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Hi Playful -- I'm such a fan of your audios, I just have to send you a note of deep appreciation:
For your creativity and storytelling talents
For your expressive and emotive skills
For your bewitching voice and lovely vocals - not to mention your stirring vocalizations!
For your wonderful openness - and your generosity in sharing your deeply intimate urges, compulsions, and singular tastes
For your very special sexuality - and all the various aspects of what turns you on

I haven't yet made my way through your complete canon, but I've thoroughly enjoyed everything
I've heard so far. Once again, thank God for the Internet, and the freedom and anonymity it offers to someone like you to express these very special parts of yourself.

I also have a few questions for you that I'm hoping you'll be kind enough to answer. Before I go there, I guess I should tell you a bit about me. I'm a guy, turned 60 in March (although everyone tells me I look younger), married for 29 years, no kids.

I've also been playing online for about 20 years, and through that have gotten into a number of very fulfilling experiences and relationships - as well as a bit of trouble. It all started with chatting with women online, which rather quickly led to heart-thumping phone calls - and of course, long steamy emails and correspondences, and lovely long chat sessions featuring long-distance mutual masturbation.

I've always had a preference for phone calls, and love the intimacy of hearing my lover's voice (and sighs...and groans!) I'm sure that's why I appreciate your audios so much. I can't know you, or be your lover, yet I can hear the wonderful sounds of your orgasms and hot cums. And even though you can't see me or hear me, you have to know that hearing your purrs and whimpers makes my cock so hard, and I stroke myself to grunting orgasms hearing the waves of your pleasuring wash over you.

Thanks again for giving me those delicious moments of ecstasy.

And just as you play a number of scenarios, so have I. I guess the biggest secret I want to tell you - and I've never admitted this before to anyone, although my wife found out - I play mostly as a woman. I know, that's such a cliche. But I've not only typed as a woman - I've also talked on the phone as a woman. My natural voice is deep, but I've always been a bit of a mimic, and I was an actor and theater major when I was in college. I also sense that you might have done some acting earlier, am I right? I guess I want you to know that I've carried on years-long phone relationships with a few women. I think the best way to explain it is to say that it felt like another person, a woman - Julie - was living through me. She is like a character I created in a novel that needs to experience her life. Complicated, I know. But since you play with various personas,
I think you might understand.

Anyway, I'm only telling you this to explain my secret online life, and to let you know that we share similar secrets. Wildly adventurous online, yet seemingly leading conventional lives. Is that about right for you?

We also share a taste for D/s. One of my special online lovers (and I have had three years-long relationships) had a deep taste for submission and being controlled. This included spanking, being tied up, clamps, hair-pulling, masochism, and following directions. Without her, I wouldn't have developed an appreciation for these special tastes, and I so much appreciate your celebration of this special world.

I also just found today, reading your Literotica profile, that you're a SSBBW...! Oh god, I didn't expect that. I'm so drawn to BBWs and full-size women, no wonder I'm such a fan of yours. (Julie also happens to be a BBW.) That's not something you seem to feature in your audios, but I'd love it if you did.

This is getting long, forgive me - let me get to my questions and I'll let you go.

1st question: You seem so matter-of-fact in describing your sexual orientation as a "Bisexual Switch."
Have you had any real-world experiences with other women? Or are you only bi in your online/fantasy life and straight in your real life? I listened to some of your interview recording, and you faithfully named 5 of your various favorites multiple times, but this question never came up.

2nd question: You say your husband knows of your GWA activities, but has no interest. How much of your audio fantasies do you share with him? Does he know all about your bi tastes, or your devotion to spanking? Do you play your audios for him?

Final question: A few of your audios involve a male slave for a couple. And I have to admit, this is a theme I find very compelling. I'm not otherwise turned on by men, but in the context of a male/female couple where the additional man loves both the woman and the man - I find this scenario quite arousing. Does your husband share your interest in this theme?

I guess that's all I can say for now. I'd be honored to hear back from you, but knowing how popular you are, I'll understand if you might not respond. No matter what, I want you to know how much I appreciate your talents. Thanks so much for sharing yourself.


Warmly,