# Why do you consider yourself a yandere?
#### 1. Why do you consider yourself a yandere?
I consider myself as a yandere because I noticed these strange feelings since I was a little girl. At first, I thought it was normal that I felt jealous but when I got older, it became more "intense." I did things that I'm not proud of but still... It just felt right by doing it. When I didn't have a lover/or crush I became really overprotective to my best friend.  I wanted to know everything... and I just wanted them to myself. To the point where I didn't care about anyone else, as long it's just me and you against the rest of the world. Of course I could bare it when they had other friends and I even let them hang around but only when I was with them. If they left me behind I always stood behind the wall or in near of them, watching them. I felt so sick when I saw strangers talking to them or unworthy people that could filth their mind with nonsense of being their best friend. After I witnessed that I always came back to it and asked what was that all about or are you friends or something, just to make sure they wouldn't leave or betray me. The thing is, since I was a child, people tend to hate, betray, leave me, or not even recognize my entire existence... but when I had a person I could consider as "MY" best friend or "MY" lover... I would hold them close to me forever...... And I gotta say, when you got me one time on your side I'm not going to leave that easly. My feelings and some of my actions [stalking, threatening or teaching them my way] didn't change at all. Oh and I'm not that [physically] aggressive anymore to the point where I would punsh someone to the hospital. I have become much calmer these days but still... I can change if I wanted to.