cat 13

9: note this is a speed translation, this is not done accurately and may have lots of grammar errors, and this was done in a chat.

Me and my cat(My girlfriend)
Day 4(2) - Chaotic heart...
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author: for this to become like this there no choice but to make it r-15.
even though i wanted to make it sweet.
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the breaking heart, body too, and the pain covering my chest, the anguish, everything.
it may be because of the impure emotion that i have for Mina made me like this.
but still, these feelings that i had already noticed, i can't put a stop to it.
"I love you , Mina."
those leaks words, the forbidden emotion that i should feel has destroyed the dam.
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the muddled emotions has overflowed from my body, i wasn't able to stop it. controlling it was silly, it had no effect.(edited)
the head that had sunk in that emotion, inside my fantasies, i had corrupted mina.
Touching my own body.  with just a light pat ――zokuri the running pleasant feeling has run through my body. with just, imagining that the finger that touched me was Mina.
My body that had heated up. the blanket is nothing but an annoyance.
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this emotion, i know that i must not you know, so much that it hurts.
however, my body and heart has already turned into a mess. the action of seeking more fever, had become more and more intense.(i think she is doing it)
and at that moment, the sound of the door opened. in panic, i put back the blanket over me, and put back the clothes that was about to be stripped.
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「Kasumi, What's the matter?」
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「I-it's nothing.....」
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its not just nothing. That feeling i have for Mina, and to do that to her body.
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「your face is red, and you're bathe in sweat? are you sure you're alright?」
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Mina's face got closer. and her hands had gently touched my hair.
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「hyaa....」
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thinking about Mina, my body flushed.
the person that i was thinking of, that person touching me, my body had leapt too much that it was uncontrollable.
before i knew it, my heart beat and breathing had hasten.
inside my stomach, the sensation of tightly sqeezing, the identity of such thing, i wasn't that much of a child to not know that.
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I want to be touched more by Mina.
even though it would have been fine if i hadn't had this feeling.
its too late, i can only see Mina with my impure toughts. it made we want to vow to never let this intersect with Mina.(edited)
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「are you alright? its hot right....?」
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I'm hot because the feelings i had for Mina.
the endlessly flooding emotion, it had made me more and more strange.
hey, please stop it, this feeling.
if i don't, I, i might end up doing something horrible to Mina.
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「its hot, please help me....」
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the leaked voice. not a hyperbole nor a joke.
Me who is drowning in Mina, is slowly melting in this heat.
the chaotic heart had shook everything about me.
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The feeling of me not being me, is pure fear.
after all the impulse on corrupting Mina, is really just about to happen.
even though i have known it already for a long time that doing  it towards mina would hurt her.
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Author: gimme comments(summerized by 9)
chapter 13 end
RAWR