Zina - Yesterday at 8:02 PM
what do you want now? and don't fucking ask me why i keep accepting you bc i shouldn't even
you say that you have to be in the centre of everyone's bullshit. but what about me? i'm a fucking human being as well and you don't know how it feels like for someone to actually come up to you and ask for your help because every damn time they wouldn't know what to do. i don't even know what advice i should give them bc i'm a shitty person and i'm not even good at giving advice but here i am, trying my fucking best to meet their expectation. but what do i get? blackmail. they force me to say shit that i don't wanna talk about and keep telling me that they're gonna do this and that, like what the fuck? i don't wanna talk to you about this shit, why are you forcing me? and the price i get is actually getting that person to actually "exploit" all the things i said to that person we were talking about
they say that they're tired of being the centre of everyone's bullshit? they don't fucking know that they're letting them stay in that centre, too fucking blind.
you don't know how i've been upset about all these shit ever since we broke up, i told to god that i would accept all consequences if anything happens between us, and i am. i'm accepting the consequences but i just can't help the fact that they're 'tired' of being the centre of everything
you say that i was the one exploiting you but why is it only me? what happened to your other little friends?
they should just be fucking thankful that i'm not like them, "exploiting". bc one day, karma's gonna get back to them and this time, it's not gonna be my fault.
rant fucking done.
Isaac - Yesterday at 8:53 PM
I take it them is me
and I only added you to see if you had blocked me
Are you saying that karmas gonna come get me for 'exploiting' you?
Because exploiting somone is forcing them to do something they don't want to do with the threat of leaking personal info
so I don't think you know what you're even talking about
I love you zina and I really care about you, but you need to honestly move on from me because we're both making this relationship toxic
Isaac - Yesterday at 9:01 PM
It's honestly more me than you(edited)
I fucked this up zina
But you know
as you once said
there's nothing left to fix
Zina - Today at 3:28 AM
"them" includes everyone that's in this bullshit.
"then" us and even our 'own' friends
Zina - Today at 4:03 AM
them*
Isaac - Today at 7:22 AM
you aren't a failure
Shit if anyones a failure it's me
Zina - Today at 7:31 AM
let's just say we're both failures
but i'm the bigger failure
Isaac - Today at 7:31 AM
no you aren't
i'm the biggest failure
Zina - Today at 7:32 AM
why are you arguing on this
i'm saying a fact
don't add into it
Isaac - Today at 7:32 AM
facts are backed up by evidence
You aren't a failure zina
Zina - Today at 7:33 AM
and i have many evidence to prove that i am
Isaac - Today at 7:33 AM
Well even if you are I still love you
I know you don't even remotely love me anymore
and you probably never will again
but I can't help it
I'll always love you lol
Zina - Today at 7:34 AM
even if its 10 years later?
i think not
Isaac - Today at 7:34 AM
why 10 years later
what
Zina - Today at 7:35 AM
i'm saying, would you still love me even it takes 10 years
and i'm saying
i think not
that wouldnt be possible
Isaac - Today at 7:35 AM
why would it take 10 years
Zina - Today at 7:35 AM
hypothetically speaking
but you'll never know, maybe tomorrow you'll find someone on the internet and talk to them more
Isaac - Today at 7:36 AM
I mean if I don't find anyone in the next 10 years then i'll still love you, and knowing me I won't find anyone
I mean I might find someone but I won't love them like I love you
Zina - Today at 7:37 AM
you will isaac dw
Isaac - Today at 7:37 AM
I won't
you don't know me if you think that
Zina - Today at 7:37 AM
can you be fucking positive for once
oh my god
Isaac - Today at 7:37 AM
Not really, not with everything that's happened recently lol
Zina - Today at 7:37 AM
right
why did you add me back
Isaac - Today at 7:38 AM
Problems letting go
Always had problems doing that
Zina - Today at 7:38 AM
so you thought that adding me back would let all the problems go away?
Isaac - Today at 7:38 AM
I don't think i'm ever gonna be able to let go tbh, I was convinced you were the one
no
as unrealistic as it is I thought there was a slight chance you'd still love me
Zina - Today at 7:39 AM
but i do
a long time ago
Isaac - Today at 7:39 AM
that's called did
not do
there's a difference
I don't deserve you anyways
I'm gonna die in the next
eh
4-5 years anyways
How do I know this?
because I know i'm eventually gonna lose my mind and grab a pistol, call the cops and die in a shoot out
Because really I don't care anymore
and you know
I've been thinking for a while now
and life is 100% pointless
think about it
we're born, we 'live' our lives by working our entire lives trying to make money just to survive
then we die
the end
the fuck lol??
Zina - Today at 7:44 AM
i was 10 when i thought about that
but idc
if they let me live, then they let me live
Isaac - Today at 7:47 AM
Tyler - Today at 2:20 AM
Hey dude
Isaac - Today at 7:22 AM
howdy
Tyler - Today at 7:44 AM
How are you doing
Isaac - Today at 7:44 AM
uh terrible
why do you ask?
Tyler - Today at 7:44 AM
I haven't talked to you in awhile and I thought I say what's up why terrible?
Isaac - Today at 7:44 AM
Multiple reasons
Tyler - Today at 7:45 AM
Wanna talk about it?
Isaac - Today at 7:45 AM
Not exactly
Tyler - Today at 7:45 AM
Ok :ok_hand::skin-tone-2:
Isaac - Today at 7:46 AM
Also, if you're gonna try to SE someone or get info on them for random reasons, randomly msging them after not talking to them for months isn't exactly the route to go
I hate these type of people
he just stopped responding after I said that lmao
Zina - Today at 7:47 AM
he's annoying
Isaac - Today at 7:47 AM
you know him?
Zina - Today at 7:47 AM
tyler as in, tyler architect?
Isaac - Today at 7:47 AM
yeah
Zina - Today at 7:47 AM
kingtm or something
yeah he's annoying
Isaac - Today at 7:48 AM
^
Zina - Today at 7:48 AM
i had a skype call with him
amber and ethan as well
we found him annoying
especially ethan
he kept kicking him out of the call but that tyler keeps blaming me tf
Isaac - Today at 7:51 AM
xxxtentacion is literally irrelevant as fuck now
he released a new song 2 days ago(edited)
"9k views"
Zina - Today at 7:51 AM
we were talking about him in science class
Isaac - Today at 7:52 AM
9K VIEWS
LOL
Zina - Today at 7:52 AM
my science teacher didnt know who he was
Isaac - Today at 7:52 AM
I'M DEAD
Zina - Today at 7:52 AM
i like his songs though
especially teeth
Isaac - Today at 7:52 AM
His songs are pretty good
Zina - Today at 7:52 AM
i went bye bye to the devil one
Isaac - Today at 7:52 AM
Vice city, tightrope, etc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8lbU2YkxJeM
YouTube
I Am Hip-Hop
XXXTENTACION - Ok Shorty!
Zina - Today at 7:52 AM
teeth is a good song
Isaac - Today at 7:52 AM
I don't know what the fuck this shit is though
Zina - Today at 7:52 AM
is that the song he released
Isaac - Today at 7:53 AM
ya
read the comments
"I quit after 30 seconds, I already knew it was gonna b garbage"
"This is actually his worst song"
"This album will be for the people with depression " "ok shorty bring that ass back spit on my dick"
LOL
Zina - Today at 7:54 AM
wow he likes mickey mouse
i dont like this song
this song offends short people
Isaac - Today at 7:55 AM
LOL
shorty means like
a girl pretty much
smH
Zina - Today at 7:55 AM
yeah
short girl