Tsudzurareru Utsukushiki Seishin to Hibi wa Danran no Kaseki no Naka de TL

As to not forget, on the night where I closed my eyes
I thought you were gone until yesterday

As to not have it end, I walked with that lie
Though my path has been obstructed, I continue to stand

Distorted multiplications created by the tips of my toes
The sketch of my burning apartment reduces to ashes

Leave the clocks second hand in the bathtub and let it sink
Since the mirror will cloud up I'll make sure to use lukewarm water

I can only remember the beautiful memories from those days

Those old words have sadly dried up by now
My vision is narrowing and is no longer able to see you

My thin legs become wet with tears
How long will I keep living with this lie, I wonder

Holding a withered flower with my withered arms
As if I am searching for something through my clouded white vision
Before the numerous blurs of my mind I have lost your voice

The clothes I took off before 2:00
Are spinning in the washing machine

As if it's revolving
It continues to rotate
And goes around and sinks

Inside this abandoned room
Time continues to flow

My distant hallucination has disappeared
Even without looking at the mirror you remain ugly

The memory starts to sink and my eyes cloud up
And I become chained and entangled by my repeated mistakes

You've finally realized, you understand it now
That I've killed myself while walking with my head down

Doing absolutely nothing, while accomplishing nothing
For that reason, I've accepted myself to be here