well, in 2 hours.

671
01:05:30,400 --> 01:05:32,231
Can I ask you
a personal question?

672
01:05:33,000 --> 01:05:34,991
There are
no personal questions.

673
01:05:37,760 --> 01:05:40,228
What's with the fancy bra?

674
01:05:40,560 --> 01:05:42,312
You're calling this a bra?

675
01:05:42,440 --> 01:05:45,477
This is not a bra.
This is La Perla.

676
01:05:45,600 --> 01:05:48,717
I mean, if anyone's gonna
pull my corpse from a trench,

677
01:05:48,840 --> 01:05:51,912
I want them to be impressed.

678
01:05:52,000 --> 01:05:54,878
Right. The tough
war correspondent.

679
01:06:01,560 --> 01:06:02,913
Jesus Christ.

680
01:06:06,840 --> 01:06:08,637
You okay?

681
01:06:33,040 --> 01:06:35,031
Mary.
Colonel.

682
01:06:40,280 --> 01:06:42,999
You remember the first time
you came to interview me?

683
01:06:43,080 --> 01:06:46,470
I do. You tried
to take my blood.

684
01:06:47,680 --> 01:06:48,749
You were very pale.

685
01:06:49,000 --> 01:06:51,673
I was young and naive, and you
scared the shit out of me.

686
01:07:01,000 --> 01:07:04,072
Today's presidents
who say I should leave,

687
01:07:06,200 --> 01:07:08,236
l tell them,

688
01:07:08,600 --> 01:07:12,479
"You might finish your time,
but you will retire.

689
01:07:14,040 --> 01:07:17,237
"But I will still be
leader of the revolution."

690
01:07:18,280 --> 01:07:21,431
What about the Libyan people,
persecuted, tortured, murdered?

691
01:07:23,280 --> 01:07:25,510
AI-Qaeda, AI-Qaeda.

692
01:07:25,640 --> 01:07:28,074
They drug the Libyan youth to
make them rise up against me.

693
01:07:28,160 --> 01:07:31,277
So you're prepared to sink
your country into civil war.

694
01:07:31,440 --> 01:07:32,793
Thousands will be killed.

695
01:07:34,040 --> 01:07:37,271
The superpowers don't consider you
strategically important enough

696
01:07:37,360 --> 01:07:38,918
to care about you.

697
01:07:39,040 --> 01:07:40,359
All you have is oil.

698
01:07:40,480 --> 01:07:42,277
AI-Qaeda, AI-Qaeda.
Not my people.

699
01:07:42,360 --> 01:07:44,874
So you finance bloodshed
to be noticed.

700
01:07:45,000 --> 01:07:47,833
You funded the IRA,
the Shining Path in Peru,

701
01:07:47,920 --> 01:07:49,478
Sword of lslam
in the Philippines.

702
01:07:49,760 --> 01:07:52,433
All to gain international recognition...
AI-Qaeda, AI-Qaeda.

703
01:07:52,520 --> 01:07:53,919
That will never come.

704
01:07:55,040 --> 01:07:56,837
The only people
who did believe in you

705
01:07:56,920 --> 01:07:58,717
wound up at the wrong end
of your rockets.

706
01:08:01,120 --> 01:08:04,715
Was it really AI-Qaeda
who brainwashed Libyans?

707
01:08:04,840 --> 01:08:06,831
Or was it you?

708
01:08:17,840 --> 01:08:20,195
Of all the women in the world,

709
01:08:20,960 --> 01:08:23,474
I like spending time
with you most.

710
01:08:25,720 --> 01:08:27,676
More than Condi Rice.

711
01:08:29,680 --> 01:08:33,275
Even though she's a strong
woman of African origin.

712
01:09:14,840 --> 01:09:17,274
He called his enemies rats.

713
01:09:18,320 --> 01:09:20,788
He targeted women and children.

714
01:09:22,080 --> 01:09:24,310
Yet it was
Colonel Muammar Gaddafi

715
01:09:24,400 --> 01:09:26,231
who was cornered
in a sewer pipe.

716
01:09:29,680 --> 01:09:32,717
Having never fought a war
until now,

717
01:09:32,800 --> 01:09:36,998
his cruel dictatorship ended
in ignominy and death.

718
01:09:39,240 --> 01:09:41,196
A big-game trophy

719
01:09:42,280 --> 01:09:43,952
brought down in the wild.

720
01:12:28,160 --> 01:12:29,593
Marie.

721
01:13:03,240 --> 01:13:06,357
Zoe. Is she in there?
Yeah.

722
01:13:07,600 --> 01:13:11,115
Hey. Sorry, sorry.
It's been bloody murder today.

723
01:13:13,400 --> 01:13:16,437
I am starving.

724
01:13:17,680 --> 01:13:19,432
Where do you fancy?
Anywhere.

725
01:13:22,240 --> 01:13:24,390
You've been
very quiet recently.

726
01:13:24,960 --> 01:13:26,393
What's that supposed to mean?

727
01:13:26,680 --> 01:13:28,477
Your last story was in October.

728
01:13:29,320 --> 01:13:31,276
My knees aren't
what they used to be.

729
01:13:34,160 --> 01:13:35,798
Have you fallen in love again?

730
01:13:36,320 --> 01:13:39,630
Tony.
We're going sailing in Antigua.

731
01:13:39,720 --> 01:13:40,869
That's wonderful.

732
01:13:41,320 --> 01:13:43,470
But you're up there
with bloody Martha Gellhorn.

733
01:13:43,560 --> 01:13:44,879
Everyone's holding their breath

734
01:13:44,960 --> 01:13:46,837
for how you're gonna
follow up Libya.

735
01:13:48,000 --> 01:13:50,070
Sean, l have nightmares
every night.

736
01:13:50,200 --> 01:13:52,794
I can only imagine.
I'm running, trying to get to this house.

737
01:13:53,000 --> 01:13:55,468
It used to be a nice house,
but it's gone now.

738
01:13:55,560 --> 01:13:58,552
All that's left now is
mutilated bodies and rubble.

739
01:13:58,680 --> 01:14:01,069
Marie...
Are you completely gutless?

740
01:14:03,840 --> 01:14:05,637
Are you drunk?

741
01:14:07,640 --> 01:14:09,471
No, I'm not drunk.

742
01:14:16,960 --> 01:14:20,032
How does it feel to be the person
pushing us all around the world

743
01:14:20,120 --> 01:14:22,759
for that piece of tin
to put on your fucking shelf?

744
01:14:24,560 --> 01:14:26,949
You can't smoke in here.
Fuck off.

745
01:14:32,840 --> 01:14:36,753
You knew I had Libya covered and
you still tried to fuck me.

746
01:14:36,880 --> 01:14:38,950
You sent Kate in
as insurance, didn't you?

747
01:14:39,040 --> 01:14:41,235
'Cause you didn't trust me
to do my fucking job.

748
01:14:41,360 --> 01:14:43,476
What do you want me to say?

749
01:14:43,600 --> 01:14:45,875
That you were wrong
and you're sorry.

750
01:14:48,600 --> 01:14:52,115
I was wrong and I'm sorry.
Can you put the cigarette out, please?

751
01:14:55,880 --> 01:14:57,393
I'm finished.

752
01:15:11,360 --> 01:15:13,874
Why am I always
the fucking bad guy?

753
01:15:14,000 --> 01:15:17,470
I had to cover myself in Libya because
you are totally unpredictable.

754
01:15:17,600 --> 01:15:19,636
God knows everybody
loves you, Marie,

755
01:15:19,760 --> 01:15:22,399
but you are a pain
in the fucking arse.

756
01:15:22,520 --> 01:15:24,511
David Blundy.
Who?

757
01:15:24,600 --> 01:15:26,318
David Blundy.
What about him?

758
01:15:26,400 --> 01:15:28,470
He left for The Telegraph
before you joined.

759
01:15:28,560 --> 01:15:30,118
I took his job.
What is your point?

760
01:15:30,240 --> 01:15:32,959
And then he was killed
2 years later in San Salvador.

761
01:15:33,080 --> 01:15:36,197
Joao Silva lost both legs
at the knee in Kandahar

762
01:15:36,280 --> 01:15:37,918
while working
for the New York Times.

763
01:15:38,000 --> 01:15:39,752
I was with him in Afghanistan.

764
01:15:39,960 --> 01:15:42,349
Safa Abu Seif.
Who did he work for?

765
01:15:42,440 --> 01:15:45,318
She was a 12-year-old
Palestinian girl

766
01:15:45,760 --> 01:15:48,513
killed by a stray bullet
that pierced her heart.

767
01:15:48,640 --> 01:15:53,111
I watched her parents hold her
as she bled out.

768
01:15:53,600 --> 01:15:55,989
She was wearing pearl earrings.

769
01:15:56,120 --> 01:15:58,839
She probably thought
she looked pretty that day.

770
01:15:59,920 --> 01:16:01,069
I see it,

771
01:16:02,240 --> 01:16:03,753
so you don't have to.

772
01:16:03,840 --> 01:16:05,353
How about
the gardening section, Marie?

773
01:16:05,440 --> 01:16:07,112
Would that make you happy?

774
01:16:07,520 --> 01:16:09,317
One word to Watkins
and you're there.

775
01:16:09,400 --> 01:16:10,913
Is that what they all died for?

776
01:16:12,040 --> 01:16:14,679
I don't know what they died for.
Yes, you do.

777
01:16:14,840 --> 01:16:16,796
You see it so that
we don't have to, yes,

778
01:16:16,920 --> 01:16:20,754
but also because you couldn't imagine
a world in which you didn't.

779
01:16:21,840 --> 01:16:24,752
No one in their right mind
would do what you do, Marie.

780
01:16:26,680 --> 01:16:28,671
But if you lose your conviction,

781
01:16:28,800 --> 01:16:30,791
then what hope
do the rest of us have?

782
01:17:15,840 --> 01:17:18,513
Maybe I would have liked
a more normal life.

783
01:17:20,520 --> 01:17:22,511
Maybe l just don't know how.

784
01:17:24,960 --> 01:17:28,873
Or maybe this is where I
feel most comfortable.

785
01:17:33,520 --> 01:17:35,112
Fucking hell.

786
01:17:57,080 --> 01:17:59,230
Paul, what the fuck
are they singing?

787
01:17:59,400 --> 01:18:01,391
I think they're celebrating
our arrival.

788
01:18:21,240 --> 01:18:23,549
Allahu Akbar!
Allahu Akbar!

789
01:18:55,240 --> 01:18:57,151
Allahu Akbar!

790
01:19:48,240 --> 01:19:49,992
Jesus Christ, Marie.

791
01:19:50,520 --> 01:19:53,193
Fuck. Way worse
than I thought.

792
01:19:57,800 --> 01:19:59,199
Here.

793
01:20:15,680 --> 01:20:17,591
Wh... Where's Abu Zaida?

794
01:20:23,200 --> 01:20:26,590
Abu Zaida, Marie Colvin,
Sunday Times.

795
01:20:27,960 --> 01:20:31,919
One of the FSA fighters told me he'd
counted 47 explosions a minute.

796
01:20:32,000 --> 01:20:33,752
Shelling starts
at 6:30 every morning.

797
01:20:33,880 --> 01:20:35,233
They start with one location,

798
01:20:35,440 --> 01:20:37,510
they sweep the neighborhood
with everything they have,

799
01:20:37,800 --> 01:20:39,518
mortars, artillery, missiles.

800
01:20:39,600 --> 01:20:41,670
Right. I heard 5,000 troops.
Hell.

801
01:20:41,760 --> 01:20:43,716
4th Armored Division
led by Assad's brother.

802
01:20:43,960 --> 01:20:46,428
How many civilians?
28,000 trapped.

803
01:20:46,720 --> 01:20:49,393
Mostly women and Children.
Where?

804
01:20:49,760 --> 01:20:51,716
Where are they?
Tell me where they are.

805
01:20:51,880 --> 01:20:53,233
It's too dangerous
to go out right now.

806
01:20:53,320 --> 01:20:54,912
The main offensive
can start at any moment.

807
01:20:55,000 --> 01:20:56,513
Which is why you have to
tell me where they are,

808
01:20:56,600 --> 01:20:58,511
so I can go out there
before it starts.

809
01:20:59,040 --> 01:21:00,359
For what?

810
01:21:00,480 --> 01:21:03,916
People are seeing us being butchered
and they still call us terrorists.

811
01:21:06,720 --> 01:21:08,039
You deserted.

812
01:21:10,880 --> 01:21:13,394
Deserted who?
You deserted Assad's army.

813
01:21:14,040 --> 01:21:15,393
Yes.
Why?

814
01:21:18,280 --> 01:21:19,998
You wanted to be free.

815
01:21:22,880 --> 01:21:24,598
Let me tell your story.

816
01:22:13,440 --> 01:22:15,431
- You'll translate for me?
- Yes.

817
01:23:09,600 --> 01:23:12,068
I want people
to know your story.

818
01:23:41,800 --> 01:23:43,995
Yes, she was under the rubble.

819
01:23:49,720 --> 01:23:51,756
How old was her daughter?

820
01:23:57,360 --> 01:23:59,112
5 years old.

821
01:24:51,280 --> 01:24:52,599
You're connected now.

822
01:24:55,800 --> 01:24:58,075
We have to stay away
from the sat phone.

823
01:25:00,800 --> 01:25:04,236
Assad's drones can locate the signal
and we become a missile target.

824
01:25:08,120 --> 01:25:10,873
Although who knows
if that's even secure.

825
01:25:16,720 --> 01:25:17,835
I don't think it's Israel.

826
01:25:17,920 --> 01:25:21,117
Well, the Israeli embassy was hit
by bombers in Georgia and in India.

827
01:25:21,200 --> 01:25:23,668
I was thinking more about
the Arab Spring going to shit.

828
01:25:23,760 --> 01:25:25,796
Muslim Brotherhood
in Egypt or Syria.

829
01:25:25,880 --> 01:25:28,110
- We've got Marie trying to...
- She made it into Homs.

830
01:29:33,520 --> 01:29:35,397
You know, it's okay, the decor.

831
01:29:35,840 --> 01:29:38,115
It's a shame
about the fucking banging.

832
01:29:38,240 --> 01:29:40,356
I told you we should
have gone to Aleppo.

833
01:29:41,520 --> 01:29:42,873
I should have fucking listened.

834
01:29:42,960 --> 01:29:45,872
Last time I book a fucking
vacation on the Internet.

835
01:29:48,960 --> 01:29:50,393
Fuck me.

836
01:30:16,040 --> 01:30:17,473
Holy shit.

837
01:30:17,960 --> 01:30:20,269
Did she file?
I've got it. It's here.

838
01:30:20,400 --> 01:30:22,516
It's printing.
Okay, go get it.

839
01:30:31,960 --> 01:30:34,315
Marie's story's
a pretty strong rebuttal

840
01:30:34,440 --> 01:30:37,159
to Assad's claims
that he's bombing terrorists.

841
01:30:37,880 --> 01:30:39,677
What's the plan now?

842
01:30:43,560 --> 01:30:45,994
She needs to get
the hell out of there.

843
01:30:58,240 --> 01:31:01,471
There's an assault coming.
We need to go now. Now, now, now!

844
01:31:20,640 --> 01:31:22,631
Stop.
What are you doing?

845
01:31:23,160 --> 01:31:25,913
I gotta go back. There are
28,000 people there.

846
01:31:26,040 --> 01:31:27,314
We can't abandon them.
No, no. Listen to me!

847
01:31:27,440 --> 01:31:28,953
You're brilliant and brave,

848
01:31:29,080 --> 01:31:31,275
and, fuck, you've got
an amazing nose for a story.

849
01:31:31,400 --> 01:31:33,595
But you don't have
a military brain, all right?

850
01:31:33,720 --> 01:31:34,789
Hey, hey, hey.
Let me go.

851
01:31:34,880 --> 01:31:38,077
We will fucking die
if we go back, okay?

852
01:31:38,200 --> 01:31:39,952
We will fucking die.
I gotta go back.

853
01:31:40,400 --> 01:31:41,515
You go.
No.

854
01:31:41,680 --> 01:31:43,910
Save me a seat at the bar.
No. Which bar?

855
01:31:44,000 --> 01:31:45,274
Where?

856
01:31:45,440 --> 01:31:46,759
Marie!

857
01:31:47,280 --> 01:31:48,349
Fuck!

858
01:31:48,520 --> 01:31:50,112
Come on. Come here.

859
01:31:53,840 --> 01:31:55,034
Sean, she's back.

860
01:32:04,640 --> 01:32:06,358
Can everyone shut up?
Shh.

861
01:32:06,440 --> 01:32:07,839
Quiet.

862
01:32:08,640 --> 01:32:09,629
Hey, what are you doing?

863
01:32:09,760 --> 01:32:12,354
I thought of an item
for the gardening section.

864
01:32:12,640 --> 01:32:14,756
I'm about to have a stroke here.
Can you be serious?

865
01:32:15,160 --> 01:32:16,878
I want to broadcast.
All good?

866
01:32:16,960 --> 01:32:18,029
Yeah, Okay.
You don't have to do this.

867
01:32:18,160 --> 01:32:19,832
You've already given us
more than we need.

868
01:32:19,960 --> 01:32:22,349
No. I want to broadcast.
It's not safe.

869
01:32:22,440 --> 01:32:24,192
And then I wanna go back to the hospital.
I wanna get more video.

870
01:32:24,400 --> 01:32:27,597
Marie, listen to me.
You do not have to do this.

871
01:32:27,720 --> 01:32:29,153
Okay, but I...

872
01:32:29,560 --> 01:32:30,629
Fuck!

873
01:32:30,760 --> 01:32:32,159
Fuck.

874
01:32:36,120 --> 01:32:38,918
Signal's gone down.
No shit.

875
01:32:40,920 --> 01:32:43,434
The phone.
Hey.

876
01:32:43,760 --> 01:32:45,193
I already told you
if you use the sat phone,

877
01:32:45,280 --> 01:32:47,032
those drones will know
where we are.

878
01:32:47,120 --> 01:32:48,678
They'll blow us out of here.
We don't have time.

879
01:32:48,760 --> 01:32:50,990
Let me see if I can fix it.
We don't have time!

880
01:32:51,080 --> 01:32:52,957
Wait. Let me see...

881
01:33:18,280 --> 01:33:22,034
Channel 4, BBC, CNN,
all want to broadcast.

882
01:33:22,200 --> 01:33:23,428
Okay.

883
01:33:23,800 --> 01:33:26,837
Fine, but then you leave at the
first opportunity. Agreed?

884
01:34:01,840 --> 01:34:03,717
Hello? Hello?

885
01:34:03,840 --> 01:34:05,478
We're gonna
patch you through to CNN.

886
01:34:05,600 --> 01:34:10,913
Putting you on
in 5, 4, 3, 2...

887
01:34:11,080 --> 01:34:12,718
Marie Colvin
of the Sunday Times of London,

888
01:34:12,840 --> 01:34:14,796
who joins us now from Homs.

889
01:34:14,960 --> 01:34:17,394
Why is it important, do you
think, to see these images?

890
01:34:17,480 --> 01:34:19,198
Why is it important
for you to be there?

891
01:34:19,320 --> 01:34:21,959
Right now you may be one of the
only Western journalists in Homs.

892
01:34:22,040 --> 01:34:23,359
Our team has just left.

893
01:34:24,880 --> 01:34:28,873
For an audience for which any
conflict is very far away,

894
01:34:28,960 --> 01:34:30,313
this is the reality.

895
01:34:30,440 --> 01:34:35,070
There are 28,000 civilians,
men, women and children,

896
01:34:35,200 --> 01:34:37,873
a city of the cold and hungry,

897
01:34:38,680 --> 01:34:41,831
starving, defenseless.

898
01:34:41,960 --> 01:34:45,350
There are no telephones.
The electricity has been cutoff.

899
01:34:46,080 --> 01:34:50,949
Families are sharing what they
have with relatives and neighbors.

900
01:34:53,520 --> 01:34:57,115
I have sat with
literally hundreds

901
01:34:57,240 --> 01:34:59,435
of women with infant children

902
01:34:59,560 --> 01:35:04,998
who are trapped in these
cold, brutal conditions,

903
01:35:06,480 --> 01:35:08,072
unable to feed their children

904
01:35:08,200 --> 01:35:12,193
anything other than sugar
and water for weeks on end.

905
01:35:13,560 --> 01:35:17,997
That little boy was one of
two children who died today.

906
01:35:18,080 --> 01:35:20,833
It's what happens every day.

907
01:35:20,960 --> 01:35:25,590
The Syrian regime is claiming that
they're not hitting civilians,

908
01:35:25,680 --> 01:35:28,353
that they're just going after
terrorist gangs.

909
01:35:29,400 --> 01:35:31,709
But every civilian house
has been hit.

910
01:35:31,800 --> 01:35:37,193
The top floor of the building I'm
in has been totally destroyed.

911
01:35:38,600 --> 01:35:41,398
There are no military
targets here.

912
01:35:41,520 --> 01:35:44,512
It is a complete and utter lie.

913
01:35:45,240 --> 01:35:46,753
Well, thank you
for using the world "lie."

914
01:35:46,880 --> 01:35:48,598
I think a lot of people
wanna thank you

915
01:35:48,720 --> 01:35:50,756
because it's a word
we don't often hear,

916
01:35:50,880 --> 01:35:53,678
it's not often used, but
it’s the truth in this case.

917
01:35:53,760 --> 01:35:57,036
The Syrian regime, their representatives,
have continually lied.

918
01:35:57,120 --> 01:35:58,997
They've lied on this program
to us directly.

919
01:35:59,560 --> 01:36:02,996
Marie, l mean, you have covered a
lot of conflicts over a long time.

920
01:36:03,080 --> 01:36:04,149
How does this compare?

921
01:36:04,600 --> 01:36:07,512
This is the worst conflict
I've ever seen.

922
01:36:08,400 --> 01:36:11,790
It's the worst because
it was a peaceful uprising

923
01:36:11,880 --> 01:36:13,871
that was crushed by violence.

924
01:36:14,920 --> 01:36:20,153
President Assad is sitting in his palace
in Damascus in panic, the entire

925
01:36:20,240 --> 01:36:24,074
security apparatus his father
built crumbling around him,

926
01:36:24,160 --> 01:36:29,473
and he is responding in the
only way he’s been taught how.

927
01:36:29,560 --> 01:36:32,870
When he was a child,
he watched his father

928
01:36:33,320 --> 01:36:37,393
crush opposition by shelling
the city of Hama into ruins

929
01:36:37,560 --> 01:36:41,633
and killing 10,000
innocent civilians.

930
01:36:42,120 --> 01:36:45,157
He watched, as we're watching,

931
01:36:45,240 --> 01:36:48,152
a dictator
killing with impunity.

932
01:36:48,280 --> 01:36:51,750
And the words
on everybody's lips here are,

933
01:36:54,640 --> 01:36:56,790
"Why have we been abandoned?"

934
01:36:58,560 --> 01:36:59,993
"Why?"

935
01:37:02,320 --> 01:37:03,992
I don't know why.

936
01:37:05,000 --> 01:37:10,199
Marie Colvin, um, I know it's impossible
to stay safe, but please try.

937
01:37:10,280 --> 01:37:12,111
Thank you for talking to us.

938
01:38:08,400 --> 01:38:10,834
Marie. Marie,
we need to get out now.

939
01:38:11,440 --> 01:38:13,032
We have to go back to the clinic.
No.

940
01:38:13,120 --> 01:38:15,111
There'll be more casualties.
We got the fucking story.

941
01:38:15,240 --> 01:38:17,435
You did it. It's enough.
We can get more.

942
01:38:17,960 --> 01:38:19,678
They're bracketing.
What is that?

943
01:38:19,800 --> 01:38:21,233
They're trying
to find their range.

944
01:38:21,320 --> 01:38:22,469
They've found us.

945
01:38:26,240 --> 01:38:27,958
Marie, come on, let's go.

946
01:38:53,400 --> 01:38:54,799
Paul.

947
01:38:57,200 --> 01:38:58,519
Marie.

948
01:41:58,480 --> 01:41:59,993
Very difficult question.

949
01:42:00,080 --> 01:42:03,197
It's like writing, uh,
your own obituary.

950
01:42:03,960 --> 01:42:08,033
I suppose to look back at it and
say, you know, I cared enough

951
01:42:08,160 --> 01:42:13,029
to go to these places
and write, in some way,

952
01:42:13,160 --> 01:42:18,553
something that would make someone
else care as much about it.

953
01:42:18,680 --> 01:42:20,318
as I did at the time.

954
01:42:20,440 --> 01:42:25,230
Part of it is you're never gonna
get to where you're going

955
01:42:25,360 --> 01:42:28,397
if you acknowledge fear.

956
01:42:28,520 --> 01:42:31,273
I think fear comes later,
when it's all over.